I dont know how to start this exactly so.. I'm still upset that Elphaba and Fiyero left me all alone. I KNOW why they did what they did, but they made me believe they were dead, and for so long I felt lonely and had to act like nothing was wrong the entire time everybody bad mouthed the two people I loved and trusted most in the world. I wish they would have taken me, too. Yes i realize the risks and all of that, whatever. I Know why it happened, believe me. But it still feels awful. No matter the excuse or reason, I thought they were dead and they lied to me. They left me. I was alone and upset and everything felt so dark. I hope they were happy, atleast. I missed them so much, and i still do every single day. This sucks. I would've helped you. I would've gone with you. I love you.