Thandiroq went looking for blood, gave into the rage that was a part of his past. There stood the Satyrs, the ones that took Blair from the Green Flagon, the one that lead them, that ordered them to attack his family. Thandiroq could not see his face, could not make out his voice. All he could see was the blood, the blood of his family, everyone that he’d come to care for and respect since joining Dragons and Flagons and the blood of Blair... on his blades. Thandiroq did not stand before the Satyrs in opposition, he stood beside them as they laughed and welcomed him. The light was gone, from his eyes, his soul and Elune, he was now in the dark, embraced by it, led by it, he was it. He went for blood and he got it, more then he wanted, but oddly enough, Thandiroq needed more, wanted more now, now that he was Satyr.
Thandiroq awoke from his nightmare in a cold sweat, he had gone the last three days without sleeping. He had fought the call of slumber, wanting to be awake when the information they were looking for came. Thandiroq didn’t remember when it finally came, all he knew was it was not what he wanted. He spoke the word, “Sin” and it was eating him away inside, in his sorrow and pain he was ready to give into his darkness. The last time the feeling had shown itself he ventured to his family's gravesite in Auberdine to help rid himself of the anger, as it had always done before. Somehow, speaking to his family at that place calmed him, but now it didn’t feel right to do that, not since the last time he went and the Satyrs ambushed im. That’s when it started, why? He did not know, but they wanted him, this Xaemovian wanted him.
What was he willing to do, to get Blair back? To make his family whole again, what was he willing to do? Thandiroq’s eyes fell to his blades that stood against the wall, the mist swaying about the weapons, then to a pocket watch that sat upon a table, a gift from Blair, finally his eyes fell upon a broken gemstone, once in the shape of a crescent moon, a gift from his mother. Thandiroq was being torn inside. Rage, love, sorrow, happiness all swirled around his heart and he knew not which to follow at this time. “Elune guide me.” Thandiroq stood from the bed and reached out, his eyes closing as he asked for Elune’s guidance. He didn’t need to open his eyes to know what he now held in his grasp and his mind was settled, his heart held only one emotion.
Thandiroq would do anything that was needed for him to get Blair back, to keep her and the rest of his family safe.