#goldpink memory

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Something I still frequently think about is that time I went to a prom thingy to stop V from killing a buncha workers and Lizzy was there.

I remember I noticed her instantly because she was the most beautiful one in the whole room.

I would've asked her to dance if that Russian girl didn't suddenly try to kill me and V. But oh well haha!

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Remembering how I spent like a month convinced that this boy was losing interest in me and never gonna talk to me again when he was literally in the process of saving the world...

I was a dumb kid.

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It's kinda sad and funny at the same time that Lizzy thought I didn't care about her anymore when I was thinking about her the entire time

Every time we had to go somewhere for information, I thought "I wonder what Lizzy is doing right now"

Every time I was fighting for our lives, I thought "I hope Lizzy is doing okay"

Every time I saw V and Uzi getting close, I thought "I wonder if that'll ever be me and Lizzy"

And one of my main motivations for stopping the Solver was to protect Lizzy!!

She was always my top priority <33

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I think that one time we went to that old camp was when things started getting kinda serious

Like, in a few ways

Me and N were finally able to talk more and we were actually getting somewhere, then Uzi got possessed out of nowhere and nearly killed everyone until V was able to calm her down

And then I just didn't really see N after that and I had no idea why at the time

And that's when my anxiety started getting really bad :')