Apr 12, 2019
too weird
di antara perasaan-perasaan suka yang pernah aku alami, apa yang kini tengah aku rasakan adalah hal yang paling absurd. tau apa? falling in love with people you can't have? nope.
it's falling in love with people you never met. weird, isn't it? jadi mirip-mirip ngefans gitu ya, mungkin sebenernya levelnya bukan suka, tapi ngefans aja.
satu lagi yang bikin jadi lebih aneh. he might be indifferent to me, or hate me, i don't know. but now, he's kinda a bad guy. i am like invisible to him, or he didn't see me purposely. i don't know which one it is. but i felt hurt some time already.
either way, i don't think it's a good thing to keep, so maybe i'll just let it go. no, i will let it go. cause it's too weird.
