hey guys. i think i’m gonna take some sort of break from tumblr? a multitude of factors have caused immense stress on my heart and i don’t feel well at the moment. out of paranoia and fear i also had to block two people who i didn’t want to block. i’ve come to the realization that i am too far gone and i don’t think there is much i can do to fix all i’ve done. i’ll probably occasionally check in on stuff but i most likely won’t post anything unless i get sent an ask that i deem important enough to answer in the moment. i’d prefer if people don’t attempt to try and reach me on discord without permission beforehand (ie. sending me an ask). i no longer feel safe on any of my blogs or tumblr as a whole as well as certain spaces on discord, so due to that i’ll most likely be leaving and distancing myself from specific spaces.
milon and akeo, if either of you are reading this, i’m really sorry about what i said (milon you mentioned it in your post). in all honesty all i can say is i said it in a moment of selfishness and vulnerability. nothing came of it on my end, but i’m truly sorry. part of me didn’t fully comprehend that that post would be found and i’ve since deleted that blog. i’m not expecting forgiveness for anything and i never have, i hope you both are doing okay.
