when i was first getting into exo i didn't know kai's real name and my kai-obsessed friend jokingly said "ugh man i hate kim jongin" and i was like "i think u got his name wrong but ya me too"
lmao I bet Jongin did the same thing when they gave him the stage name.
Re: Kai being mad, if I understand correctly he's in LA right now and has explicitly expressed he wants his privacy while there and to have no pics taken, etc. I hadn't heard about him not smiling or anything like that though.
ohh. if he wants his privacy then ‘fan’s’ should respect him, its not that hard om g
physically: dark hair, tall, not too broad or thin, looks good in glasses, pretty hands.
personality/otherwise: kind, weird/crazy as me, sarcastic/sassy, funny, not afraid to talk about “deep” topics + feelings (ew that sounds so much cheesier than i thought it would), and considerate without being asked to be
Doll- do you collect anything?
nope i dont think so
Gravestone- Have you lost anyone important to you?
my grandfather died a while back, in a literal sense. figuratively, i guess i’ve lost friends this year?
Roses- Are you in love?
i’m in potential love
Paper- What are you currently reading?
Sputnik Sweetheart by Haruki Murakami
Locket- Take a selfie.
i will redirect you here lol
Milk- describe your family.
um pretty average. my parents are fairly chill about my grades, all things considered. my mom worries way too much, and that kinda leads her to be super picky about everything. my dad’s getting old in a very obvious way -- like his memory’s going bad and his eyesight seriously concerns me... i mean, he has to drive/bike to work every day... what if something happens.... and my sister is pretty much the ultimate asian. like, she is really successful in terms of education/career, but she’s a really awesome person.
Blood- What is the worst injury you’ve gotten?
i once fractured my finger playing basketball? lol other than that i’ve never broken a bone or anything...
Dust- Talk about your past.
um this is really vague.... i guess i was a pretty dumb kid; like, not really concerned with things, you know? and then uhhhh... i was, and still am, obsessed with the whole idea of “love” so i always went out of my way to find someone to love me too, and that kinda led me to a lot of dumb things. then i got really sad for various reasons, meaning... well, ahem. let’s see... i was one of those kids that was always told i had potential???? which basically means that now i have anxiety every time im not “perfect”... yeah that was me. i changed a lot too, constantly, to fit what i thought would keep me mentally/emotionally “safe”...
Bible- What are your moral views?
be kind to others, even if they are cruel to you because the greatest revenge is seeing the shock on their faces when you hold the door open for them and tell them they look nice today. do one scary thing a day, even if it leaves you shaking all over. moments like those are frightening then, but great stories later. be dependent enough to show your friends that you love them, but independent enough to stand on your own. good and evil are concepts created by man, so do what you believe without hurting as many people as possible.
Lace- What kind of clothing do you wear?
um it depends on my mood. sometimes “mature”, other times “girly”, other times more “punk”, other times more “boyish”.... and then there are lazy days...
Angel- What are your religious views?
i’m athiest, but i respect that everyone has the right to believe what they want as long as, again, they aren’t hurting people with their views.
Ink- Write a poem and post it.
sometimes i wonder ifthe internet is a place for theanonymous to be unknownor for the unknownto let go of anonymity
Dagger- Tell one secret you have.
.... uhm....
i went to therapy for a month this year
Statue- Who is your favorite artist?
i don’t know.... i don’t really have one...
Candle- what is your favorite scent?
coffee is such a delicious scent ugh i cant even
Absinthe- do you drink?
nope. pro-teetotalism...
Casket- do you believe in an afterlife?
i believe in that we never really die? like... okokokok no give me a moment to explain... like, once we die, we’re reincarnated as some other life that was meant to be born anyway. maybe not even in the same dimension, but basically we don’t have a single moment of “death” like we just move on to some other life and yeah this is weird right ok....
