#glaemour

[lyricsfound]

              she  can’t  believe  she’s  hearing  this .  leap  of  faith ?  since  when  was  peyton  sawyer  known  for  taking  leaps  of  faith  in  the  last  two  years ?  she’d  let  ellie  in  and  she’d  died .  she’d  reached  out  to  her  brother  and  had  been  told  that  she  wasn’t  wanted .  she’d  let  someone  claiming  to  be  her  brother  fake  an  apology  and  slip  into  her  life  just  to  try  to  kill  her  and  her  best  friend  who  happened  to  hate  her  at  the  time .  and  then  there  was  that  massive  screwup  of  a  leap  of  faith  in  trying  to  tell  brooke  the  truth  about  her  feelings . 

              leap  of  faith ?

              hadn’t  she  taken  that  when  she’d  finally  let  herself  be  happy  with  lucas  scott ?  when  she’d  finally  let  her  guard  down  and  let  him  in  so  that  they  could  finally  chase  whatever  had  been  brewing  between  them  for  years ?  and  hadn’t  she  taken  another  one  when  he’d  told  her  to  go  to  los  angeles ,  to  pursue  her  dreams ,  and  that  he’d  always  be  right  there  waiting  for  her ?  she  doesn’t  have  any  more  leap  of  faith  left  in  her  for  this .  especially  this .

              breath  catches  in  her  throat  as  she  stares  at  the  small  box  in  her  hands ,  terrified  to  open  it  because  it  isn’t  fair  that  such  a  small  thing  can  change  everything  in  her  life .  it  isn’t  fair  and  she  hasn’t  had  a  chance  to  even  prepare  for  this .  it  was  so  out  of  nowhere .  she’d  thought  he  was  just  there  to  spend  a  whirlwind  weekend  in  the  city  of  angels .  it’s  just  supposed  to  be  about  reminding  each  other  of  love  and  laughter  and  creating  art  in  an  empty  hotel  room  with  souls  twined  together  but  she  can  feel  the  thread  weakening .  

              ❝ luke ...  that’s  not  fair . ❞  voice  rushes  in a  choppy  whisper  as  fingers  curl  around  the  box  in  a desperate  attempt  to  hide  it  from  view  because  if  you  can’t  see  it  it  can’t  hurt  you .  ❝ @glaemour​ ...  you  know  how  much  i  love  you .  but  i  don’t  need  this  to  prove  it .  this  is  a  lot .  and  i’m  flattered  and  i  love  you  for  this .  god  i  love  you  for  this .  but  i’m  not  ready  for  this . ❞  but  god  does  she  wish  she  was .  she’s  doesn’t  question  him  or  their  relationship ...  but  she’s  watched  marriage  destroy  everything  and  she’s  not  ready  to  lose  him .  she’s  not  ready  to  watch  everything  they’ve  built  crumble  and  burn .  she  saw  how  music  and  marriage  fucked  everything  up  when  tangled  together .  nathan  and  haley  had  barely  managed  to  save  it  and  it  scared  her .  terrified  her . 

              ❝ we  just  left  tree  hill  like  yesterday .  i  don’t  even  know  who  i  am  in  the  world  yet .  i ...  luke ,  i  want  to  marry  you .  eventually .  one  day .  when  i’m  not  trying  to  remember  an  asshole  record  exec’s  coffee  order .  one  day  when  i  can  feel  like  someone  you  can  be  proud  of .  don’t  you  get  that ?  i  don’t  want  to  hit  the  panic  button  and  say  yes .  i  can’t  do  that .  i’ve  hit  the  panic  button  so  many  times  and  i  don’t  want  that  for  us .  please . ❞  eyes  glisten  and  she  wills  herself  to  keep  them  open  for  fear  that  tears  will  betray  everything .  ❝ please  tell  me  you  get  that . ❞

[viikingwitch]

𝐈𝐍𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 | REBEKAH ( @glaemour ) SAID: ❛ you can’t wake up if you never got to sleep. ❜

               “I did sleep.” For an hour but it’s still something. After enough coffee to make her hands shake and a freezingly cold shower, she is feeling refreshed. Almost. Well, perhaps not at all but at least she is still awake. “Not that I should even be bound by such trivial concepts anymore – I have spent centuries asleep, how much of my life do I need to waste?” There is simply so much Freya wants to do and so little time, especially when her family consumes most of it.

               A sigh escapes her. “It has almost been another year, sister. A full year, which means normally I would be falling into another slumber sometime soon.” The link to Dahlia is no more but that doesn’t make Freya any less afraid of waking up in an entirely different century again, to a world which moved on and herself forgotten.

[providingstability]

is   she   an   angel   or   a   hallucination?   lori   is   not   quite   sure.   she   has   watched   over   @glaemour   ever   since   the   moment   that   lori   grimes   took   her   last   breath.   the   woman   who   is   sorry   for   the   mess   that   she   has   made   is   so   proud   of   her   baby   that   is   supposed   to   survive   for   all   of   them.   "   you're   gonna   be   fine,   judy.   you're   gonna   beat   this   world   ----   just   like   your   brother   told   you.   you've   been   so   brave,   my   baby   girl."

[providingstability]

as   judith   gets   older,   she   reminds   lori   more   of   shane.   it   is   bittersweet   to   think   about   the   man   who   once   meant   the   world   to   lori.   she   regrets   turning   the   two   brothers   against each   other   and   most   of   all,   her   apology   at   the   windmill   had   been   sincere.   "   judy,   you   got   a   minute   or   two?   i   know   uncle   daryl   and   aunt   carol   have   told   you   stories   about   the   people   who   have   loved   you   over   the   years   ----   but   i   saved   the   very   best   for   last, @glaemour.   "

[worthystill]

𝐡𝐞   𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬   𝐢𝐧   𝐡𝐞𝐫   𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐲   𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡   𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐭   𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝   𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬   ,   but   his   gaze   is   filled   with   more   than   just   lust   .   over   the   time   they’ve   spent   together   ,   thor   has   realized   that   his   feelings   are   far   more   than   just   objectifying   .   maggie   deserves   more   than   that   .      she   always   will   .   for   now   ,   she’s   off   in   her   own   world   ,   no   doubt   coming   up   with   plans   to   better   the   future   for   everyone   here   and   that   fact   only   makes   thor   want   her   all   the   more   .      always   thinking   of   others   .   when   her   emerald   eyes   flicker   up   towards   him   ,   he   can’t   help   but   grin   ,   shying   away   slightly   and   pretending   to   be   busy   with   something   else.   

‘   why   are   you   looking   at   me   like   that   ?’      @glaemour​  asks   but   by   the   expression   on   her   face   ,   she   already   knows.   

❝   no   reason   ,   ❞   he   replies   even   though   what   he   really   wants   to   enlighten   her   with   is   how   she’s   possibly   the   most   beautiful   and   brave   person   he   has   ever   had   the   privilege   to   meet   .   

dusty toybox - unsorted sentences. 

[story1ines]

@glaemour​  +  lucas:    forehead  kiss.

the last person peyton expected to see today was lucas.     what was he even doing in her room after what he had done?     or at least what peyton thought that he did.     peyton always thought that she was the one person lucas always ran to.     even though he was with brooke before,     the blonde was always the one he went to for literally everything at the end of the day.     not anymore.     if that’s the way he wanted it,     then fine.     peyton would gladly break it off with him     &     he could run into the sunset with her ex best friend.     listening to the boy who she loved more than words could say,    he took her breath away every time he was near her,     literally,    she wanted to believe what he was saying was true.     there was never another boy that peyton sawyer would love the way she loved lucas scott.       ❛❛     you’re going to wait forever for me,     really luke?     but you couldn’t answer one of my many calls last night?     because you were off doing who knows what with MY best friend.     how am i supposed to trust anything you say?     what was so important that you had to spend the night over there if you didn’t cheat on me?     please tell me that brooke was dieing or something because none of this is making sense to me.     and if you don’t tell me the god honest truth,     lucas,     you and me,     will be done.      ❜❜     it took everything in peyton not to burst out into tears.     she wasn’t about to give him or brooke the satisfaction of being vulnerable after what they did.     she never thought lucas would ever cheat on her.     sure,     they had done it to brooke     &     lucas had done it to other people,     but she never thought he would do it to her.     screw it.     she couldn’t help the tears that were now streaming down her face.      ❛❛     i never thought you would make me feel this way.     you used to make me feel like i was the most special girl in the world     &     like i could trust you with anything,     but now,     i’m not sure if i could trust you with anything ever again.      ❜❜

[danviers]

dusty toybox.

@glaemour​​​​ asked:    come over here and make me ,  then . / mags (;

Sliding forward a little, the blanket - strewn upholstery of the couch giving way to the languid shift of her spine as she twisted out of her comfortable half - slouch,  Alex began the task of pushing up from the array of cushions she’d settled into for the duration of a meagre twenty minutes, the inquisitiveness that simmered in the roam of her upward glance giving way almost instantaneously to a coltish curve of a grin.

Even across the open - berth of the room, the diminutive distance between them only blockaded by the presence of the kitchen island, nothing could quite obscure Maggie’s gingerly extended, cheek - dimpled provocation.

“ I could, ”  Alex teased.   “ But you know... if I’m remembering this right, the last time we did anything remotely physical over there, one of us was almost concussed.   Besides — this couch is just so much better for what you’re thinking. ”

[captainredfields]

𝐢𝐭’𝐬   𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧   𝐚   𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐲   𝐛𝐚𝐝   𝐝𝐚𝐲   ,   not   that   the   captain   can   blame   her   really   .      rose   has   had   a   tough   life   even   before   she   could   remember   any   of   it   .   chris   has   known   her   since   she   was   born   and   all   he’s   ever   wanted   to   do   was   protect   her   and   her   family   .      these   days   ,   rose   is   struggling   and   her   attitude   is   sour   more   often   than   not   ,   but   patience   is   needed   .   at   least   he   tries   even   if   chris   has   a   temper   all   his   own   .   as   he   ages   ,   his   patience   increases   ,   thankfully   ,   but   dealing   with   a   teenage   girl   is   anything   but   easy   .      after   receiving   a   call   today   about   how   difficult   the   day   is   from   one   of   the   handlers   ,      chris   is   here   to   hopefully   reason   with   @glaemour​   or   at   the   very   least   keep   her   calm   .      the   moment   rose   sets   eyes   on   him   though   ,   she’s   already   shutting   down   and   walking   away   .      "   leave   me   alone      ,      "      she   calls   out   over   her   shoulder   ,   but   of   course   he   won’t   .   by   now   it   is   common   knowledge   that   he   won’t   leave   her   alone   .   ❝      so   you’re   just   not   going   to   talk   to   me   at   all   then   ??      ❞

angsty starters .  / /   " leave me alone " / rose