I haven't posted in a while but I got emotional on twitter so I decided to move it here before I annoyed people aha. I just realised that I'm meeting Misha Collins next week which is insane. And then in 25 days I attend my first ever race as a race engineer for a team which is my dream. And then 2 months later, in July, a car I helped design is going to be racing around silverstone circuit. To top it all, rtx London is happening this year and tickets and hotel are already sorted. It's all so overwhelming. When I think about where I was two years ago, I was at my lowest. I'd just left home, broke up with my girlfriend of 2 years, wanted to die. I couldn't imagine making it to the next week and now I'm sitting here at 20 years old. I'm out now, my family support me, my dad called me Harry today. I can't wait to wake up every single day and that's such a strange feeling. I'm surrounded by amazing people and yeah I recently went through another break up, but I'm bouncing back, I'm not breaking like I used to. Everything's getter better and 18 year old me never believed it could and I'm just so happy. So overwhelmingly happy, I don't even know how to describe it.