#bpd life

[coffeeandthoughtspoetry]

My contract with love has run out

[a27t]

5 Jobs That Some People with BPD Might Enjoy 🌱

• Working as a florist

• Working in a library

• Being a veterinarian

• Working in a bookstore

• Farming and agriculture

[anotheruseless-girl]

Tengo marcas en el cuerpo, que cuentan historias que aún me duelen.

[anotheruseless-girl]

He vomitado por ansiedad, he llorado horas enteras, me he bañado en la madrugada para calmar los ataques, y sabes quién estuvo ahí para mi? Nadie, solamente yo. Por eso siempre soy mi prioridad, porque siempre fui mi única compañía.

[ennover]

Haven't been on here in a hot minute.

Haven't been doing anything in a hot minute.

I have BPD, it's a pain in the ass. I have been diagnosed and struggling for a long time. I go through phases of trying to fix myself, then distracting myself, then collapsing, again to distracting, then to fixing. Endless loop of this really. I think I'm back to my more "stable" version. This is an endless battle.

[seductive-suffering]

This world is slowly dying and so am I.

I’m counting the stars in the sky trying to figure out what one might be you.

Do you blink or shine?

Are you a molten yellow or a fiery red?

Will you burn out or guide me?

I’m searching for a sign that soon I’ll be with you.

[seductive-suffering]

[seductive-suffering]

Now that you’re a ghost I beg to be like the girls in my smut.

Anxious, waiting, taken.

A force so familiar but so unseen. An invisible force. A touch only know for me.

Gaping, taking, a vessel only yours to claim.