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My girlfriend and I went food shopping today, and while we were in the car I sneezed THREE times in a row (kind of odd for me without inducing) and she said, and I am not joking, "Oh baby, BLESS you," and when I tell you I almost n*tted on the spot.....
a memory i love to think about often is one time early in our relationship, after my girlfriend and i had finished … ya know… we were cuddling and she sneezed into my neck and whoooo baby the orgasm i had approximately 73 seconds prior?? irrelevant
Dating wrapped 2025
# of dating app matches: 30-50ish
# of people gone out with: 3
# of people gone out with that I actually liked: 1
# of virtual dates gone on: 4
# of IRL dates gone on: 7
# of people kissed: 0
# of people ghosted: 5
# of people I communicated with healthily: 0
# of times I deleted dating apps: 3
Reflection: I am soooo bad at dating. Like so so bad at it. Mostly bc I have the communication skills of a dirty sock and can’t figure out how to just. tell people how I feel. whether that be positive or negative. I just deleted one of the apps again. I’m just going to run out of sapphics in my city.
had a dream last night where I moved into a new apartment and one of my roommates was this hot butch lesbian and we spent most of the dream absolutely making out and god I wish she was real. I went back to sleep after my alarm went off just to chase the high of making out with this dream woman. We also fucked with the cops together and she bought specialty eggs from a salesman. I wish she was real.
scheduled a ramen date for tomorrow evening. With someone I don’t even find attractive. But u know what. we stay silly
Went on a date last night! The girl seemed perfectly nice but had a lot of kinks I don’t think I can get behind. Like dissection/vivisection. And a lot of PTSD stuff to work through. So I don’t think I’ll be going on a second date.
Gf just innocuously (and I mean this genuinely, she had no clue the implications despite being VERY in tune with my likes) asked if we could get a traditional feather duster so she could look cute while cleaning. She’s going to be the death of me ohhh my
So I told my therapist about the girl I’ve been kinda maybe seeing? Except only sort of because I’ve been lying and telling a lot of half truths.
What I’ve told my therapist: her name is Ray (not true but for the sake of this account let’s say it is) uses they/them pronouns (she uses all pronouns), we met at musical theatre club through a mutual friend (we met on a dating app but we do have a mutual friend), Ray is the first person I’ve been interested in romantically and I’ve never dated before (not true I dated someone for like 8 months twoish years ago)
Why am I lying you may ask? I don’t know! I hate it! But I can’t just say “hey I’m a lesbian and actively lied to you about the nature of my relationship with M for 8 months”
That being said it’s a really big deal to me that I told my therapist about this at all bc it’s never something I’ve even felt remotely comfortable talking about? And I think that’s a big step for me? Idk. Maybe it means some day I’ll be able to come out to my parents.
