#giftbox_unwraps

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When you had a good day only to feel sad out of nowhere... or was there something that made me feel sad...?

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So...Before I show my doodles,

I would like to let you know that my 200-paged drawing book is finished on 20th June. I have a new drawing book already, so I am continuing on doodling more.

The old book’s cover

The first page

And the last page

This book is proof of how far I’ve come and developed. I just wanted to share to anyone who would care to see these.

-Giftbox

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“Headcanon#14 - Balan likes to rub his face on Lance like a cat and a petting hand. Lance has to tolerate this for more than 5000 years.“

My last fanart (since I’m making more) for now. I didn’t expect quick activity on my blog after I posted each fanart on these two...

Thank you ^^

It has been difficult to post here due to college and procrastination and then less to no one (but my only friend, @iloveminecraft55) wanting to see them when I’m on Discord, it was exhausting to say the least. 

Thank you so much for liking them, leaving your thoughts and reblogging some of them ^^

I’ll continue to post (not sure if I still have a lot of time to) but I’ll show my BWW OC! I have so much art that isn’t from BWW as this is my recent new fandom, so I might make an art dump blog! ^^ 

I couldn’t promise you all for continuously posting them, but stay tuned and don’t be afraid to ask! ^^

-Giftbox 

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Thank you, Balan Wonderworld.

So...This month was better than last month, my college class has finished and I have to wait for the next semester, I am now in a new fandom where I kept my place with people who are supportive and kind, I have been more active on Discord, Tumblr and Twitter just to show my artwork and share more of my ideas, and my personal life is more tolerable.

I don’t want to just thank this game and the title character, I want to thank everyone I’ve met from different fandoms (including the BWW fandom) and have been supportive of me this month because I am not sure if the same thing would happen in the next month. So...I did a little something for the serotonin Maestro! ^^

It was a cake that correlates to Balan, and personally not my favorite type of cake. But I made it anyways with the help of my siblings, just because I have all the time I have. And I wanted to bake a cake for fun too.

And here’s how it turned out!

Not professional looking ^^; But it tasted really good and I wish I can share to everyone!

Thank you so so much. ^^

-Giftbox

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BWW Spoiler - Hatless Balan

To anyone, who has no dad to celebrate Father’s Day with or dads who are not the best (to put it lightly), who found comfort in BWW. This is for you! ^^

Song Lyrics: True Kinda Love - Estelle ft. Zach Callison from Steven Universe.

Bonus:

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I should’ve showed this first, but he did remind me of an old OC I have who is as enigmatic as Balan.

-Giftbox

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Funny story! ^^;

So, I have talked about how I made Slenderman a stand-in father-figure to my persona because of my relationship with my real dad, and how there are days when he would cross a line that would make me breakdown and retreat to my imagination.

Recently, I was watching one of my dad’s old religious movies, “Epiphany”, and is featured a scene between a father and daughter arguing which hit too close to what had happened between me and dad.

So, with a lump in my throat and a traumatized numbness, I drew Balan... which was a surprise as Snatcher was the easiest to draw. But it did help me draw a scene that happens in the pre-novel lore, and a good excuse to finally draw the Tims.

It then spiraled into a joke like “Oh, what happens if Balan adopted Giftbox?? XD”

...

HE TRAPPED ME!!!! XD!!!

Oh! Hey, Natalie!

Anyways... Meet Giftbox’s new dad, Balan! ^^; They’re still working on that

-Giftbox

From the google doc - “Little Beginnings“ Pre-BWW Novel backstory

“Through the eyes of the new Balan, he wept from the pain around his body, it was unbearable and he can only curl up into a ball and hide his now exposed face with the help of his elongated hair. The markings left by the Negati kept burning as Balan continued to weep and hiccup, unaware of the many tiny eyes on him. When he did look up, he backed away with a yelp as small furry creatures who were near him out of curiousity also backed away in surprise. 

Balan didn't know what to do, one of the creatures who is extremely tiny approached him bravely. Seeing that he was crying, it peeped and nuzzles his ankle with a small purr to comfort him, leading the others to do the same.

Balan started to feel a bit better, scooping up the tiny one and hold it close, wanting its warmth and softness. He chuckled when the creatures attempted to make him smile by stacking on top of each other. Balan calls the creatures Tims and swore to take care of them. “

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Do you want to know why I have a problem of being in new fandoms...?

It is because when I see something I like, I research the heck out of it, watch it on screen to see for myself, and then I make new OCs, AUs and ideas/headcanons-

-WHILE ignoring content I planned to do for the previous fandom

Or what others call hyperfixiation.

Just a little warning before posting my AU based on BWW.

Sorry if it got serious ^^;

-Giftbox