LOVE the fact that my mom, aunt, and brother ganged up on me and just said that there is absolutely ✨nothing✨ wrong with me because I dont have hyperactivity so it's not possible I have adhd. Bruh it might not be that, but I would rather know than not know?? Also, I've seen a lot of people talk about adhd and their experience and symptoms and I relate to almost all of them. Like... A scary amount. That's why I think I have adhd/add. It might not be it though, it might be something else, but I want to be absolutely sure about it and not be talked down to by a brother who says he's there for me but turns around and gets mad at me for being myself, a mom who isnt even around me for long enough to actually know what's going on in my head and makes snap judgments and is on the whole very dismissive of everyone, and a catty aunt I can barely maintain conversation with on account of the fact we've hardly ever seen each other outside of old photos and quick hellos at a wedding and get-togethers, and who, by the way, is someone who works with kids, and should be able to tell when a kid isnt feeling their best. I may not experience every last thing, but I'm going fucking crazy because no one takes me fucking seriously. So I'm sorry for being able to hide myself just well enough and for being just fine enough to be considered normal. I would rather know, jesus fucking christ, why is that so fucking hard to get?!
