#grellsutcliffkin

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this is grell sutcliff and im ready to kick undertaker's ass whenever he wants

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Being in a mixed shift between Grell Sutcliff and Axel/Lea is really weird cause they're basically the same person but Grell is far more dramatic and Axel/Lea is so chill unless a Roxas or a Xion is around or a battle is about to commence; so half of me just wants to take a fuckin nap and the other half of me wants to lay across my partners lap and be pampered and kissed and loved; I mean get your shit together, me, this is making my headache worse!!

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I had a dream about Madam Red last night, of all things.

With all the love in my heart, I don't think of her often 💀 My latest Grell shift was kicked off by Othello, so he's the freshest face in my mind when I think of Grell. Also I'm not even IN a Grell shift right now!!!! This came completely out of nowhere! But whatever. I dreamed about her.

I don't remember everything about the dream. I know it came off another one. I know we were in some room. I think it was like... A Black Butler Kinnie Meetup or something. There weren't many people there; I didn't recognize anybody either, like I wasn't sitting in a sea of characters or kinnies there was like A Dude. (MIGHT have been William, or I am retroactively imposing him on a man. Hard to say)

A little card came up a la silent movie or whatever, and it was a sex joke 🫢 And in my punctuating of such a clue (I don't know why it was a clue or why I had told people where I would be in this way) I sat on the table closest to Madam Red, legs swinging off the side mischievous style. The joke implied she was also a trans woman, which was very exciting and empowering to me. I remember people doing that OOOOOOOOHH thing people do when a sex joke happens LOL and for a moment it was whatever. It was chill!

Then I looked at her... And she was beautiful, but I also felt so disconnected. Like I didn't see her and get swarmed with emotions. My heart didn't jump. I didn't feel like a dog, tail wagging and excited. I can't say what emotion I felt because it felt completely neutral, but I started tearing up anyway.

I fought it so hard. I was like damn I don't wanna cry rhrn that's crazy. Get it together girl!!! So I looked away! I curled in on myself a little! I bit my lip! Whatever! How do you prevent the Eye Mist?

It wasn't enough. She hit me with that "Oh... Grell... Sweetheart, don't cry," and that was it. Full tears. I was like 😭 I'm sorryyyyyy Im not TRYING tooooo!!! And then she had the audacity to be like "I wanna see that smile <3" like DAMN GIRL I WOULD TOO BUT NOW! I'm groveling at ur feet! FULL crying like a hair away from sobbing if Im generous to myself. Flung on the ground at her feet, bowing and apologizing. Half for crying at all I think, but if that wasn't the whole reason idk why I was. I guess bc I kinda... Yk... 🪚 but idk I don't think ab that much, nor did I ever think I regretted it (sorry girlie I haven't watched source in a hot min so maybe that'd change if I did)

Anyway. Now I can't stop thinking ab her. Sorry for the long dump I'm just a little frazzled

Sending love to all the Madam Reds out there ig!

Xox, Grell Sutcliff of Black Butler fame

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hiya im grell sutcliff from black butler! dont have many mems, but i do remeber i was a trans girl and i was dating the undertaker! im really looking for everyone but i really want to find Sebastian (whom i didn't call bassy), william, madam red, and/or the undertaker. im 15 so no one under like 21 ig? doubles are cool too!

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I've noticed that all my kins are the red one from every canon; Karkat Vantas, Grell Sutcliff, Keith Kogane, the list goes on... and then there's Howl Jenkins Pendragon, who is the blue guy that eventually becomes the red guy. I apparently am kin with the colour red bfxgnfyjg

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I'm Grell but I'm a trans boy and people aggressively calling me a woman makes me super dysphoric rip ;_; Also I don't remember much from my canon but I know I was Very Gay for Sebastian and frankly I'd love to talk to someone who IDs with him > <"

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I'm so happy I'm a girl now. A real one. I mean, I always was, but I've got the right body. My parents refer to me as a girl. I'm crying because I'm so happy. No one ever saw me as one, but I am. I am and always was and, even if I had been born a boy again this life, I would have been safer. I could have transitioned, well, when I would have left home anyway. I don't care about finding people anymore, I'm just so happy I am myself. Even if I cut all my hair off (big mistake) -Grell

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i think i might be kin w grell sutcliff but im not that into kuroshitsuji anymore??? and shes a trans woman, im afab genderfluid-- shes referred to the fandom mostly by he/him pronouns and as a flamboyant gay man and it makes me rly irritated :/ even if i dont turn out to be kin w her how abt u shut the fuck up abt her being male