The idea of bucky genuinely having no recollection of his actions haunts me. He lost 90 years of his life and can't recall nearly any of it.
Granted, in the comics, there was a period in which he was "conscious," but he still had no memories of HIS life. Not only that, but the moment they knew there were chips in their programming, he immediately was but in cryostasis.
In the movies, this applies even more so. The clip in civil war where (when talking to Steve) he says "What did I do?" "Enough." "I knew it. Everything Hydra put inside me is still there...". He's aware of the fact that he was made into a killing machine. Simply a weapon and nothing else. To Hydra, he had no life. Only a mission that needed to be completed.
Why can't Marvel just let him be happy :((
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