âAnything you want, baby,â he murmurs, his voice strained with desire. âIâll give you anything you want.â
Pairing: Jake âHangmanâ Seresin x fem! Reader
Genre: Friends to lovers, romantic smut
Word count: 4.9k
Summary: Your feelings for Jake resurface after you tried to push them away, leading to an extremely intimate night with your best friend.
a/n: I really hope there's still an audience for Top Gun Maverick smut because I really loved writing for Hangman and Rooster. Also, Iâm currently working on the requests in my inbox but as always feel free to send any my way! I hope you enjoy <3
You're best friends with Jake, in fact you're the only one who he doesn't seem to have an attitude with. Working at The Hard Deck allows you to see him even more frequently, which you truly enjoy.
You know not to get too attached to him, you know how he is with women, you know that given the chance he would simply fuck you and leave your life forever. So of course youâve entirely given up on the chance of ever being anything more than just his friend, his best friend.
The doors swing open with Mav and his team bounding in, he greets Penny, glancing over at you as you lean over a table obviously lost in thought.
âWhat are all of you doing here? Iâm not even open yet,â she starts to scold but Maverick brushes her comment off.
âI thought you could make an exception for us,â he shoots her a sly grin and she rolls her eyes. Hangman gives you a gentle pat on the back as he passes you, saying a soft hello.
Phoenix chuckles as she stands in front of you, âHey Y/N,â you groan in response.
âHey, bagman.â Phoenix addresses the blond who's standing at the pool table, âWhat's up with Y/N?â Hangman turns toward Phoenix and raises an eyebrow in response to her question. He didn't seem particularly interested in the conversation, but his attention was piqued nonetheless.
"Hm? Oh, Y/N? What about her?" he said, leaning against the pool table with a nonchalant tone.
âI mean, just look at her. She looks like she's got something on her mind.â she says, nodding in your direction. Their gazes fall on you, watching as you wipe the same place over and over. He approaches you with a frown on his face, clearly noticing your distracted state.
He stands in front of you, his arms folded across his chest, and observes you silently. "You look like you're in another world, sweetheart," he finally says in a low voice, tilting his head to get a better look at your face.
You glance up at him, letting out a soft sigh. âYeah, something like that.â you mutter.
âWell, don't just say that and not give me the details.â he raises an eyebrow, watching the way you look away. Something was definitely on your mind, he could tell by the look on your face alone. He knew you all too well, and your usual mood was certainly not this solemn.
He leaned down a bit, making sure he was in your field of vision again, his arms still crossing his chest. âCome on, you can tell me. What's going on?â he prodded, a hint of concern in his voice.
âItâs nothing,â your expression softens as you toss the rag into the red bucket under the counter.
âOh, really now?â he says with a doubtful tone. He knew you were lying straight to his face, you were usually a pretty terrible liar. He leans against the counter a little bit, keeping his eyes on you. âI know thereâs something going on in that pretty little head of yours. So spill it.â He spoke in a firm tone, trying to get you to open up to him.
âIt's just,â you purse your lips as you choose your words carefully, making sure he doesnt find out you're talking about him. âJust some guy, has me distracted.â
âA guy?â he says, narrowing his eyes at you. There was something off about the way you spoke, like you were intentionally being vague. But his curiosity quickly shifted into jealousy as you mentioned you were distracted by another guy.
His arms tensed across his chest as he leaned a little closer towards you. âWho is this guy? Is he bothering you?â he asked, a hint of annoyance in his voice. He didnât like the idea of someone else capturing your attention, let alone making you distracted.
âDonât worry your pretty head over it.â you tease him, your mood becoming a bit more lighthearted.
He rolled his eyes at your teasing, a small hint of a smile appearing on his face. But he was still determined to figure out who this other guy was, who was taking your attention away from him.
He pushed off the counter, moving to stand in front of you so that you were now face to face. âCome on, spill it. Who is this guy?â he said, a hint of insistence in his voice.
âI donât want to make you jealous.â There was a hint of a smirk on his face as you mentioned making him jealous. He knew you were teasing him, but his competitive nature couldnât resist the challenge.
âOh, you think Iâd get jealous?â he said, a hint of mock arrogance in his tone. âI donât get jealous, sweetheart.â you think for a second, realizing that maybe getting advice from the man who's bothering you so much, might actually be your best option.
âFine,â you pull yourself up on the counter, sitting on the edge in front of him. âHeâs an ass sometimes, all he cares about is getting laid so I know I need to stay away. But.. I just canât stop thinking about him.â you sigh.
Hangman looks a bit surprised by your admission, he wasnât expecting you to be so blunt about the situation. He wants to tell you to forget about the guy and focus your attention on him instead, but he knows he doesnât have any claim over you.
He leans against the counter next to you, his arms resting across his chest once again. âSounds like a player, why bother with him?â he asks, trying to sound indifferent.
âI don't know, itâs just that he's always on my mind.â you lean back on your palms, âI guess that's why Iâm so distracted today.â He can see the hint of frustration and confusion in your expression, it was clearly bothering you that this guy was constantly invading your thoughts.
Heâs silent for a moment, his mind racing with different thoughts and feelings. But eventually he speaks, his voice low and firm. âYou can do so much better than some player,â he says with a slight scoff, âYou donât need a guy like him in your life.â
Your eyes wander across his face as you sigh, âI know..â your voice trails off. He looks down at you, noticing the way your eyes are wandering across his face. He can see the hint of disappointment in your expression, as you admit that you know you can do better.
He steps a bit closer to you, his eyes never leaving your face. âSo why bother with him then? Why waste your time and energy thinking about a guy who doesnât deserve you?"
âI should get back to work.â you smile softly at him, hiding the frustration at his admission. He didnât want you to go, he wasnât ready to let the conversation end just yet. The way you smiled softly at him, a hint of frustration in your eyes, made him want to keep talking to you and find out more.
But he knew you had a job to do, and he didnât want to come off as needy or overbearing. He nods in response to your statement, forcing a small smile back.
âY/N,â Penny smiles warmly at you, âHow about you call it a day?â she presses her hand to your back.
âAre you sure?â you question her, she simply nods at you. You find your way over to the pool table watching the pilots play.
The pilots are in the middle of a game of pool, laughing and teasing each other as they take turns shooting. Hangman in particular is clearly enjoying himself, relishing in the competitive atmosphere. He knows he's good at pool, and he's not afraid to show it.
Heâs the first to notice your approach, and his demeanor changes slightly. He glances at you, a hint of a cocky smile on his face. âFinished working already?â he teases, his eyes watching you intently.
âYeah, but my ride won't be here for a couple more hours.â you bite down on your bottom lip, gazing at him.
He steps even closer to you, his gaze unwavering. âIf you don't want to keep waiting, I can drive you home.â his voice lowered as he stares down at you.
âActually that sounds like a great idea,â you smile up at him, thankful you wonât have to stay any later.
He can't help but feel satisfied that you agreed so easily to his offer, pleased that he'll have more time alone with you. He grins back at you, his arms still crossed in front of his chest.
"Alright then, let's get going." he says, jerking his head towards the exit. He places a hand on your lower back, guiding you towards the doors. You wave goodbye to Penny and Mav who are deep in a conversation.
âDo you maybe have time to watch a movie with me?â you fiddle with your fingers, âI mean, it's been a while since we've hung out just the two of us.â
He listens to your question, his mind racing with different thoughts, but he quickly shoves them down. He would do anything to spend more time with you. He pretends to act a bit indifferent, but his voice betrays him as he replies.
"Sure, we can watch a movie." he shrugs, trying not to seem too eager. "Got one in mind?" you reach for the handle of his passenger side door.
âHm, we could watch anything. I just want to be with you,â you admit carelessly while getting into the car.
He canât help but feel a flutter in his chest at your admission, his heart races a little bit faster as he watches you get into the car. He quickly gets into the driverâs seat, trying to act like your words donât affect him.
âAnything, huh?â he teases, glancing over at you quickly as he starts the car. âEven a cheesy romance movie?â he smirks, knowing how much you love them.
You gasp in response, âObviously, you *know* they're my favorite.â his mind goes back to the discussion you had earlier as you smile at him.
He lets out a soft chuckle at your response, âOf course I do, I canât forget your obsession with them.â he teases, his eyes staying focused on the road as he drives. But his mind starts to wander again, thinking about your earlier confession.
As his mood shifts slightly, he glances over at you with a hint of a frown on his face. âSo, uh, this guy you were talking about,â he says, breaking the silence in the car. âHow⊠how serious are you about him?â
âHm?â your eyebrows furrow softly. His grip on the steering wheel tightens ever so slightly at your reaction, his eyes staring straight ahead as he continues to drive.
He canât help the pang of jealousy that runs through him, he glances over at you, his face trying to maintain a nonchalant expression. âI just mean, you said you didnât want to get in trouble with a guy.â he says, his tone guarded.
âI donât know.â you sigh looking out the window.
His heart does a backflip at your words, he tries to maintain a neutral expression, but he canât help the small smirk that appears on his face. âSo, youâre single, huh?â he teases, a hint of hope in his voice.
âMhm, why do you ask?â you question him. He continues to drive, keeping his eyes focused on the road as he answers your question.
âJust wondering,â he replies casually, trying to feign indifference. But he canât help the nervous energy thatâs building inside of him. He glances over at you, his gaze raking over your face thoughtfully. âYou know, Iâve been single for a while too,â he adds, an underlying hint in his voice.
âYouâre always single,â you retort, âyou prefer hook-ups over relationships, right?â you tease him.
He lets out an annoyed huff, not expecting you to tease him like that. His face flushes slightly as he remembers all the past hookups heâs bragged about to you, in an attempt to make you jealous. âHey,â he says with false annoyance in his voice, âI can be in a relationship if I wanted to.â
âAnd would you want to?â you question as he pulls into the parking lot of your building.
He parks the car, his heart racing slightly at your question. He turns to look at you, hesitating for a moment. The thought of being in a relationship, with you, was something heâd fantasized about for a while. But heâs also a coward, terrified of being vulnerable and getting hurt.
He takes a deep breath, trying to maintain a casual composure. âMaybe, if it was the right person.â he finally responds, his eyes searching your face for a reaction. You nod in response, slightly disappointed with his answer.
âWhoâs your right person?â your voice is quiet. Heâs taken aback by your question, the subtle disappointment in your voice stabbing at his heart. He glances down, his mind racing with different thoughts and emotions.
He takes a deep breath, his eyes shifting back up to meet yours. His heart pounds even faster as he musters up the courage to answer you. âWell.. I think you already know.â your eyes widen at his implication, feeling his hand moving to cup your cheek.
He can see the surprise in your eyes as he cups your cheek gently, his thumb stroking your skin softly. His heart is racing as he looks down at you, his eyes searching your expression for a reaction.
He takes a deep breath, gathering the courage to speak. âDo you⊠do you feel the same way?â he asks, his voice soft and nervous.
âJake.. I.â your heart races as your words get stuck in your throat. His chest clenches as you struggle to speak, his stomach in knots as he waits for your response. His hand is still gently caressing your cheek, his eyes never leaving your face.
He swallows hard, trying to maintain his composure. âPlease, just tell me. I need to know.â he says, his voice quiet but firm. Finding yourself speechless, you respond by pressing your lips to his.
Heâs taken by surprise by your action, his eyes widening for a split second before he responds to your kiss. A wave of relief and happiness washes over him as he feels your lips against his, his heart racing with excitement and disbelief as he realizes the asshole you were talking about earlier just so happens to be him.
He moans softly against your mouth, his hand moving to the back of your head, his fingers burying into your hair as he kisses you back, passionately and hungrily. You lean closer to him, your hands cupping his cheeks as he slips his tongue into your mouth.
He deepens the kiss, his tongue twirling with yours. He canât believe this is actually happening, that you feel the same way he does.
He pulls you closer, his hands gripping your hips and guiding you onto his lap. He moans against your lips, his hands roaming down your sides, his touch both gentle and desperate at the same time.
âJake,â you whisper against his lips, feeling his bulge pressed against your heat. He shudders hearing his name leaving your lips, his eyes darkening with desire for you. He canât help but moan softly as he feels your body pressed against his, his hips instinctively bucking up slightly in response.
He pulls you even closer, his hands gripping your thighs, his lips trailing down your neck. âSweetheart,â he breathes, âI want you so damn bad.â you moan quietly, leaning into his touch.
âWe need to go inside,â your voice and gaze are filled with desire. His heart races at your moan, his body aching with need for you. He nods in agreement, his eyes filled with the same desire.
âYouâre right, we should go.â he mutters, his hands roaming over your hips, unable to keep himself from touching you.
He lifts you off his lap, opening the car door and practically dragging you out with him. He shuts the door behind you before pulling you towards the buildingâs entrance, his eyes filled with impatience and lust.
He presses you against the wall of the elevator, his hands roaming over your body, exploring every inch of exposed skin. His lips trail down your neck, leaving a trail of heated kisses in their wake.
âYou have no idea how long Iâve wanted to do this.â he mutters against your skin, his voice thick with desire. He kisses and nips at your neck, unable to get enough of you, your soft moans fill the cramped space.
He canât help but smirk to himself as he hears your moans, his heart racing as he realizes heâs the one making you feel this way. He feels a surge of pride and satisfaction knowing heâs the one who has your heart racing and your body yearning.
âJake, fuck, youâre driving me crazy.â The ding of the elevator pulls you both out of your trance as the doors open, revealing the empty hallway. He grabs your hand, practically dragging you towards your apartment.
You fumble with the doorknob as you unlock it, feeling his desperate hands around your waist.
He can't keep his hands off you, his fingers tracing the exposed skin of your waist as you fiddle with the keys. Impatience floods him, his desire growing with every second.
He presses himself against you from behind, his lips finding your neck once again. "Hurry up," he mutters against your skin, his breath hot against your ear. "I need you, right now."
You pull the door open, smirking at his impatience. He traps you between his arms, your back pressed against the closed door, his body pressed firmly against yours. He gazes down at you, his eyes filled with a mix of desire and possessiveness.
âYou have no idea what you do to me,â he mutters, his voice hoarse and low. He leans down and captures your lips in a fierce and passionate kiss, his body desperate to get closer to you.
You press against him, your palms against his lower abs, as you lead him to your bedroom blindly. He follows your lead through the apartment, his lips never leaving yours. His body is on fire, the feeling of your hands on his abs driving him wild.
He pushes you against the doorframe of your bedroom, his body pinning you to it as he continues to kiss you deeply and hungrily. He can't get enough of your mouth, his tongue tasting every inch of it. He slips his knee between your thighs, pressing into your sensitive pussy. You moan into his mouth, your eyebrows scrunching in pleasure.
His knee presses against your sensitive core, his tongue exploring your mouth greedily. He can hear your moans, your breath hitching as he presses into you. He feels a surge of satisfaction as he knows heâs the one who makes you feel this way.
He nips at your bottom lip, his hands roaming down your sides, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of your hips. âYou like that, sweetheart?â he mutters, his voice low and hoarse. âYou want more?â
âPlease,â you grasp onto his sides, moaning desperately, âI need more please.â
He can hear the desperation in your voice, your fingers gripping his sides. His heart aches at your plea, his body responding instantly to your need.
He moans against your mouth in response, his hands roaming down to your thighs. In one swift motion, he lifts you up with ease, your legs wrapping around his waist as he carries you into your bedroom.
He gently but firmly presses you against the plush comforter of your bed, his eyes devouring every inch of your body. The room is bathed in the soft glow of the bedside lamp, casting shadows across your flushed cheeks and the passionate hunger in his gaze. You can feel the heat emanating from his body, and it sends shivers down your spine.
With a low growl, he starts to peel away the layers of fabric that separate his skin from yours. His rough hands glide over your smooth flesh, sending waves of pleasure through your body. Each piece of clothing that falls away reveals more of your beauty to him, and he can't help but moan in appreciation. His eyes are locked onto yours, watching the way your pupils dilate with every touch, every kiss.
He nips at your earlobe before tracing the line of your jaw with his teeth, making you squirm under him. His hands are everywhere, exploring the curves of your body, learning every dip and peak that makes you gasp. His kisses become more fervent, his teeth grazing your neck as he sucks soft hickeys into your skin. You can feel the pressure build, the promise of bruises that will be a secret between the two of you.
Your breath comes in pants as he kisses down your chest, his tongue swirling around your hardened nipples. You arch your back, pushing your breasts closer to his eager mouth, your hands tangling into his hair. He groans, the vibration of his pleasure echoing through your body, making your core clench with need. His teeth graze the sensitive skin, and you can't help but bite down on your lip to stifle the moan that threatens to escape.
His mouth continues to travel downward, leaving a trail of hot kisses down your stomach. His eyes never leave yours, the hunger in them growing with every inch closer he gets to your wet pussy. You can feel your heart pounding against your ribs, the anticipation of his touch making your skin tingle with excitement.
With surprising gentleness, he spreads your legs apart, his gaze lingering on the wetness that's already gathered there. He groans, his own arousal evident in the tightness of his pants. He leans in, his breath hot against your sensitive skin, and you can't help but moan out his name as he kisses the inside of your thigh.
The first suck is gentle, but firm, and you feel your pussy clench in response. He starts to suck dark hickeys along the sensitive skin, each one a little harder and closer to your center. Your hands tighten in his hair as he works his way closer to your core, the pleasure building with every mark he leaves.
âMore, Jake, please!â you beg him, your voice desperate and needy. He chuckles against your skin, his tongue flicking against your clit, sending sparks of pleasure through your body. Your back arches as he takes your clit into his mouth, sucking hard. You moan loudly, the sound bouncing off the walls of your small apartment.
He inserts one finger inside you, feeling the slickness of your arousal. You gasp as he starts to pump in and out, his thumb rubbing circles around your clit, teasing and taunting it. His eyes watch yours as he reads every reaction, making sure to hit all the right spots.
You're close, so close, but he knows you can take more. He adds another finger, stretching you just right, the friction making your toes curl. Your eyes roll back into your head as he starts to pump faster, his mouth never leaving your clit. He feels you tighten around his fingers, the warmth of your orgasm approaching.
He keeps his rhythm steady, not letting up even when your moans turn into whimpers of pleasure. You're so close, your body begging for release. His eyes never leave you, the intensity of the moment causing your chest to heave with every ragged breath. And then it hits you, the orgasm crashing over you like a wave.
You scream his name, your body convulsing with pleasure. He keeps his mouth on you, drinking in your release, savoring the taste of your arousal. As the waves subside, he kisses up your body, his hands still holding you in place.
"You taste so good," he murmurs against your skin, his voice filled with satisfaction. He can feel your legs shaking as his own need for you grows with every second. He strips off his own clothes, his eyes never leaving yours, and then he's on top of you, his body pressing you into the mattress.
He positions himself at your entrance, his cock aching to be inside you. He looks into your eyes, searching for permission, and you nod eagerly. He takes a deep breath, then gently pushes in, feeling your warmth envelop him. You gasp as he stretches you, his eyes never leaving yours, watching for any signs of pain or discomfort.
As heâs fully sheathed in your wetness, he holds still for a moment, savoring the feeling of being connected to you so intimately. He starts to move, his hips rolling in a slow, torturous rhythm. Each time he thrusts into you, your eyes widen and a moan escapes your lips. He loves the way you react to him, the way your body moves with his.
He keeps his movements gentle, not wanting to overwhelm you, despite his own desperate need to claim you completely. His hands are everywhere, stroking your skin, feeling your curves, as he kisses along your jawline. You wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him closer, your legs tightening around his waist.
Your thighs squeeze around him, your heels digging into his back as he continues to thrust into you, deeper and deeper. His movements become more urgent as he feels your body tightening around him, the walls of your pussy clenching down on his cock. You moan his name, urging him to go faster, harder, and he responds eagerly, his hips moving in a punishing rhythm.
You can feel yourself on the edge of another orgasm, your breaths coming in short gasps. Hangmanâs eyes are locked on yours, watching the pleasure build in your gaze, feeling the power he has over your body. He canât believe how beautiful you look, your face contorted in ecstasy, your eyes glazed over with lust.
Your body begins to spasm around him, your pussy clenching down hard. He groans, his hips stuttering as he feels you start to cum. The sensation is overwhelming, your muscles tightening around his cock like a vice, sending waves of pleasure through his body.
With a sudden jolt, he pulls out of you, unable to hold back any longer, his cock spurting cum onto your stomach with a loud groan. His eyes never leave your body, watching as your orgasm takes over, your pussy pulsing and gripping at nothing.
He's left breathless, his chest heaving as he looks down at you, his expression one of awe and satisfaction. He leans down, placing a gentle kiss on your forehead, before his eyes drift down to the mess he's made of you.
He watches as your eyes flutter shut, your body trembling with the pleasure heâs given you. He canât help but feel a sense of pride and satisfaction at the sight of your beautiful, sated body.
âSweetheart,â he murmurs, his voice rough with desire and exhaustion. His eyes rake over your form, taking in every curve and plane, every mark heâs left behind.
âYouâre so goddamn beautiful,â he mutters, his fingers tracing the lines of his bites and hickeys on your skin.
âNow let's get you cleaned up, hm?â He lifts you up, wrapping his strong arms around you, and carries you to the bathroom. He turns on the shower, letting the water run until it warms up, before placing you gently under the spray.
He steps in after you, his body pressing against yours as he begins to lather your body with soap, his hands moving over your skin gently but possessively. You exhale contentedly as you press into his chest, relaxing in his embrace.
He holds you close, his arms encircling you, as the water cascades over your bodies. His hands run over your body, washing away the sweat and evidence of your passionate encounter. Jake nuzzles his face in your hair, inhaling your scent, a sense of peace washing over him. He murmurs sweet nothings in your ear, his voice low and soothing.
âYouâre not just fucking around with me are you?â your voice is uneasy as your stomach twists with anxiety. He freezes, taken aback by your vulnerable question. He can hear the anxiety in your voice, and it pierces his heart.
He pulls away slightly, turning your body to face his, cupping your face gently in his hands, forcing you to meet his gaze. His eyes are intense but filled with understanding.
âNo. No, sweetheart, Iâm not just âfucking around with youâ.â His voice is firm but tender. âWhat we did tonight, it meant something to me. I wouldnât have done it otherwise. You mean way too much to me.â your eyes soften as his gaze into yours with sincerity.
âGood, because Iâve never wanted anything more in my life.â you bite down on your lip. He feels a rush of tenderness and protectiveness wash over him as he hears your sincere words. He pulls you closer, your wet bodies pressed against each other, his arms encircling you in a firm embrace.
âYou have no idea how much that means to me,â he mutters against your hair, his voice filled with a mixture of vulnerability and possessiveness. âYouâre all I want too, sweetheart. You have no idea how much I need you.â
"Okay, before you jump to conclusions, I promise you that this isn't what it looks like."
Jake stood across from you in the kitchen, his arms folded with a reproachful look on his face. You'd gotten home ten minutes ago, spotting his truck in the driveway and realising that there was no chance of getting inside unseen. Biting the bullet, you headed into the house and found Jake waiting in the kitchen for you.
"Tell me what this looks like then, because from where I'm standing it looks like my girlfriend has come home with a black eye," Jake said. "What happened?"
You grimaced, recalling the events of that afternoon. Apparently, going to console a friend after she broke up with her overly-aggressive boyfriend led to you getting into an altercation that resulted in you coming home to Jake with a nice big bruise on your face. Your left eye was slightly swollen and you'd checked in your side mirror before getting out of the car to see if there was any way Jake wouldn't notice.
He noticed. There was no hiding it.
"How'd you get the shiner?" Jake asked, raising his eyebrows.
"Okay, just hear me out before you react, okay?" you said, holding up your hands. "So you know I went to Rachel's house?" Jake nodded, a sharp jerk of his head that prompted you to continue. "Well, her ex showed up at her door and he was kinda... angry."
"Her ex?" Jake echoed.
"Yeah," you said. "You remember him, right? We went to that Thai place downtown with them and he spent the entire night criticising everything?"
Jake did remember him. He hadn't been a fan of Rachel's boyfriend and had told you as much on the way home from that double date. There was a 'bad energy' about him that raised Jake's hackles and he had noticed the wandering eyes when you and Rachel weren't looking. Eyes that wandered right to where you were sitting beside Jake. The relief he felt when you told him that Rachel had broken up with him not two weeks later was still fresh in his mind.
"Well, he was pissed at Rachel because she blocked him so he showed up at her place," you said. "And he was shouting and accusing her of all this shit so I... stepped in."
"You stepped in?" Jake said.
You shrugged awkwardly. "Yeah. I told him to leave and he got in my face and then he went for Rachel so I... might've hit him."
"That doesn't explain your black eye," Jake said. "But I think I'm getting the picture."
"And he may or may not have hit me back," you replied. "But in all fairness, I think he was aiming for Rachel. It's all a bit of a blur."
"He hit you?" Jake said, fury furrowing his eyebrows. "That bastard hit you?"
"I hit him first," you said.
"I don't care if you rang his bell and knocked him clean out, that doesn't give him any right to hit you or Rachel," Jake said. "Where is he now?"
"Rachel called the cops," you said. "And he scarpered pretty quick after that."
"Are you okay?" Jake asked, his voice softening as he dropped his arms from their folded position.
You deflated a little now that the initial interrogation was over. "Yeah, I'm okay. My face hurts a little bit, though."
Jake was closer now, close enough to tilt your chin up and examine the bruise on your face. There was anger in his eyes, but you knew it wasn't directed at you. No, his rage was meant for somebody else.
"I'll kill him," he decided.
"No, you won't," you replied, placing a hand on his chest. "I'm fine, Jake. I'm just glad I was there and he didn't hurt Rachel."
"Is she okay?" Jake asked.
"Yeah, she's gone to stay with her mom for a few days," you said. "It's why I'm late back. I helped her pack a bag and she iced my face for me." You shrugged again. "Didn't help much. It still hurts."
Jake shook his head, guiding you towards the kitchen counter. With an ease that made you giddy, he lifted you up and placed you on the counter before turning to the freezer.
"I think there's some peas in here," he mumbled.
"Bottom drawer," you said.
Jake straightened up with the peas in hand, closing the freezer door and moving to slot between your parted legs. With a dopey smile on your face, you let him gently press the frozen peas to your eye.
"Okay, Rocky," he said. "This should help with the swelling, but ain't nothing gonna get rid of that bruise."
"Does it look cool, at least?" you asked.
"Oh, very cool," Jake said sarcastically. "I love it when my girlfriend comes home looking like she's been involved in an underground boxing match."
"Hey, you never know," you said. "It could happen."
"Over my dead body," Jake said. "Right, hold that there for me, okay? I gotta go make a call."
"A call?" You raised your eyebrows. "Who are you calling?"
"Rooster," Jake replied, pressing a kiss to your cheek. "I'll be right back. You stay there."
Jake made his call and by the time he came back, your peas had melted. He carted you off to your bedroom, waited until you'd changed into some comfier clothes and then settled you on the couch with the promise that he would be back within the hour.
You knew it was pointless to argue when Jake had set his mind to something and you also knew that there were no lengths he wouldn't go to if it meant ensuring your safety. Making him promise not to do anything illegal before he left, you waited at home for him to come back.
He kept his promise and was back within the hour and while he didn't say where he'd been, you pretended not to notice the redness of his knuckles or the fact that there was a smug smile on his face as he settled in to watch the remainder of your film with you.
Nobody laid hands on his girl and got away with it.
Summary: After finally admitting how he feels, Jake Seresin doesnât wait another second. Showing up at 2 a.m., he makes it painfully, deliciously clear that heâs done pretendingâand that youâre entirely, unmistakably his. What follows is a night of fiery, urgent, and relentless heat, messy passion, and messy laughter, culminating in a morning full of closeness, teasing, and the kind of chaotic domestic bliss only Jake can deliver.
Word Count: 2.2k
A/N: Hi guys! itâs been a while, I hope your all doing well. Iâm sos sorry itâs so short! but iâm planning on making a universe out of callsign jake just like i did with boyfriend bob! There is also a bradley fic coming out thatâs been in my drafts since i posted honor & duty đ
Warnings: No smut but it does get a bit steamy so 18+
pt 1
The second your door closes behind him, the house goes silent. Not the peaceful kind of silence â the kind that hits you right in the chest, the kind that makes the whole night feel suddenly too real. Youâre still leaning against the wood, fingertips touching your lips like youâre afraid the kiss might vanish if you move wrong. Because Jake Seresin kissed you. Not a friendly kiss. Not a âcomfortâ kiss. A real kiss. A âdays, weeks, months of wanting youâ kiss.
Your knees finally give, and you let your back slide down the door until youâre sitting on the floor in the dark, staring at nothing, pulse hammering.
Outside, you hear car doors slamming.
Oh God.
The squad.
The nosiest, loudest peanut gallery in the history of naval aviation.
You press your ear to the door.
Roosterâs voice: âBRO. BROOOO. DID YOU SEE THAT?!â
Phoenix: âI SAW EVERYTHING. WE NEED TO DEBRIEF IMMEDIATELY.â
Fanboy: âMY CAMERA WAS OFF. I AM A FAILURE.â
Coyote: âJakeâs in shock. Look at him. Heâs not blinking.â
A long beat of silence.
Coyote, quieter: âJake, buddy? You good?â
Jakeâs voice, dazed: ââŠshe kissed me back.â
-
Jake looks like he walked into a jet intake. Heâs standing on your driveway, one hand still on the steering wheel of his truck even though heâs not inside it anymore, eyes slightly glazed, mouth parted like the kiss short-circuited every functioning neuron he had. Which, in fairness, it probably did.
Rooster slaps him so hard on the back that Jake jolts forward. âSERESIN. HOLY SHIT. YOU FINALLY DID IT.â
Jake doesnât answer. Heâs staring at your front door like you might open it again. Like heâs willing it to happen.
Phoenix leans against the Bronco, arms crossed, smirk lethal. âSo whatâs next, Romeo?â
Jake blinks. Slowly. ââŠI donât know.â
âYou donâtâ?â Fanboy sputters. âDude, you told us for weeks you were in love with her.â
âI did notââ Jake starts.
âYES YOU DID,â the entire squad yells.
He runs a hand through his hair â the kind of run-through that means heâs unraveling a little. âI wasnât supposed to say that part out loud.â
Phoenix snorts. âJake, you were loud loud.â
Rooster leans in. âSo? Whatâs the plan?â
Jakeâs jaw works. You can practically hear his heart from here. âI needââ He swallows. âI need to think.â
âWRONG,â Phoenix says immediately. âYou need to communicate.â
Jake gives her the most offended look known to humankind. âI did communicate.â
âBy accident,â Coyote says.
âWITH YOUR MOUTH,â Fanboy adds.
âOn her mouth,â Rooster says, because heâs extra.
Jake snaps, âDo all of you just want to die tonight?â
Phoenix pats his cheek. âWeâre proud of you, Seresin. You finally stopped being an idiot.â
He scowls. âI didnâtââ
âYou did,â they all say again.
Jakeâs face goes red. Not embarrassedâflushed. Like heâs still thinking about the kiss, replaying it, burning with it. He turns back toward his truck.
âWhere are you going?â Rooster calls.
Jake pulls open the door, pauses, mutters, âHome.â
Phoenix cups her hands. âText her.â
Jake doesnât look back, but his shoulders tense. âIâm not texting her,â he lies.
-
He texts you the second heâs in his truck.
Jake: You okay?
You type too fast.
You: Yes. Are you?
Pause.
Jake: No.
Jake: I havenât stopped thinking about you for months
Jake: So no, Iâm not okay
Your phone falls out of your hand. Because Jake Seresin doesnât send texts like that. Orâhe didnât. Until now.
You breathe out and type:
You: Come back
Delete. Rewrite. Delete again. Hate yourself. Finally send:
You: Iâm okay, Jake. Really.
Three dots appear. Vanish. Appear again. Stop. Nothing.
Your stomach drops.
-
Meanwhile, Jake is gripping the steering wheel like it insulted his mama. Roosterâs voice echoes: Whatâs the plan? Phoenixâs: Communicate. Coyoteâs: She kissed you back.
Your voice: Iâm okay, Jake. Really.
Jake knows heâs lying to himself. He is not okay. Heâs vibrating. His pulse hasnât slowed once since his mouth touched yours. His whole body feels too tight.
He drives home. Paces his kitchen. Stares at the wall. Takes off his jacket. Puts it back on. Checks the time.
2:04 a.m.
Something in him snaps.
âFuck it.â
He grabs his keys and is out the door before the thought finishes forming.
-
You arenât expecting the doorbell. Not at 2 a.m. Not after tonight. Not with your hair still damp from the shower you took to calm down.
But when you open the doorâ
Jake is there.
Breathless. Wild-eyed. Like he drove here with his heart instead of his hands.
And before you can say anythingâbefore you can gasp or think or speakâhe steps inside, cups your face, and kisses you.
Not the soft, hesitant kiss from before. Not the careful, testing one. This one is urgent. Hungry. Like heâs been holding himself back for months and the dam finally broke. Like heâs terrified of losing the feeling of you.
You stumble backward, and he follows, kicking the door closed behind him without breaking the kiss. His hands slide to your waist. Yours fist in his shirt. His mouth moves like heâs memorizing you, apologizing for waiting this long, asking a question he already knows the answer to.
When you break for air, Jakeâs forehead presses to yours, breath shaking.
âI tried to go home,â he says, voice low and ruined. âI really fuckinâ tried.â
Your fingers curl in his collar. âJakeââ
âNo,â he murmurs, thumb brushing your jaw. âSweetheart, I need you to hear me.â His chest rises and falls too fast. âIâve wanted to kiss you again since the second I walked away. I lasted an hour. An hour, darlinâ. Iâm pathetic.â
You laugh softly, but he doesnât. His hand slides down your hip.
âIâm not leaving again unless you ask me to.â
Your pulse spikes.
âWhat are you doing here?â
Jakeâs mouth brushes yours again, a ghost of a kiss.
âMaking up for lost time.â
And then he kisses you againâdeep, slow, devastating.
This time, itâs different. Urgent. Hungry. All teeth and tongue and need, like heâs been holding back for months and every second of restraint was a lie. His hands move with purpose, sliding along your sides, gripping, testing, claiming. Every brush of his lips, every press of his body, tells you exactly what heâs been thinking â exactly how long heâs been imagining this.
You try to catch your breath. Fail.
âGod, youâre insane,â you manage, voice trembling, and he laughs â low, rough, dangerous â against your lips.
âIâm not insane,â he murmurs, nipping at the edge of your mouth, dragging you back against him. âIâm just⊠done waiting.â
Your fingers clutch at his shirt, tugging, trying to anchor yourself. He hums into the kiss, deep and throaty, like itâs killing him not to hear you moan. His hands roam, possessive, unapologetic, pressing you flush to him, feeling the weight of your reaction under his touch.
âYou feel that?â he whispers against your lips, thumb brushing over your hip with a slow, deliberate drag that makes you shiver.
âYes,â you gasp. âIââ
âShh,â he interrupts, voice rough and broken, teeth grazing your jaw. âDonât talk. Donât think. Just feel it.â
His mouth moves lower again, teasing, claiming, dragging fire across every inch he can reach without mercy. You tilt your head, giving him more access, more freedom, because you canât stop yourself. You donât want to. The tension, the heat, the sheer, reckless need is too much.
âYouâre gonna be the death of me,â he groans, voice low, rough, almost desperate. âAnd I swear⊠Iâm not even halfway done.â
He kisses you again, slow and deliberate, letting the taste of you linger on his lips, on your jaw, like heâs memorizing it. His hands press harder now, claiming, holding, testing limits he hasnât crossed yet but is dangerously close to. Your knees threaten to buckle and he catches you just in time, murmuring your name like itâs a prayer, a warning, a promise.
âTell me to stop,â he whispers, mouth against your ear. âTell me, and Iâllââ
You donât.
âI knew youâd say that,â he groans, brushing his lips along your neck, voice rough and soaked in need. âGod, youâre driving me insane. Iâve imagined thisâimagined youâmore times than I can count, and none of it prepared me for right now.â
His hands slide lower, along your sides, under your shirt, pressing, holding, testing. His mouth moves back to yours, teeth grazing, tongue teasing, every kiss, every moan, every whisper telling you exactly what heâs thinking. The heat is unbearable, electric, dangerous.
âYouâre mine tonight,â he murmurs against your lips, low, commanding, and it makes your heart pound so fast it feels like it might shatter. âI donât care what you say, where we are, what happens. Youâre mine.â
You can barely breathe. Can barely think. Can barely stop yourself from melting completely under him.
âAnd I swear,â he adds, voice dark and thick with want, âIâm going to make you remember me for a long, long time.â
He kisses you again, deeper, hungrier, pressing his body closer, teeth grazing your shoulder, hands sliding along your back, and everything inside you twists with need.
You gasp. He groans. Every touch, every whisper, every word is loaded, filthy, impossible.
âGod,â he mutters, dragging his mouth across your neck again, voice breaking, âyou have no idea what you do to meâŠâ
And then he presses his forehead to yours, chest heaving, lips brushing against yours once more, voice low, rough, barely more than a growl:
âIâm going to ruin you tonight.â
And thatâs the last thing you hear before the world narrows to heat and breath and him, and everything else ceases to exist.
-
You wake to warmth, too heavy and too familiar to ignore. His arm is draped across your waist like itâs always been meant to be there, pressing you flush against him. You shift slightly, trying not to disturb himâbut of course, that only earns a low, satisfied hum against your shoulder.
âMm,â he mutters, voice rough with sleep and whatever else is still lingering from last night. âDonât even think about moving.â
You try anyway. He catches you without effort, pulling you back with that same arm, chest pressing you down into him.
âJakeââ you whisper.
âShh,â he murmurs, teeth grazing your neck just enough to make you shiver. âYouâre staying right here. I said so.â
You freeze. He hums against your skin, warm and low and deliberately slow, dragging the words across you like a promise and a warning all at once.
âGod,â he mutters, teeth brushing your earlobe. âI could do this forever and not get tired. You have no ideaâŠâ
You bite your lip, trying to think of a way to wriggle out. He tightens his grip slightly, pressing you closer.
âYouâre mine,â he whispers, low, rough, claiming, every word like itâs a vow and a threat. âMine, and Iâm not letting go. Not now, not ever.â
Your breath hitches.
âYou feel that?â he asks, voice husky and broken in all the best ways. âEvery inch of me? Iâm wrecked over you.â
And then he kisses you again, slow and heavy, that weight behind it making your heart hammer like it might explode. Every brush of lips, every hum, every low whisper against your skin is loaded, filthy, impossible, and you donât even want to stop him. You donât even want to think.
Finally, he lifts his head just enough to look at you. His hairâs tousled, eyes dark and slightly hooded, jaw tight. He smirks faintly.
âWake up like this, and I swearâŠâ he murmurs, voice rough, deep, deliberate. ââŠIâm not responsible for what happens next.â
You laugh breathlessly, a little terrified, a lot turned on. He grins like heâs won some private, delicious battle, and you know itâs true.
He presses a lingering kiss to your temple, then nuzzles his head into the crook of your neck, soft now but still claiming, still dangerous. You sigh, curling into him, realizing that despite the chaos and heat, this â him, you, this tangled, messy warmth â feels exactly like home.
-
Somehow, hours later, youâre both in the kitchen.
Flour is on his cheek. Chocolate chips are suspiciously missing. Pancake batter somehow ended up on the floor. Heâs wearing your oversized sweatshirt, sleeves rolled up, hair sticking up in every direction.
âIâll have you know,â he says seriously, flipping a slightly burnt pancake, âthese are professional-grade, and also the fluffiest youâll ever taste in your life.â
You lean against the counter, arms crossed, smirking. âProfessional-grade or not, I feel like I need a fire extinguisher just to eat them.â
He tosses you a flour-dusted smirk. âYou mean you feel like you need me to eat them.â
You snort, shoving a chocolate chip at him. He catches it in his mouth without missing a beat.
âYouâre ridiculous,â you say, shaking your head.
âFunny,â he replies, sliding up behind you and wrapping an arm around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder. âYou like it.â
You laugh, half-exasperated, half-melting. âDonât push it.â
âNever do,â he says, grinning, leaning down to press a quick kiss to your cheek. âBesides, if I push it, you push back. Thatâs my favorite part.â
The kitchen is chaos, but itâs soft now. Warm. Full of laughter, little jabs, and the kind of intimacy that doesnât need words. Pancakes are burnt. Chocolate chips are everywhere. Flour coats the counters. And somewhere in the middle of it all, you realize you wouldnât change a single thing.
tags: friends to lovers, estranged best friends, tyler and reader are kind of dumb but we love them <3
warnings: heavy angst, emotional pining, unsaid feelings, a four-year-old cockblock, misunderstanding, hurt/comfort, miscommunication
wc: 7888
Summary: Five years ago, you walked away from Oklahoma and the man you have known for a very long time and loved to raise your son without any help as you decided to keep it when your ex left and refused child support. Now you're back as a financially independent and a completely unprepared mother to face the new "Tornado Wrangler." And when a massive misunderstanding about his new partner drives a wedge between you, Tyler tracks you down to your new home to demand answers and the truth.
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"Mommy, where are we going?" A childlike voice was heard from the other room, a soft rattle coming out from it. "Hold on sweetie, we're just setting things up. You know, your new room is going to be so beautiful," you called back, keeping your voice warm and steady as you bent over and smoothed out the wrinkles on a sleek, minimalist duvet cover.
Then youtook a step back, surveying the bedroom. The house was perfect. It was a stunning, mid-century modern gem nestled just far enough from the chaotic heart of Oklahoma's storm alley, but close enough to feel like home. Large glass windows let the golden afternoon light flood across the polished concrete floors.
Your parents had offered to pay for everything, but you had insisted on securing the lease yourself, using your own savings. You needed to prove that you were this independent, vessel of the family who could build a beautiful, independent life for your four-year-old son, Leo, without looking back for help or hesitation.
Then a soft thump of boots and a clack echoed as Leo wandered into your room, dragging his favorite toy truck across the floor. He looked up at you with wide, curious eyes. "Are we staying here forever?"
"We are." you smiled, kneeling down to press a kiss to his forehead.
Back then, when your ex vanished the moment the pregnancy test turned positive, he had refused a single dime of child support. You were young, terrified and couldn't do anything. So when Leo was born, you couldn't drag a baby into the path of a violent tornado, so you packed your bags and went to your parents. You hadn't expected Tyler to walk you to your car back then, you remembered how his jaw clenched, how his blue eyes swam with a desperate, unspoken emotion as he practically begged you to stay. You also didn't expect for Dani to pack you a box of morning-sickness snacks and extra pain killers with a promise to check in every single week. It was a promise she actually kept.
But you had been gone a long time. They had grown. And Tyler was famous now.
"Come on, Leo," you said, pushing the heavy nostalgia down. "Let's go load up the car. We need to go pick up the last of your toys from the storage unit, and then Mommy is going to surprise some old friends."
An hour later, your sleek black, modern SUV pulled up to the familiar gravel lot of the crew's main garage workshop. The sight of the massive, dented rigs parked outside made your stomach do a nervous flip.
Before your engine could even fully idle down, the garage's side door flew open. You laughed, getting down from the car while Leo stayed inside.
"No freaking way!" a voice screeched.
Dani dropped the heavy metal wrench she was holding with a loud clack against the gravel. She didn't care about the grease on her overalls. She had already bolted across the lot. You barely had time to close your car door before she threw her arms around your neck, squeezing the breath out of you.
"You're back! You're actually back!" Dani yelled into your shoulder, her voice cracking. "Why didn't you text me you were arriving today?! I would have cleared the whole schedule!"
"I wanted it to be a surprise," you laughed, hugging her back just as tightly as she did. Then the familiar smell of motor oil and rain on her clothes instantly made you feel grounded.
Within seconds, the rest of the chaos erupted. Boone poked his head out of a truck bed, his eyes going wide behind his camera lens.
"Guys! Look who it is!" he shouted. Dex and Lily materialized from the back, abandoning a drone calibration to swarm the car.
Leo peeked out from the backseat, clutching his toy truck to his chest. He was startled but seemed fascinated by the loud, colorful crowd in front of him.
"Oh, look at him! He's gotten so big!" Dani beamed, instantly softening her voice as she leaned into the back, giving Leo a goofy wave. "Hi, buddy. Remember me on FaceTime?"
You leaned against the side of your car, watching your old family embrace your son. A deep, warm sense of relief washed over you. They hadn't forgotten you.
"Hey, where's the boss man?" Boone asked, looking back toward the garage. "He's gonna lose his mind."
"Right here," a deep, drawl of a man's southern voice echoed from the shadow of the garage door.
The laughter around the car died down to a soft murmur. You turned your head at the voice as your breath was caught in your throat.
Tyler Owens, who had walked out into the sunlight, looking exactly the same, yet felt completely different. But he wore a crisp white t-shirt, dark jeans and his signature cowboy hat pulled low. He looked rugged, impossibly handsome and toweringly confident until his eyes locked onto yours.
Then Tyler stopped dead in his tracks. The swagger completely vanished, replaced by a raw, paralyzing shock. His chest rose and fell in a sharp breath. Because for years, he had lived with the ghost of your absence, holding onto the memory of the girl he had been desperately, secretly in love with. And now, here you were. Standing in the gravel lot, looking radiant and undeniably beautiful.
"Hey, Ty," you said softly. God, he loves it when you call him that. But of course you don't know it. You only know when your voice had started feeling very small.
He swallowed hard, taking a slow step forward. His eyes darted from you to the backseat, where Leo was watching him. A complex storm of emotions crossed Tyler's face. A face mixed with a longing, immense joy, and a sharp, sudden pang of jealousy toward the man who gets to hold you, but had been foolish enough to throw it all away.
"You're back," Tyler breathed, his voice rougher than usual. He reached out, his hand hovering near your shoulder for a split second as if checking to see if you were real, before he pulled you into a firm, brief embrace. He smelled like leather, ozone, and old spice. It made your chest ache. "Why didn't you tell us?" Why didn't you tell him?
"I wanted to surprise everyone," you repeated, but the warmth from earlier felt a little more guarded now. Tyler's reaction felt heavy. Distant, even. You wondered if he resented you for leaving him to handle the crew alone.
But bfore Tyler could say anything else, a sharp female voice called out from inside the garage.
"Tyler? Did you find the extra brackets for the doppler? Javi said that the storm front is moving faster than we thought."
A gorgeous woman with an effortless, practical beauty walked out, holding a tablet covered in weather radar streams. She stopped when she saw the crowd, her eyes shifting curiously between you and Tyler. It was Kate. Kate Carter. The woman that Dani was talking about back when you were in a FaceTime with her.
Then you noticed at the way she naturally called for Tyler, the way she stepped into the space right beside him and the way Tyler's eyes instinctively flicked to her to answer. It was how you and Tyler were.
And that made a sly, icy drop of dread pool around in your stomach.
Of course, you thought bitterly, your proud, independent defense mechanisms instantly slamming into place. Five years is a long time. You didn't think he'd just be waiting around for you, did you?
"Oh, Kate, this isâ" Dani started to introduce you, but you smoothly cut her off, forcing a polite, breezy smile onto your face that didn't reach your eyes.
"I'm an old friend of the team," you said, saying your name, stepping back and putting a polite distance between yourself and Tyler. "Just stopping by to say hello while I get settled into my new place. It's nice to meet you."
Tyler's eyes snapped to you, his brow furrowing as he felt the sudden shift in your demeanor. Kate then smiled, greeting you back as you smiled back.
Her gaze drifted down to Leo, who was still peering curiously from the backseat. "Oh? What's this? A little partner-in-training, that is. He's absolutely adorable." Then she looks back at you, repeating your name.
"That's a nice name. Iâm Kate, Kate Carter. Iâve heard so much about you from Dani. She talks about you constantly. Especiallyâ" a cough was heard from Tyler, "Think that's enough for now."
"Yeah. Dani talks about me? All good things, I hope," you replied, your voice perfectly polite, though your heart was still hammering against your ribs.
You glanced at Tyler. He was watching you intently, his jaw tight and those piercing blue eyes searching your face, trying to decode the sudden distance you had put between them. He looked like he wanted to say a thousand things, but with the entire crew standing in a circle around your SUV, the weight of everything unsaid hung suffocatingly heavy in the humid Oklahoma air.
"The best things," Kate assured you, tapping her stylus against her weather tablet. "Tyler, Javi just texted. The supercell near El Reno is cycling faster than expected. We need to hook up the Doppler rig now if weâre going to catch the initiation."
"Right. Yeah," Tyler said, though his eyes didn't leave yours for a beat too long. He finally tore his gaze away, clearing his throat. "Boone, Dex, get the hitch lined up. Dani, I need you on the telemetry check."
"On it, boss," Dani said, though she shot you a lingering, worried look. As the resident keeper of everyone's secrets, Dani could practically see the thick cloud of misunderstanding settling over the lot. She knew you were putting up walls, and she knew Tyler was currently spiraling internally.
"You're chasing today?" you asked, keeping your tone light like a detached acquaintance rather than the woman who used to ride shotgun in Tyler's truck, screaming at the top of your lungs as you ran down tornadoes together.
"Yeah," Tyler said, stepping closer to your car door, his voice dropping an octave so only you could hear him over the sudden burst of activity from the crew. "A big one. Look... are you going to be around later? Where are you staying? I want to come by. Help you unpack. See the kid."
There was a raw, aching vulnerability in his eyes. He had missed your entire pregnancy. He had missed the first four years of your son's life. He had wanted so badly to be the one holding your hand through it all, but pride, fear and a deadbeat ex had built a wall between you five years ago.
Now, he wanted in.
But your defense mechanisms were already operating on overdrive. You saw Kate standing by the garage door, waiting for him, looking like the perfect, professional, brilliant partner he deserved now. You weren't a storm chaser anymore; you were a mother with a modern house, a quiet life, and a heart that couldn't handle being broken a second time by the same town.
"Don't worry about it, Tyler," you said, offering him a brilliant, entirely hollow smile as you stepped back into the driver's seat. "I actually bought a house just outside the city limits. Itâs all taken care of. Professional movers handled the heavy lifting, so I'm completely set up."
Tylerâs brow furrowed, a flash of hurt crossing his features. He knew you didn't need his help. You didn't need his money. But it was the way that you didn't seem to need him at all, and that was the problem. He needs you to need him back.
"Right," Tyler then muttered as his hands rested inside the pockets of his jeans as he stiffened up, his own pride flaring to protect his aching heart. "Good. Glad you're... doing well."
"Thanks. Say goodbye to the others for me. And good luck with the cell today. Be safe," you said breezily. You then opened the car door and buckled your seatbelt as soon as you got up the driver's seat, looking back at your son. "Say goodbye to Mr. Tyler, Leo."
"Bye-bye, cowboy hat man," Leo chirped, waving his little toy.
A bittersweet, painful smile broke across Tylerâs face. "Bye, buddy. I'll see you around."
As you pulled out of the gravel lot, watching Tyler and Kate walk side-by-side into the garage through your rearview mirror, a lone tear slipped down your cheek. You wiped it away fiercely. You weren't a loser, and you weren't going to pine over a life you chose to leave behind. You had a beautiful home, a beautiful son, and a fresh start.
But as the dark, bruised-green storm clouds began to gather on the horizon, you couldn't shake the terrifying feeling that a completely different kind of tempest was about to wreck your carefully built life.
Your son suddenly asks, "mommy? Why do you look sad, did that man do something wrong?"
You froze for a second, your hands gripping the steering wheel a little tighter as you pulled the SUV out onto the smooth, asphalt highway. In the rearview mirror, you saw Leoâs big, innocent eyes looking up at you, his little brow furrowed with genuine concern.
Kids always saw right through the armor.
"Oh, sweetie, no," you said softly, forcing your voice into its usual comforting, rhythmic cadence. You reached back with one hand, gently squeezing his knee. "Mr. Tyler didn't do anything wrong. Heâs a very good man. Mommy was just... remembering some old times, that's all. Sometimes seeing old friends makes you happy and a little sad all at the same time."
"Like when I miss my old sandbox?" Leo asked, tilting his head.
"Exactly like that," you smiled, relieved by his four-year-old logic. "Just like that."
You focused your eyes on the road ahead, navigating toward your new neighborhood. The drive was quiet, save for the soft hum of the air conditioning and the occasional rumble of distant thunder rolling across the Oklahoma plains.
When you finally pulled into the driveway of your new home, the sight of it immediately brought back a sense of grounding comfort. It was a beautiful, two-story modern house with sharp architectural lines, expansive floor-to-ceiling windows, and a perfectly manicured lawn. It looked safe. It looked stable. It looked nothing like the chaotic, dust-covered world you had just left behind at the garage.
"Wow," Leo gasped, pressing his face against the side window. "Is this our giant castle?"
"It sure is, buddy. Let's go check out your new room," you said, unbuckling your seatbelt and feeling a surge of fierce, maternal pride. You had done this. You didn't need a deadbeat ex, and you didn't need to rely on your parents' fortune to bail you out. You were making a life on your own terms.
For the next few hours, you threw yourself into a frenzy of unpacking and organizing. You helped Leo set up his mountain of toy cars, legos and also arranged his books, watching him happily zoom his toy truck across the polished concrete floors.
By the time early evening arrived, the house felt lived-in, smelling of fresh linen and the pizza you had ordered for dinner.
But as the sun began to dip below the horizon, the sky outside the massive living room windows took on an eerie, bruised-purple hue.
A severe thunderstorm warning popped up on your phone. You walked over to the glass, looking out at the distant flashes of lightning illuminating the clouds. Down in the city, the sirens weren't wailing yet, but the wind was picking up, making the trees in your yard sway aggressively.
Instinctively, your mind raced back to the crew. Are they still out there? Did they catch the supercell? Is Tyler safe?
Before you could spiral any further, the bright headlights of a vehicle cut through the gathering gloom, sweeping across your front window. A massive, heavy-duty truck pulled into your pristine driveway.
Your heart stopped. You would recognize the roaring purr of that custom Dodge Ram engine anywhere.
It was Tyler.
A heavy knock sounded at your front door just as the first fat drops of rain began to slam against the glass. You took a deep breath, smoothing down your shirt, and opened the door.
Tyler stood on your porch. He had clearly just come straight from the chase as his cowboy hat was slightly damp, his white shirt had a smear of dark mud across the shoulder, and he looked entirely out of place against the chic, minimalist backdrop of your entryway. He looked breathless, his blue eyes burning with an intense, unreadable emotion as he looked at you.
"Tyler?" you breathed, gripping the edge of the door. "What are you doing here? The stormâ"
"I needed to see you," he interrupted, his voice deep, rough, and completely stripped of his usual playful swagger. He took a half-step forward, the smell of rain and ozone rolling off him. "Dani gave me your address. And I couldn't just sit in that garage tonight pretending like everything is fine. We need to.. talk."
You wanted to laugh, "Ty. Talk about what?" You say, not getting what's it about but you also kind of knew what it was going to be about.
Tyler took off his cowboy hat, revealing slightly damp, ruffled blonde hair, and held it tightly by the brim. He looked past you for a fraction of a second, taking in the sleek lines of your entryway, the expensive-looking lighting, and the absolute peace of your home. It was a far cry from the cramped, messy truck cabs and loud diners you two used to share.
"About everything," he said, his voice dropping into that quiet, gravelly register he only used when he was genuinely frustrated. He stepped across the threshold, not waiting for an invitation this time, though he carefully wiped his muddy boots on your doormat. "About why you left. About why you didn't tell me you were coming back. And about why you looked at me today like I was some stranger who replaced you."
Your jaw tightened. Damn you, Dani, you thought bitterly. Your friend just couldn't keep her mouth shut. She had clearly picked up on your freezing reaction to Kate and fed it right to Tyler the second they got back from the chase.
To anyone elseâto Dani, to Boone, to the entire state of Oklahomaâit was painfully obvious why you were upset. You were fiercely, undeniably jealous. But to you? You thought you were just being practical. You thought you were protecting your dignity. You didn't think you had a right to be jealous, because you convinced yourself that Tyler had only ever seen you as a friend and a partner.
"I didn't think I looked like anything," you lied smoothly, crossing your arms over your chest to create a physical barrier between you. You leaned against the wall, trying to project an aura of casual indifference. "I was tired, Ty. It was a long drive. And I have a four-year-old to take care of."
"Don't do that," Tyler said. He stepped closer, close enough that you could feel the heat radiating off him from the adrenaline of the storm. He set his hat down on your minimalist console table, entirely ruining its neat aesthetic. "Don't play the 'everything's fine' game with me. Not after five years."
He looked at you, his blue eyes searching yours with an intensity that made your knees a little weak. He was spiraling, though heâd never admit why. Tyler thought he was just being a protective, loyal best friend who felt abandoned. He didn't realize that the suffocating weight in his chest wasn't righteous angerâit was pure, unadulterated jealousy over the fact that another man had gotten to build a life with you, and absolute panic that he was losing his spot by your side.
"Dani told me what you said. An 'old friend of the team'?" Tyler shook his head, a flash of genuine hurt cutting through his rugged exterior. "Is that what I am to you now? An old friend? After everything we went through? After I spent months helping you prepare for a baby, just because I couldn't bear the thought of you doing it alone?"
"You didn't have to do that, Tyler!" you snapped, your proud defense mechanisms finally cracking. The raw emotion in his voice was pushing all your buttons. "I never asked you to! I left because I had to fix my life. My ex left me broke and humiliated, and I had to go back to my parents to get my feet under me. I didn't want to drag you down into my mess!"
"You think you could ever drag me down?" Tyler yelled back, stepping even closer, his chest heaving. "I wanted to be there! I wanted to go with you! But you shut me out. You packed up your car and you drove away, you barely even looked back."
"Because you had a life here!" you cried, tears finally stinging the corners of your eyes. You gestured vaguely toward the door, toward the brewing storms outside. "Look at you now, Tyler! You're famous. You're the Tornado Wrangler. You have a massive crew, you have YouTube channels, and you have... you have Kate."
The name slipped out before you could stop it, heavy with all the unsaid heartache youâd been carrying since this afternoon.
Tyler froze. His brow furrowed, completely caught off guard by the venom in your voice when you said her name. He was so incredibly dense about his own heart that he didn't even recognize the green-eyed monster staring him in the face. He just felt an overwhelming, desperate need to clear his name, completely missing why you cared so much in the first place.
"Kate?" he repeated, his tone genuinely baffled. "What does Kate have to do with anything? She's a meteorologist. Sheâs helping us test a system to stabilize tornadoes. Weâre working. If you think I just forgot about youâ"
"Uncle? Mommy? Mommy, why are you fighting with him? But you wereâ"
A small, innocent voice cut right through the heavy tension in the room.
Your eyes widened in absolute panic. Leo was standing at the edge of the kitchen, holding a half-built Lego set, looking between the two of you with wide, curious eyes. He had been about to finish that sentenceâabout to say "...but you were always talking about him to Grandma," or "...but you were saying how you have a picture of him in your scrapbook."
"Leo!" you cut him off quickly, your voice high and strained as your heart leaped into your throat. You could feel the heat rushing to your face.
Tylerâs head snapped toward your son, his jaw dropping slightly as he tried to process what the little boy had been about to reveal. He looked from Leo back to you, his blue eyes blowing wide with a sudden, intense curiosity. "What was he going to say?"
"Nothing," you said breathlessly, your proud defense mechanisms slamming right back into place. You couldn't let him know. You couldn't let him see how much space he had occupied in your mind for the last five years while he was out becoming a superstar. "Tyler, you have to leave."
"Hey, hold onâ"
"Tyler," you repeated, your voice firmer this time, though it trembled slightly. "Please. Just leave."
You didn't give him a chance to argue. You turned your back on him, instantly shifting your focus to your son to hide your flushed face. You knelt down on the polished concrete floor, forcing a warm, bright smile onto your face. "And let's get back to fixing your toys, okay? Didn't you want Mommy to help you build the big Lego castle?"
Leoâs face instantly lit up. He nodded with a joyful smile, completely forgetting the heavy adult conversation he had just interrupted. "Yes! The castle with the giant tower!"
"Then let's go do that," you murmured, gently taking his small hand.
Tyler stood frozen by the console table, his damp cowboy hat still in his hand. He looked entirely out of place in your sleek, modern home, but the frustration rolling off him was palpable. He wanted to demand answers, he wanted to know what Leo meant, and he wanted to shake you until you admitted why you were acting so fiercely protective and angry. But seeing you there on the floor, focusing entirely on being a mother, he knew he couldn't push any further tonight.
With a tight, frustrated breath, Tyler gripped his hat, turned on his heel and walked out into the pouring Oklahoma rain as the heavy click of the front door signals his departure.
You let out a breath you felt like youâd been holding for five years, resting your forehead against Leo's small shoulder for just a second before heading toward the bedroom. You had managed to protect your secret, but as the thunder rattled the glass windows of your beautiful new house, you knew this storm was far from over.
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The heavy metal door of the garage slammed shut, the loud BANG echoing over the steady hum of the rain and the classic country track playing softly from Booneâs speakers.
The entire crew stopped what they were doing.
Tyler stood in the doorway, soaked from the brief walk between his truck and the building. He didnât even bother to shake the water from his cowboy hat. His jaw was clenched so tight a muscle was twitching in his cheek, and his blue eyes were dark, burning with a mix of fierce frustration and absolute confusion. He looked like a man who had just run headfirst into an EF5 tornado and had no idea how heâd survived.
Dani, who was sitting on the hood of a refurbished Scout with a grease rag in her lap, didn't even look surprised. She just raised an eyebrow.
"Soâwhat did you two talk about?" she asked, her tone entirely too casual for the storm Tyler was bringing inside.
Tyler stormed over to the workbench, tossing his damp hat down onto a pile of blueprints with a heavy thud. He didn't answer her question. Instead, he leaned his palms flat against the wooden surface, glaring directly at Dani.
"What did you tell her, Dani?" Tyler demanded, his voice dropping into a low, dangerous rumble.
"I gave her a hug, told her she looked great, and gave her the address to her new place," Dani said, completely unfazed by his glare. "Which, by the way, I only gave to you because I thought youâd act like a normal human being. Clearly, I over-estimated you."
"She thinks I had forgotten about her," Tyler snapped, placing his hands on his waist.
Then he turned around, pacing the length of the concrete floor like a caged animal. "She stands in the middle of this giant, fancy, modern living roomâlooking like she doesnât need a single damn thing from anybody and she looks at me like I'm a traitor. She also brought up Kate!"
Across the garage, Boone stopped editing his footage, his eyes widening. Lily slowly lowered her drone controller. Even Kate, who was sitting in the corner going over radar data with Javi, raised her head, looking entirely bewildered.
"She brought me up?" Kate asked, pointing her finger at herself, at her own chest. "Why?"
"Because she thinks you two are..." Dani trailed off, gesturing vaguely between Kate and Tyler. "I don't know! Partners!" Tyler frowns, "In every sense of the word. She told me she was 'happy for us' and implied that she didn't seem to fit into my business anymore."
"Business?" Boone let out a sharp, breathless laugh, quickly covering his mouth when Tyler shot him a death glare. "Sorry, boss. It's just... you're a genius with weather, but you are legally blind when it comes to women."
"What is that supposed to mean?" Tyler growled, crossing his arms tightly over his chest. "We were partners for years. We went through hell together when her damned ex bailed. I slept on a crappy lawn chair in her apartment for a week just to make sure she was eating right before she moved away! I am her best friend for a year. Why is she shutting me out all of a sudden?
Dani groaned, tossing her grease rag onto the hood of the truck and sliding off. She walked over to Tyler, looking up at him with pure exasperation.
"Tyler. Listen to me very carefully," Dani said, tapping a finger against his chest. "Anyone with working eyes can see what's happening. She saw you. She saw the guy she hasn't seen in five years, standing shoulder-to-shoulder with Kate. So she must have been fiercely, undeniably jealous. She probably thinks she lost her place in your life."
Tyler blinked, his brow furrowing in genuine, absolute bafflement. "Jealous? Of Kate? Why would she be jealous of Kate? I told her that Kate is just my partner for the project and that she's helping us."
"Because she has feelings for you, you absolute idiot!" Dani snapped as she threw her hands up.
"No, she doesn't," Everyone groaned as Tyler fired back instantly, his defense mechanisms kicking in. He then shook his head, running a hand through his damp blonde hair. "Sheâs never said anything like that or felt anything like that for me. She thinks of me as a brother. A friend. And If she had feelings for me, why would she pack up and leave five years ago and tell me she's 'all taken care of'?"
"Because she's proud of what she built for herself and for her son!" Dani yelled back. "And because she thinks you only see her as a friend too!"
Tyler then went quiet, his mind suddenly racing back to the living room. He remembered the flush on your face, the defensive way you had crossed your arms, and the sharp, venomous bite in your voice when you said Kate's name. It hadn't felt like a friend being protective. It had felt... personal. Deeply personal.
And then, his thoughts hit a brick wall.
Leo's little voice echoed in Tyler's ears. The way your eyes had gone wide with sheer slight panic. The way you had practically screamed your son's name to cut him off before he could finish that sentence.
Tylerâs posture shifted. The anger faded, replaced by a sudden, intense focus. He looked at Dani as his voice dropped into a quiet whisper.
"The kid," Tyler muttered.
"What about Leo?" Dani asked, her brow furrowing.
"We were arguing, and Leo walked in," Tyler said, his eyes scanning the floor as he pieced it together. "He looked at me, then he looked at her, and he asked, 'Mommy, why are you fighting with him? But you wereâ' and then she cut him off. She looked like sheâd just seen a ghost, Dani. She kicked me out of the house right then and there."
The garage went completely silent. Boone, Lily, and Dani all exchanged a massive, knowing look.
"What was he going to say?" Tyler asked, looking around at his crew, his voice carrying a rare, vulnerable ache. "What has she been telling that kid about me?"
"What if you were the dad?"
The voice cut through the heavy silence of the garage like a lightning strike.
Everyone snapped their heads around. Javi was leaning against the breakroom counter, casually nursing a cup of lukewarm coffee, looking entirely too proud of his own sudden theory.
Before the words could even fully settle in the air, Kate lunged forward and brought the flat of her hand down squarely against the back of his head with a loud smack.
"Read the room, idiot!" she muttered fiercely under her breath, glaring at him with a look that could kill.
Javi winced, rubbing the back of his neck as his mouth instantly formed a perfect, silent 'O' of realization. He looked at Tylerâs face, swallowed hard, and slowly retreated a step behind Kate, suddenly wishing he could blend into the drywall.
But the damage was done. The words were out there, hanging in the humid air of the garage, heavier than a low-pressure system before an outbreak.
Tyler didn't move. He didn't blink. He just stood there, his hands still resting flat on the workbench, his knuckles turning entirely white.
The dad.
The timeline instantly fractured and reassembled itself in Tylerâs mind. Five years ago. He remembered the exact night she had come over to his place, sobbing, her world shattered because her ex had packed his bags and denied everything. He remembered holding her on his couch for hours while she cried into his shirt. He remembered the sheer panic in her eyes, the pride that kept her from asking her wealthy family for help right away, and the way she had stubbornly insisted she had to handle it alone.
Tyler had stayed by her side through those first terrifying months. He had bought the groceries, checked her tire pressure, and secretly stayed up late researching prenatal vitamins. He had done it because he was deeply, hopelessly in love with herand because he thought he was just being the ultimat Ke best friend.
But he had never touched her back then. He had been too afraid of ruining what they had, too respectful of her situation, too much of a coward to tell her how he really felt.
"No," Tyler breathed, his voice barely audible over the sound of the rain drumming against the metal roof. He let out a sharp, hollow laugh, though there was absolutely no humor in his eyes. "No, Javi. Thatâs impossible. We never... she was with him before everything went south. It doesn't work like that." We never slept, was he wanted to directly say in front of everyone. But he felt like a coward. Thenâ "He doesn't mean biologically, you giant cowboy linebacker," Dani said, her voice dropping into something incredibly soft, almost pitiful. She took a step closer to him, crossing her arms.
"Look, think about it. What if he wasn't going to say 'the man who is my dad'? What if he was going to say 'the man you said you wished was my dad'?"
Tylerâs chest rose and fell in a harsh, ragged breath.
Mommy, why are you fighting with him? But you wereâ
The way you had practically thrown your body between Tyler and your son's words.
"Oh. She has a picture of you, Tyler," Lily reckons, talking from the corner as she looks up from her drone calibration. "Remember that old polaroid Boone took of the two of you after the Enid storm? The one where you're both covered in mud, laughing? Where you were wearing that stupid foam finger?"
Tylerâs head snapped toward Lily. "What about it?"
"When she left, she asked me if she could keep it," Lily murmured. "I saw her tuck it right into her wallet. Come on you guys. A four-year-old kid doesn't just randomly say something like that out of thin air, Tyler. He probably knows who you are already because of how sheâs been probably talking about you. Now you're telling us she doesn't feel anything for you?"
Tyler felt the room tilt. The blind spot heâd had in his own heart for half a decade was suddenly blown wide open, leaving him completely exposed.
He hadn't just lost his partner five years ago. He had walked away from the only woman who held his heart, leaving her to raise a child alone while she secretly carried a torch for a man she thought had replaced her. And tonight, he had stormed into her beautiful, quiet sanctuary, yelled at her, and made her feel like a stranger in his life.
"I'm an idiot," Tyler whispered, the realization hitting him like a physical blow to the stomach.
"We've been trying to tell you that for three years, boss," Boone said, his usual hyperactive energy completely gone, replaced by a supportive, serious nod.
Tyler didn't waste another second. He grabbed his damp cowboy hat off the table, shoving it onto his head as he turned back toward the garage door.
"Where are you going?" Dani called out. "It's pouring out there and she just kicked you out!"
"I don't care," Tyler barked, his hand already throwing the heavy metal door open. The cold Oklahoma rain sprayed across his face, but he didn't even flinch. His truck keys were already in his hand. "She can kick me out a hundred more times. I'm going back."
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"Alright, we're done here," you muttered to yourself, wiping a stray bit of dust off the sleek, minimalist coffee table and tossing the microfiber cloth onto the kitchen marblecounter.
The house was finally immaculate. Every box was emptied as the modern furniture was perfectly arranged, and how the quiet luxury of the space should have brought you peace. Instead, the silence felt incredibly heavy, vibrating with the leftover echo of the shouting match youâd just had with Tyler a while ago.
"Leoâ" you called out, wiping your palms on your jeans as you walked into the living room.
The words died in your throat.
Leo wasn't playing with his Legos anymore. He was standing on the plush area rug, his small hands pressed flat against the floor-to-ceiling glass window, staring out into the dark, storm-swept yard.
Outside, the Oklahoma sky had completely opened up. The rain was coming down in sheets, blurring the streetlights and whipping the trees into a frenzy. But right in the middle of your pristine gravel driveway, illuminated by the amber glow of your porch light, stood a shadow.
A massive, unmistakable shadow.
Your heart skipped a violent beat. You stepped closer, your eyes widening as you took in the sight of those broad, masculine shoulders, the rugged posture and the cowboy hat pulled low against the downpour. He was standing right outside his running Dodge Ram truck, entirely motionless, getting absolutely soaked to the bone but still looked handsome.
Wait. I know who that man is...
"Tyler?" the name breathed out of you, a mix of sheer disbelief and sudden panic. "Mommy it's uncle Tyler?"
Before you could even think, your feet were moving. You sprinted across the polished concrete floor, threw open the heavy front door, and stepped out onto the sheltered porch. The freezing spray of the rain hit your face instantly.
"What the hell?!" you yelled over the roar of the wind, your voice laced with exasperation and a terrifying surge of worry. "Tyler! Are you insane? Get inside!"
Tyler didn't move for a second. He just stood there in the pouring rain, his white t-shirt plastered to his chest, water streaming down his jawline. But when he looked up and met your eyes, the usual playful, cocky "Tornado Wrangler" swagger was completely gone. His blue eyes were burning with a fierce, raw intensity that made your breath catch in your throat.
He didn't say a word. He just started walking toward your porch, his heavy boots crunching against the wet gravel, eating up the distance between you like a man on a mission.
"Tyler. Look at the weather. So please, get inside now," you pleaded, your voice cracking slightly as the wind whipped around the porch, spraying cold rain across your arms. Then you turned to look at your son, "Leo, please go to your room. Mommy has to talk to uncle Tyler." Leo nods, a face of a child who doesn't know anything about what's happening right now has taken his toy truck, imitating the engine sounds of a truck, running to his room.
Meanwhile, Tyler didn't budge. He just stopped right in front of you, the rain pouring off the brim of his cowboy hat like a curtain between you.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he asked, his voice a low, gravelly rasp that easily cut through the roar of the storm.
"Tell you what? Tyler, you're soaking wet, freezing. Justâ"
Tyler interrupted, saying your name with a weight and a tenderness that completely knocked the breath out of your lungs. He stepped up onto the porch, towering over you, his chest heaving under his soaked shirt. "You know, saying your name used to be my favorite part of the day." He confessed, continuing as you just looked at him with an almost teary eyes. "And then you left. I had to learn how to stop saying it. I had to pretend like I was fine after you left."
You turn around, stepping back into the warmth of the entryway of the house as your heart hammered against your ribs. "Ty, please, weâ we already fought about thisâ" you stammered as you felt how his eyes were locked entirely on you.
Then he says your name, "we didn't fight about the right things," he said, following you inside as you started to walk towards the kitchen, leaving a trail of water on your pristine floors. Because all of a sudden, your throat felt dry. "Dani told me, okay? And Lily. They told me about the picture. And Leo... I already knew what he was going to say before you cut him off."
Your face went entirely pale. The walls that you had built over the last five years suddenly felt like glass, cracking under the sheer force of his gaze. You turned around as you swallowed hard, backing up until your hips hit the kitchen counter.
"He wasn't going to say anything important," you lied, though your voice trembled so badly it betrayed you instantly. "He's four, Tyler. He mixes up his words."
"He was going to say I'm the man you always talk about," Tyler whispered, closing the distance between you until you could feel the icy dampness radiating off his clothes and the fierce, burning heat of his breath. "Ain't he?"
Then he reached out his large trembling hands hovering just inches from your face, holding himself from wanting to touch you but terrified that you'd pull away from the touch. "If you thought I replaced you, if you thought I didn't care... why did you keep my picture?"
"Because I couldn't forget you!" you finally snapped, the confession tearing out of your throat, raw and agonizing. Tears spilled over your eyelashes, hot against your cheeks. "Is that what you wanted to hear? I lived in my parents' house for five years, completely stable enough to give my son a life and completely taken care of while I would always feel miserable every time I look at things that reminds me of you, and how I wished that you were there for me while I gave birth to my son! But you were the infamous tornado wrangler, and I was just a single mom. I didn't think I had a right to your life anymore!"
Tyler stared at you, his blue eyes blowing wide as the truth finally crashed over him. The dense, blind boy from the garage was officially gone. It was now a man looking at the only woman he had ever loved and just realizing thatshe had been hurting for the same exact reason he had.
"S'that it?," Tyler breathed, a ragged, emotional laugh escaping his lips. He didn't hesitate this time. He stepped firmly into your space, his large, warm hands coming up to cupping your face, his thumbs gently wiping away your tears. "You think I care about a title? You think I care about some stupid YouTube channel? I built all of that because I was trying to run away from how empty the world felt without you in it."
He leaned down, his forehead resting gently against yours, his breath mingling with yours in the quiet spaces of your modern kitchen.
"I don't just want to be an old friend of the team," Tyler whispered fiercely against your skin. "I want to be here. With you. With Leo. I'm not leaving this house until you understand that you could never, ever be nothing to me."
You both froze, your lips inches apart until the sudden burst of high-stakes romantic tension snapping like a broken power line in a storm.
"No kissy!"
The small, stern voice echoed from the hallway, completely shattering the heavy, emotional atmosphere.
Tylerâs eyes flew open, a sudden, breathless laugh bubbling up from his chest as he slowly lifted his head. You blinked, your face instantly flushing a brilliant crimson as you looked over Tylerâs broad shoulder.
Leo was standing at the edge of the kitchen, his tiny hands planted firmly on his hips. He was wearing his favorite cartoon pajamas, his little brow furrowed in deep, four-year-old disapproval. He looked at Tyler, then at you, nodding righteously.
"Grandma says kissing is for when people are married, or if it's on the cheek," Leo lectured solemnly, holding up a single finger to emphasize his point. "And cowboy truck man is still too wet. He's gonna get the floor sticky."
A choked sound escaped your throat as you hid your burning face in your hands. Leave it to your son to completely ruin the most profoundly romantic moment of your entire life with your mother's strict etiquette rules.
Tyler, however, didn't seem bothered at all. In fact, the sheer adoration in his eyes as he looked at Leo made your heart do a violent flip. He slowly let his hands drop from your face, though his thumb brushed your jawline one last time before he turned around, kneeling down on the polished concrete floor so he was at eye level with your son.
Even soaked to the bone and dripping onto your pristine floor, Tyler looked completely at home.
"You're right, buddy," Tyler said, his deep voice carrying a warm, incredibly gentle rumble as he smiled up at Leo. "My bad. Strict no-kissy rules. And I am definitely making a mess of your mommy's floors."
Leo looked at the small puddle forming around Tylerâs boots, then looked up at Tyler's face. The little boy's stern expression began to melt, replaced by that familiar, curious wonder. He took a few hesitant steps forward, dragging his half-built Lego castle with him.
"Are you gonna stay and help with the tower now?" Leo asked softly, peeking out from behind his toys. "Mommy said we were gonna build the big one but it was too hard."
Tylerâs blue eyes flicked up to you for a split secondâsearching, asking for permission, checking to see if the walls you had built were truly down. You looked at him, the rain still drumming against the glass, and for the first time in five years, the heavy weight in your chest felt light. You gave him a small, genuine smile, nodding your head.
"Yeah, buddy," Tyler murmured, his voice thick with a sudden rush of emotion as he looked back at your son. He carefully pulled off his damp cowboy hat and set it on the floor beside him, completely uncaring about his soaked clothes. "I'm gonna stay, yeah? Think I'm pretty good at building towers unlike your mommy." he winks at Leo, hearing his usual cocky tone made you roll your eyes.
Step 3: Sad excuse of a boyfriend gives up before the night even starts.
Step 4: The dangerously attractive replacement steps in, steals the show, and ruins you so deliciously you're not sure what just happened.
âż Warnings: The dagger squad as your neighbours (yes it's a warning), you're a cop, very sad excuse of a love life, obsession, heartbreak hours, very depictive description of a relationship with an avoidant attachment person (experienced fml), Bob Floyd will fuck the sad outta you and he's been waiting for it for two years, overall it's fluffy enough.
A/n: first of all I'm sorry for not putting a read more break on the first part(I honestly did not how to do it), also it's so long and it crashes when I try to edit it, so I can't put any links over there as well, so if any one of will be kind enough to reblog it with the links
âHe hears you before he sees you.
âThe low snarl of your bike slices through the soft piano hum of the restaurant like a blade through silk. Conversations stop. Forks hover mid-air. Every head turns.
âAnd there you are.
âHelmet tucked under your arm, hair tousled from the ride, leather jacket half-zipped, eyes lit with that lethal calm he always thought he could tame. The woman he thought would stay quiet-- burn in private--is standing in the warm glow of the terrace lights, and suddenly every man at his table forgets what breathing is.
â"Wow," you say, voice steady but edged, loud enough for the whole terrace. "You look comfortable. Shame it's at my fucking expense."
âSilence. Someone at his table shifts awkwardly. One of his colleagues leans in, murmuring, "Is... everything alright?"
âHe forces a laugh that dies halfway. "Yeah, I'll handle this."
âYou arch an eyebrow. "Handle this?" Your boots hit the grass as you take another step closer. "That's cute. You couldn't even handle a text, let alone a woman."
âA few people at nearby tables stifle their shock-- or their delight.
âYou glance at his colleagues, smiling like a threat wrapped in lipstick. "Sorry to interrupt your little dinner party. I just needed to remind your golden boy here that ignoring people does not count as emotional maturity."
âHe hisses your name, low, desperate, but you don't flinch.
â"Relax," you murmur, eyes locked on him. "I'm not here to cause a scene." Your tone drips with irony. "Just need a minute of your precious time."
â"You can't be serious right now," he whispers.
â"Oh, I'm past serious, babe." You step close enough for the smell of smoke and engine oil to crawl under his expensive cologne. "You can either get on the bike, or I start asking louder questions."
âHis boss clears his throat. "Maybe you should... take care of this, Heim."
âYou smile, sweet and venomous. "You heard him, Heim. Let's take care of it."
âHe can't look anyone in the eye as he stands, muttering excuses. You're already walking off, every step pulling the air with you.
âWhen the engine roars again, it drowns out the whispers-- pity, curiosity, awe.
âHe barely gets his leg over the seat before you twist the throttle. The tires scream.
âAnd just like that, you take him-- and the last shred of his dignity-- with you.
â---
âA few rapid taps on your shoulder.
âThe bike jerks to a stop a few minutes from the Hard Deck. The engine coughs, and before you can say anything, he's already off it, hands braced on his knees, trying not to throw up on the asphalt.
â"Jesus Christ," he gasps. "You know I hate these damn things. I told you--"
âYou pull off your helmet, hair sticking to your neck. "Yeah, you told me a lot of things. Didn't realize I had to sell parts of myself every time you got uncomfortable."
âHe turns, still catching his breath. "You could've called instead of showing up and humiliating me in front of everyone I work with!"
â"Oh, sorry," you say, voice lilting. "Were you busy? Because when I asked you to come with me tomorrow, you said no--- too much to do. Must be fucking exhausting, all that chewing, huh?"
â"It was a goddamn corporate dinner," he shoots back. "That's my job-- real life doesn't pause because you need attention!"
âYour laugh is hollow. "Attention? I waited six years for you to look up from your schedule long enough to notice you had someone who gave a damn. You think I wanted to show up there tonight? I waited all day. I called. I texted. I thought maybe something happened to you. But nope-- just dinner.
âJust another convenient reason to pretend I don't exist."
âHe scrubs his face with his hands. "You don't get it. I can't keep living on your timeline--"
â"And I can't keep living on silence," you cut in. "I begged you to just show up. Not fix me. Not promise forever. Just-- be there when I ask for you. But you always have some bigger, shinier priority. I'm not your emergency. I'm not even your backup plan, am I?â
âHe looks at you, raw and cornered. "You think I don't care? I'm doing my best."
â"Your best is invisible!" you yell, jabbing the helmet at his chest. It hits, dull and heavy. "I need you. You're just gonna leave me to explain to people why my own boyfriend can't stand next to me for two fucking hours."
âHe throws up his hands, face flushed, eyes wild. "That fucking event. I already told you--you know what? Even if I did change my mind, I wouldn't go with you now. Because what the hell was that?" He gestures back toward the road, voice pitching higher with each word "How am supposed to show my face tomorrow? They're all gonna be talking about me-- God, (y/n), what did you do?"
â"Relax, they'll survive the scandal of you having a girlfriend with a backbone." you hiss at him, eyes blown wide with barely contained anger, finally throwing the helmet at his chest.
âHe catches the helmet, eyes glassy.
â"You think you're the only one tired? I'm exhausted from never being enough for you."
âYou take a step back, voice cracking. "I didn't want enough, I wanted you. But you make even that fuckin' impossible."
âThe street hums quiet around you, distant neon flickering off the chrome of the bike. Neither of you moves.
âHe stares at you, jaw tight, like he can't decide whether to laugh or scream. Then he bursts out, half-yelling, half-laughing--a sound that feels more like panic than amusement.
â"Who teaches you this crap? Seriously--where do you even get this attitude from? You weren't like this before. You used to be calm. Decent. The woman I fell in love with didn't need to prove a point every time she opened her mouth."
âYou blink, once. Slowly. "Yeah," you say, dry as sandpaper. "The woman you fell in love with also hadn't spent six years being ignored like spam mail."
âHis expression snaps. "Oh, here we go." He gestures wildly, sarcasm dripping. "Now it's the tragic monologue. You've been 'so patient,' right? You 'put up with everything.' You and your little therapy-sounding lines. You sound exactly like them."
â"Them?"
âHe scoffs. "Those fucking neighbors. Your so-called friends. Those pilots or whatever they are. The way they look at me every time I show up-- like I'm the bad guy in your fairytale. You think I don't notice that?"
âYou almost laugh, but it comes out as a sharp exhale. "Oh, you notice, huh? That's rich. You can't notice me falling apart for months, but you notice the way someone looks at you for five seconds across a fence."
âHe steps closer, voice tightening. "They've been in your ear since day one. They hated me, and now you hate me too. Mission accomplished."
âYou stare at him, stunned for a moment, then let out a laugh that sounds more like a cough. "Right. The only decent people in my life, and of course you can't stand them. Because god forbid I have anyone who sees through your act."
â"My act?" His tone spikes, incredulous.
â"You think I'm the one performing here? I've been bending backwards trying to keep you grounded, and all they do is feed your ego.
âThey love this. They love that you're loud now, that you argue, that you're--"
â"Alive?" you interrupt softly, eyes glinting.
âThat shuts him up for a moment.
âYou tilt your head, voice quieter now, almost pitying. "You don't hate them because they're bad for me. You hate them because they reminded me what it feels like to have people who actually show up."
âHis jaw tightens again. "You think they're saints? They don't know you. They don't see what you're really like when the mask slips."
âYou smirk faintly. "And you do?"
âHe flinches at that, just barely.
âThe silence after stretches long and mean.
âSomewhere down the road, a car passes, headlights brushing over both of you, and he looks like a man suddenly realizing he's lost the argument before it even started.
âYou take a step back, voice soft but slicing clean through the dark.
â"They don't hate you because of me. They hate you because they can tell you never deserved me."
âHe lets out a short, bitter laugh. "You think they care about you? You're a project to them. Something to fix when they're bored.
âDon't confuse attention for love, (y/n). You never could tell the difference."
âYour chest goes cold. Not angry-- cold. The kind of quiet that comes after months of begging someone to see you.
âYou nod once. "Right."
âThen, softly: "Fuck you"
âThe keys bite into your palm as you pull them out. You're shaking, but it's not from fear-- it's that edge between heartbreak and freedom.
âYou jam the key into the ignition. The bike snarls to life, the noise splitting through the night.
âHe flinches at the sound. "Come on, (y/n)--"
â"Don't," you cut him off, eyes burning. "Just don't. Go climb your corporate ladder. Shake hands. Smile for the people who don't even know you hate yourself. Whatever it is that keeps you busy pretending you're fine."
âYou swing your leg over the bike, then stop.
âYou can't. Not yet. You rip your helmet off again, shove it at him like it's a weapon. "You don't get to call this effort. You ghosted me. You humiliated me. And now you want to act like I embarrassed you? Grow up."
âYou don't wait for a reply. You turn, start walking toward the Hard Deck-- the neon glow ahead like a pulse in the dark.
âBehind you, his voice Jacks, roughmand desperate. "Don't come back! You hear me? Don't come back!"
âYou don't even turn around. "No danger of that!"
â"Good!"
â"Perfect!"
â"Fantastic!" you shout, tossing your hand up in a mock wave before pushing through the Hard Deck's doors.
âThe music swallows you whole. Laughter, light, voices-- the world keeps moving.
âBehind you, he's still standing in the road, under the streetlight, looking like someone who finally realized she wasn't bluffing this time.
â---
âBob's been staring at the same cue ball for fifteen minutes. The game's technically still going, but none of them are really playing anymore. The Hard Deck hums around them-- clinking glasses, half-shouted laughter, the low pulse of a jukebox somewhere near the back-- but all he can hear is the scrape of his thumb against the cue chalk.
âPhoenix leans over the table, smirking. "You're gonna burn a hole through that ball, Floyd."
âHe blinks, looks down. "Oh. Yeah. Sorry."
âFanboy snorts from the other end. "Sorry? Dude, you've apologized to that ball more times than you've spoken tonight."
âCoyote chuckles, knocking his beer bottle against Bob's. "Man's tense. You'd think he was the one in a fight, not her."
âBob doesn't look up. "She's not... she's not in a fight."
âThey all trade looks over his head, the kind people only exchange when they know someone's lying to themselves.
âPhoenix leans against the table, arms crossed. "She'll be fine, Bob. She's mean when she needs to be."
âHe huffs a laugh that doesn't sound like him. "That's what worries me."
âHangman, lounging nearby with a pool cue resting on his shouder, grins lazily.
â"Don't look so excited, Floyd. She might be breaking up, but that doesn't mean you get to swoop in tonight."
âPhoenix elbows him, muttering, "You're an idiot."
â"Just saying," Hangman shrugs, "man looks like he's waiting for Santa Claus and Judgment Day at the same time. Try tomorrow though." He winks.
âBob's lips twitch-- half a smile, half a grimace. "You done?"
âHangman just tips his beer. "Not even close."
âThere's a brief silence then-- the kind that stretches and curls through the noise of the bar. Every few seconds, someone's gaze flickers toward the Hard Deck door, pretending they're not looking. Phoenix tries to line up her next shot, but her eyes dart to the entrance before she even hits the cue. Coyote's been staring at his watch like it's going to give him live updates on your location.
âThen, as if the universe knows they're reaching their limit, Maverick saunters over from the bar, two beers in hand and a third bottle balanced in the crook of his arm. Penny's laughing at something behind him. He sets the bottles on their table and gives them a small, easy smile-- the kind that says he's seen a thousand nights like this.
â"From your friendly neighborhood bartender," he says.
âPhoenix raises her beer slightly. "Thanks, Mav."
âBob starts to nod, mumbling his own thank you, but Maverick just waves him off before he can get the words out. "Save it." Maverick eyes them one by one. "I don't like my kids looking like they're waiting for doomsday."
âPhoenix offers a weak smile. "We're fine, Mav."
âHe raises an eyebrow. "Yeah? Tell that to Floyd's leg before it shakes a hole through my girlfriend's floor."
âBob freezes. "Sorry, sir."
â"Don't be sorry," Maverick says, cracking open a beer for himself. "Just try not to set the place on fire with all that nervous energy."
âThen he turns back to Penny, walking back to the counter like it's no big deal.
âBut to Bob, it is.
âBecause now, with the beer sweating in his palm and the laughter around him turning into background noise, all he can think about is how the last time he saw you, you looked angry enough to burn asphalt-- and somehow still managed to look heartbreakingly beautiful doing it.
âHe sets the bottle down, stares at the door again.
âIf you walked in right now, he'd swear he didn't see you-- just to hide the way he'd been waiting, probably laugh, just to stop himself from doing something stupid like running to you..
âBut he knows he will.
âHe's already halfway gone. Halfway? Who's he kidding? He's ruined.
---
âThe door creaked open, and for a split second the night air followed you in-- cool, sharp, too clean for this bar.
âYou didn't need to lookup to know seven pairs of eyes had already found you. You felt-- like a spotlight, like judgment, like home.
âA portion of the Hard Deck went still, the noise thinning as if the jukebox itself was holding its breath.
âOf course they'd seen you. Of course they knew.
âThe Hard Deck was too loud for how quiet you felt.
âBoots heavy, throat dry, eyes fixed on the scuffed floorboards because if you looked up-- if you even glanced at that corner table-- you knew you'd unravel.
âYou made straight for the counter, pulse matching the lazy thud of some classic rock track you didn't care to recognize. Maverick spotted you first, of course he did. The man had a radar for his so-called "kids."
â"Well, if it isn't trouble in a leather jacket," he said, grin easy, voice carrying that fond kind of mockery only he could get away with. "You miss us, or are you just here to run up Penny's tab again?"
âYou pulled out a stool, didn't bother with the smile, but your voice came out steady.
â"Miss you? Not a chance. Miss impounding your bike after you decided red lights were a suggestion? Every damn day."
âYou tilted your head toward Penny, who was already giving you that what happened now? look.
â"Make it strong," you said, sliding onto the stool. "Like-- ruin me strong."
âPenny hesitated, brows knitting, a faint crease of worry before she sighed. "You sure you want to be ruined tonight, sweetheart?"
âYou exhaled through your nose, more of a half-laugh. "Just this once. Promise."
âShe nodded slowly, reaching for a bottle. Behind you, the familiar murmur of your squad barely hid the shuffle of bodies--chairs scraping, cue sticks paused mid-aim. They were watching, trying not to.
âYou didn't turn. You couldn't. You just leaned your cheek into your palm and listened to Maverick telling Penny some story about bad landings and worse coffee, pretending his voice was the only thing keeping the silence from swallowing you whole.
âThe squad didn't speak. They didn't have to. A glance from Phoenix to Coyote to Hangman was enough. The collective thought passed like static-- how do we handle this? Carefully or not at all?
âBob didn't wait for consensus. He moved first. Slow, deliberate, like standing too fast might spook the air around him. The glass hit the table with a soft clink, half a ring of condensation left behind. His heart was somewhere in his throat-- not that he'd ever admit that to anyone alive.
âAnd then--
âThe door swung open hard enough to make it jingle twice, loud and sharp over the music. Heads turned.
âHe walked in.
âYour ex.
âEvery muscle in his face looked wired wrong-- a mess of fury and something dangerously close to panic. The man wasn't just angry; he was unraveling.
âEven Hangman stopped mid-joke. Coyote's brows shot up. Rooster muttered under his breath, "What the hell..."
âPhoenix's eyes darted to Bob, already tense.
â"Floyd," she warned, low but useless--because Bob was already halfway across the floor.
âHe'd never seen that expression on the guy before. Not the smirk, not the bravado, not even the quiet 'guilt' you used to excuse. This was something new. Something cornered.
âAnd Bob's pulse picked up one hard, heavy beat.
âDon't you dare bring that here.
âThe door slammed against the wall, rattling the frame.
â"So this is it?" he barked, voice already too loud. "You were just gonna leave? That's how it's gonna be now?"
âEvery conversation in the bar hiccuped to silence. Maverick, still leaned against the counter, straightened with a frown. His tone when he spoke was steady, low-- the kind that made even drunk lieutenants Shut up.
"âWatch your volume, son."
âBut he wasn't listening. He never did when he thought he was owed an audience.
âYou didn't even turn around. Just muttered, "God, not this again."
âHe kept going, hands slicing the air. "Six years. Six damn years, and this is what I get? You walking out over one stupid event?
âThat's all the love you had for me?"
âA laugh clawed its way out of you-- sharp and humorless. "You're embarrassing yourself. No one else."
â"Oh, am I?" he barked, the sound cracking sharp through the air. "Because we both know someone's been whispering in your ear, haven't they?" His gaze snapped to the far corner. "Yeah, you. The quiet one. The golden boy who's been dying for her to screw up so he could swoop in."
âBob froze mid-breath.
âThe squad didn't. Phoenix muttered a warning. Coyote's hand twitched near his drink. Rooster actually stood up, hangman following.
âHe ignored it. Marched right up until the space between you was a breath, reaching for your arm like he still had any right to touch you--
âAnd then a hand landed on his wrist.
âNot yours.
â"Let go," Bob said. Quiet, but the kind of quiet that carried.
âEvery head turned. You could feel the shift--all that tension snapping toward him like a magnet.
âYour ex's mouth twisted. "Oh, right. Ofcourse." He gave a laugh that didn't sound like laughter. "Makes sense. You're the reason she's been acting different. Not so quite now, are we?"
âYou shot up from your stool so fast it scraped the floor. "Don't you dare," you snapped, every word a blade. "You don't get to stand here and question my loyalty. You don't get to rewrite the story because you're losing control again."
âHe took a step closer, jaw set, muttering, "You don't even see what you're doing--"
âAnd you cut him off, voice trembling but steady. "I see perfectly. For once, I actually see."
âThe bar stayed silent-- Phoenix's pool cue halfway in motion, Coyote frozen mid-sip.
âEven the jukebox seemed to stop for breath.
âBut he didn't, "You think I don't see it? You think I'm blind? He's been hovering, smiling, pretending to be your friend, and now look where we are-- my relationship in ruins because you couldn't keep your boundaries straight!"
âThe words hit like gravel to the face. Bob's jaw flexed, but he didn't move.
âYou stepped forward, voice sharp enough to draw blood. "You ruin everything yourself and blame anyone standing too close. Don't you dare dump that on him."
â"Oh, please," he laughed bitterly. "You really think he's innocent? He's been waiting for me to screw up. You all have."
â"Waiting?" You smiled-- that hollow kind that wasn't even a smile anymore. "No. We've been watching. Watching you push and pull until there's nothing left but excuses. You hate the mirror, not the reflection."
âFor a second, he didn't have words. Just that wide-eyed, cornered.
âYour ex's tone shifted on a dime. That old trick. The one you used to fall for.
âHe lifted a hand, fingers brushing the air like he could calm the storm he'd built himself.
â"Come on, babe," he said, softer now. "Don't do this. I love you, alright? We love each other. Just... fuck everything else, yeah? We'll talk it out, like we always do."
âThen the poison slipped in. "You're just--Christ-- you're being dramatic again. Like always."
âYour jaw tightened. That was all it took.
âYou slapped his hand away so hard it echoed, your voice low and steady. "Don't touch me."
âBob was already there, arm out, moving you behind him without a second thought. He didn't shove, didn't posture-- he just stood, and somehow that was worse for the other man.
âMaverick's voice cut through the static, cool and precise. "You've said enough. Door's right there."
âBut your ex just stared, chest rising, face blotched with frustration. "We're just talking," he snapped, eyes flicking between you and Bob, "is that not allowed now?"
âBob didn't move, didn't blink. "No. Not tonight."
âMaverick didn't repeat himself, just tilted his chin toward the exit. Every set of eyes in the Hard Deck was on the man who couldn't take a hint.
âAnd the silence that followed--thick, waiting-- said exactly how this would end if he didn't.
âHis eyes locked onto Bob, head tilting up slightly as he matched his gaze, not his height. He taps Bob's chest with the tip of a finger-- patronizing, territorial.
â"You don't interfere with a man's life like that and walk away clean."
âBob's jaw ticks, but he doesn't step back. His voice comes out level-- quieter than the ex's, which somehow makes it worse.
â"Didn't look much like a life from where I was standing."
âHis face comes inches from Bob's; he breathes out a laugh that doesn't reach his eyes. "She's been mine for six years. Don't fool yourself into thinking you're the exception. You're not protecting her. You're trespassing."
âBob's lips curled in a cruel smirk, so unnatural on his happy go lucky face that your ex had to blink twice.
â"Use that phrasing again and I'll make sure no one mistakes ownership for respect."
âThe room had gone unnaturally still. The kind of still that felt heavy, charged-- like a storm paused just to see how stupid the next man would be.
âYour ex finally noticed. Every single person in the Hard Deck was turned toward him. The Daggers leaned against the pool table, half-smirks gone, postures iron straight.
âThe locals had fallen quiet, watching with that mix of curiosity and warning. And behind the counter, Maverick stood like the human embodiment of a raised brow--arms crossed, jaw set, no trace of the usual teasing warmth.
âIt wasn't an audience. It was a perimeter.
âAnd your ex looked around and realized--this wasn't his territory. He wasn't the biggest voice in the room anymore. Not even close.
âHe scoffed, a dry sound, trying to salvage his dignity. "Let's take it outside, huh?"
âBob shifted, beer glass forgotten, shoulders squaring as if that sentence was a trigger. But before he could move, you lifted a hand to stop him.
âThe motion was small but absolute.
âYou reached for the drink Penny slid towards you, downed it in one long, exasperated pull, and set it back down with a soft clink that somehow sounded louder than his whole tantrum.
âThen you stepped forward, brushing past Bob's arm. Your hand touched his chest briefly-- two quick pats, quiet, reassuring, the way you'd calm a dog that just did something brave but unnecessary.
â"I got it," you muttered, voice low. Not for him. For you.
âAnd then you stood in front of the man who used to be your entire world, looking at him like he was a noise you were finally done tuning out.
âYou stood in front of him, so close you could smell the ghosts of every fight you swore would be your last. The lights of the Hard Deck painted him in gold and shadow, and for a moment, it was like every version of him you'd loved flickered through-- laughing on the hood of his car, crying in your kitchen, promising to be better. All of them dying in the same breath.
âYour voice came out hoarse but steady. "Do you know what's worse than being unloved?" You tilted your head, just slightly. "It's being loved halfway. It's spending years trying to translate your silence like it's a language I should already know. Waiting for a text, a look, something that says I still matter."
âHe looked startled, like you'd hit him with a truth he hadn't prepared to dodge. But you didn't stop.
â"I used to feel sorry for you," you said, quieter now. "Because I thought you just didn't know how to love. I thought if I stayed long enough, I could teach you." You laughed once, humorless. "Turns out I was just apologizing to myself for how little I got."
âHe exhaled hard, running a hand over his face. The sound came out more like a sigh than anger this time. He stepped closer, hands reaching-- softly, almost tender. His fingers brushed your arm, and your body reacted before your mind did.
âYou flinched-- not from fear, but from memory. Because you couldn't remember the last time that touch meant something.
â"Come on, babe," he murmured, voice cracking at the edges. "We can fix this. We always do. You just... you let them get in your head. Those friends of yours. They hate me. They always have. They want you against me. If you'd just--if you'd just cut them out--"
âYou stared at him like you were watching someone drown in a puddle.
âHe was still talking, voice rising and cracking, but it was all the same script. The same circular blame. His lips moved, but you couldn't even hear the words anymore. Just the sound of years collapsing in on themselves.
âAll that love, wasted on someone who thought loyalty meant isolation.
âYou furrow your brows. "Cut them off? Sure, and while I'm at it, I'll cut off the oxygen too. Because they're the only reason I can still breathe."
âHe scoffed, sharp and ugly. "Listen to yourself. You sound insane." His hands cut the air, as if her words were smoke he could swat away. "They're just people, random idiots you drink with. People you don't even know, suddenly they're your whole world? You're throwing away six years of love for some barroom friendships?"
âYou stared at him, something in your chest snapping like an overused string. "You think they're just people?" The laugh that came out was small and wrecked. "God, you really don't get it."
âHe started to speak again, but you were already stepping closer, words spilling before you could stop them.
â"You talk like love is some scoreboard. Like the only love that matters is the one that makes you miserable together. But those 'random people'-- they're mine. They're the reason I remember who I am when you make me forget. They're the ones who sit on the curb with me after a twelve-hour shift, who check if I ate, who make the world feel survivable for five damn minutes."
âYou swallowed hard, voice trembling but alive. "The way people act like friendship isn't a big enough reason to go absolutely insane for someone... it baffles me. Have you never loved your friends so much you wanted to crawl inside their ribcage and just exist there? Never looked at someone and thought, 'bury me in the same grave as them'? Have you never-- God, how do you people even live like this?"
âHe blinked at you, confused, defensive, like he was missing the entire language you were speaking.
â"I don't need anyone to own me," you said, quieter now. "I just need the ones who see me. And maybe that's why I'm still standing here, and you're still pretending love is a cage."
âIt hung between you, heavier than the six years you'd just buried.
âIt hit them like a gut punch wrapped in warmth.
âYou said it-- that messy, beautiful declaration-- and it was like the whole Hard Deck exhaled at once. The words weren't polished; they weren't sweet. But they were you. And for a bunch of people who'd seen you at your most guarded, hearing you speak like that was something close to holy.
âPhoenix blinked first. She looked sideways at you, her mouth twisting into that tight smile she only gets when she's trying not to tear up in public. She didn't move-- just brushed her shoulder against Payback's, like we heard you, we got you. Coyote whistled low under his breath, not mocking this time-- more reverent. "Damn," he muttered, eyes soft. "Didn't know you had poetry in you, girl."
âHangman, who usually couldn't keep quiet for three seconds straight, just stared down at the floor with this crooked grin that didn't reach his eyes. "You tryna make a bunch of naval officers cry in public?," he said, too low for anyone but Rooster to hear, and Rooster elbowed him, murmuring, "Shut up, man. I'm barely hanging on."
âFanboy tried to play it off with a teasing, "Well, I'm crying in the club right now," but his voice cracked halfway through, betraying him. Payback gave him a rough pat on the shoulder, muttering something that sounded suspiciously like "me too."
âAnd Bob-- Bob was still right beside you. He didn't touch you, didn't say anything. Just watched, eyes glinting like he'd been holding that moment close for a while now, waiting for you to see what he already knew.
âWhen you finally turned your head the tiniest bit, his voice came quiet, steady:
â"Guess we matter more than we thought, huh?"
âIt wasn't teasing. It wasn't even a question. Just awe. Pure, grateful awe.
âThe bar had gone so quiet you could hear the ceiling fan tick. Your ex's voice carried too clearly, too earnestly-- like a man rehearsing forgiveness instead of feeling it.
âHe stepped closer, expression soft, tone dripping with what might've sounded like love if it weren't for the rot underneath.
â"Baby, my sweet, we don't have to make a scene. Look at me, you know I'd cross every ocean for you. Every single one. Just... maybe meet me halfway this time, yeah? Show me it's not all for nothing. You're the best thing that ever happened to me. And I swear, I can forgive you, we can start over. But you have to prove you mean it this time. Convince me."
âA long, awful silence.
âRooster muttered, "Convince him? What is this, a job interview?"
âFanboy choked on his beer. Coyote winced like he was watching a car crash.
â"I love you more than my own damn pride. So don't let me regret saying that out loud." he grabs your face, thumb carrasing your cheekbone affectionately. "Tell me there's still something left. I'll believe you, no matter how small it is."
âYou didn't answer. Didn't even blink. Just turned around after leaning into his touch for agonizing 10 seconds, back to the counter. Penny's brow furrowed when you dug into your pocket, pulled out your card, and slid it across the wood.
â"Sorry about this," you said quietly, so calm it almost hurt. "Next round's on me."
âBob was the only one close enough to hear it. The words hit him like a shiver through the ribs.
âThen you turned. One smooth motion.
âWalked straight back to your ex, reached up, and took his face in your hands like he was fragile, the touch of a lover, so doomed. The whole squad froze, a single breath between hope and horror.
âFanboy whispered, "Oh come on-- no way."
âPhoenix muttered, "She's not actually--"
âDon't. Please don't. Just stay here. One more second. One more breath beside me.
âBob looked down, jaw tight. He couldn't watch. Couldn't stand the idea that after all that, that was what moved you.
âPeople in love, he thought, are the stupidest creatures on Earth. Which sucks, 'cause I'm one of them.
âYou take one step closer, slow, deliberate. His breath hitches. The room practically leans in with him.
âYou look up at your ex-- Ryan Heim-- and give him the smallest, softest smile you've got left. He smiles back, relief washing over his face, already convinced the world's bent in his favor again.
âYou part your lips. "Ryan," you whisper, voice like sugar melting. He leans in, eyes bright.
âAnd then--
âYour tone sharpens. "Ryan Heim, you're under arrest for obstruction and harassment."
âWHAM. Your knee connects with his stomach so fast the jukebox skips. He wheezes like a broken harmonica, folds in half, and before he can blink, you've spun him, yanked his arms behind his back, and clicked the cuffs like punctuation.
âThe room explodes. Maverick howls a laugh. Coyote's choking on his drink. Hangman yells, "I TOLD YOU SHE'D DO IT!"
â"You have the right to remain silent," you murmur against his ear, all professionalism now, though your grin says you're enjoying this far too much. "I'd recommend using it."
âBehind you, Fanboy groans, "Bro, that's the hottest thing I've ever seen," and Rooster yells, "Don't say that out loud!"
âMaverick just sighs and takes a sip of his drink. "Told you kids not to date cops," he mutters, nostalgic.
âBob's the only one not laughing-- just standing there, eyes wide, like he's seeing sunlight for the first time.
âBob blinks once. Twice. That's it, he thinks. I'm marrying her. Or getting a restraining order. Depends how the next five minutes go.
âYou're chaos in boots and a badge. He's seen missiles fly cleaner than that knee. He should stop staring, maybe breathe, but God-- he's never loved anything so catastrophically in his life.
---
âThe walk home is chaos in motion. Beautiful, drunken chaos.
âThe streetâs quiet except for your group echoing through it like a parade that lost its music. The moonâs out, the pavement smells faintly of rain, and half the squad is fighting gravity with mixed results.
âHangmanâs got a streetlight arm in one hand and a mostly-empty beer bottle in the other. âThis-- this light right here,â he announces solemnly, âis my best friend. Never left me on read. "Never kneed me in the stomach either."
âPayback snorts so hard he nearly trips. âThatâs because itâs metal, dumbass.â
âCoyoteâs limping but grinning, his arm hooked around Roosterâs shoulders. âYou owe me fifty bucks, man. I told you sheâd do something wild tonight.â
âRooster, sunglasses still somehow on his head at midnight, gestures vaguely with a bottle. âDidnât think sheâd go full law enforcement wild, though. My girl said, âYou have the right to remain silentâ and meant it.â
âPhoenix is laughing too hard to walk straight. Every few steps she stops to lean on a parked car, saying things like, âOh my god, she Mirandaâd his ass,â and then laughing even harder like sheâs hearing it for the first time.
âYouâre quiet in the middle of it all. Your boots scrape the asphalt; your hand finds the edge of Bobâs sleeve every time you sway. You donât say much-- just hum softly when the others start slurring the Top Gun anthem for no reason.
âBobâs the only one walking in a straight line. Heâs got his arm steady around your back, his hand ghosting near your waist to keep you upright without making it a thing. He can smell your shampoo beneath the alcohol, and itâs driving him a little crazy how soft you look in the yellow streetlight.
âYou sway slightly, hair catching the streetlight, voice soft but oddly lyrical.
ââBob⊠you were⊠like a⊠like a storm in a teacup tonight. But⊠a good storm. The kind youâd want to... get caught in.â
âHe blinks, trying not to melt. âA storm in a teacup?â
âHangman turns around just to yell, âThatâs so weirdly poetic, I hate it!â and immediately trips over the curb.
âPhoenix doubles over laughing. âHeâs gonna have bruises shaped like friendship.â
ââBruises build character,â Bob mutters, still steadying you.
âBy the time you reach your row of houses, everyoneâs scattered into smaller groups. Rooster and Coyote are arguing about whether to order pizza, Paybackâs trying to unlock the wrong door, and Hangmanâs laying in the grass talking to the stars about how proud he is of you.
âYouâre half-asleep standing up. Bob presses his palm lightly to your back. âCâmon,â he says softly. âAlmost home.â
âYou smile, slow and crooked. âYou always say that like it means more than it does.â
âHe looks at you for a second too long, then smiles back. âMaybe it does.â
âThe others are still laughing down the street, but the sound fades behind you. You walk the last few steps together, your hand brushing his knuckles once-- accidentally on purpose.
âThe street is alive with the squadâs drunken laughter, shouting, stumbling over one another. Boots scrape against the asphalt. Empty bottles clink. Theyâre loud, glorious, untamed-- but youâre quiet, a still point in the middle of the chaos, your gaze fixed somewhere past the streetlights, as if staring out can pull your chest back together.
âFanboyâs voice breaks through, a little too chipper, âY'know though, there are other fish in the sea, yâknow-- plenty of--â
âYou stop. Mid-step. Boots planted, rigid. Every pair of eyes slowly shifts toward you. You squint at him, voice low, tired, shaking just enough, âDid I ask for another fish?â
âThey all freeze. A misstep, a hiccup, a laugh caught in a throat.
âYou jab a finger in Fanboyâs chest, sharp but not violent. Your voice rises, trembling with anger and heartbreak:
ââDid I ask for another fucking fish? I wanted MY fish. I⊠I wanted my goddamn fish to want me.â
âAnd then it breaks. Your shoulders shake just a little. Tears spill free-- small, unstoppable, glinting in the streetlights, and they donât need to sparkle like diamonds to hit hard.
âBob freezes beside you. His chest tightens, throat clenched. Sheâs crying. Not just a flicker of sadness. Not just drunk tears. Real, sharp, aching tears. Two years heâs known her, and heâs never seen her like this-- not so raw, so exposed, so heartbreakingly human.
âThe squad falters. They try to speak, fumble words, laughter stumbles into awkward silence. No one can touch this moment.
âYou wave them off with a hand, voice rough and low. Stumbling slightly, fumbling your keys, and then the door swings open. Click. Slam.
â The sound echoes down the street like a punctuation mark to the night.
âThe squad exchanges glances, all eyes eventually landing on Bob. Silence. Expectation. Almost a command: take the chance.
âBob swallows hard, watching you disappear inside, your silhouette framed in the doorway, boots and hair and broken grace. He can feel the weight of the moment, the hush of the world asking him to step forward, to finally be everything you might still let him be.
â---
âLove is ridiculous. Brutal. Messy. It makes you laugh, makes you cry, makes you feel every goddamn thing at once. Loveâs a trap. It makes you stupid, lonely, and somehow still desperate for more.
âIt hurts. It ruins you. It shows you everything youâll never get back.
âLoveâs a joke-- and youâre always the punchline.
âIt makes you weak, it makes you blind, and it makes you want someone whoâll never want you back.
âTerrible, beautiful, useless. Thatâs love.
âAnd tonight⊠tonight itâs just quiet.
âYou sink into the couch, lights off, the orange cat purring softly in your lap. The hum of the night outside fills the cracks between your thoughts. For once, thereâs nothing else. No arguing, no shouting, no pretending. Just⊠empty. And for some reason, that emptiness feels like a gift.
âYou had to do it. The arrest. The stunt. The chaos. You had to make him hate you enough to stop the endless cycle of waiting and hoping and hurting. You had to make it real. And somehow⊠you donât regret it. Not a flicker.
But your mind drifts. Back to him. That first time. The way his eyes held you-- warm, full of light, like you were the only person in the room. A little fairytale, a little impossible. You remember how it made you feel: alive, untouchable, small in all the right ways.
âYou had been helping an old lady with her groceries when, out of the corner of your eye, you had seen him-- a boy clinging to a tiny cat on a fire escape. From where you had stood, it had looked like he was breaking in.
ââWhat the--sir! What are you doing?â you had called, hurrying over, heart racing.
âHe had frozen, eyes wide, the cat clutching onto his chest. âIâm⊠saving her! Iâm⊠uh⊠doing good!â
âAnd then-- of course-- his foot had slipped. Instinctively, you had caught him, bridal style, heart hammering, arms wrapped around him. He had been warm, slightly panicked, and somehow⊠perfect.
ââWow,â he had breathed, cheeks pink, voice soft. âYouâre⊠really strong.â
âYou had glanced down at him, and for a second, time had felt ridiculous-- because those flecks of gold in his eyes, the tiny crease when he had smiled, the nervous curl of his lips⊠it had been completely disarming.
ââYouâre under arrest,â you had said, trying to sound serious.
âHe had tilted his head, a smirk tugging at his lips. âFor⊠hugging you?â
ââFor reckless cat-rescuing,â you had replied, deadpan.
âHe had chuckled, warm and light, and in that moment, it had been like he had forgotten the fall, the embarrassment, the whole world. âFine, officer⊠but maybe I deserve a coffee after this? To⊠discuss my sentence?â
âYou had rolled your eyes, hiding a grin that had threatened to betray you. âWeâll see, disaster-boy. Donât get used to leniency.â
âAnd later, yes, you had met for coffee-- and he had somehow managed to make you laugh while still looking completely ridiculous.
âThose same eyes-- once flecked with gold, bright with mischief and warmth-- in your lastest memory were dull now. Cold. Empty. The kind of cold that sinks into your chest and leaves a hollow ache, the opposite of the way he looked at you the first time he made you giggle like a schoolgirl until your cheeks hurt.
âThe first time he broke your heart, it was subtle, almost polite in its cruelty. âThis isnât working,â he said, voice careful, as though rehearsing a line he had no right to deliver. You remember how your stomach twisted, how you tried to argue, to beg, to hold on⊠but he just looked at you, expression distant, letting you fall apart.
âIt happened again. And again. Three times, each break sharper, more unkind, leaving you to wonder why you kept stitching yourself back together for him. Each time, the same pattern: no context, no explanation, just his cold words and the love you carried alone.
âAnd now⊠now it was different. This time, you ended it. Not out of weakness, not because he let you slip, but because you couldnât survive that cycle anymore. The same heart that once swelled for him now refused to bend to his silence, to his absence.
âYou stepped away, finally free of the old pull, but still carrying the weight of every time he had let you fall. And for the first time in six years, you realized that love could hurt endlessly-- and still leave you alive, still leave you whole, still leave you able to walk away.
â
âYour gaze drifts to the front door, but your attention isnât really there. Right next door, the dagger squadâs house should be alive with laughter and chaos, but tonight, nothing. Either theyâre passed out, gloriously drunk, or maybe theyâre just letting you have this quiet. Youâve been staring at the shadow of feet pacing outside your door for the last half hour-- hesitant steps, a hand lifting, lowering, retreating.
âYou can't stop dissociating while watching the person on the other side of the door. His eyes when he saw you when he was being escorted to the police car⊠not love, not regret, not even confusion. Just betrayal. Sharp edges cutting through something you thought was unbreakable.
âBut here, on your couch, in this quiet darkness, it doesnât hurt so much. Youâre just⊠still. Drunk enough to be untouchable, lonely enough to be serene. The cat shifts, kneading your lap, purring like it understands more than anyone else. Youâre empty, but free.
âAnd you realize: you donât need him to see this. You donât need anyone. For the first time in years, you can just⊠be. Quiet. Watching shadows. Listening to the hum of the night. Feeling your heart⊠whole, even if itâs bruised.
âThe power had been out for an hour, maybe more. Youâd stopped checking the time after the third flicker of your phone screen felt too harsh against the dark. The apartment was silent except for the soft, steady purr in your lap. Your fingers moved automatically, stroking down warm fur, tracing the same path again and again until it stopped feeling like touch and started feeling like habit.
âYour cat blinked up at you with those absurdly wide eyes, pupils blown to saucers by the dark. You met her gaze like you could explain heartbreak with a look. Six years. God...
âOutside your door, the hallway light cast a thin strip under the door, slicing through the dark like it was trying to reach you. You hadnât realized someone was moving there until the shadow broke the line-- once, twice-- footsteps shifting, pausing, pacing.
âBob. You didnât even need to guess. The man had all the subtlety of a guilty conscience.
âHe was probably muttering to himself out there, trying to decide if knocking at midnight qualified as caring or as a misdemeanor. You could picture him, shoulders hunched, hair damp from the cold, jaw tight with that look that said he wanted to help but didnât know how to be help.
âYou stayed still for a long time, just staring at the little glowing edge of the door. The world felt tilted, like youâd stepped out of it for a second and werenât sure if you wanted back in.
âThen your cat gave a single chirp-- soft, commanding, judgmental.
ââI know, I know,â you whispered, voice hoarse from disuse. âHeâs freezing his stupid self-esteem off.â
âYou scooped her up, her small body warm against your chest, and stood. The boards creaked under your feet as you crossed to the door. When you opened it, the hall light spilled in, too bright, too real.
âBob froze mid-step, one hand half-lifted, caught between knock and retreat.r His eyes widened a little, like youâd appeared out of a dream he wasnât supposed to be having.
ââOh,â he managed, dropping his hand. âUh. Hey.â
âYou adjusted the cat in your arms, who blinked at him with the unimpressed air of a queen addressing a subject.
ââShe says you can come in before you turn into an icicle,â you murmured, barely smiling.
âBobâs mouth twitched. âGood to know Iâve got her approval.â
ââYouâd better. Sheâs pickier than me.â
âThe words hung there, almost too light for what they meant, but Bob nodded, like he heard all the things you didnât say. He stepped inside, quiet, careful. The door clicked shut behind him, and the strip of light disappeared.
âThe apartment sank back into its darkness, but it felt a little less empty this time.
âBob stood in the dark like heâd just walked into someoneâs dream and wasnât sure if he was supposed to be there. The air was thick with quiet-- not peaceful, just⊠still, like the room had been holding its breath for hours. His eyes adjusted enough to catch the shape of you, slumped on the couch with your cat tucked against your thigh, one hand absently stroking fur in slow, lost circles.
âHe didnât say anything yet. He just looked. The place looked like it had tried to cry with you-- the pretty black dress youâd planned to wear tomorrow was half hanging, half crumpled over a chair, one strap torn clean through. Your phone sat near the wall, spiderwebbed with cracks, pieces of the case scattered like confetti for a party that went wrong.
âYou noticed him looking. Of course you did. You gave him that tiny, tired smile-- the kind you give someone who cares too much, so they wonât ask why.
âHis throat tightened. He shifted, scratched the back of his neck, eyes darting between you and the floor.
â...You okay?â he asked, barely louder than the hum of the fridge that wasnât even running.
âYou didnât answer. Didnât blink. That small smile stayed on your face, like you were trying to convince both of you that everything was fine. Five seconds. Maybe six. And then it happened-- your bottom lip wobbled, eyes went glassy, and your whole expression folded in on itself, breaking open all quiet and sudden.
âYou let out the smallest sound-- half laugh, half sob-- and then you were crying, really crying, the kind that makes your shoulders shake even though youâre not making a sound. Your hands came up too late to hide your face, like you were embarrassed to be human in front of him.
âBob moved before he could think. He dropped onto the couch beside you, the old springs creaking in protest, and pulled you into him, one arm around your shoulders, the other hovering like he wasnât sure where to put it until instinct decided for him.
âYour face pressed into his shirt, and he could feel every uneven breath against his chest. He didnât say anything-- just held you tighter, the way you hold something fragile youâre scared to fix wrong.
ââHey,â he whispered, after a long moment. âHey. Youâre okay. You did the hard part, alright?â
âYou hiccuped into his shoulder, still trembling, still holding on like the world might slip out from under you if you let go. The cat, unimpressed but loyal, climbed onto your lap again, curling against both of you like a living seal.
âBob smiled, small and soft, eyes closing for a beat, preventing the sting of tears that threatened to fall.
God he's empathetic. âEven your catâs tougher than me,â he murmured, rubbing slow circles against your back.
âYou gave a shaky laugh through the tears, muffled and tired and somehow the sweetest sound heâd heard all night.
âThe lights flickered once-- a stutter of gold through the dark-- then went out again. Neither of you moved. The world could wait.
âYou didnât mean to start talking. It just slipped out between the hiccups, the kind of crying that makes your voice come out in broken, useless pieces.
âBob didnât move, didnât rush you. He just sat there, his hand steady in your hair, thumb brushing behind your ear every few seconds like he was reminding you to breathe. His shirt was already wet at the shoulder, but he didnât seem to notice.
ââIâve tried being gentle about it,â you whispered, the words trembling against his chest. âAnd Iâve tried being violent about it. Iâve tried being patient about it, and angry, and quiet, and loud--â you swallowed, shaking your head, voice breaking like glass. âIâve written about it, Iâve cried about it, Iâve screamed about it--â
âYour hand tightened in his shirt, fingers fisting so hard the fabric creased. âAnd it never f-- it never fucking goes away, Bob. It never stops hurting. Every time we broke up, every time I swore it was done, it just--â you sucked in a breath that didnât want to stay down-- âit just came back like it was waiting for me to mess up again.â
âBobâs chest rose and fell slowly. He didnât say itâs okay, or youâll be fine, because he knew thatâs not what you needed. He just kept his palm against the back of your head, warm and steady, pressing you closer into his shoulder when your voice cracked.
âYour words came smaller now, trembling. âSix years, Bob. I gave him six years. And I still feel like Iâve got pieces of him stuck under my skin, and I donât know how to pull them out without bleeding.â
âHe exhaled through his nose, a shaky sound that wasnât pity-- just heartbreak, quiet and secondhand. His thumb moved to trace a slow line down your arm, grounding you, gentle.
ââI know,â he said softly, after a long pause. His voice was deep, tired in the way that comes from watching someone you care about drown and knowing all you can do is hold them. âI know you tried. God, you tried harder than anyone should have to.â
âYou let out a small sound-- something between a sob and a breath that wanted to be a laugh. The kind of noise that hurts but feels real.
ââI donât even hate him,â you whispered. âThatâs the worst part. I want to, but I donât.â
âBobâs hand paused for half a second, then started moving again, slow and tender. âYou donât have to hate him to be done,â he murmured. âYou just have to stop letting him take pieces of you that you need to live.â
âYour grip on his shirt loosened, then tightened again, desperate. âIt hurts so much.â
ââI know,â he said again, softer this time. âItâs supposed to. Itâs what happens when something mattered...â
âYou finally looked up, just a little, and he caught a glimpse of your face-- tear-streaked, red-eyed, still beautiful in a way that made his heart twist. He didnât say that either. He just brushed his thumb under your eye and nodded like he was agreeing with every ache you couldnât say out loud.
âHer tears hit my shirt and I felt religion for the first time.
âYour breathing had steadied, but your voice still trembled when you finally pulled back a little, eyes swollen and glassy. Bob didnât let go completely-- just kept one hand on the side of your arm, thumb brushing absentmindedly like he was afraid youâd disappear if he stopped touching you.
ââItâs okay,â he said quietly, searching your face. âIt happens when you love someone.â
âYou laughed then-- soft, cracked, ugly in the most human way. You shook your head, tears catching in the corners of your lashes. âNo,â you said, the word small but sharp. âNo, Bob. I didnât love him.â
âHe frowned a little, tilting his head.
ââI obsessed over him,â you whispered, voice suddenly calm. Too calm. âCompletely. And thank heavens I was obsessed.â
âYour eyes unfocused for a moment, gaze landing somewhere over his shoulder, as if you were watching old memories play out on a blank wall.
ââObsession,â you went on, âinfatuation-- theyâre short-lived things. A sweet fever dream that leaves you gasping when it burns out. Love is perpetual. Loveâs⊠an entire world compared to that other form of mania people mistake for it. If love is seeing someoneâs reality and choosing it, obsession is worshipping a fantasy that never existed.â
âYou looked back at him, tired but steady. âSo no. I didnât love him. Never. But I was utterly obsessed.â
âBob sat there for a moment, expression unreadable-- like he was trying to line up all the thoughts youâd just scattered. Then, slowly, his lips curved into that soft, crooked smile that always felt a little hesitant, like he wasnât sure he was allowed to smile in moments like this.
ââThereâs a thin line between love and obsession,â he said quietly. âSometimes.... itâs so thin you donât know which side youâre on until itâs too late.â
âYou huffed out a laugh through your nose, wiping at your face with the sleeve of your hoodie. âYeah. I didnât just cross the line, Bob. I built a house on the wrong fucking side.â
âThat made him smile wider, something gentle flickering in his eyes. âThen maybe now,â he said, leaning just slightly closer, âyou pack up and move.â
âYou blinked at him-- part of you wanted to cry again, part of you wanted to laugh-- and then you sighed, leaning your head back onto his shoulder like it was the most natural place in the world.
âThe cat had crawled back onto the couch, curled against your thigh again, purring so loudly it almost drowned out the quiet of the night.
ââYeah,â you murmured finally, voice small but sure. âMaybe I will.â
âAnd Bob just nodded, resting his chin lightly against your hair, the two of you sitting there-- not fixed, not healed, but real, finally breathing in the same silence that didnât feel empty anymore..
âYou were quiet for a while after that-- long enough that Bob thought maybe the words had finally run out of you. But then you spoke again, voice lower, shaky in a way that made him look at you properly his time.
ââHe was the first person I ever felt so unsure of,â you said softly, almost to yourself, âand still so overwhelmingly sure of at the same time.â You laughed a little, but there was no humor in it. âThat was the scariest part. I had no idea what I was doing, I was⊠just making it up as I went. But I knew I wanted it to be him. God, I knew.â
âBobâs brow furrowed, the crease deepening as he listened. You kept going, like you couldnât stop.
ââAnd it sucks,â you whispered. âWhen you realise you were the one who drained them. You were the one who was mentally unstable, dragging your problems into the relationship. You were the one who took away their energy, their happiness. He had to deal with my mess while he was trying to survive his own, and itâs--â your voice broke on the word, âit feels like it's kinda my fault.â
âBob sat up straight, eyes narrowing. âNo,â he said firmly, shaking his head. âDonât do that.â
âYou blinked at him, startled by the edge in his tone.
âHe leaned forward a little, the light from the hallway catching the side of his face. âDonât you dare turn six years of pain into a story about how you ruined everything. Thatâs not fair to you. You didnât make him shut you out. You didnât make him stop showing up. You tried, and you kept trying, even when it hurt like hell.â
ââNo.â His voice softened, but the word stayed solid. âYou loved him in the only way you knew how. Thatâs not something to apologize for.â
âYour breath came out sharp and uneven, like it was scraping your ribs on the way out. âI hate this,â you said suddenly, the words shaking. âI hate myself for being like this. For not knowing how to shut it off. For crying about it again like some pathetic--â
ââHey,â Bob interrupted, his tone low but commanding enough to make you stop mid-sentence.
âYou glared at the floor, fists clenched in your lap. âI just want to-- I just want to shake myself, or scream, or do something so I stop feeling this, Bob.â You let out a frustrated sound, smacking your palm against your knee. âIâm so tired of being the problem.â
âHe stared at you for a moment, then reached over and took your hand-- gently, but enough to make you look at him. His thumb brushed against your knuckles.
ââYouâre not the problem,â he said quietly. âYouâre just hurt. And you keep trying to fight the hurt like itâs a person you can punch. But itâs not. Itâs just⊠time. Itâs the process. Itâs you trying to heal, even when it feels like breaking.â
âYou looked down at his hand on yours, your lip trembling despite yourself.
âHe squeezed once, careful but sure. âYou didnât break him,â he said softly. âYou broke for him. Thatâs a completely different thing.â
âAnd that-- that was what finally undid you again. You didnât sob this time. You just crumbled a little, pressing your face into your palms as Bob rubbed your back, slow and patient, letting you be angry and exhausted and real all at once.
You were still hiccupping through the tears when you mumbled, âI really do just want to have a go at myself, you know? Like⊠yell at me. Kick myself. I deserve it.â
âBob sat there, quiet, looking at you with that steady, soft gaze that could make even heartbreak blink first. Then-- without a word-- he stood up.
You sniffled. âWhere are you going?â
âNo answer. Just the faint sound of your walk-in closet door sliding open. Then shuffling. And more shuffling. Hangers clinking. A thud. A muffled curse.
ââBob?â you croaked, half crying, half suspicious. âI swear to God if you're stress-cleaning again--â
âSilence.
âA few seconds later, he appeared in the doorway.
Your mouth fell open.
âHe was wearing your crop top-- barely clinging to him-- paired with a long, floaty skirt that made him look like an escaped Renaissance princess. A pink fur scarf draped around his shoulders like heâd raided a 2012 fashion blog. Your aviator sunglasses perched crookedly on his nose. And, because tragedy is never complete without comedy, your police officer cap sat on his head at an impossible angle.
ââOh my God,â you whispered, already breaking into a snort.
âHe stumbled forward, wobbling dangerously in your two-inch heels that looked ready to give up on life. âAlright,â he said, pitching his voice high and dramatic. âLetâs have a go at me. Iâm emotionally unavailable, my skincare routine is inconsistent, and apparently I think closure is a myth--â
You gasped between giggles. âBob, you look like Coachella threw up on you.â
âHe pressed a hand to his chest, still teetering in the shoes. âExcuse me? Iâm you, minus the eyeliner and plus crippling Midwestern politeness.â
âThat broke you. You slid right off the couch, laughing so hard you couldnât breathe. The kitten hissed from the armrest like Bob had personally offended her ancestors.
âBob looked down at the little ball of fur, frowning through the sunglasses. âIt's me, your loving, emotionally unstable mother," he said solemnly. "Recognize greatness, you tiny ingrate."
âIt wasnât therapy. But it was close.
You wiped your eyes, sniffling. âOkay. Youâre me. Iâm mad at you. Ready?â
âBob straightens the tiny crop top thatâs threatening to give up on his shoulders. âAs Iâll ever be. Go easy, Iâm fragile.â
ââYouâre not fragile, youâre dramatic,â you shoot back, pacing in front of him.
âHe gasps. âHow dare you.â
ââYou cry over spilled milk.â
ââI cry over emotional damage, thank you very much.â
ââYou overthink everything.â
âHe tilts his head. âWow. You say that like self-reflection is a crime. Sorry for having depth, maâam.â
You try not to smile, but your lips betray you. âYou ruin everything good because you canât stop doubting yourself.â
âHe freezes for half a second, eyes softening despite the ridiculous outfit. Then he forces a sassy shrug. âOr maybe I just expect too little from people who donât deserve me.â
âThat makes you laugh, watery and sudden. âYouâre impossible.â
ââCorrection: Iâm fabulous.â He flicks the fur scarf off his shoulder. âAnd my therapist agrees.â
You groan, pressing your palms to your face. âIâm trying to be serious.â
ââYeah, well, youâre trying to yell at yourself and Iâm trying not to fall in love, so weâre both struggling here.â
Your hands drop. âWhat?â
âHe panics. âIN-- in character! As you! You love me! Well-- yourself! Ugh-- forget it.â He points at you weakly. âYou see? Youâre confusing as hell.â
You burst into full laughter then, shoulders shaking, tears turning into something else entirely.
âBob grins, victory blooming across his face. âThere she is.â
ââGod, youâre so cute,â you say between giggles.
ââHistorically accurate,â he says, bowing with mock grace. âBut effective.â
âThe cat hops into his lap like it agrees, pawing at the hem of the skirt.
âHe smooths its fur absently, glancing up at you again. âNext time you wanna yell at yourself, just⊠let me stand in instead. I can take it.â
You exhale, smiling helplessly. âYouâre seriously wearing my crop top.â
âHe smirks. âYeah. You should probably take it back before I make it look better than you do.â
Cue hearts melting.
âYou were halfway sunk into the couch, still grinning from laughing too much, when Bob tilted his head, watching you like heâd just solved an equation.
ââSo⊠uh,â he said carefully, voice too casual to be casual, âwhat are you gonna wear tomorrow?â
âYou blinked up at him. âTomorrow?â
ââYeah, the-- uh-- the charity thing. The one your boss invited you to?â
ââOh, that.â You exhaled, throwing your arm over your eyes like a silent movie actress. âYeah, no. Fuck that, Iâm not going.â
âBob froze. âYouâre-- wait-- what do you mean not going?â
âYou peeked out from under your arm. âExactly what it sounds like. Iâm done. Too much pressure. Two weeks of stress. Iâve suffered enough.â
âHe stared, wide-eyed. âYouâve been-- (y/n), youâve been talking about it every day. You had color-coded lists.â
ââWhich I set on fire in spirit,â you said cheerfully. âBad omens everywhere. Got bottled on the head, car flipped, lost a boyfriend-slash-ball-and-chain off my shoulder-- good sign, actually. So yeah, Godâs basically saying: stay put, bitch.â
âHe blinked slowly, like his brain needed to buffer. âYouâre not going just because you broke up with your... Ugh---him?â
ââCorrect.â
âBob rubbed his face, groaning quietly. âBut-- itâs a big deal. You said itâd be insulting not to show up.â
âYou hummed. âYeah, well, if I donât go, then my boss canât pair me up with his son. Thatâs a win. The kid already has a girlfriend, so Iâd rather skip the whole awkward matchmaking bit.â
âHe frowned. âSo your plan is to⊠not show up at all?â
ââExactly.â You smiled proudly.
âHe just stared for a long second. Then, out of nowhere, he muttered, ââŠTake me instead.â
âYou blinked. âWhat?â
âHe instantly flinched like the words had escaped on their own. âI mean-- I just-- uh-- since the point was, you know, to look taken, right? So if I⊠went with youâŠâ He trailed off, voice going small. âThen technically itâd still, uh, send the signal.â
âYou sat up slowly, eyes wide. âBob.â
âHe looked like he was ready to jump out the window. âForget it. It was a dumb idea.â
ââBob.â You pointed at him, half-smiling. âDid you just-- did you just offer to be my fake boyfriend?â
âHe groaned into his palms. âOh my God. It sounds so cring--â
âYou burst out laughing. âThis is like a Tumblr Bob Floyd fanfiction. Youâre actually living it.â
âHe peeked out between his fingers, deadpan. âCanât believe you think anyone would read that.â
ââOh, they would,â you teased, leaning closer. âShy, heroic Navy guy pretends to be his best friendâs boyfriend to save her from social disaster? Thatâs a 300k slow burn minimum.â
âHe cracked a shy grin. âYouâre insufferable.â
ââAnd youâre committed now,â you said, poking his shoulder.
âWait-- sheâs thinking about it. Donât breathe. Donât blink. Donât ruin this with words. Sheâs biting her lip. Oh, great, now Iâm just... existing weirdly. My hands donât know what to do. Why do hands even exist?
ââOkay, Bobby. You offered. Canât unsay it.â
âHe sighed, cheeks pink. âGuess not.â
ââGood,â you said, slumping against him with a smug grin. âBecause now I get to make you wear a suit tomorrow.â
âBob blinked. âA suit?â
ââLook,â you said, tapping his chest with a finger, âfake boyfriend, no skinny pants.â
âHe glanced down, cheeks faintly pink. âYouâre⊠making demands?â
ââRules of engagement,â you said, snickering.
âHe rubbed the back of his neck, hiding a grin. âFine. But I warn you⊠Iâm very convincing in a suit.â
âYou snuggled against him, barely holding back a smile. âIâm counting on it.â
âHe looked down at you, heart thumping. âGood. Because Iâm⊠more than willing.â
God, let me fold her into a burrito and carry her through life, gently, carefully, no corners cut.
ââ----
âThe buzzing of your phone drags you out of a haze thatâs equal parts hangover and emotional exhaustion. Itâs relentless, vibrating against the couch cushions and your still-sore thumb, and somewhere through the fog, sunlight teases its way through the blinds, slitting across your face like it knows exactly how fragile you feel this morning.
âGroaning, you squint at the phone, barely able to focus through the pounding in your skull. Somehow, miraculously, itâs still alive despite last nightâs⊠creative destruction. You swipe clumsily, nails scraping the cracked screen, and answer with a hoarse, barely-there, âUh⊠hello?â
âSilence stretches. And then:
ââSleeping in late, are we?â
âYour eyes snap open. Instantly upright. That booming, unmistakable voice-- the Chief of the Police Department-- hits you like a sucker punch. Heart hammering, throat constricting, you clear it nervously. âNo! Uh⊠good morning, sir. I⊠I had a fun night, thank you, sir.â
âHe chuckles, warm and rolling, making your stomach twist. âGood. Are you ready for the event tonight?â
âAnd just like that, the floodgates open. Memories of last night crash in: the torn dress, the breakup, the tears, the couch, the quiet comfort of someone holding you while you unraveled. Your words tumble out in a shaky, halting whisper: âI⊠um⊠I might⊠I might not⊠be able toâŠâ
âVoices multiply on the other end, overlapping in cheerful chaos:
ââOh, is that (y/n)? How lovely! I canât wait to see you again, dear!â --the Chiefâs wife, impossibly sunny.
ââDonât keep them waiting!â --someone else, laughing somewhere off-line.
ââYes, yesâŠno! Dont butter it--â --your boss, chatting with someone else, laughter spilling over like sunlight into your headache.
âAnd then -- click.
âThe line goes dead. You stare at the phone for a moment, blinking through the haze. He accidentally hung up. Of course. You let out a long, weary sigh, slumping back into the couch. The warm comforter envelops you, the pillow cradling your neck. For the first time since waking, it feels like a small island of safety in the middle of your pounding headache and the chaos of voices.
âYour cat stretches beside you, flicking a paw lazily against your arm, and you bury your face against the soft blanket. âYouâre the only one allowed to judge me right now,â you mutter to her, letting the warmth settle in, letting yourself just⊠exist for a moment, hungover, messy, and inexplicably comforted by what you canât even remember fully yet.
âThe sunlight continues to tease you through the blinds, the buzzing of the phone lying forgotten for now. You let out another shaky sigh, closing your eyes, knowing deep down that surviving last night-- somehow, against all odds-- is already a minor victory.
âYou stretch like the world has ended, long, dramatic yawns ripping through your ribcage, and shuffle across your room, half-asleep and mostly hungover. The space is cleaner than you expected-- thank goodness, because last nightâs chaos had threatened to make it look like a small tornado tore through. The poor black dress lies crumpled on the chair, torn open like a cat had attacked it in a panic. You crouch, brushing your fingers softly over the fabric, muttering a tiny, guilty, âSorry⊠sorry.â
âThe wall by the corner still bears the faint evidence of your drunken fury-- a cracked spot where the phone hit it-- but otherwise⊠everythingâs relatively intact. You pause for a beat, leaning against the doorframe, and blink. Last nightâs memories are blurry. Someone leaning their shoulder into yours⊠holding you. That partâs hazy. Maybe it was a dream. Maybe not. Either way, the warmth lingers in the back of your mind, teasing you.
âSighing, you scoop up your kitty, feeling her soft purr vibrate through your arms, and let her nuzzle your chin as you head for the door. Your bare feet shuffle across the floor, toes curling against the cool wood. Your oversized pajamas-- probably not even yours, a casualty of the constant laundry mix-ups with your lovely neighbors-- swish against your legs as you move.
âFinally, you step outside, the morning air greeting you with a crisp, fresh bite. You close your eyes and inhale deeply, letting the haze of your hangover settle into something manageable, letting the light brush over your skin. For a fleeting moment, the world feels soft, quiet, and yours again.
âYour gaze drifts to the door next to yours, the dagger's house you know so well, and you hesitate, kitty in your arms, the gentle purr a little drumbeat against your chest. The morning is just waking up, and for now, itâs calm.
âThe door creaked open like it was judging you for existing this early. You stepped inside the Daggersâ house-- barefoot, hoodie oversized enough to count as a hiding place, hair a mess of bad decisions. The air smelled faintly of toast and yesterdayâs cologne.
ââHome sweet chaos,â you muttered, voice scratchy from too little sleep and too much emotional damage.
âTechnically, three of them were supposed to be on duty today. The other half were supposed to be here-- making breakfast, arguing over who finished the cereal, doing something.
Instead, the house was dead quiet.
âWell. Not completely dead.
âA blur of golden fur came tumbling down the hallway, skidding on the floorboards. Socks barked once, tail spinning like a helicopter. He looked too happy for someone whoâd probably witnessed several crimes of tequila last night.
ââHey, you,â you yawned, crouching a little as the puppy pounced. âWhereâs everybody? You all holding an intervention I wasnât invited to?â
âThe answer came in the form of a tiny hiss. The orange kitten-- the stray you had adopted two weeks ago-- jumped down from your arms, like vengeance in miniature. The moment Socks saw her, it was on. The puppy wagged his tail so hard he nearly fell over, and the kitten responded with the kind of slaps that belonged in soap operas.
âYou flopped onto the couch, groaning. âYou two are the most stable relationship in this house.â
âYour eyes wandered around the room. It wasnât a total disaster, which was suspicious. Someone had cleaned up-- emptied bottles lined up like little soldiers, floor not sticky for once. Bob, obviously. The only one who treated hangovers like moral weakness.
âThe memory hit you: last night, him standing between you and your ex, calm and steady while everything else blurred. You hadnât said anything then, just watched his shoulders move when he told the guy to leave.
âNow you were here, wearing your heartbreak like a blanket, half hoping heâd show up so you could say something stupid and make yourself laugh about it.
âYou sighed and called out, âYou guys seriously hiding from me? Is this a group effort to avoid comforting me? Because I respect that, but at least make me pancakes while youâre at it!â
âSilence. Just Socks barking as the kitten launched herself off the coffee table, smacking him mid-air.
âYou reached for your phone before remembering it was still next door. Broken. Of course. You turned on the TV instead, settling on some obnoxious morning show full of people pretending to enjoy life.
âSocks jumped onto the couch beside you, promptly sitting on your hoodie string. The kitten followed, climbing up the back of the couch to bat at his ears.
ââPerfect,â you mumbled, curling your legs under you. âI get a love triangle between a golden idiot and a furry demon, and everyone else gets brunch.â
âStill, as the sunlight crept through the curtains and the room filled with soft sounds-- TV chatter, puppy snores, kitten paws tapping across cushions-- it didnât feel so bad.
âMessy, maybe. Quiet, definitely. But it still felt like home.
---
âThe sun was low, bleeding gold across the street as two vehicles rolled into the driveway-- Hangmanâs obnoxiously shiny car first, followed by Bobâs dignified, slightly dented navy-blue truck. The doors opened in a chorus of groans and laughter.
ââNever again,â Payback declared, stretching like heâd just survived a war. âIâve seen less suffering in boot camp.â
âFanboy tossed a shopping bag at him. âYou didnât even help, man! You sat in the food court for an hour pretending to âguard the bags.ââ
ââI was emotionally supporting you,â Payback said, deadpan. âFrom a distance.â
âRooster slammed his car door shut and ruffled his hair in the reflection of Hangmanâs window. âPretty sure I lost brain cells watching Bob debate between navy blue and slightly darker navy blue.â
âPhoenix rolled her eyes, juggling two more bags. âDonât even start. The man made us go to four different stores.â
ââI like to make informed decisions,â Bob said from behind them, cheerful and completely unbothered, holding a crisp shopping bag like it was the Holy Grail.
âHangman snorted, locking his car. âInformed decisions? You nearly cried over lapels, Bobby. LAPELS.â
ââThey were uneven,â Bob said seriously.
âPhoenix groaned. âHeâs like shopping with a bride.â
ââI heard that,â Bob replied, still smiling, cheeks already red from the teasing. âAnd Iâll have you know this bride looks great in a tux.â
âRooster let out a long whistle. âYou better. It cost us five hours of our lives, man. Five. Iâm aging.â
âFanboy grinned. âYouâd age faster if you stopped flirting with the cashier, by the way.â
âRooster gasped. âThat was charm, not flirting.â
âPhoenix made a choking sound. âShe gave you a pity coupon.â
âThe group broke down laughing as they started up the walkway, Hangman shoving Rooster lightly, Payback and Coyote still bickering over who was supposed to carry the garment bag.
âBob just trailed behind them, holding the tux bag like treasure, a little skip in his step.
âHe couldnât help it. His chest still felt light.
âEvery time he thought of tonight-- of you, standing beside him, smiling again-- he felt like maybe his heart was finally catching up to his courage.
You were single. Finally free. And even if tonight was just pretend, even if it meant being your âplus oneâ for a few hours, it was something. His something.
âAs they neared the front porch, his eyes flicked instinctively toward your house next door. The curtains were drawn, soft light spilling through. He smiled before he could stop himself.
ââBobâs thinking about her again,â Coyote sang under his breath.
ââI am not,â Bob said quickly. His ears turned pink.
âHangman grinned over his shoulder. âBuddy, youâre practically glowing. If I didnât know better, Iâd think you were about to propose instead of attend a work event.â
âPhoenix laughed. âLeave him alone. Itâs adorable. Let the man have his rom-com moment.â
âBob rolled his eyes, but the blush didnât fade. He just tightened his grip on the bag and followed them to the door, the grin creeping back before he could help it.
âRooster pushed the door open mid-laugh-- something about Hangmanâs parking-- and the group piled in, voices still overlapping.
ââNext time, Bobâs buying all the coffees.â
ââNext time weâre not going.â
ââNext time Iâm bringing earplugs--â
âThen the noise stopped.
âBecause right there, in the middle of the living room, cocooned in a blanket and surrounded by empty chip bags, was you.
âHead tilted. Eyes narrowing. Mid-chew.
âThe Daggers froze.
âBy the time the door swung open, the living room lights were dim, the TV glow was soft and blue, and you were halfway through a bag of chips that definitely didnât belong to you.
âActually, it was their secret stash-- hidden behind the cereal boxes, the one everyone swore didnât exist. Youâd found it because apparently heartbreak gives you superhuman senses for snacks.
âYou were a full blanket burrito, slumped into the couch cushions like you were trying to merge with them, hair a nest of suffering, hoodie hooded. The kitten was asleep on your stomach. Socks was drooling on your foot.
âA long, cinematic pause.
ââWhere the fuck have you all been,â you said, voice muffled by salt and betrayal.
âNo one moved. Hangman blinked first, like heâd stumbled into a wildlife documentary. Phoenix made a tiny choking sound.
âCoyote tilted his head. âIs that-- are those our chips?â
âYou glared, unrepentant, grabbing another handful and shoving them in your mouth. âDonât change the subject,â you said through a mouthful. âItâs six p.m. and Iâve been alone with daytime television--where the hell were you people?â
âThey looked at each other like theyâd been caught in some elaborate lie. Fanboy scratched the back of his neck. Rooster cleared his throat.
âFinally, Payback lifted one of the plastic bags, looking like he wanted to disappear. âUh... we were... getting Bob a tux?â
âYou blinked. âA what?â
âHangman gestured vaguely with his bag. âA tux. You know, formal wear, suit with a bow tie, that kind of thing. Itâs... itâs pretty self-explanatory, sweetheart.â
âYou narrowed your eyes. âFor what? His secret wedding? His debutante ball?â
âRooster snorted and quickly looked away. Phoenix pressed her lips together, trying not to laugh. Everyoneâs eyes slowly, slowly turned to Bob.
âPoor, sweet Bob.
âHe froze like a deer in headlights, color rising in his face. âUh. The... event?â he managed, glancing helplessly around as if someone might rescue him. âIâm... supposed to be going as your plus one?â
âYou stared.
âHe blinked.
âPhoenix muttered under her breath, âOh, this is about to get good.â
âBob swallowed. âWe... talked about it last night? You said you didnât want to go alone because of... Uh, y'know, and your boss and... I, um, offered to fill in?â
âThe memory hit like a slow-moving train.
âLast night. Crying on your couch, half-drunk and rambling about how pathetic it was to show up to your bossâs charity event newly single. Bob sitting across from you, quietly listening. Then making you laugh-- pulling one of your crop tops over his head, doing his best impression of you, all soft voice and exaggerated sighs until youâd started crying from laughter instead of heartbreak.
âYouâd completely forgotten.
âYour face flushed, and you sank deeper into the couch, hiding behind your chips. âRight,â you said weakly. âThat thing. The tux thing.â
âYou blinked. âOf course I remember. What do you take me for?â you said, a little too quickly, brushing chip crumbs off your hoodie.
âHangman muttered, âSomeone with short-term memory loss.â
âYou ignored him. âI said obviously I remember,â you added, standing up way too fast. âTotally. A tux. Yeah.â
âPhoenix raised an eyebrow, arms crossed. âThen why arenât you dressed yet? The eventâs at nine, isnât it?â
âYour mouth opened. Closed. You choked on air. âRight. Nine. I was-- uh-- mentally preparing.â
âHangman grinned. âYou mean napping in chip dust?â
âYou threw a chip at him. âShut up, Bagman.â
âYou spring off the couch, painfully trying to be nonchalant. The Daggers pause mid-laugh, eyebrows up. Youâre already halfway across the room, brushing crumbs off your shirt, muttering nonsense like youâre on a secret mission.
ââWait, I just-- hang on--â you say again, reaching for Bobâs arm.
âBob freezes, eyes wide behind his glasses, the plastic bag with his suit crinkling nervously in his hand. His brain is running diagnostics at lightning speed: she looks panicked-- why does she look panicked-- did I do something-- oh god, she remembers-- she was drunk when she said yes-- sheâs about to take it back, isnât she--
âHe barely manages a meek âUh--â before you tug him toward the door. âOne second. Just--come with me. Please.â
âHe stumbles after you, all floppy limbs and confused puppy energy, while the squad watches with varying degrees of alarm and amusement. The door swings open, and the two of you disappear into the next apartment like youâre escaping a crime scene.
âThe silence that follows is thick enough to chew.
âHangman breaks it first. â...She totally forgot, didnât she?â
âPhoenix doesnât even look up. âYep. She absolutely did.â
âPayback groans, rubbing his face. âAnd poor Bob was so happy this morning.â
âPhoenix leaned against the counter, arms crossed, brow raised in mild pity. âYou think sheâll still take him?â
âCoyote didnât even look up from the chips he was stealing. âIf she doesnât, Iâm calling animal control. That boyâs gonna wander off lookinâ lost.â
âPayback let out a wheezy laugh, pointing toward the door Bob had just been dragged through. âTragic. Man bought cologne for this.â
âPhoenix snorted, pressing her lips together to stop a grin. Coyote shook his head solemnly, like they were discussing a national tragedy. Payback just muttered, âShouldâve gotten the travel-size bottle.â
â---
âYou slam the door behind you, the soft click barely audible over your own panicked breathing. Bare feet shuffle across the floor as you pace in tiny, uneven steps, hoodie bunched around your fingers. You keep muttering under your breath, words spilling too fast and jumbled:
ââI⊠Iâm so sorry⊠last night⊠I didnât⊠I didnât mean to⊠you shouldnât have had to-- ugh, damn it, I just--â
âBob stays frozen, but only barely. His hands clutch his own arm-- where youâd just grabbed him, dragged him over here like a human lifeline-- like heâs holding on to the memory of your warmth, your chaos. His eyes are wide, soft, full of that desperate puppy expression, like you could leave and heâd follow anywhere, tail wagging if he had one.
âYou stop mid-step, suddenly aware of him just standing there, holding himself, still flushed from the hallway and your panicked grip. Your chest tightens. You can barely look at him.
ââI⊠I didnât mean to⊠inconvenience you⊠I was⊠I was so drunkâŠâ you say, voice small, trailing off into a frustrated breath. Words are too much, too little, all at once.
âBobâs lips twitch in a grin thatâs half nervous, half adoring. âHey⊠itâs okay,â he says softly, almost a whisper, his voice trembling just a little. He squeezes his own arm again, mimicking the warmth he just felt from you, like anchoring himself to you without needing to say it.
âYour pacing slows, but you still mutter, cheeks heating. âI⊠I just⊠ugh, I feel awful⊠dragging you out here⊠you didnât--â
âBob shakes his head, puppy eyes impossibly wide. âNo, no. I⊠I liked it,â he blurts, almost embarrassed. âI⊠I liked being with you. Last night... You know I'm always happy to help, please don't embarrass me by apologizing. You⊠youâre okay. And⊠and I⊠I donât care about the dragging part either.â
âYou stop completely now, staring at him, heart hammering in your chest, words failing. Heâs still there, still glowing in that ridiculously soft, hopeless way that makes your chest ache.
âYou take a shaky breath. âYouâre too good to me,â you mutter quietly.
âBob swallows, almost like heâs afraid to speak, afraid youâll vanish if he moves too fast. Then, with a tiny, almost shy smile, he says, âNah⊠Iâm just lucky you let me.â
âAnd somehow, even in your panic, the corner of your mouth twitches into a laugh you donât even notice. Heâs still clutching his arm like a little kicked puppy, and somehow that makes your chest melt harder.
âYou collapse onto the couch, burying your face in the hoodie, cheeks burning hot. âItâs okay,â you mutter quickly, voice still shaky. âYou donât have to⊠go with me to that stupid event. I⊠I was drunk last night, I-- ugh, I didnât mean to--â
âBobâs chest tightens at your words. He swallows, looking like you just threatened to vanish into thin air. His hands clutch together nervously, and then, before you can blink, heâs kneeling in front of you.
âYour head snaps up, eyes wide. âWait-- what are you--â
âHe doesnât answer immediately. He just looks at you. Really looks at you. Heart in his eyes, his hands trembling slightly as he reaches for yours, taking them gently in his own. His thumbs brush over your knuckles, almost like heâs memorizing the shape of you.
ââPleaseâŠâ His voice is soft, barely more than a whisper, wavering with something that makes your chest tighten so hard you can hardly breathe. ââŠjust⊠give me a chance.â
âYour brain freezes. The couch feels suddenly too big, too small, the room spinning a little. Did he just kneel⊠in front of you? His eyes, those perfect, earnest eyes, looking up at you with that pleading softness, the way heâd been all morning but⊠more. Intensely more. Vulnerable. Beautiful. Scary. Heart-melting.
âYou canât tell if heâs asking for a chance at the stupid event or⊠this.
Sorry for the third part I wanted to add another link cz I 'collabed' with another fic of mine, but I can't anymore cz it crashes when I try to edit it đ so if you're interested, after finishing the third part, find that fic in my masterlist and give it a read!