✨ — A memory that feels like a movie scene.
✨ — A memory that feels like a movie scene.
his valedictorian speech.
imagine it as though it were a montage of clips altogether. him typing it down to get approval from the school board, then writing it on notecards so that he can make sure he remembers every single word without skipping a beat. he's talking in front of the mirror... in front of his parents... and then a gym during the ceremony rehearsals.
and then finally, he stands at the podium in the football field, delivering the speech.
when he looks back on the memory now, it all feels like a blur. when he moved to korea, he made sure to burn all the notecards that had the speech away so that his past wouldn't follow him and haunt him. a dream that he can never go back to and a moment he will only have once. it's filled with words about how the entirety of the class were destined for bigger and better things and how he was proud of every single one of those seniors who sat in those chairs, listening to him with bright smiles on their face....
what can he say to them now?
it's painful to revisit. there's an empty ache in his chest when he thinks about his words then and how ironic they seem now... because now, among all of his classmates, the only one he wasn't proud of... was himself.











