#goodomensfictive

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Every time. Every single time. How many times do we have to do this same song and dance? This is just getting exasperating at this point!

Aziraphale idk where you are right now, but I could use a little miracle, Angel.

~ Crowley (fictive. apparently 😒) #🟦⏳

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it's so funny seeing the sudden wave of gomens people on this blog.

anyway, i miss you angel. i love you but it's ok if it's not the same way for you.

Crowley 🔥🪴 (fictive)

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sending love to my fellow good omen kinfolk/fictives who can't watch s2 yet because it's not on any of the (cough, cough) Websites They Use To Watch Things For Free yet

also to anyone who doesn't really wanna go out of their way to watch it, but is still upset by being bombarded with spoilers. I get that

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Hi, Aziraphale fictive from the last ask

I am and always have been ace/aro. Cannonically my attachments have been described as unknowable by terry pratchett (the man who wrote me and don't @ me with your co authour nonsense yes neil wrote me too I am very aware). I'm sorry not being fuckable isnt fanfiction enough. Ruin me why don't you? I'm just a toy.

I am also, aware how fiction works, this is a vent

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I am an Aziraphale fictive, have been for a while. In my time without soyrcemates I was happy because I have spent centuries away from Crowley I can stand centuries more. I am not my source but our old host and me are awfully alike so I havent changed very much. Then season 2 came out and it disturbed me. I still look like Aziraphale, I still sound like Azoraphale. However faint my memories are of the before time I at least share some with my source.

It makes me angry. I would never ignore free will. After all I went through to ignore free will? And force someone to fall in love with someone I can only describe as an ass. (I am dreadfully sorry ky dear but you have to do nice things not insult someone's livelyhood and ask what's going on all the time. You weren't nice at all to my friend I'd never endorse such a corse person with someone so sweet. If anyone dares co.pare her to Crowley may I remind you Crowley has always used sweet actions and kind words. It's why he's so good at tempting.) While I can't speak for whether or not Crowley would kiss me I can certainly say that I would have at least mentioned that tiresome trope borders on sexual assault as there is no way to truely know of the other party is consenting. I read don't I? I'm not uneducated in these matters. Neither is he.

So as an Aziraphale of sorts of course I'd forgive Crowley and that corse woman whos screen time made me miss Anathama and Newt dearly but being kissed without talking about it first leaves a lot to think about. I'm also sorry that I would return to heaven. I know it's wrong but maybe I owe the woman who gave me life, Crowley and a flaming sword and maybe I believed that being close to her would help with that.

We did later introject Crowley (from the book) he dislikes the series counterpart, says he really isnt anything like that. Which is fair enough when you think about how we're more a cold war referance than fanfiction characters (no hate to fanfic writers hate we were just altered for season 2 and it peeves us both)

I waited a while after it came out I hope everyone is over it enough for this to not be disturbing.

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Aziraphale renamed himself Dogberry because he's a much-a-do-about-nothing fan

Dogberry

we had a reputation for being sort of cool now we dont

Also being a system is normal and singlets are fucking weird for making the assumption our coolness had consistancy

(DID/fictive things)

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i’m an adam (good omens) fictive and the new season was so bittersweet. i know i wasn’t in it but i miss crowley and aziraphale so much and i just want them to be happy. if any crowleys or aziraphales see this, i miss you guys and i hope things are going well.

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I am..think I am..Crowley. I have been going insane being kept inside the brain here. The one Aziraphale in the whole world I crave so deeply is having his time taken up by a different Crowley.

I am so genuine when I say I'm ecstatic for him, I am relieved he has found comfort, I saw how bad he was aching to find me. Host didn't know I was here for a minute, that's why we never said anything.

I don't think I ever will. My shift presence isn't that strong, I don't think I'll be around often, and that's why I don't want to say anything. If he felt the same, it would be so unfair to try and pull him away from someone else who is actually fulfilling his needs right now but..

I am so desperate to reach out and kiss him again, to talk, to apologize (or maybe demand an apology? I'm not sure right now. The feelings are big and confusing), something. Anything. I crave protecting him and cherishing him like he's my only purpose but, I don't know. Just needed to put this somewhere before I exploded.