Remember this man is considerably stronger than you in basically every way, he could easily knock you down if you dare take a stand to him and his toxic showing of love without any remorse. Don't get him wrong he still concerned for your well-being and view on him but also know Alucard isn't going to allow this type of rebellious behavior
Not that he would ever hurt you, well maybe accidentally from his sheer amount of capabilities, but never on purpose. Punishments mainly consists of being trapped in the cold basement without him, food, water nor entertainment of any kind with only the dark corners that the candles don't light up to keep you company
Just apologize, this doesn have to be bigger than necessary. Come back into his arms and promise to never step out of line again, bask in his comfort, warmth and gentleness of tone, Alucard does love you despite the punishment you went through for hours at a time, all the damage you've went through will be healed up with his help
