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hellos i just bleached my hair 😇
The Yellow House presents: Happy Loser
Sometimes we are happy losers
"Es una cancion algo reflectiva y de cierta forma una manera positiva de ver la vida", The Yellow House.
Stream Happy Loser:
Hlep
I'm spoken for and I am so happy and confused and lucky and grateful for someone to be perfect for me in and out of the rooms. Yay breaking that damn "no relationships for a year" rule. It's the best non-mistake mistake I've ever made. But also I'm terrified! Feelings! Ah!
Today I have 3 months and 4 days clean & sober. While I'm learning very quickly that living life without alcohol & drugs (especially the way I used) makes feeling feelings 1000x harder and more pronounced, I'm enjoying every last one I have. For your average person, having a bad feeling and just working through it or letting it pass may seem normal, but for me it was fucking unthinkable. I honestly never realized what it meant to experience my own emotions for what they are: good, bad & inbetween. I always turned to substances to cope, never developing the skills to deal with shit myself. BUT TODAY I CAN FEEL BAD AND FEEL WORSE AND FINALLY FEEL BETTER. A clear mind & heart goes a long way. Btw I now have a god damn fever after going and socializing at a (sober!) party, which isn't tight but at least it's not because of booze. At least I know I didn't poison my body into feeling this way (or maybe I did, Taco Bell isn't always the best decision). ANYWAY, for anyone that reads this, sobriety is letting me live my life for what it is. AND I LOVE IT.
My Fourth of July was low key, productive and most importantly: sober. Today I have 77 days and I couldn't be more grateful for my newfound happiness/lust for life!
@lucarr: Hello Grand Canyon
I decided to stay home tonight
So starting 2015 off right As a hermit. I'll probably watch Hannibal or Natural Born Killers or maybe even a Kung fu movie. Livin la vida loca