#ghoatst lucio

[arsenicxarcana]

2020 - 2023

3 years difference both in canon and in art

[arsenicxarcana]

he's not in the wing anymore in HH but consider

singing w Julian (or just Julian singing) to feel less scared while in there

and distantly, maybe, you hear another voice, haunting and brittle but at the same time confident, start singing too

[arsenicxarcana]

thinks about this post via @helpiminhell: https://helpiminhell.tumblr.com/post/661311682373713920/

when the door closes he’s sure they’ve abandoned him like everyone else, he’s not getting out of here, quicksilver tears bead up and pour from monstrous eyes as he waits and hopes against hope that he’s wrong

seconds feel like lifetimes, minutes feel like eternity, the longer they’re gone the surer he becomes that the idea of escape was just a fantasy, the deeper he falls into an uncomfortably familiar state of despair

so when they come back its about all he can do to keep from flinging himself at them like one of his own dogs do to him after a long trip, entire disgusting body nearly dropping to the floor in relief, sobbing, god, thank fuck, you’re back, you’re really back, it’s been so long

“i just stepped out for a few minutes??”

“i knew that”

[arsenicxarcana]

even more assorted text posts, mostly chaotic dumbasses w/ a muriel for flavor

[arsenicxarcana]

he’s ready for the winter ball