ALL THE CHESS PIECES \●□■/
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♔ - Their childhood
"It was okay. I mean I was just a little kid; most kids in orphanages wonder why they’re there instead of with their family but hey, sometimes it can’t be helped.”
♕ - Their teen years
”Again, still in the orphanage but at this point, I was pretty much in charge of all the young kids and shit. I wasn’t too worried about leavin’ since people rarely want an older kid either way or end up returnin’ me like a defective product from a store. Honestly, I wanted to be there instead to make sure all the kids were okay. Not everyone was strong or indifferent about the situation like I was.”
♖ - Their first friend
“We talkin’ like first friend ever or like a first bond ever? Cuz a first bond would have to be Cameron. Can’t really remember a first friend, maybe one of the orphans when I first got there. They got adopted pretty quickly though so it was a short lived friendship if ya can even call it that.”
♗ - Their first relationship
“Hooboi, I don’t know if ya can call any of them a relationship. Umm, lemme think. Nope. Sorry, I really don’t know. There’s just been too many.” He laughs sheepishly, not really ashamed but not exactly proud either.
♘- Their first kiss
“I was in middle school and she was in high school. She obviously didn’t know what she was doing but neither did I; I sure acted like I knew though. It worked enough for her so I guess that means I did it right.”
♟- The first time they knew they were in love
“The first time I knew I was in love was when I didn’t want to sleep with them, funny enough. Any time we got close to anything like that, we’d just.. stop. As if we didn’t want to move that far without establishing what we really were. Cuz we didn’t have anythin’ to label us; Hell, she couldn’t even stand me at the beginnin’! It was really cute to watch her get all annoyed and shit with just my presence. I think somehow she knew though and that’s why she was trying to keep me away and shit.”
♙ - Their first sexual experience
“It was.. awkward. messy. way too young probably. didn’t really know what were doing. I’m convinced that it had been both of our first times. She seemed like she was enjoying herself and it didn’t feel bad on my end either. It’s the same person that I had my first kiss with. I never saw her again after all until I was nineteen. It took me a while to realize that she was the same person and quite honestly, I don’t think she knew either. Then pretended not to know me. Cuz of a teenaged pregnancy. Of course she couldn’t tell me since we didn’t even go to the same school.”
♚ - Their first experience with death
”Probably during a stupid stunt of mine. I can be a little reckless sometimes. I’ve never gotten hurt ridin’ my motorcycle or drivin’ my car. I’ve worked too hard to get those nice things in my life. I ain’t tryin’ to wreck those. Maybe when I stole that police cruiser. That was fun. Was pretty recent though so that wouldn’t classify as my first.”
♛ - Marriage and Wedding Ceremonies
“Before I met the love of my life, I didn’t believe in that. The only good thing weddings were from was to be crashed if I didn’t know the couple, which I usually didn’t. My friends don’t have weddings, let alone significant others. Marriage was a waste of time too. Though now, I can see through a different perspective.”
♜ - Having children and Parenthood
“I love children. I love children so much! Children light up my life and give me life. I would love to have my own whether it be by natural causes~ or by adopting. I could do both and that way some kid out there gets a home and doesn’t have to think that they’re not good enough for nobody.”
♝- Growing Old
“Never really been an issue for me. When I’m an old man, I’m still going to be attractive as fuck. I’m still going to be me.”
♞ - Death
“When it happens, it happens. I’ve had enough close calls to not have any fear of it. I guess the only thing I have to fear is leaving behind those who matter too early. It wasn’t really an issue before but now, it’s relevant.”