God the lazarus project is so good. Its a time travel show but its not. Its a show about grief its about the loss of what never was its about everything that could have happened and its about how much it would suck to know for certain. Im losing my mind.
Omg you can’t say shit like that within my hearing range now I want to reread LRPD!!!!! It’s been at least three months, so it’s totally time
Ugh Michelle, honestly thank you for coming here and bringing up LRPD because now I have an excuse to become unhinged a little about it!
I don’t reread it often, CG came out during a TIME in my life so I find it to be more comforting, so if I reread gray, it’s usually that but
The other day I had an urge to read one of the EAY chapters, chapter 8, when a Mickey reveals himself to Ian for the first time.
I mean, JOVI?! I’m not even a cat person! Please name something that makes your heart sing more than Mickey rescuing a cat with a notch in its ear and bringing it home and feeding it and cuddling it like please, 🤚🏻 I am only human 😭 but not to be too insane but Liza from @gallawitchxx’s An Exception to the Rule said it best about Mickey-
“You are so far from the angry little kitten that sat across from me all those years ago. Fingers itchy with magic, but brain too full of dumb hatred and rot. Little by little, we cleared out all that gunk, didn’t we?” Mickey nodded, suddenly feeling like a kid, and she patted his arm. Soothingly. “Got that big heart beating again, shined it up real nice and pretty. No wonder some Sunshine Boy’s come along to claim it.”
And is that the only reason I find so much comfort in Mickey? How he harnesses his strength and puts himself out there and finds true love and goes against what he is "supposed" to be?? Definitely not, there are so many reasons that he is my blorbo. But it definitely is one!
"And as he listens to Ian snuffle into the phone toward the end of their conversations, getting sleepy, about to say, “Goodnight, Mick,” sometimes adding in a stupid “Sleep tight” that makes Mickey's belly twist, he thinks that maybe,
The romanticism of borderline obsession. Of saying i'd follow you anywhere and really meaning it. Nothing else, no one else matters except this one person you would do anything for. God.
I don't have to go i don't have to do that to you but I can't believe I have no idea how I feel so good at it and the rest of my friends are the same thing as a result of an eye on my iPhone and I love you