#griefsucks

[thewaitingluna]

In an attempt to protect my peace, I failed to grow.

[rootedinwander]

i need to have floor time for a min 😭

[dontthinkineedyou]

I now separate the phases of my life by:

Before you died

&

After you died

-DR 4/12/2025 (I suppose I have found the saddest part)

[seductiveandcynical]

My heart will continue to bleed in silence for the soulmate connection that was never meant for this lifetime.

[greyaugustuspoetry]

I’m just so empty

I feel nothing at all

I keep playing this music

To keep you alive in my head

But I think everyone but me knows

That you’ll always stay dead

I still text you

Hoping you’ll answer me

I think your mom reads them

I still get that read receipt

But I like to pretend it’s you

It puts color in my dread

Will I ever wake up?

Are you going to tap me on my sorry head?

I still wake up and hope

That I’ll get to see your face again

Can you please come back.

I miss you.

-Grey Augustus

[quirky--ish]

Thinking of all the lost time we had. Wishing I can get those tiny little moments back. The ones where we are the only people in the world. Laying here holding onto the memories of you. May you rest in eternal peace.

[uh-what-uh-dfuck]

Grief

It's in the quiet, when you're alone and nobody can hear you or see you. That is when it hits the hardest. It washes over you and throws you head first into a pit of despair and longing. Wishing you had one last chance to talk to them, say I love you and hold on. I miss you and nothing will ever alleviate this feeling.

[pigeonheadsmumblngs]

I broke open

And weeds spilled out

From the places

Flowers once grew.

So much dust

Filled my mouth

I spat mud

Upon my shoes.

I broke open

with a visceral scream

I thought to be your name.

A garbled sort of fucked up sound

That cracked the sky

And brought the rain.

Vines of sadness

tied me up,

My own crucifixion.

Looking down upon the world

I didn’t want to live in.

I broke open

Everything laid bare.

You had died and my grief

Left me hanging there.

I broke open

Like the sky

During a hurricane.

I broke open,

I bled out

And never loved the same.

~pigeon head~

January 2024