#gradientfluid

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I made a sort of moodboard based on my IDs!

Pink woman flag is from trintinic

Yellow abinary flag is from B-M-P-F (it’s more specific than abinary, but I associate it with yellow)

Neugender is also from B-M-P-F

Center is from a gif from colormush with pink, yellow and green, representing being gradientfluid among the tree

The rest are stock images from BeFunky, which I used to create the collage. They’re cosmos flowers, a reference to the term cosmosflux.

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I was really happy to settle on my trigender-gradientfluid identity, but now that I’m thinking about adding some kind of intermittent xenogender concept to it, it makes me want to go “screw it” and just identify as femby/fenby with a long list of possible genders that could be in the mush at a given time. The lack of precision will bother me, but my feelings aren’t precise, so that might just need to be how it is.

I don’t really want to go with femfluid/venufluid, even though they would apply, because those don’t emphasize the enby-ness enough for me. I could be fluid between female and enbyfluid, or something along those lines.

It’s times like these that I’m really glad that genderfae exists, because that term isn’t going anywhere for me. I know that I’m not masculine, but I don’t want to have to use “nomagender” or “antiboy” or something like that.