anything with winner jinu plz~ there is not enough of him on here!! 💕💕
omggg you are so right about no enough Jinu content. I love him so much. xo (I will try to write a one shot about him soon <3)
p.s: wasn't sure if you meant a drabble or what not so I just did a random number from this . I hope it is okay <3
Pairing: Jinu x Reader
Prompt #: 16- “just listen to my voice.”
Currently Listening to: this
Warning: mentions of anxiety. a bit angsty but also fluffy and soft.
You hated feeling like this. Like the world was closing in on you and you couldn't breathe. You hated it, especially when logically nothing was causing it.
There was only one person who knew how to help during these times.
Kim Jinwoo.
However, you were anxious to call him because he was doing a variety show with Seunghoon and you didn't want to bother him. You thought maybe you could do this but after fifteen minutes of struggling, you realized you needed him.
You shakily grabbed your phone and pressed his name and hoped that you weren't interrupting anything.
After 3 rings, you heard his lovely voice and couldn't help but feel a little better.
"Hey baby, just was about to call you," you heard him say cheerfully.
You wanted to say something but when you got to this point, words were hard. Your silence normally would worry people but Jinwoo knew you. He could tell what the silence meant and you could hear shuffling from the phone receiver and knew he was walking somewhere more secluded.
"(Y/N)," he says softly, “just listen to my voice.”
You took a shaky breath before nodding, "okay."
He then started to talk about miscellaneous things that he found to take your mind off of the anxiety. He talked about the variety show, he talked about Jeju Island, hell he even talked about the one time he got lost in Tokyo trying to find the Tokyo Tower that was in front of him.
You couldn't help but smile at your boyfriends stories and soon everything started to feel better. You felt grounded.
"Oppa, thank you," you whispered into the phone.
"Of course, Jagi, you know I'm always here," he said causing you to smile even more.
You had no idea how lucky you were to have such an amazing boyfriend.
I'm so sorry this was so bad, I had writers block for this. I will try to do a better one soon xo
When He Catches Another Idol Staring At You ~ Winner Reaction
Jinwoo:
“Is everything alright?” You asked Jinwoo, taking a seat beside him as you noticed him sat at the table all by himself, distant from everything.
“I guess,” he hummed, trying his best not to seem bothered beside you, but at the same time, unable to switch his brain off.
The feeling of a hand against his leg finally made him look across at you, “you know that you can say if something is on your mind, don’t you Jin?”
“It’s stupid,” he tried to tell you, “but all night I’ve just been noticing Minhyun looking nowhere else around the room other than where you are?”
“You’re not jealous that he’s staring at me, are you?”
“Only I should stare at you.”
A chuckle came from you as your head rested against Jinwoo’s shoulder, “it’s sweet Jinwoo how protective you are sometimes.”
“I don’t like it at all Y/N,” he reiterated, “it must kill him knowing that he can only look at you from a distance, not like me.
“You’re the lucky one who gets to be right beside me.”
“And I’m very lucky too.”
Seunghoon:
“Are you even listening to me?” You snapped at Seunghoon, waving your hand in front of his face to try and get his attention back to you.
“Sorry, w-what were you saying?” He stuttered, reluctantly turning away from what had caught his focus and moving to look at you.
The expression on your face made him stand tall, smiling weakly at you. “I’ve been talking to you for ages and you’ve not listened to a single word of it.”
“I am interested,” Seunghoon protested, “but it’s hard to focus on you when I know when I look away that Jeonghan is staring at you from behind me.”
“There’s no way that he would be staring at me Seunghoon.”
“I bet that he fancies you too.”
Your shoulders shrugged as Seunghoon began to stress himself out again, “and is it him that I fancy, or is it someone else?”
“Someone else,” Seunghoon murmured, catching your smile as he began to figure out what the point you were making was.
“So, who do you think is the one you should stare at?”
“You, the answer is definitely you.”
Mino:
“You want to go?” You quizzed Minho in surprise, feeling his whisper linger against your ear, asking if you were ready to head home with him.
“I can’t settle here,” he confessed, catching Sehun out of the corner of his eye once again, looking across in the direction of you.
Your brows knitted together as you studied Minho closely, “are you going to tell me what’s wrong or am I going to have to break you down to tell me?”
“Sehun keeps staring at you,” Minho informed you, keeping his voice quiet so that no one else could hear, “I just feel like I need to watch him all the time.”
“And you’re going to let him ruin our evening together?”
“He’s really annoying me Y/N.”
You leaned across and pressed a kiss against Minho’s cheek, “I can think of something that might make you forget about that.”
“If distracting me means getting more of those kisses, you won’t hear me complaining,” Minho joked, “I could be swayed.”
“Shall we head somewhere that no one else can see us?”
“I like the sound of that a lot.”
Seungyoon:
“What has gotten into you?” You asked Seungyoon as soon as the two of you found a couple of moments to finally be alone together.
“He won’t stop staring at you,” Seungyoon mumbled underneath his breath in reply to you, “does he really think that you’ll pay attention.”
Your eyes turned around, soon noticing Kihyun sat across the room and staring at you. “Just ignore him, you’re giving him what he wants right now.”
“I can’t ignore him,” Seungyoon sighed, “I won’t settle Y/N until it is absolutely clear to him that you’re taken, and that he won’t be getting near you.”
“And is by being loud the way that you’re going to do that?”
“I don’t even know right now Y/N.”
You took a step forward, holding onto Seungyoon’s hand. “Whatever you’re doing isn’t working, maybe you should ignore him.”
“I guess you’ve got a point,” Seungyoon admitted, his voice trailing off, “but I still don’t like the guy very much, at all.”
“I’m sure he’s not your biggest fan either you know Yoon.”
Request: Hi!! I hope it’s okay with me requesting this as it’s based on a fanfic I’m writing and just want to see how it would play out and that requests are still open. Could I request a Mino headcanon or Winner headcanon with Mino secretly dating Jiyong’s older sister (just by a year) who’s also a Kpop idol, actress and fashion designer? Thank you.
you know what? the request made me inspired, I’m gonna make this a short story with my own interpretation instead! let’s see how it goes! :D
(note: I made the sister as the reader instead of an OC)
Never once had you regretted starting a career as an actress. While you knew you also had a passion in fashion designing, and even went to college for it, acting was just another level. Experiencing a whole different life through acting, controlling your own emotions, it was a challenge and a fun experience in one package.
So instead of pursuing the career in fashion world, you decided to audition as an actress. It did not take you a long time to make your debut, because as much as you wanted to deny it, the power your little brother, Kwon Jiyong, has, was a huge impact. But, it was still your very own hardworking self that made you a rising star that you were known as.
After your latest drama hit, you were suddenly in much demand for reality shows, that your entertainment literally had to refuse a few of the offers. One of the show they accepted in particular, was to make you show off singing skills, just because again, you were related to G-Dragon. Hearing this, you hoped so badly that your brother would refuse the offer, with him being all busy, but much to your dismay, he accepted.
It wasn’t like you didn’t like your own brother, he was a very kind and caring person towards you in your whole life, but him in a recording studio? that was a whole different person. You had heard stories from his band members how strict and perfectionist he could be while recording. Once, Daesung had to repeat a part in their song fifteen times, before he decided it was the right one to put into the song. The horror in Daesung’s face when he told the story was still lingering in your head.
Jiyong being the extra guy he was, he decided it would be great to add a surprise element to the song, with a surprise feature from another YG artist. At that time, he was thinking of another male rapper. And also at that time, Mino from Winner was available.
That brought you to the current situation. You standing up in front of the mic, for what you could recall, almost an hour in time, and your brother on the other side of the room, frowning.
“Could you maybe, sing it again but this time, lower your voice a little bit?”
You wanted so badly to protest and start a fight with your sibling, but your eyes went to the man sitting next to him. Song Minho, you didn't know the guy that well. Heck, the only conversation you had had with him prior, was when you accidentally met him at an award show. Both of you only shook hands and said names, that was all. You couldn’t embarrass yourself in front of him by lashing out at your brother. Even though you were so hungry because your stupid self forgot to eat breakfast...
“You know I’m not a singer, right?” You tried to complain in a calm voice.
“I know, that’s why we have to have a good pre-recorded for you when we are on stage later.”
Sigh. That clearly did not work. What did you even expect? For the almighty G-Dragon to go easy on you just because you were his sister??? Pfffft.
“You~ the breath of fresh air, the—”
“Stop, stop.” Jiyong shook his head and began to instruct you the tone that he wanted. “The breath of fresh! You need to take the ‘fresh’ part to—”
“Ji,” You called, sounding a little bit like pleading.
“Hmm?”
*GROWL*
“Did you forget to eat breakfast again?”
If the ground could swallow people, you would be begging it to consume you whole. The sound of your stomach rumbling, in full speakers, while someone you barely know was also present inside the room. Your first initial move was to look at Mino’s reaction. He was looking away, but you could see his cheeks lifted, you know he had at least a grin on his face. He was clearly trying his best not to burst out laughing. Great, just great!
“Let’s just continue this tomorrow, I have to meet up with some management from Nike in a bit anyway.” GD said. “Minho-ssi, can you help me a little bit with the auto tune on verse one?”
“Ah, if you’d let me...” Mino replied, in an unsure tone. “Would that be okay?”
“Yeah, I trust you, I know what you can do.” Jiyong smirked. “And Y/N, make sure to eat, I don’t want you to get sick.” He said as he packed his stuff.
“Sure...” You said, still standing up frozen in front of the booth door. “Can I eat with you?”
“No, cause I’m gonna go right away, the place is quite far... Just eat downstairs, they serve good food, you know?” He smiled at you. “Bye!”
“Bye...” You sighed.
As Jiyong left, you were left feeling terribly awkward. Should you just leave? Should you say something? Was the sound of your empty stomach that bad? UGHHH!!!
When your eyes met, Mino immediately smiled at you, his eyes almost closed, he looked so cute. Wait, what?
“Y/N-ssi, have you tried eating in our cafeteria before?” He asked politely.
“Uh, actually I haven't...”
“If you don’t mind, I’m also a little bit hungry.” He smiled. “Do you want to eat together?”
“O-Of course!” You smiled awkwardly.
Here you thought you were great at controlling your emotions with your whole acting experience, one smile from Song Minho, now you were stuttering.
And that was how it began. A smile, a friendship, then feelings that blossomed through the way.
The show went amazingly well. It helped you with more exposure to your public, which of course meant, more offers, and in return, Jiyong and Mino got some royalties. Even though you had to stand through your brother’s perfectionism for quite some time, you also got to spend your lunch time afterwards with Mino, secretly.
That wasn’t the only thing that you both ended up doing secretly behind your brother’s back. You exchanged numbers and began texting with each other. You began to frequently visit YG, bringing your brother food and stuff, in camouflage to secretly meet someone.
After almost a year of doing many things secretly, both of you then began dating, yet again, secretly. Not only because both of you being in eyes of public and all, but there was one thing a little less if not same, scarier than public’s opinion... your brother.
There actually was not really a concrete reason for both of you to fear him acknowledging the relationship. Jiyong had never once scold you for dating despite of you being a public figure, nor had he once said that he disliked Mino. But the thought of him knowing that you, his older sister, dating his colleague who is younger than him, was just a little bit overwhelming.
Mino on the other hand was scared as Jiyong was someone he looked up to and respect. He didn’t want him to think that some younger and incompetent dude was messing around with his sister. He was afraid that if Jiyong were to ask him what could he offer to his sister, he could not answer. Compared to the well known G-Dragon, Mino felt like a grain of dust.
**
Both of you were happily cuddling on your couch, watching a movie together. You were comfortably resting your head on Mino’s shoulder, while his fingers played with your hair softly. It was a very chill and relaxing time for both of you, before the sound of your phone ringing suddenly came interrupting.
“It’s my brother, he’s outside...” You said, eyes widened in shock.
“WHAT?!” Mino jerked up. “Should I hide???”
“In my bedroom, quick!”
You opened your front door, hoping Jiyong wouldn’t notice the nervousness in your voice. “Ji! Why didn’t you tell me first before coming?”
“What? I’m always like this what do you mean?” He lifted one of his eyebrows, looking at you. “Oh, you were watching Mulan?” He asked as walked and saw your TV.
“Y-Yeah!”
“Is it good?” He said as he sat down on the sofa, taking one of the popcorn on the table.
“Nah, it was shit!” You laughed. “It doesn’t matter though, I don’t mind watching bad movies as long as I have good company...” You widened your eyes as you realized what you had said.
“You had company?”
“No! I mean, I always say that to you! Unlucky me, just when I decided to watch alone the movie turns out to be awful, huh?” You laughed nervously.
“Hmm.” Your brother crossed his legs, he seemed unsure with your answer.
“Why are you here anyway? My break time is very precious, you know? I’d love to spend it wisely.”
“Oh, yeah that.” Jiyong put his index finger up as he remembered something and opened his backpack. “You remembered my friend who is a model? The guy we met two weeks ago?”
“Ahn Seojun?”
“Yeah, him.” He said as he took out a box of chocolate with a black ribbon on top of it. “He was overseas and he recalled you saying that you like this chocolate.”
“Uh... Tell him I said thanks, I guess?” You said, eyeing your brother weirdly. “That was nice of him, in fact, way too nice?”
“Maybe he likes you.” Jiyong casually shrugs.
“Yeah... he’s nice and all, but I’m not interested.” You chuckled.
“You are single anyway, why not?”
“Uh, I’m still not interested...”
“Or are you not?” Jiyong looked at you sternly.
“What?”
“Come to think of it, you used to talk about so many crushes to me... Ugh, you even used to have a crush on TOP hyung!” He laughed.
“Well, maybe I grew up! Besides, crushes are just crushes, I never had any deep feelings towards them! Unless you think I could develop feelings towards Chris Evans???”
“You must be in love now...” He broke into an evil grin. “Come on, who’s the guy?”
“Okay, you’re not making any sense here, if that’s all, then you should go home. I want to continue spend my break without my brother pestering about my love life.”
“Alright, alright! Geez! No need to get so defensive...” He rolled his eyes. “So, you sure you are single?”
You cleared you throat. “Uh uh.”
“Then, if Seojun asked for your number, should I give it?”
“What?! I thought we are over this???”
“Yah, Mino-ssi!!! Come on out!” Jiyong suddenly yelled out with a huge grin still plastered on his face.
“WHAT THE FUCK?!”
“If you don’t show yourself now, I’m going to tell the producers to postpone your solo album!” He said, almost singing. He definitely was enjoying this way too much.
A few seconds later, you heard your bedroom door opening and closing very quickly. Mino stood in front of your bedroom for a while before walking up towards both of you. His eyes was looking down to his feet the entire time.
“There you go!” Jiyong clapped. “So, tell me again, my beautiful sister, you sure you are single?”
“Ji, if you’re going to scold us, then please scold me as I—”
“Whoa! Who said I’m gonna what?! I’m just mad you never told me!”
“Wait, so you’re okay with this?” You said, pointing back and forth to both yourself and your boyfriend.
“Of course I am! Who am I to tell you what to do anyway?” He folded his arms. “Besides, this guy...”
“Y-Ye?” Mino jerked his head up, almost like he was in military.
“He’s a good guy, as far as I know.” He smiled and patted Mino’s shoulder. “Calm down, your solo album is safe!”
“Ah... yeah, thank you very much, hyung-nim...” Mino bowed.
“Yah, yah, put your head up! Geez, you do know you’re dating my older sister. right? Technically, you’re in higher position than me now.” He laughed.
“I promise I’ll never hurt her!” Mino suddenly said out loud.
“Shut up...” You nudged your boyfriend, blushing.
“Alright, I’ll leave you two lovebirds alone now.” Jiyong said, looking very amused. “Next time, if you’re planning on hiding your boyfriend, make sure his brand new released adidas shoes ain’t in your shoe rack first.”
“Dammit!” You cursed.
“Oh come on, I’ve known since you started visiting me so frequently in YG! This is just a lucky coincidence.” He said as he grabbed his bag and walked towards the front door. “I’ll see both of ya later!”
“Go away! Stop interrupting me!” You stuck your tongue out playfully.
“Yeah, yeah.” He laughed. “Mino-ssi,” Jiyong stopped and nodded at him before finally closing the door behind.
Mino nodded back, but you could tell he was really nervous as little beads of sweat was visible under his bangs.
“Phew!” You shouted as you threw yourself on the couch. “That went well, huh?”
“Y-Yeah...” Mino said, sitting down next to you.
“See? You have nothing to worry about!” You took his left hand, still laying down beside him.
“Still, who am I compared to your brother?”
“Mino,” You said as you repositioned yourself to rest your head on his lap. “I don’t care about neither your money or fame, you’re you. You’re the best person I’ve ever met in my entire life, and you dare ask who you are?”
“Okay, that was cheesy, I totally wasn’t prepared for that...” The guy laughed but his cheeks were reddened.
“Shut up! Said the guy who was practically yelling to my brother, saying he’d never hurt me, like he was in Japanese drama or something.” You giggled.
“Hey, missy, how about you shut up before I kiss you.” Mino grinned, now face only inches away from you.
“In that case, I would never shut my mouth then...” You smiled as you close the gap in between.
yayyy!!! I hope I did the author justice by this! :D sorry I didn’t make the reader as an idol as well, I feel like her not being an idol helped the plot nicely hehe 😅
the author that requested this is @genuinestyles btw! check em out! 💖
Request: “Can you please make how KangKimSongLee behavior when they are on a date 👉🏻👈🏻”
A/N: This is my first Winner request and I’m so excited to write this. Thank you for the request! I hope this is good and tell me what you think! Also, I wasn’t sure if you wanted like a drabble or headcanon so I went with this!
soft boyfriend Jinu
only smiles and laughter when he’s with you.
Jinu likes going to the beach with you.
He likes to see you feeling the sand in between your feet as you squealed.
Jinu would always drag you to the waters as the both of you stood by the edge side by side, your arms in his, letting the waves wash over your ankles.
The two of you like the calmness and the serenity of the beach as you both watch over the sun setting.
When he is out with you, he no longer is Winner Jinu, he is your Jinu.
Jinu is attentive, he loves hearing you talk about your “mundane” life. He observes you a lot, the way you blink twice when you lost your train of thoughts, the way you would slightly scrunch your nose when you see babies.
“Stop looking at me like that!”
“Like what?”, he smiles
“Like I’m so interesting!”
He would look at you softly, “you are”
also, a lot of selfies. Probably won’t upload anywhere, just for him to keep as memories.
He likes being with you. With you, he is at his most natural state.
fun excited boyfriend Hoony!
brings you to all the trendy food places
sometimes, dates with him can be as short as an hour.
and even within that one hour, it always felt like you spent the entire day with him.
Hoony enjoys going out with you, you always make him laugh. He appreciates that your humour level matches him.
countless cafe dates!!
often time people recognise him, and when they approached him, he will usually talk and take a photo for a while.
You understood, but when the both of you are in the midst of talking and eating, he would politely decline.
Hoony likes listening to you talk about your work, he makes you comfortable.You would often tell him incidents that happen on your way to work or just work in general.
When you talk, he listens. His reactions can be over the top but it’s never like he’s making of you. Just hyping you.
“So, I ordered a grande iced coffee and the barista gave me a venti”
“REALLLYYY??”, he would say *refer to gif above*
He would also refill your glass with water and pass the glass to you so you can drink.
He would also sometimes feed you in between as you tell him your story.
He just like doing that. You two match other well.
chill boyfriend mino!
loves bringing you to art exhibitions and museums.
Mino gets excited when he explain his interpretation of the art piece, and you like that.
Often times, Mino would ask you for your opinion. He just likes hearing your thoughts.
“This portrait makes me feel safe? I feel as if I am looking through the eyes of the painter, does that make sense?”
“How come?”, he would ask again.
“I can’t explain, but looking at it gives me the same feelings when I see you looking at me. I feel protected, I feel loved,”
Definitely caught off guard before he tries to hide the redness forming on his cheeks.
You would just locked hands with him and drag him to the next painting.
also, your biggest fans.
loves taking pictures of you secretly. his favourite is you failing hard to blow bubbles, best believe he has that photo of you printed.
“Babe, smile!”
dates with you is like his mini getaway from his busy life and he loves every second of it.
cutie pie Yoon!
loves going on drives with you.
sometimes to a neighbouring city, sometimes to nowhere, other times just driving around the city.
Seungyoon would take this time to update you about his life. All the small details, all the missed time together.
“I had a chocolate cake the other day and I think you will love it!”, he shares.
Sometimes, the two of you would go to a neighbouring city and stop at non busy spot overlooking the city
Sometimes, the both of you don’t talk. He likes the calmness.
“I like this”
“What?”, you’d ask as you turn to your sides to face him.
“This. Just us two, the peace the calm.”
You smile and he would always take your hands and leave kisses on each knuckles and the back of your palm.
Yoon would never let go of your hands and you two would more often than not, wait for the sun to set.
Like Mino, he loves taking pictures of you.
Both of you are each other photographer and hypeman for each other’s ig.
“Stand there and look pretty!”, he would say to you.
Yoon looks forward to days like this with you each time. He wouldn’t want it any other way
pairing → mino x female reader, g-dragon x sister reader.
synopsis → g-dragon’s younger sister has always been close to her big brother. but what happens when he finds out she’s dating mino?
word count → 1.3k
a/n → imagine being gd’s sister and dating mino when mino looks kinda like gd. honest to god i would beat her ass. sorry to you bottoms out here. y/n is a TOP in this one chief since dom women don’t get the credit they deserve. FEMALE DOMS >>>>>
“Hey, Hyung. Have you seen Y/N? I wanted to take her out to lunch. She said she was here but I don’t see her,” Jiyong began, jogging up to Youngbae.
Youngbae shrugged his shoulders turning to the younger, “I haven’t seen in the past 20 minutes. I’m sure she’s with Minho.”
Jiyong raised an eyebrow, “What would she be doing with Minho? Are they friends?”
Youngbae stopped turning to his groupmate with an ‘are you serious’ look, tilting his head, “Jiyong...are you kidding?”
“Kidding about what? I’m seriously asking.”
“Jiyong your sister is dating Minho,” Youngbae admitted, watching Jiyong’s face go pale for a few seconds as he froze. He placed a hand on his shoulder, “Um, Ji? You okay?”
Through his teeth, Jiyong spoke once more, “How long? How long have they been dating?!”
Youngbae looked up as if he was thinking, “I don’t know for sure but I’m sure they been together for a while now. I’m actually surprised you didn’t know since you’re very close to Y/N. I guess she didn’t tell you. That’s surprising.”
Jiyong relaxed, a devilishly look still written in his eyes, “Excuse me, Hyung. I have a couple I need to see.”
“Jiyong, promise you won’t do anything stupid.”
The younger raised his hands up in defeat, lowering his head, “I promise. But if there is a fight, I need you to back me up.”
“A fight?!”
“See you in a minute, Hyung!”
“Jiyong wait!”
With that, the man had disappeared across the corner, searching for high and low for his sister, a look of mischief still printed on his face as he looked through every room he could for his sister, coming to one of the many studios last.
He slammed the door open, finally finding the couple, cuddled up on the sofa. Minho cuddled into your side, his head resting in your neck, speaking lowly for only you to hear. Your arm was wrapped around him, as you gently rubbed his back, staring down at your phone.
As the door slammed open, Minho jumped slightly, groaning in your ear. You slowly picked your head up to see your brother standing in the doorway with an angry look on his face. “Oh, hey Jiyong. What’s up?”
“DON’T ‘what’s up’ ME! Since when are the two of you dating and why am I the last one to know?!” He shouted.
Minho tried to pick his head but you gently placed it back on your shoulder.
“Ji, I thought you knew. It’s not like we were hiding it or anything. We were pretty open,” You confessed, earning a nod from Minho.
Jiyong cleared his throat, piercing holes into Minho from the door frame, making your lover gulp. “Minho you have five seconds to get off of my sister, or else.” You rolled your eyes at his action, “Watch your mouth. This is my baby you’re talking to. He’s not moving.”
Minho felt his insides warm at the pet name, a small grin appeared on his face, as he snuggled further into your neck, the tip of his nose kissing the skin of your neck, making you giggle.
“Jiyong, I’m a grown woman. We’re only a year apart. I can date whoever I want to date,” You added, making him grumble under his breath before huffing. “But you’re my baby sister. I don’t want anything to happen to you nor do I want your heart to get broken.”
You sighed, “Ji...” You trailed off before looking down to Minho, “Could you give a minute? I need to baby Jiyong right now.”
“Then you’ll baby me again, right?”
“Of course, you are my main baby,” You said teasingly, kissing the top of his head. He pulled away from you and walking out of the room, trying to ignore Jiyong’s glare. You patted the spot next to you, “Get over here you big baby.”
Taking your words as his cue, he sat next to you and replaced Minho’s spot, cuddling into your side and wrapping his arms around you, “Why him?”
“Because, he’s really sweet, he’s very outgoing, he’s funny and he makes me laugh. He’s handsome, kind. He’s by far the sweetest man I’ve ever been with Ji and I love him to the moon and back,” You confessed, making him pout.
You ruffled your brother’s hair, “Jiyong, I’m 30 years now. I’m done growing up, I’ve already matured. I’m not 16 anymore. Stop acting so childish. I haven’t seen you act this way since I debuted did that one movie.”
“Yeah! That one movie in which was rated 19+!”
“There you go acting like I was a kid. I was 25, Ji.”
He huffed once more, “I just...I just want to protect you for as long as I can.”
“I know you do and I will never stop taking you for that but there comes a point where you need to loosen the ropes and let me go. Mom and Dad have already loosened their ropes, Dami as well. I need you to do the same.”
He pulled away from you, a small smile on his face, “I guess I should loosen the ropes. You are a grown woman who can take care of herself. But that doesn’t mean I won’t be watching that boy from now on like a hawk.”
“Sure you will, Ji. I completely believe you. Wait, does that mean I have your permission to date Minho?”
He folded his arms across his chest, “I mean I guess it does. But don’t get carried away, alright? And if he ever breaks your heart, I’ll kill him.”
“Don’t worry, I’ll kill him first,” You smirked. Jiyong returned your smirk, “There’s the Y/N I know.”
Minho peeked into the room from the side of the door frame, gulping at your words and smirk, ‘They really are related. They have the exact same smirk.’
Jiyong’s eyes caught Minho’s, his glare reappearing. You shook your head at the older before turning to the door to see your beloved looking shy, “Minho, come here.”
Minho walked to your side, taking your hand into his gently, kissing your palm, “Jiyong sunbaenim, I know you said you give Y/N and I permission to be a couple but I wish for you to say it again to my face as I am the reason this all started. I really do love and cherish your sister with every fiber in me. I cannot picture being with anyone else nor do I even want to think about it. One day I want to see her walk down the aisle in the prettiest dress she can find and make her my wife. One day I want the two of us to become parents of 3 beautiful children. Those are my dreams for us and I want them to come true. And I need to know that I have your blessing for me to achieve those dreams in the future.”
You rested your head on his arm, your heart racing at his words, ‘Did I get this lucky?’ You thought to yourself as you smiled brightly.
Jiyong scratched behind his neck, “I can see that you guys really love each other and I guess no matter what I say I can’t stand in the way of love. Nor I do want to because Y/N’s getting older now and Dami and I made a bet that she would be the first one to get pregnant so I would like my hard-earned money.”
“YOU AND DAMI BET ON WHAT?!”
“Anyways, you have my...permission to be with Y/N but you better treat her like the princess she is,” Jiyong gritted through his teeth, looking away from the happy couple.
“I already treat her like a queen. I’ll continue to take good care of her. You have my word,” Minho chimed.
Making the two Kwon siblings roll their eyes. “More like Y/N taking care of you. Never knew Y/N was a Sugar Mama,” Jiyong teased.
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Seungyoon
When you come home after a long day, tired and stressed, Seungyoon would ask what he can do to help. He would come up with tons of ideas of ways you could de-stress, and he would offer to do them all for you! Cuddling, watching a movie, eating, taking a hot bath -- whatever you need, he’s there for you.
Jinwoo
After Jinwoo receives a text message from you proclaiming you’ve had the longest day, he would immediately go into his bathroom and pick out a sheet mask for you. It would be ready and waiting for you by the time you arrived home, and in less than five minutes, you’d be relaxing on the couch or in bed with your mask on. You may be stressed out, but your skin certainly isn’t!
Seunghoon
You can always count on Hoony to have a meal ready for you when you get home after a long day. He’ll definitely either make or order your favorite meal for you, and once you’ve eaten your fill, the two of you will cuddle with Haute and watch a drama. You can literally think of nothing more wonderful to distract and relieve you from your stress!
Mino
Mino will, of course, try to help you feel better after a long day by making you laugh. He’ll use one of your stuffed animals to talk to you, having a whole conversation with you as your favorite teddy bear. He’ll act silly and goofy, and if that doesn’t quite work, he’ll act cutesy. He doesn’t normally act cutesy, but if it gets you to smile, he’ll do it no question!
summary: four months of trying to convince yourself that you were fine without him later, you saw him again and he once again showed you why you loved him so much.
word count: 4k
genre: ex-lovers!au | angst with a happy ending
note: this one is for all of us mino girls out here, struggling to find any winner content. i got you, bitches. pictures are from @winnermillions
You were fighting a battle against your drunk self, your heart against your head, your hidden feelings against the words you told yourself over and over again, for months and months.
‘You don’t need him anymore. You don’t want him anymore.’ But the more you tried to convince yourself, the more you tried to forget about the suppressed memories, locked somewhere deep in the back of your brain, the more you felt like failing. How long would it take you to finally get over him?
Your eyes started to burn, not even blinking, as you blankly stared at his name on your phone, wanting to call him so bad but knowing you shouldn’t.
God, you missed him. Scoffing to yourself, you finally had to admit it to yourself: Maybe, after all the endless tries to convince yourself, you still weren’t over Song Minho. And how could you get over him? It felt almost impossible, no matter how hard you tried to avoid him.
Taking a deep breath you shook your head as if it would help you find happier thoughts. Seunghoon’s bathroom suddenly felt so small and constraining, as if you had no room to breathe. It was time to get up and leave the bathroom, get back to the party and act as if everything was fine, you knew that, but today it felt harder than usual.
Your thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking against the door and asking for you and for once, you were rather thankful to be interrupted while being in the bathroom.
“Come in. I didn’t lock it.”, you said, knowing it was Jinwoo on the other end of the door.
Cautiously, he opened the door to check on you. By now he knew you way too well and without having to say anything, he immediately understood what was going on.
He sat down beside you on the cold floor, his back resting on the bathtub just like yours, two red cups of alcohol in his hands.
“Thought you might want to drown your feelings in alcohol.”, he said soft, a slight comforting smile on his face.
“Did I ever tell you that I love you?”, you asked your friend with the face of an angel before taking a bit gulp of the strong liquor in your cup. It tasted terrible but after all the years, you somehow got used to Jinwoo’s terrible drinks.
He chuckled before giving you a pitiful glance, “Are you ever going to talk to us about it? Or at least to me?”
Sighing, you pressed your lips into a thin line. The music from behind the door was loud and you could feel the bass in your body, despite being in a different room. Certainly, everyone was having fun but for you and you started to feel bad - you definitely never intended to be a killjoy.
“I’m fine, really. Just a bad day.”, you promised him, giving him a bright smile as if to prove that he didn’t have to worry about you.
Scoffing, he shook his head, “You’re a bad liar, (y/n).”
For a minute the two of you just sat in silence, your head resting on his shoulder. Mino and you broke up four months ago and ever since then, you avoided each other as good as possible. The break up wasn’t ugly or dramatic, it was a mutual one, knowing that sometimes the right people meet at the wrong time.
Looking back at it now you hated how mature you tried to be, always understanding every point Mino made and agreed that it was the best to part like this. Both of you wanted to cause no damage but now it felt like you were both just too afraid to fight for something good.
“I’ll be fine.”, you said again, this time more honest. Maybe you weren’t fine right now, but one day you would be.
“I know.”, Jinu said quietly, looking up to the ceiling, “But right now you’re not.”
“I drank too much.”, you whispered, “I get sentimental when I drink.”
“He’s trying to avoid the topic just as much as you.”, he said and for a second your heart froze. The boys tried to not mention him around you, not wanting to upset or hurt you. Sometimes you wondered if they talked to him about you, if they knew how he was handling things, but you never dared to ask.
They were your friends, sure, they would tell you if you asked but you felt like it was hard enough for them to find a balance between you and Mino. In the end, they were Mino’s friends as much as they were yours and even though no one would admit it, the break up affected them too. Starting with small things like feeling awkward around you when Mino’s name was mentioned and ending with more complicated things like making sure that you weren’t invited to the same party.
In very frustrating moments like these you wished they’d just invite both of you. It was quite weird to wish for something so bad while knowing how much it would hurt you. Seeing him would feel painful, like a dagger that gets twisted in your heart but sometimes you thought that at least you’d feel something then.
But you were just dramatic in that moment. Most days you were fine, laughing and loving the world and almost glowing a little bit. Today was just a bad day.
Once again, a long sigh before you suddenly got up, your closest friend looking at you in confusion.
“What are you doing?”, he asked amused at your sudden change of mood.
“We’re going to get wasted.”, you said determinedly.
He laughed at you, “Didn’t you just say you drank too much?”
Rolling your eyes playfully, you opened the door of the bathroom, shrugging lightly, “You can try to stop me. Or you can have a good time with me. It’s up to you.”
He joined you and together, you started to dance in the middle of the living room, surrounded by many other people doing the same. It was loud and you and Jinwoo tried to have a conversation while dancing but fastly gave up, your conversation only consisting of ‘What?’ and ‘I didn’t hear you.’.
Looking around, you felt a bit better. You saw Seungyoon dancing with the rest, his cup in the air and an energetic smile on his face. Seunghoon was chatting up a girl in the corner of his living room and she seemed to be interested. Good for him. There were many more people you recognized and greeted while dancing, the atmosphere making you feel lighter and washing your sorrows away slowly.
One hour, two broken glasses, three beers, four shots and five random people making out later you noticed Seunghoon standing in the kitchen all alone, talking to someone on the phone. Of course, that alone wasn’t anything suspicious but the look on his face definitely was - he almost seemed panicked, something rather unusual for your most carefree friend.
Concentrating on every step you took, trying not to trip, you walked over to him to check if he’s okay. He was still on the phone when you arrived in the kitchen, looking at you with his eyes wide open.
“Dude, don’t be like this.”, he whispered, almost acting a bit secretive, “You’ll only hurt yourself. And her.”
“What’s going on?”, you asked him quietly and he strongly shook his head, as if something terrible was about to happen.
“(Y/n). Wait a second.”, he said to you, covering the microphone on his phone before turning his attention back to the person on the other side, “I have to go. Please, think before you act.”
And with that, he hung up.
“What was that about?”, you asked him curiously. Something was definitely wrong.
“Do you wanna take a walk?”, he suddenly asked you, scratching the nape of his back.
Pinching your eyes, you gave him a mean glance, “Seunghoon, what are you keeping from me?”
Before he could answer, Seungyoon joined the two of you, also looking as if he just saw a ghost. He fastly exchanged a glance with Seunghoon, trying to be as careful as he could but you noticed.
“Okay guys, now you’re just being weird.”, you pouted, wondering if you did something wrong, “Is anyone going to talk to me?”
“Yes.”, Seungyoon said, putting his arm around your shoulder, “Let’s talk outside.”
Uncomfortable was the word that would describe the current atmosphere the best, followed by rushed and maybe even a bit worried. Knowing the guys wouldn’t give in you decided to join Seungyoon on his way out, just wanting to know what exactly was going on and why everyone seemed to be in the picture except for you.
Pushing yourself through the crowd of people, Seungyoon was talking to you but you were looking around for Jinwoo because he still had your phone.
When you found Jinwoo you froze in place at the sight of the man next to him. Two pairs of eyes were already looking at you, seeming to be just as taken aback as you were. Mino was standing across from you, only a few steps away, nothing but a few people dancing in between you two. It felt like ages since you were so close to him - but this time, you couldn’t just walk over to him and give him a kiss. No matter how close he was physical, he still was so far away.
First, you felt a strange wave of nothing, you couldn’t hear the music or feel Seungyoon’s grip on your wrist. To you, it seemed like no one was moving around you, as if your whole surroundings just disappeared.
Shortly after that, you felt everything. Never before have you felt so many emotions before, some stronger than others. Your emotions changed within fractions of seconds, first, you felt confused, wondering what he was doing here. Then you felt peaceful, seeing the person you missed so much right in front of you. After that, you felt lonely, almost even isolated from him, knowing he wasn’t yours anymore. A rush of anger came over you, wondering what exactly he was doing here even though he knew you were here, as if he wanted to hurt you on purpose. But then that wave washed away again, feeling pitiful, because you could see in his eyes that he was going through the exact same you were going through right now.
When you could finally catch a breath again you felt completely overwhelmed. To be honest, you didn’t know how to feel. Should you be happy or sad or angry?
Starting to realize the people around you and the music again you looked away from him but could feel his eyes still were glued to your body.
You looked at Seungyoon, a helpless expression written all over your face.
“I’m so sorry.”, he said to you, “We told him not to come but he-”
For a second he fell silent, looking for the right words. Words that wouldn’t hurt you, words that would give you a good feeling.
“He insisted. He wanted to see you.”, he gulped, “Do you want to go outside?”
For a second you looked over to Mino again, he seemed to feel vulnerable and even though, you didn’t want to hurt him, you had to have a second to yourself.
Forcing yourself to break away from his eyes, you walked straight to the door, not caring if you were bumping into other people. Seungyoon was following you, sitting down beside you on the bench in front of Seunghoon’s building.
Caring, he put his jacket around your shoulders, knowing you’d shake enough from your feelings, so you didn’t have to shiver from the cold in addition.
“He is drunk.”, your friend said, his arm around your shoulder to comfort you a bit. It’s not like you were crying or even saying anything, somehow you didn’t feel sad. A few hours ago you sat in the bathroom, wanting to call him but you didn’t expect to actually see him tonight.
“I know we never talked about it but I need to know.”, you said, your lip was trembling while you spoke, your eyes glued to the ground. It was the middle of the night and you were drunk, so you had to force yourself to sober up to avoid stupid decisions, “What did he tell you about how he handles the break-up?”
Yoon let out a long sigh, knowing he owes you this conversation.
“He doesn’t talk about it a lot. You two are very similar when it comes to that point.”, he scoffed to himself, knowing it was hard to read the two of you, “But we’re not dumb, you know. We know Mino and he’s a bit torn. I think he regrets a lot of things but also tries to get over you.”
Now you were the one scoffing, “That truly sounds similar.”
“Lately, he gets drunk a lot and tries to somehow distract himself but it doesn’t seem to work. He asks about you a lot when he drinks.”, Seungyoon chuckled, “It would be quite cute if it wasn’t such a sad situation. I thought he’s finally letting go but now he’s here so I guess I was wrong.”
Suddenly, Jinwoo came running up to you, almost a bit out of breath, pointing to Seungyoon, “Get upstairs and take care of him. I’ll talk to (y/n).”
Agreeing, the two of them gave each other a worried glance before Seungyoon left you alone with Jinwoo.
“Do you want to leave?”, he asked you, “If this is too much for you, you can stay at my place.”
Shaking your head, you shrugged, “What does he want?”
“I’m not sure. He only tells me that he wants to talk to you.”
“I’m so confused.”, you laughed like a crazy woman, still not knowing what to think, “Is he drunk? Angry? Sad? What in the world is going on, Jinwoo?”
“He seems calm. Not too drunk, just really desperate to talk to you.”, he gave you a small smile.
Interrupting the two of you, Mino was walking out of the door, looking at you, “Talk to me.”, he said loudly, not daring to walk over to the bench you were sitting on.
Your friend next to you gave you a questioning look, “Should I go?”
After you gave him a small nod he got up and you waited where you were for Mino to come over to you.
He stood in front of you, his now red hair looked frizzy and you wanted to scold him for not taking better care of it, you told him a thousand times to used conditioner.
“Can I sit down? Or do you want to take a walk?”, his voice was still sweet like honey and he bit his lip nervously, a habit you always thought was rather cute. It was ridiculous how weak you were for him after all - you should feel angry at him for ruining this party and just show up after four months of silence but after all, he was your Mino. Nothing mattered when he was around you, it has always been like that.
“Let’s take a walk.”, you said, getting up and breathing in sharply, hoping the cold night air would sober you up.
He was right beside you and your eyes were glued to your shadow on the street, making him look so much taller than you. It felt strangely familiar to walk next to each other like that, as if you just did it yesterday, except for the tense atmosphere between you.
“Talk.”, you said coldly after a few steps. The streets were wet and you had to be careful with every step you took. You didn’t want to sound mean but it was your defense mechanism, better mean than vulnerable.
“I didn’t think I’d get this far.”, he admitted, “So I don’t know how to start.”
“Why are you here, Mino? We haven’t talked in months and now you suddenly can’t wait anymore?”, you asked, looking up at him. It’s been too long since you were this close to his face and it was still as breathtaking as you remembered it to be.
His eyes met yours and you could swear that he was pouting a bit at the sight of you being so close to him.
He gulped before looking back to the street, walking very slowly.
“It’s our anniversary.”, he said quietly.
Immediately you let out a small gasp, realizing today’s date. You completely forget. “It would have been three years today.”, you said just as quiet as he did before, a wave of bittersweet melancholy washing over you.
“It’s not fair of me to just come here and ruin your evening, I’m sorry, it was thoughtless. But I saw a picture of you on snapchat and before I knew, I was on my way here.”, he said, his hands in his pockets and his shoulder brushing yours every now and then.
For a second no one said anything, both of you trying to figure out what to do next while your feet were carrying you around the neighborhood.
Without any warning, Mino suddenly stopped in his place, looking at a wall. Immediately, you froze too, wondering what happened to him.
“What happened?”, you suddenly asked him, taking a step closer to him. He looked like he saw a ghost, his face pale.
Pointing to a wall, a small smile formed on his face, “Don’t you remember?”
Looking around you realized what he was talking about. You chuckled, “Our first kiss.”
“It’s been so long.”, he said, almost looking a bit happy, “I can’t believe we had our first kiss against a wall in some weird alley like this.”
“It was romantic.”, you shrugged, “Don’t talk bad about it.”
Now he gave you a real smile, one that actually reached his eyes, “It was awkward. I remember asking you if it was okay.”
“Very polite of you.”, you said amused, “You told me to just nod my head if I’d want it too.”
“I remember that.”, he leaned against the wall. More than three years later, he still was the most handsome man to you even though his appearance changed so much. The young boy now was a man, tattoos and piercings decorating his body. His face looked older now, his features sharper and you wouldn’t say this out loud because he’d be insecure about it but he slowly started to get wrinkles on his forehead even though he still was a bit too young for that.
It felt peaceful to just be with him, it felt so right and easy. But you knew that it wasn’t. After all, you two broke up because you had reasons for it.
“Mino, let’s talk.”, you said a bit more serious again, “We drifted apart. Some days we only fought, not saying a single nice word to each other. It’s good to see you but let’s not forget about how sad the ending was.”
You were standing opposite him, the distance between you wasn’t too big but still big enough to stop yourself from doing something you might regret later. The smile on his face vanished and he nodded, feeling guilty, “It’s still sad.”, his voice was quiet.
“The ending is still very sad, (y/n).”, he repeated himself, this time a bit clearer before running his hand through his hair, “So many things remind me of you and I miss you. I know we mutually agreed to break up but I wish I hadn’t.”
That’s exactly what you thought, too. You two should have tried harder instead of just ending things, you knew that now. But still, you were afraid of hurting even more if you tried again and failed a second time. You decided to stay quiet and let Mino continue to talk for now.
“Can I ask you something?”, he didn’t look at you, his glance avoiding yours.
“Sure.”, you simply answered, a bit anxious.
“Did you ever think about calling me? Like, did you ever almost dialed my number but then decided against it?”
You took a deep breath, “Sure I did.”
Apparently, he still knew you better than anyone else. It hit you like the cold night air hit your face.
“When did you do that the last time?”, he asked again, once again hitting the mark.
“About four hours ago.”, you admitted, almost mumbling because you somehow felt ashamed of him reading you like a book.
He suddenly looked into your eyes, a pained expression in his eyes, his eyebrows narrowed. It seemed like he didn’t expect that answer.
“(Y/n).”, his hand reached out for yours and you took it without giving it a second thought, “I know we fell apart but I want us back together.”
There you stood, in front of Mino, holding his hand, only a small distance between the two of you. He looked down into your eyes and you let out a sigh, not knowing what to say.
“You don’t have to say anything.”, he almost whispered, gently holding your chin in his free hand, “Just nod your head if I can kiss you.”
You nodded slowly, chuckling slightly because of the cheesy remark you heard once before. Mino’s lips found yours and a small firework was going off inside your stomach. His lips were soft and warm in contrast to the cold night sky. Your nose brushed his and his thumb was caressing your jawline as he carefully moved your bodies so your back was leaning against the wall, his chest pressing against yours.
It reminded you a lot of your first kiss, except this one was more passionate, a certain degree of longing in it. He freed his hand from yours just to grab your waist, pulling you closer to him.
Slowly breaking away from the kiss, he gave your forehead a kiss, one of his hands in your hair.
You looked at him and he looked at you, his eyes full of love and relief. It has been too long since you felt this alive and you didn’t ever want to lose that feeling again.
“I could get used to the lip ring.”, you joked lightly, wanting to see his smile.
And he gave you one, a big and bright one, one that you missed so much.
“I love you, (y/n).”, he said reassuring, “Now let me kiss you again and again and again, please.”
