Rendezvous with the past
Hi me. Life's been so hard lately, isn't it?
Its not easy, anyway, up to you, everyday Instead of worrying, just focus on yourself now - ITZY (cake) said
yea, I listen to K-Pop lately and some songs are just relatable
There's just so many things piling up, all the negative feelings: uselessness, not good enough, clumsiness, having bad results....
Meh, Idk. Reading you, throw back so many memories of my younger self. The optimistic and cheerful being, thanks for writing it down so I can re-read you anytime I'm feeling down.
And I guess writing a diary like this is what will keep me sane now and further. So, I am thinking to write anything comes on my mind like how I used to be.
Instead of writing my thesis research proposal, I am here to sort my mind. Sorry, I'll see you again tomorrow props
And yeah, I am now in my last stage of my first year as a Master student of Animal Science in Wageningen University and Research! Proud to myself, clap!!! I should make a whole chapter of this story.
Cheers to the brighter future, as someone said long long ago:
You're born to shine, syabilla :)
