Thoughts So my brain did a thing. Again. {what is up with my brain lately? filled with all the Dan related stuff - I was through that immense Dan fangirl time where I wanted to be his girlfriend so desperately I was stalking everything unu - bad times, bad, bad times which I regret deeply} Anyways. Have I been rewatching some of the videos that are inspirational to me and/or make me grin (mood raise appreciation because work is very exhausting and filled with death—literally. people die) and I couldn't help but notice his flaws. because. he's not PERFECT. He never will be. (Expecting so much hate huehuehue) but the flaws that he has are a lot that I personally don't mind (or wouldn't) and his imperfection makes him so amazing, wonderful and great. In school I used to chew on so many pens and pencils of mine (once resulted in blue teeth and tongue because I broke my pen and got the ink in my mouth--) I'm hardly doing it now but tapping? Hell I love to tap. A part of me still loves Dan. And he's one of the three crushes I'll most likely never get over with but hell! who cares? I know for a fact that I'll never get into this goddamned embarrasing state again. I don't know why to be honest (maturing up? don't think so -plays with bricks for young kids-)… but yeah. like I did say in an earlier post I'd very much like to drink tea with them [Dan&Phil] (or coffee which they would or might choose but I'm not a coffee person unu) if I ever had the chance too And hey. Maybe they look for a nice small town where no one knows them which is still pretty and I could say 'I know one! I'd knew you but I'm most likely the only one in this small town which was set for quite the few films (Grand Budapest hotel has got a LOT, then this one Chackie Chan film where he travels around the world in 80 days which I'm too lazy to look for the english name AND The Vorleser. uvu) so yeah. More Dan thoughts and stuff Idk where all of that comes. Maybe because I watched some of his videos? Idk. I'll just continue watching some music videos and go to sleep-