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[maraudre]

(〃＾▽＾〃) i’m turning 17 on july 24th and it’d be awesome if i could get to my next hundred in less than a week? 

[lunasaid]

lily evans; vivacious 

[victoriouskrum]

Bewerelupin >> Viktorkrampus

Please spread the word!

[victoriouskrum]

Hi, friends on Tumblr!

This post is so that I can tell you my story. I’ve been very anonymous on Tumblr the whole time I’ve been here and very closed off for a majority of my life, but I think it’s time to let all of you in on what growing up has been like for me.

When I started to talk, I also started to sing. I sung all the time, making up stupid, unintelligible songs, humming, and making my parents crazy in general. It didn’t stop when I got older and it hasn’t stopped now. I’m the annoying kid in class who gets told to “shut up” all the time because I’m humming or singing and I don’t even know it.

If I didn’t know my purpose in life -- if I didn’t have this talent, I wouldn’t be alive today. I’ve tried to commit suicide twice and I think part of the reason I didn’t succeed was because not all of my gumption was in the attempts and the universe wanted me to survive because I have a reason to be on this Earth.

I have to believe that I wouldn’t be the same person if I hadn’t gone through what I did as a child. I have to believe that I needed to learn not to trust people from a young age, how to cope with stress, and how to be strong.

My parents never got along. Their relationship is a co-dependent, toxic mess that I’ve never been able to understand. My father is an alcoholic and had serious anger issues that he only managed to overcome when I was in high school, so his fights with my mother often turned violent, and he would end up in jail, often on holidays or my birthday. My mother was mentally and physically abusive and I’ve never had a great connection with her because of that. She has tried with all her heart to be the best mom she could be, but I believe there are just some people who should never be mothers, and she is one of them.

So, my childhood looked like people screaming at each other 24/7, taking out their frustration on me, and being isolated. I had no one with whom I could speak about what was going on aside from my friends, who were all kids just like me with no power to change anything. If anyone called CPS, my mother would just lie to them about what happened and tell the police/etc. that I just wanted attention.

I finally made the call myself after a particularly bad fight with my mom in a car, which resulted in my finally being put into foster care. Being in the system has put me back a lot in regard to achieving my goals, and my goals have always been the same: moving to Los Angeles, networking, and making a name for myself. I have not stopped striving for this since I was two years old, and I won’t until it happens. I’ve auditioned for Suite Life on Deck, American Idol, America’s Got Talent, as well as having been involved in the upcoming Netflix series Thirteen Reasons Why, some local music videos, and eventual commercial work through my new agency.

In addition to this, I’m actively seeking a full-time job and have had to drop out of college in order to do everything that I want to do. I plan to attend a conservatory abroad once I get myself established a bit here, but right now the plan is performing, since I have already been paid to do it, and I want to continue to be paid to do it. I am eligible for SAG (Screen Actors’ Guild), but I believe that my career needs to take off a bit more before I join, as I don’t even have the funds to join right now.

How you can help me: Please visit my Go Fund Me page! If you can’t donate anything, that’s totally fine! Send me a message, watch my videos (on my Go Fund Me & FB pages), check out my Facebook, reblog this -- there are a billion different ways you can show your support for my ventures, and your support means everything to me, after growing up with parents who never believed that I could do this because they had such a rough go at life themselves.

What I plan to bring to the entertainment industry is an older approach to music. My main inspirations are The Coasters, Sam Cooke, Cecilia Bartoli, Amy Winehouse, and Ella Fitzgerald. I’ll post more videos to my Youtube soon and have a link up on my blog for that. I’m actively performing at open mics, weddings, and busking. Please, please help me out! Even if it’s just a message saying, “You go, girl!” it means the world to me. Thank you. <3

[victoriouskrum]

Victoriouskrum --> bewerelupin

for Halloween! I will be back after my Christmas URL :)

[lunasaid]

g i n n y  w e a s l e y  /  a s t o r i a  g r e e n g r a ss

-- Alfred Tennyson

[victoriouskrum]

I have a friend who’s desperately trying to get a business that would bring culture and bliss to our city. She’s constantly working on new recipes and saving up money to make this possible, but she needs your help! Even if you skipped out on a cup of Starbucks and sent the money to her instead, it would make a world of difference!

If you can't afford to help, please REBLOG TO SPREAD AWARENESS!

A simple reblog can be even more helpful than money, so please help this girl out.

[lunasaid]

name aesthetics for 400 followers !!!

hello i reached 400 followers recently and thought i’d write some name aesthetics (and do a fancast) to celebrate!!

you dont have to be following me but itd be really nice :^)

send me your name, and face tag (if you want a fancast)

reblog this post !

black list #name aesthetics if you’re not into this