Okay so I haven't been able to watch the recent episodes of Shadowhunters, but.. I saw the break up scene with Malec and I noticed something... after Magnus runs over to Alec and kisses him, you can see Alec's pain. And when he opens his eyes, he doesn't look at Magnus. Because he knows that if he does, his resolve will break and he'll back out of breaking up with Magnus. And that hurts














