i feel like im dying and it’s solely because no one’s paying attention to me…

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i feel like im dying and it’s solely because no one’s paying attention to me…
as much as i want to recover, i am so terrified of life without hpd… but i’m terrified of life with it…? living like this is awful and i feel so hopeless but it’s so comforting and i just feel stuck…
i can’t ground because a symptom holder is trying to front but i need to be fronting right now… mm…