#harleyspencer

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards “What do I need to let go of?” I drew the Knight of Cups, the 4 of Pentacles and Judgement from the Bad Ass Tarot Deck. 🌟 I’ve been holding on to a lot of fear lately. This has stopped me from doing a lot of things I love to do. The fear has seeped into the writing of a novel. I need to let go of that fear and step through the door out into the unknown. The only way I will begin this journey is with one step and write. 🌟 I’ve also been holding on to everything I can in terms of control. I am really good at the big things in life, the major life events, but the small things throw me off. I try to regiment and control the smaller aspects of life, needing that control for balance. I am holding on because I think I need to, but in reality I need to let go of my need for control. 🌟 I hold myself to this unrealistic idea of perfection. I’m always judging myself as lacking in some way when in reality I’m already beautiful. I’m not sure whose ideas of beauty are in my head, but I need to let go of this idea of perfection as it really doesn’t exist. I need to love myself completely and sparkle on. 🌟 #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #HarleySpencer #fear #control #perfection #letitgo #balance #safety #love #selflove #theunknown #getup #getbackonthehorse #yougotthis #idontneeditanyway #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CZULnqHu2TO/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards "What journey am I about to begin?" I drew The Emperor from The Badass Tarot. 🌟 I feel as if I'm on thr precipice of change. For a whole new, it feels like I'm on the edge of a cliff. I can feel the wind on my skin and I'm about to take a leap. I've been wrestling with finding balance and whether I can still call myself a writer when I'm not writing. 🌟 I think back to how I used to work on my craft. I would be constantly busy with a new book coming out, another in edits, promotion on a recent release, all in top of a day job. I thought that I was happy and fulfilled but I was searching for something. 🌟 Now I'm looking down from the cliff at this new landscape and I have to think of how to find balance between the old and the new. I equated a lot of myself and my self worth with the amount of work I put out into the world. It was how I showed I was worth something. I need go let go of this idea. 🌟 I'm being asked to really take a look at how I value myself and to take a deeper look at what makes up my self worth. I'm still a writer even when I'm not writing because the words are always there. 🌟 #tarot #tarottribe #tarotreadersofinstagram #harleyspencer #badasstarot #ego #egotism #Emperor #writing #change #precipice #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CZRc1D-OFE5/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked myself "How do I love today?" I drew the Page of Pentacles from The Badass Tarot by Harley Spencer. 🌟 Love is a journey. The Page is starting down a new path, a letter in her back pocket offering news thst spurs her onward. This is a card of opportunity and possibilities. Who knows what the path will bring? Only she can decide. 🌟 I'm being given the opportunity to love myself. There are days like today where I find that very difficult to do. And yet, love is a path, a choice and I'm given the opportunity to love myself every day. 🌟 So today I choose love. I wonder what opportunity is waiting for me? 🌟 #Tarot #tarottribe #tarotreadersofinstagram #badasstarot #harleyspencer #love #self-love #selfcompassion #selfcompassion #opportunity #possibilities #journey #pathforward #news #LightintheDark #spiritualaf #sparkleon #ShineBright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CXTRscAOm0E/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards "How do I embrace my inner child?" I drew the 9 of Cups from The Bad Ass Tarot by Harley Spencer. 💖 It occurred to me this morning that one of the issues I have with self love is because of my inner child not feeling the love. No matter how old we get, there is a child in all of us, a source of light and love. That light needs to be replenished. ❤ I am so focused on living every day, one day at a time, that I've forgotten about the child in me. He wants to embrace an abundance of joy, play and comfort. 💖 I need to embrace the abundance of love and light within me and the love and joy around me. There is so much to be joyful about and I can't forget the love that surrounds me. ❤ I will give my inner child some love and light, so that he feels abundantly loved. 💖 #Tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #harleyspencer #badasstarot #love #self-love #selfkindness #abundance #innerchild #light #joy #hope #stars #sparkleon #shinebright #LightintheDark #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CXQs1YyOLBb/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards “How can I live my best life?” I drew the 2 of Wands from the Harley Spencer Tarot. 🌟 Often, I get lost in thoughts of what life could have been like, or what I expected it to be like. I lose myself in what I think my life should be but eventually I snap myself out of it and turn to thoughts of what brings me joy. The love that I have in my life, the love of my husband, fill me with such joy. Whenever my mind turns to thoughts of should of, would of, could of, eventually my mind turns to thoughts of him. 🌟 I am already living my best life. I’m already where I need to be and have been able to see so much of what the world has to offer. I can’t get lost in thoughts of what could be and need to embrace what is.  🌟 #tarot #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #HarleySpencer #liveyourbestlife #shouldof #wouldof #couldof #bestlife #thought #action #alreadythere #life #live #spirit #husband #spiritualaf #lightinthedark #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CXGp9KVO2Bg/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards "How can I take care of myself today?" I drew The Tower from The Bad ass Tarot. ⭐ I can't help but appreciate the irony. In order to take care of myself, I have to let myself fall apart. My foundations have been shaken and they have crumbled, but you know what? That's okay. ⭐ It will give me the chance to reset and rebuild. As I clear away all the old pieces of my foundation, the ones that were built in a time where I had to stay alive and not thrive, I will learn from each piece of myself and offer thanks to what I have learned. ⭐ #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #badasstarot #harleyspencer #Tower #care #selfcare #Foundations #letgo #rebuild #learn #grow #thrive #selflove #sparkleon #ShineBright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CVc5W9QrgDe/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards “What do I need to know about myself?” I drew the 10 of Swords, the 9 of Cups and the 2 of Pentacles from The Bad Ass Tarot. 🌟 There is a journey in these cards. I’m at the end of a difficult mental journey where I’ve had to relearn how to think of my situation. This means that I’m at the beginning of a new cycle and for each Sword of dart that I remove from my skin, I can learn something new about myself and let in positive thoughts. 🌟 My life is filled with abundance. There are so many great things that fill my life, from the relationships I have to the creativity that comes from me. My life is abundantly full of fabulousness and every once in a while I’m reminded of this. My life is full of sparkles and light and I’m so very lucky. 🌟 I sometimes have difficulty finding my balance though. There is so much to focus on and so much to take hold of my attention. I need to remember to focus on one thing at a time so that I can find my balance. However, the process of finding my balance can be fun, it doesn’t have to be stressful. I am a being full of light and sparkles, stardust given form. I will sparkle on and I will be fabulous.    🌟 #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #badasstarot #harleyspencer #endings #beginnings #cycle #abundance #wishfulfillment #sparkles #fabulousness #balance #distraction #journey #fun #sparkleon #shinebright #likeadiamond #cardoftheday https://www.instagram.com/p/CVaXXN3Lp-M/?utm_medium=tumblr

[jamiesonwolf]

This morning, I asked the cards “How can I get in unify my mind, body and spirit today?” I drew the Ace of Pentacles, The Fool and the 7 of Swords from The Bad Ass Tarot by Harley Spencer. ⭐ I feel like I’m at the beginning of a journey and though I have no idea where it will take me, I am shining light out into the world. Though the light may falter sometimes and have to shine through the shadows, it still shines. This is my natural state. When I look at the first card, the first thing I see is the light that is coming from the man. It’s a rainbow of colours and I’d like to think that regardless of what I’m going through, my light is still bright and helps those around me by brightening up their world. My body is a beacon. ⭐ Right now, it feels like I’m at the edge of a precipice. Like someone who does parkour, it feels like I’m at the beginning of something wonderful yet frightening at the same time. Beginnings are always like that. I need to remember that I have everything I need as I begin this new journey, that I have the support I need and though the path forwards may be uncertain, I know what I need to do. When I look at this card, I’m drawn to the fact that the man within it can see the entire city around him. What should be scary is also breathtaking in its own way. My spirit is going on an adventure and while I may not know where I will end up, that is part of the fun. My spirit is an explorer. ⭐ As the date for my medication change approaches, the fear has been growing in me. This has the potential to be life changing and the fact that I don’t know what will happen or how the medication will affect me is making the fear grow by leaps and bounds. I’m letting fear take away my peace of mind, my balance and my contentment. It’s always there in the back of my head and it’s been taking up more and more space within my mind lately and it seems so large within me. It’s been affecting my sleep and I’ve been carrying it for a while now. I need to stop letting the fear take my quality of life from me. It’s the thief in the night and I have to stop letting my mind fill me with fear. ⭐ #harleyspencer #tarotreadersofinstagram #tarottribe #sparkleon #shinebright https://www.instagram.com/p/CTKIQizHtZ-/?utm_medium=tumblr