#hallowesque

[criedouts]

   *  ╱    for   hallowesque   ,   based   .

   what   was   one   to   do   ,   when   the   one   person   you   loved   the   most   made   it   crystal   clear   they   didn’t   want   anything   to   do   with   you   ?   amara   used   to   never   know   ,   considering   she   was   used   to   getting   anything   or   anyone   she   ever   wanted   .   but   for   some   reason   ?   this   one   fucking   person   had   a   grip   on   her   like   she   couldn’t   explain   .   while   she’s   standing    in   her   apartment   ,   spending   her   night   simmering   hot   chocolate   on   the   stove   ,   they’re   out   probably   doing   what   (  and  who  )   they   desire   ,   after   making   it   clear   it   wasn’t   her   .   her   thoughts   couldn’t   help  but  wander   about   where   they   were   ,   and   as   much   as   she   hated   it   ,   it   drove   her   up   the   wall   .

[criedouts]

    *  ╱    for   hallowesque   ,   based   .   

     don’t   get   him   wrong   -----   it   wasn’t   that   seth   didn’t   care   for   her   ,   or   didn’t   have   somewhat   feelings   for   the   girl   .   it   was   the   simple   fact   ,   the   cold   hard   truth   that   she   just   wasn’t   the   excitement   that   he   was   looking   for   .   was   it   so   wrong   for   him   to   crave   somewhat   of   a   keep   you   on   your   toes   ,   hair   pulling   ,   scream   into   your   pillow   ,  excruciatingly   annoying   but   fun   relationship   ?   he   didn’t   know   ,   all   he   knew   at   this   point   was   he   shouldn’t   have   went   forward   with   the   relationship   just   because   it   was   his   bosses   friend   .   he   swirled   the   dark   liquor   around   the   glass   as   he   looks   down   ,   flagging   down   the   bartender   to   top   off   his   drink   while   he   continued   to   weigh   his   options   .

[atvrvxia]

👊 for Logan & Taner.

EVER WONDER WHAT MY MUSE SAYS ABOUT YOURS?

👊 for what my muse would say upon hearing yours has been arrested.

                               "WHAT DO you mean taner was arrested?" she asked her connection in the police force. "like taner, taner?" she repeated just to make sure. the other person confirmed that it was indeed, the same taner. her taner. they went on to explain that he was arrested due to the police suspecting foul play in his missing wife's case. fear gripped her chest, but she forced herself to act calm and collected. "it can't be him. he wouldn't," she shook her head. it was her, after all. but she needed to make sure he wouldn't take the fall for her. she refused to let him go to jail because of her. "i need to see him. can you sneak me in?" she asked.

[atvrvxia]

👪 for maritza & adrian.

EVER WONDER WHAT MY MUSE SAYS ABOUT YOURS?

👪 for what my muse would say to your muse’s child about them.

                             "SO YOU want to know what i first thought of mommy when i met her?" he asked his daughter with a fond smile. she looked so much like mari, it was crazy. but her personality was all him. adrian lifted his little girl and sat her on his lap, braiding her hair. "well she was the most beautiful woman i've ever met," he smiled. "and she was confident and strong. your grandparents didn't like her because she didn't have as much money as we did. but i didn't let that bother me. she was kind and witty, and she became my best friend." his little girl asked if that was why grandpa and grandma don't come see them. "well, yes. grandpa and grandma wanted me to marry another woman. but your mommy already had my heart," he explained as he finished braiding her hair. "i was a coward at first and couldn't defy them. but your mommy? she knew she wanted me. she's the reason i stood up to your grandparents and so, i chose her over them."

[atvrvxia]

💌 for Reginald & Cordelia.

EVER WONDER WHAT MY MUSE SAYS ABOUT YOURS?

💌 for a letter my muse would write to yours.

dear delia,

what does one exactly say for their anniversary, other than happy anniversary? i'll be the first to admit that i don't exactly have the best track record when it comes to relationships. but i'm happy that you and i have reached this milestone in ours. i know that i can be quite the asshole sometimes. but you always managed to find it in yourself to forgive me and i will forever be grateful for that.

you are the most beautiful, patient and kind woman i've ever encountered. i love that you were my best friend first before you became my girlfriend. and i don't say this lightly, but i really can see a future with you and me; the whole getting married and having kids thing, if that's also what you want.

thank you for the amazing year you've given me and i swear to god, i fall in love with you a little more each day.

happy anniversary baby girl.

love,

reggie

[smalakinferno]

I like to invent new words. Here's one from last October. #hallowesque #halloween #hallowmas #halloweenie #neologisms #wordbirds #worldinfernofriendshipsociety