she’d felt pressure on her shoulder and shrugged it off , roughly , assuming it to be one of the other potentials or , maybe , another hallucination ? the soft , comforting caress of a mother or father’s love , twisted into a weapon ? she doesn’t know anymore , but she knows what she sees . a proud wave out the corner of her eye , an adoring smile when she’s half asleep , a disappointed sigh when she’s showing weakness .
hands that are desperately twisting around the back of a chair cease at the sound of a familiar voice . sam wonders if tonight could get any fucking worse . here she is , covered in a sheen of cold sweat and trying desperately to breathe … and kennedy’s here to watch it all unfold . “ fuck off . “ the order is gasped , shallow and ragged . “ leave me hell alone , kennedy . “
the pleading doesn’t seem to be working , so sam roughly shoves the chair away from her . “ can’t i get any fucking privacy in this god damn house ?1 “
“Hell no,” it’s simple, matter-of-fact. Be alone? So that shape-shifting thing can pop up and say hello? Not Kennedy, ever. The First must realize how stubborn she is, unaffected. Sam on the other hand? In big need of some of that. So she doesn’t move a muscle, despite the heat flaring off Sam’s body, the overwhelming gasping. It’s familiar to Kennedy - not personally, she’s always been overly confident. But she’s had some experience in this scenario.
She reaches out to take one of Sam’s trembling hands, holds it against the cage of her chest, over her calmly thumping heart, fingers spread over her clavicle. “You feel my breath?” The rise and fall. Her implication is wordless -- follow it. Find your breathing. There’s a handful of seconds of silence, and then Kennedy’s curious again, one brow arching. “Wanna talk about what set you off?”