#goddammit...

[floorpancakes]

[kamaimasenyo]

“I always have and always will love you.”

[pusssyparade]

Do you just... wake up... in the middle of the night... and realize... lexa never knew it was the skyshit who killed anya????

[haleyincarnate]

Shoutout to depression for showing up tonight in bed with me completely uninvited. That’s cool.

[haleyincarnate]

And the depression still hasn’t dissipated entirely. Fucking rad.

[haleyincarnate]

I think that may have been one of the worst nightmares I’ve ever had. I don’t want to move from bed. I want to sob and scream and forget

and forget

and forget

and forget.

[haleyincarnate]

Day two without meds because yesterday they weren't ready in time before the pharmacy closed and today I have to work until 4. I can already feel the anxiety creeping, the scattered thoughts attempting to take over. I'm sincerely afraid of what's going to happen over the course of this six and a half hour shift. I'm very, very scared.

[sapphire-mage]

Me: "I'm gonna lay down for a minute and watch something online. Just for a little while. And once I'm done, I'll head downstairs and watch something else while I work.'

Me, waking up 4-5 hours later: