#goodboysuffering

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I think I was put on this earth just to serve a woman and be really useful and make her life just a little bit better I’m pretty sure that’s my purpose (and to be called good boy)

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crazy how with bpd your expected to shut up, suck it up and suffer alone for your whole life because otherwise you’re a burden and causing stress for other people who don’t deserve it, they treat us like we asked to have bpd and we’re doing it all on purpose

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what if I want pussy and to be loved and cuddled and treasured? Then what?

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I have a crippling need to be seen but I don’t want to be seen I become aggressive when I feel ignored but when talked too I go blank

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god damn it get your normie ‘tehe in a good girl I’m really fucking annoying and want a big strong probably a pedo man to rape me hehe arent I so special’ off my feed bro I’m so sick of this shit i hate these people

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I need to get a gf while I’m still young and cute cuz I want an older gf grrr

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I just want to be useful I want her to feel safe around me I want her to feel like she can talk to me about problems she’s facing, I’m not good at words but I’ll hold her close, I want to be helpful, I want to work through things together and I want her to feel like I care even if I suck at finding the words to express it

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Tbh when I really sit and look at the way I behave yeah I see why people think borderlines are dramatic manipulative pieces of shit and I’m not helping with that stereotype