#goodbyej

[just-spooning-my-ipad]

I made the right decision

Now that part of my life is closed forever.

[marriedanicecream-blog]

1:46am

I won’t ever forget how you made me feel.

How you made me feel that there’s no other girl in the room when we’re together, how you made me feel alive even if my world’s falling apart, how you made me feel special even in my ugliest day, how you made me feel complete even if I was broken ever since, how you made me feel loved even if there’s nothing left to love in me, how you made me feel I was understandable even if I really wasn’t, how you made me feel broken when you knew you were the one I needed but you chose to go, how you made me feel excited in every coinsidence weve shared, how you made me feel sad and happy at the same time just by being around, how you made me feel that existency is still running in me when you remember me, how you made me feel I wasn’t that heavy everytime you lift me, how you made me feel I was worth it even in the shortest time that was shared…

I may not be able to put into words all of the feelings that you’ve made me feel but all in all I would like to thank you for everything. You are the biggest (and will forever be) part of my life. For all its worth, you're worth it all, Josh. Maybe this is God's calling for us that we still have lots of time to fix ourselves til we meet the right one (may we are for each other or I'll kill the other.no just kidding.) I love you always and forever and (for my last endless ands) I will always want the best for you.

We both deserve to be happy.

And maybe this year is our year to be. So, here’s to our different paths!!! Cheers!

[biggirlsdontcry160]

I remember when we kissed I still feel it on my lips The time that you danced with me With no music playing I remember the simple things I remember until I cry But the one thing I wish I'd forget The memory I wanna forget Is Goodbye I woke up this morning And played our song And through my tears, I sang along I picked up the phone and then put it down Cause I know I'm wasting my time And I don't mind I remember when we kissed I still feel it on my lips The time that you danced with me With no music playing I remember the simple things I remember until I cry But the one thing I wish I'd forget The memory I wanna forget Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up With your ringtone I hesitate but answer it anyway You sound so alone And I'm surprise to hear you say You remember when we kissed You still feel it on your lips The time that you danced with me With no music playing You remember the simple things We talked until we cried You said that your biggest regret The one thing you wish I'd forget Is saying Goodbye Saying Goodbye oooh Goodbye

Eu tinha guardado esse texto por um bom tempo mais hoje vou postar por que não me afeta em nada mais: 

Lembranças me vem na cabeça quando escuto essa musica, coisas que queria ter apagado da mente, mais que hoje em dia não me faz tanto mal como fazia no começo de tudo, mais tudo bem se eu lembrar de por que eu já esqueci tudo o que tivemos e tudo que você me representou, hoje você é só parte de um bom e triste passado, que não quero mais como um futuro para mim, as nossas musicas não me deixam mais triste hoje me lembram você ainda, coisas boas que não esquecerei e espero que você também, sei que foi um adeus difícil mais necessária para mudar muita coisa, agradeço por pela coisas boas e como diz na musica eu só quero esquecer o adues.