ok vampire posting i don't care anymore
so because there is a stupid amout of thoughts tumbling through my brain (like so much so that Saturday night i was so excited for more vampires i had a whole ass dream about it , in which Scott was mad at me, im fine. sooo okay rn.) i can't stop thinking about how tragic so many of the characters are and then making my own silly tragic beings to place in the world. i keep thinking about a possible werewolf reveal. i keep looking at Martyn like why are you trying so hard to fight. i look at Cleo and wonder what the real and true goal actually is. I look at Avid at giggle a little because how can you sound so crazy and be so right about so much and also think about what he could be hiding. I look at shubble and see myself (aaaaaaaaaarraghg) being shunned and desperately holding onto a belief just to make it to a new day and of course the first person to entertain her beliefs she connects to, it doesn't matter what he is. I look at Owen and cry. i literally have too many thoughts and i guess i have to put them here because uhhhh i have no where else to put them because the one place i did was extremely toxic.
