Mar 11, 2020
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Sam: *raises left and right hand*
Because I need abs in my life. Who is joining me (@cydong @tinakim__ )? Oh and here’s a before shot of my non-existent abs 😅 #ablife #givemeabs or #givemedeath #absofsteal #workout #fit #fitness #fitspo #fitgirls #motivation #blogilates #100abchallenge @blogilates https://www.instagram.com/p/BsHzlMDgSEc/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vxpl0h6tpyk5
I really didn't want to go to school today. But you convinced me to keep you company because you'd be alone.
I wanted to hold your hand so badly, but I held back. I didn't want to freak you out. I didn't want to make you want to leave. You looked so beautiful today. I whispered it to you, I hope you didn't hear me. I whispered how much I still adore you, how I love seeing you smile, how I still love you. Hopefully, you heard none of it.
I'm sorry I couldn't keep you around. I really tried my hardest. You're the only one who's stuck around for so long. Everyone else leaves pretty early.
I know it's my fault. I just want to take care of somebody, but I never do a good job at it. I'm such an asshole. I let people rely on me only so I can disappoint them.
I'm a terrible person to live with. I make a terrible partner and housemate to anyone. I don't deserve any honest company.
Right now, I'd rather die than let you give me another chance. I'd hurt you again, I know I'd only fuck it up. That's all I can do.
I'm sorry
Mac and Cheese and Bacon Panini from @ilbambinonyc. This thing is as decadent as it looks. #foodporn
God i wish i had friends that i could just dump my endless self hate and thoughts of suicide onto
So, periods suck
I think anyone who has to endure periods should be given free chocolate, free Netflix for a week, and a back massager.
Push me over the hedge. Is this possum dead??
I don’t want to be here and I know it’s selfish of me. How can I even understand this feeling? I want to do so much but there is this force that seems to be holding me back. I’m so confused. Was I even meant to be here?