Jun 16
dreamt that my sibling wasn't my sibling but a different person entirely. we were playing, anyhow. our different parents were friends. an empty swimming pool and two bells at each end. at one end stood I, and friend/sibling at other. we had to fill it by doing something with the bells. my side was blue and vibrant and I was full of anxiety. their side was grey. it was grey and it looked as if it would kill them. I wanted to switch, couldn't. parents i didn't know told us how to fill it. they were adamant on wanting to race against me. i couldn't deny even if I kept trying. i had a very bad feeling.
