Left Road
Okay look. Sometimes i wonder 'what the hell happened'. I have been regretting everything since april 11,2017. Eversince i made my desicion of putting my freedom and leisure time over my career, everything went the left road. Nothing clearly goes my way. I have been alone in this path. Sometimes, i would be reminiscing the past and trying to figure out every wrong doing. I keep on thingking that this whole chapter of my story is all about the consequences. But everytime i try to remember, nothing pops out. I kept on asking myself if " may inaway ba ako?" " masama ba akong tao?" "Bakit lagi na lang taliwas?". Then a day came where this guy told us that once you discover a new forté, you would forget the other one. I want to live my life like last year. That's the reason why i don' do things anymore. I tried to change myself for the better since may 17, 2017. I thought everything would be better. I was ready ti make that change. But i was wrong. Everything did not go my way, it was always the exact opposite. False hope was always lingering around and all results would be the biggest plot twist. I did stop on my recent hobby. It was always the comforting agent. On all plot twists and turns, i would always find myself crying in the shower. In all tough times, my pillow and teddy bear was my best companion. They know all my experieces. Everytime i would cry, only my pillow knows. That's how difficult this 2017 is. Can you please stop?
