Jun 18, 2020
I'm really missing this kind of time with my #furbaby that passed less than a week ago. #grief #griefistricky #imissmyfurbaby 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😇😇😇😇😇🎷😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/CBkEuJUphQ2/?igshid=10lq8oce19tp9
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I'm really missing this kind of time with my #furbaby that passed less than a week ago. #grief #griefistricky #imissmyfurbaby 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😇😇😇😇😇🎷😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/CBkEuJUphQ2/?igshid=10lq8oce19tp9
I think that I saw this awhile ago, and since my mom passed today was the first time that I saw it again. I think that it's very true of her and her life. #grief #griefistricky #modernloss #imissmymomeveryday https://www.instagram.com/p/B7UX4V1Bkm9/?igshid=1b0h3uhjz7521
For my Christmas this past year, I bought myself these books and scale, because I was thinking what would my mom think would make me happy. I was thinking of this, since it was my first Christmas without my mom to give me any kind of gift. #imissmymomeveryday #grief #griefistricky #griefsucks #griefandholidaysdontmixwell https://www.instagram.com/p/B7M7_FblcqQ/?igshid=1gy3hj6c3ia2z
I think that my mom had to show this to me a few days ago. #imissmymomeveryday #griefistricky #griefsucks #griefispainful #grief https://www.instagram.com/p/B6094CDFmMx/?igshid=s9i3qndkkpyf
I can't believe that this was my first Christmas without my mom. It's been a very strange day for me. I did care about Christmas and Santa Claus before, but this year, I think that I just knew that it wasn't completely right for me. I have just felt defeated by not having my mom since my family had thanksgiving this year. #griefistricky #imissmymomeveryday #memories💕 #modernloss https://www.instagram.com/p/B6hTD88harJ/?igshid=1pvs6631mobrp
I've been listening to this pidcast, and I think that it maybe helping me figure out how to live and grieve each day. I think that I have way too much stuff to go through that my mom either saved for memories or stuff that she just didn't want to get rid of. I am also realizing just how much craft stuff she had. I think that this will try to help me with my own personal feelings ~ because I think that going through everything that I need to is probably making it hard for me to process my grief when I think I need to. All that I can really say to @chelseahandler is thanks for this, because I can learn more about the other grief that I've lived with for 20 years, when my stepdad passed away. #thisisagoodpodcast #griefsucks #griefispainful #griefistricky #imissmymomeveryday #imlearningnewthings https://www.instagram.com/p/BzM_88PB77f/?igshid=1rnts92m5lfzc
This has been how my lap has been for almost all day. I guess sometimes my cats know when I need some extra love now and then. #imissmymomeveryday #griefsucks #griefispainful #griefistricky #kittylove https://www.instagram.com/p/BzMmwOdhjHO/?igshid=6832vd0i978m
I can't believe that it's only been one whole month since my mom passed away. I have to believe that she's happy not living with her constant pain, and is happy being able to watch me 24/7 in heaven with my stepdad and grandparents, where they get to see how well I handle each day with my grief and pain of loss. I will say that I do good each day, but I do have my moments of where I just need to cry. #imissmymomeveryday #griefistricky #griefsucks 👼👼👼👼😇😇😇😇💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByoUXpXB9b4/?igshid=867dcqsk58l1