why do i like drawing vanis to people and i like them better than my own, I DON’T KNOW BUT WHATEVER, HERE GOES, HOPE YOU LIKE IT SALTY!! @lightlessvoid / @ambivelousthirteen
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why do i like drawing vanis to people and i like them better than my own, I DON’T KNOW BUT WHATEVER, HERE GOES, HOPE YOU LIKE IT SALTY!! @lightlessvoid / @ambivelousthirteen
my bg is 374 im kinda not happy lol
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If I blocked all of the porn and spam followers from my account, I wonder how much my follower number would decrease? Let's see shall we...
Can you describe taemin , how he makes you feel and why you like him..
This is such a stupidly difficult question for me to form an reply to haha TwT;; Watch it be a long reply though…Describing him, I’d say he’s very hard working and is the type of person who isn’t easily satisfied with his own work and always strives to improve upon what he’s done, even if to everyone else it looks flawless. It’s never good enough, but not in a bad way? He doesn’t give up easily, and I really really admire that. People call me a perfectionist when it comes to certain things but I’m really the type to be satisfied with a finished product most of the time, or I might give up on small things. He really inspires me to not do that, to instead try my best and keep going because I know I can do better so why not do better? Working harder is how you climb to get to the places you want to be so there’s no reason to pointlessly delay yourself….that’s the kind of feeling I get when I think of his determination. He’s truly my idol in that respect. I really look up to him ><;;Though I know he isn’t perfect and I never forget that. It’s a real comfort to me that he is imperfect, definitely in many ways I’ll never see as well. I wonder what kind of things he worries about…But really I find him so amazing and beautiful. I’m mesmerized by him every single time I see him. By his stage presence, by his performance and his singing (which has improved so damn much, which he went out of his way to do outside of SM just…wow, that was his free time) and his dancing and just him when he’s happy. I often think I put such a burden on him and the rest of SHINee because I rely on them so much. I especially put a lot of faith in him and reliance on like…making me happy? It’s so much easier to turn to SHINee and their music when I feel upset or angry or nothing than friends/people I know sometimes because they have rarely given me any sort of negative feeling. So I turn to them when I need to be happy, and it works 95% of the time. I call myself rational but I dread to think how a scandal of any sort would actually effect me…but I still want them to not have to walk on eggshells for the sake of their image and their fans…it’s so difficult haha. But Taemin especially, just seeing him smile or laugh or look pleased can light up my whole mood almost instantly. His smile is so beautiful T_T I’ve never put so much reliance on anyone, put so much faith in anyone, gotten so much inspiration from anyone in my life (and maybe that sounds harsh). And when I say beautiful I definitely include physically beautiful too, but not in ways I can really point out or explain just like that haha! I’ve never been good at that, I’m not actually good at talking about physical attractiveness but I pointed it out anyway.. Though his hair is amazing, I will praise his hair forever don’t even try me =P And I like his freaking nose mole?? It’s so cute. What…Why am I like this…haha I do find him ideal in every way though. I envy him in this aspect too. He makes me feel happy, and sometimes frustrated because he is so many things I will never be. He makes me embarrassed sometimes, but I like it because it shows me how much I really care about him. He makes me laugh, and definitely cry both happily and sometimes not. Obviously we don’t know each other, but he’s brought out a lot of good in me. Super Junior and SHINee (who stuck out to me, eventually, because of Taemin [I had to give them a few tries can you believe]) revitalized me me when I really needed it and gave me focus when I was losing it. When I do go on about him (like so) sometimes people say it’s nice to hear me talk so passionately and I hadn’t really heard that before…I’ve been into a LOT of things VERY much my whole life but I had never heard that before. I must light up haha, and how can I not be thankful for something like that? For filling me with so many kinds of emotions.I really, really love him a lot. SO much ;w; He’s so beautiful and amazing.I’m so happy I found him and SHINee. I’m happy I have them in my life.
HOLY CRAP I just realized this paper is 30% of my grade craaaaaaap
Guess who forgot pjs for winter break?
Ahh my audition tomorrow haha crap
good news: it's raINING bad news: i don't have a jacket with a hood or an umbrella and im going places