Member(s): Youngjae X Reader
Genre: angst
Words: 706
Plot: Youngjae’s hiding something from you. He always leaves every night after sunset and never returns back until late noon by the next day.
"I'll be back. I promise." Youngjae assures placing both his hands on my arms. Getting tired of hearing his broken promises, I pried myself away from him and turned away in the verge of tears. I could hear him pacing away slowly towards the door as soon as I wasn’t looking.
It's the only time he would do this. He leaves as soon as the sun is about to set. He always leaves me alone and never comes back until noon by the next day after the sun has rise. And this repeats again and again, over and over. Just why does he keep doing this?
"Youngjae..." I begged quietly falling onto my knees.
"Hm?" He replies stopping his quiet steps.
"Don't go." I begged him as I get up again.
"You already know... I'm not doing anything bad. Trust me." He tries to convince me over and over again bringing a hand to squeeze mine in his, but I quickly brushed his hands away and hugged him. "No. You can't go. Please... why do you always leave like this?"
"I-I just have something to do." He replies calmly lying under his very own breath. "What is it that you have to do? Tell me. I can help-" "I'm just going out, Y/N! Stop complaining!" He finally shouted as he pushes me away from him.
When Youngjae finally realized what he just did, his brows furrowed guiltily. "I’m sorry. I'm leaving." He says quietly before turning around.
I sat on the floor crying wondering what is it that I’ve done to him to make him like this?
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I began to pack my things in my case ready to leave. Youngjae comes in to stop me with fury in his eyes. "No, I'm done. I'm done here... I give up." I said yanking his hands away from me. "Why are you leaving?" Youngjae asked, raising his loud voice by the minute.
"I can't... I can't anymore Youngjae!" I yelled back. Youngjae shouts grabbing my wrist. "Who are you going to stay with?" I stood there looking into his eyes without giving an answer. "Answer me!" He shouts, shaking my shoulders.
"Stop! I'm sick and tired of this one sided relationship! Why do you care? You leave every night and never call or text me what you're up to. You never really cared about me being alone in the middle of the night, with my heart breaking, tears streaming and just waiting to hear that you’e okay Youngjae!" I screamed back at him throwing all my anger on him as I hit him relentlessly. “I don’t even know if you’re out there late at night cheating on me with some other girl! What is out there that keeps you late at night like this?! What’s out there that’s better than me?!”
My head ached with just yelling. Looking at him, I could tell he too was hurt inside, but deep down there somewhere, he knows he has no reason to keep me here with him. After all he's done, he knows he done no good in me. He knows it's better to let me go, and maybe he won't even fight for me to stay.
Youngjae's hands dropped and slid down my arms. "I've done you no good. I know..." I sighed and so did Youngjae. "..and I know you want to leave. I know that I've hurted you over and over. I know it all, but what I don't know is tomorrow. What I don't know is us tomorrow. What I don't know is you being gone. I just want you to stay with me."
"Tomorrow there won’t be no more of us, in fact, after this moment... because you know what? All the times that I’ve been here taking in every pain every inch of hurtful moments... you took it all for granted." I spatted closing up my bag before looking at him in the eyes. "I-" Youngjae began to talk and tried to convince me to stay, but he knows that he’s done wrong.
I grabbed my stuff and looked behind one last time before walking out this door. I smiled weakly, "The sun is setting."
