your gravity will swallow the stars

falling face first into the abyss. when does it end 19 marbles a score worth of years. he/she/they

[rosentryst]

daily affirmations:

my laptop will survive

I Will Get Out

they will Never Find Out

they are all Wrong

I am Autistic and Evil

my writing is Not Bad

swimming will Fix Me

blasphemy

[rosentryst]

aaalright. day 3 i didn't catch up but it's okay. it's okay I'll do it tomorrow (delusional screaming as they drag me into the White Room)

[rosentryst]

so embarrassing when I like a mainstream song. i thought I was more fucked up than this

[rosentryst]

dear friends I've realized you can blame most stuff around being tired and burnt out and every injustice ever on capitalism

[sherlockknolmes]

The day a concert goes shorter than the estimated time is a day I want to live to see

[sherlockknolmes]

I love playing (although trumpet is very loud)

I always wanted to play an instrument well, but I refused to take piano lessons so now I can play trumpet well-ish and piano very mediocrely

I love music hehe

[rosentryst]

that's so amazing!! whoa 🥰🥰🥰 trumpets so elegant....

[sherlockknolmes]

The day a concert goes shorter than the estimated time is a day I want to live to see

[rosentryst]

BASHING MY HEAD IT KEEPS RETURNING 0 AAAAA

[vvaltiel]

this is a kind of silly one for restraintstiel week (day 2: chains) based on this poem and this classic meme

happy pri(de mon)th !

[butch--dan]

obsessed with his unbothered girlboss vibes in this scene

[rosentryst]

sometimes I miss mutuals. hi why friend so far away

[castielmode]

one thing about me is i will use my baby blues to manipulate you. my big beautiful sad eyes. batting them at you right now and you dont even remember any of the murders or anything

[castielmode]

[scoobydoodean]

Thee season 4 Castiel trajectory is so good.

You don't think you deserve to be saved -> I dragged you out of hell I can throw you back in. -> I was praying that you would choose to save the town -> Can I tell you something if you promise not to tell another soul? -> I have doubts. -> He has this weakness. He likes you. -> Whatever I ask, you seem to do the exact opposite. -> I would give anything not to have you do this. -> I'm considering disobedience. -> Anna. I don't know what to do. Please tell me what to do. -> Just so you understand... why I can't help. -> Meet me here. -> I learned my lesson while I was away, Dean. I serve heaven, I don't serve man, and I certainly don't serve you. -> We're making it up as we go. -> I'll hold him off! I'll hold them all off! Just stop Sam!

[archiought]

Castiel’s first lie to Dean hadn’t been about demon deals or souls in purgatory or anything of the sort. The first lie hadn’t been outright either - just a matter of the wrong words.

I am the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition.

Castiel had not so much ‘gripped’ as wrestled mightily with the twisted, scorched soul. Dean’s darkness had resisted, fought, lashed out against Castiel’s light.

As he healed Dean - as Castiel’s own light caressed the ripped seams and stains and filled Dean’s darkeness - Dean struggled less, fought less, lashed and screamed less. He never quite cooperated, never gave in fully, and there was a spot deep within the ever-brightening soul that Castiel couldn’t quite touch.

[coolmaycroft]

Heavenly Delusion, ch. 60

[emhidesart]

In honor of pride month and the iron lung movie being available to stream now, here’s some yurified Bloody Mary

[praguegirl]

they just don’t do any classic homophobic children moments like this anymore 

[coughloop]

There was really no winning that one

[lilyblisslys]

me with the. When she. When her. When the she her me

[mollyjames]