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The tension in the villa exploded the moment Sophia made her choice, leaving Harry and Y/N standing at opposite sides of the fire pit, each looking as if the ground had been pulled from beneath them. The chime of Y/Nâs phone only amplified the shock. Her hands trembled as she read the text aloud.
âY/N, as you are now single, you are in jeopardy of leaving the villa. Your fate will be revealed tomorrow. #JeopardyOnTheHorizon #SingleAndSearching.â
Gasps echoed in the night air. Y/Nâs voice wavered but didnât crack, even as she sat back down on the bench, her head spinning. She wasnât mad at Harryâthis wasnât his doing. But the shock of it allâthe sudden shift, the possibility of leaving, the blatant disrespectâleft her shaken to her core.
As soon as the recoupling ended, the villa erupted into chaos. Chloe was the first to march across the fire pit, her fury palpable as she got in Sophiaâs face.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â Chloe snarled, her voice echoing. âSeriously, what do you get out of this? You knew Harry was with Y/N. Everyone knew! What was the point? To make yourself look pathetic?â
Amber wasnât far behind, crossing her arms and glaring. âHonestly, Sophia, was this your big plan? To play the villain? Because congrats, it worked.â
Sophia shrugged, her expression annoyingly calm. âItâs a game, isnât it? Harryâs a free man, and I made my choice. Donât be bitter because Iâm playing it better.â
âBetter?â Chloeâs voice rose. âYouâve literally just made an enemy out of every girl in this villa.â
Amber nodded sharply. âAnd every guy, for that matter. Good luck trying to make friends after this.â
From the boysâ side, Callum spoke up, his voice cold. âThat was low, Sophia. Everyone can see through it. If you think Harryâs just going to fall into your lap, youâre deluded.â
Lucas cut in, his voice sharp. "Think you're being clever, do you? Breaking up something real like that? Well, here's the truthâHarry's head wasn't turned at all. You're just causing drama for the sake of it."
Sophiaâs calm façade cracked slightly as she glanced around at the glares from the group. âWhy are you all acting like Iâve committed a crime? Itâs a game.â
âNo, itâs peopleâs feelings,â Chloe spat. âBut you wouldnât know anything about that, would you?â
Meanwhile, Harry moved toward Y/N, who was still seated on the bench, her face pale but composed. He crouched down in front of her, his hands hovering as if unsure whether to touch her.
âY/N,â he said softly, his voice thick with regret. âI swear to you, this wasnât what I wanted. I told her I didnâtââ
âI know,â Y/N interrupted, her voice steady but quiet. She looked at him, her eyes filled with shock rather than anger. âI know it wasnât you. Iâm not mad at you.â
His shoulders sagged in relief, but guilt still lingered in his expression. âYou believe me?â
âI do,â she whispered. âI just⌠I didnât see this coming. I donât even know what to think right now.â
Harry nodded, his hands finally reaching for hers. âWeâll figure it out, okay? Iâm not giving up on us.â
Their conversation was cut short by Chloeâs sharp voice. âOi, Sophia, if you think youâre getting away with this, think again!â
The group had fully turned against Sophia now. Even Max, who often stayed out of the drama, shook his head. âYou crossed a line, Sophia. Thereâs no coming back from this.â
Ianâs voice cut through the chaos in his usual dry tone. âWell, Sophiaâs big move didnât quite land the way she thought it would. Itâs like trying to light a sparkler in a hurricaneâgood luck with that, love.â
Sophia, realizing she was completely outnumbered, huffed and walked off toward the villa, her heels clicking sharply against the stone.
The group began to disperse, but the damage had been done. Y/N was left sitting by the fire pit, Harry by her side, both of them processing the nightâs events. He gently brushed a strand of hair from her face, his voice low.
âYouâre not leaving. I wonât let that happen.â
Y/N gave him a small smile, though her eyes still betrayed her nerves. âLetâs just see what tomorrow brings.â
The makeup room hummed with quiet activity as the girls trickled in one by one. Chloe immediately grabbed Y/N's hand and guided her to the chair in front of the mirror. "Sit, babe. You need to take a breath for a second."
Amber grabbed a tissue from the counter and handed it to Y/N, her tone soft but firm. âYouâve been holding it together all night. You donât have to do that here.â
Y/N tried to muster a smile, but the lump in her throat made it impossible. The moment she looked up at the girlsâChloe, Amber, and the others all standing around her, their faces full of concernâit hit her like a wave. Everything. The recoupling, Sophiaâs betrayal, the looming uncertainty about her place in the villa. It was too much.
âIââ Her voice cracked, and she looked down, shaking her head. âIâm fine.â
âNo, youâre not,â Chloe said gently, crouching beside her. âAnd thatâs okay. Weâre here for you.â
At that, Y/Nâs walls crumbled. Tears spilled over her cheeks as she finally let herself feel everything. Chloe wrapped her arms around her, holding her tightly while Amber rubbed her back.
âI just⌠I donât understand,â Y/N sobbed. âI might be leaving tomorrow, and itâs justâitâs too much.â
âSheâs a snake, thatâs why,â Amber said firmly. âShe doesnât care about anyone but herself, and we all see it. Youâve done nothing wrong.â
âExactly,â Chloe agreed. âYouâre not leaving, okay? We wonât let that happen.â
Lila piped up from across the room, her tone warm. âYouâre one of the strongest girls here, Y/N. Everyone knows it. And Harry? Heâs mad about you. Donât let Sophiaâs petty little game make you doubt that.â
âSheâs jealous,â Amber added. âThatâs all this is. Sheâs jealous of you, your connection with Harry, everything. And if she thinks this stunt is going to get her what she wants, sheâs in for a rude awakening.â
Y/N sniffled, dabbing at her eyes with the tissue. âItâs just⌠overwhelming, you know? I didnât expect any of this.â
âWe know,â Chloe said softly. âBut youâre not alone, babe. Weâve got you.â
The girls nodded in unison, each offering words of comfort and solidarity. The energy in the room shifted, transforming it into a safe space where Y/N could release her emotions without judgment.
âThanks, guys,â Y/N said finally, her voice still shaky but steadier than before. âI donât know what Iâd do without you lot.â
As Y/N finished wiping her eyes, her soft smile still lingering, the door to the makeup room creaked open. The girls instinctively straightened, their chatter halting as Sophia walked in, arm-in-arm with Georgia. The roomâs atmosphere shifted in an instant, the warmth replaced by a chill of unease.
Chloe raised an eyebrow, muttering under her breath, âOh, here we goâŚâ
Sophiaâs confident smirk didnât waver as she glanced around the room. Her gaze settled on Y/N for a fraction longer than necessary, and the tension became palpable. Georgia, whose posture mirrored Sophiaâs smugness, leaned against the doorframe with her arms crossed, her expression unreadable but clearly siding with her newfound ally.
Amber let out a low scoff, folding her arms. âGuess snakes travel in pairs now.â
Sophiaâs smirk widened. âDonât stop on our account, girls. Weâre all friends here, arenât we?â
Chloe took a deliberate step forward, her chin raised. âFriends? Youâre joking, right? Because the last time I checked, friends donât throw each other under the bus for a lad.â
âAh, Chloe.â Sophiaâs tone was mock-sweet, her smile sharp. âAlways the loudest in the room, arenât you?â
âBetter than being the most desperate,â Chloe shot back without missing a beat.
Georgia, stepping further into the room, chuckled dryly. âYou lot are acting like Sophiaâs the villain when sheâs just doing what the gameâs about. Recoupling, yeah? Isnât that the point?â
Amber stood up, her glare cutting through the tension. âThereâs a difference between playing the game and playing dirty, Georgia. But I wouldnât expect you to know the difference.â
Sophia raised a hand, feigning innocence. âAlright, letâs not make this a whole thing. I came in to grab my gloss, not to start World War Three.â
Her gaze flicked to Y/N again, this time sharper. âYou alright, Y/N? Looked like you were having a little moment there.â
Y/N didnât flinch. She sat a little straighter, her expression calm despite the anger bubbling beneath her surface. âIâm fine. Thanks for asking.â
The girls around her bristled, ready to jump in, but Y/Nâs steady demeanor seemed to hold them back. It was Chloe who finally broke the silence.
âYouâve got a lot of nerve walking in here after the shit youâve pulled, Sophia.â
Sophia rolled her eyes, grabbing her gloss from the counter. âOh, give it a rest, Chloe. Youâd do the same if you were in my shoes.â
âThing is, Iâd never be in your shoes,â Chloe snapped. âBecause Iâve got a thing called loyalty.â
Sophia let out a low laugh, linking her arm with Georgiaâs again as she turned toward the door. âWhatever helps you sleep at night, babe.â
As the pair left the room, Georgia glanced back with a smirk. âHave fun licking your wounds.â
The door closed behind them, leaving the room heavy with silence.
Amber exhaled sharply. âI swear, if looks could killâŚâ
Chloe turned to Y/N, her voice softer now. âYou okay, babe?â
Y/N nodded, her hands gripping the edge of the counter. âYeah. Let them have their moment. It wonât last.â
Amber stepped closer, placing a hand on Y/Nâs shoulder. âDamn right it wonât. Weâve got your back.â
Y/N looked at her reflection in the mirror, her resolve hardening. âGood,â she said, her voice steady. âBecause Iâm not going anywhere.â
âWell, well, well. Looks like things in the villa have hit boiling point, and weâre not just talking about the Spanish sun. Sophia and Georgia, arm-in-arm, marching into the makeup room like two villains in a budget action movie? Iconic. But letâs be honestâY/Nâs calm clap-back was the real power move hereâ
The villa had a strange, tense quietness about it as the Islanders wound down for the night. The usual chatter and laughter had been replaced with hushed whispers and awkward glances. In the shared bathroom, Harry stood at the sink, brushing his teeth with slow, deliberate motions. His mind raced, replaying the chaos of the evening, especially the image of Y/N's face when Sophia made her bold move.
He spat into the sink, rinsing his mouth as he leaned on the counter, staring at his reflection. The weight of the drama was heavy on his chest, but there was only one thought in his mind: he couldnât let Sophia dictate his actionsâor his feelings.
Walking into the dimly lit bedroom, Harry spotted the bed he now technically shared with Sophia. She was already lying there, her hair fanned out over the pillow and a coy smile on her lips as she propped herself up on one elbow.
âHey,â she greeted softly, her tone intentionally sweet. âFinally decided to join me?â
Harry didnât respond immediately. Instead, he reached for the pillow beside her, tugging it out from under the covers.
âWhat are you doing?â Sophia asked, her voice sharper now, but still attempting to stay light.
Harry straightened up, clutching the pillow in his hand. His jaw tightened as he looked down at her. âIâm sleeping somewhere else tonight.â
Sophiaâs smile faltered, and she sat up fully. âHarry, come on. Weâve got to share this bed. Itâs part of the rules.â
âIâm not breaking any rules by sleeping somewhere else,â he replied calmly but firmly. âAnd letâs not pretend this situation is normal, Sophia.â
Sophia tilted her head, her tone shifting to one of mock innocence. âYouâre acting like I forced you into something. This is what the game is aboutârecoupling. If Y/N canât handle itââ
Harry cut her off, his voice low but filled with warning. âDonât bring her into this. Y/Nâs not the problem here, Sophia.â
Her eyes narrowed slightly, but she didnât push further.
Across the room, Chloe gave Y/N a look of encouragement, whispering, "Go after him."
Without hesitating, Y/N threw back the covers, slipped on her slippers, and quietly followed Harry out of the room. The dimly lit hallway led her to the common room, where she found him lying on the long couch, his arm draped over his eyes.
She stopped in the doorway, hesitating for just a moment. The sight of him thereâalone, clearly grappling with everything that had happenedâmade her chest ache.
âHarry,â she said softly, stepping into the room.
He shifted slightly, lowering his arm to look at her. âHeyâ His voice was low, almost a whisper.
She walked closer, her bare feet padding softly against the floor. âWhy are you out here?â
Harry let out a small sigh, sitting up and running a hand through his hair. âI couldnât stay in there. Not with her.â He paused, meeting her eyes. âI just⌠I couldnât.â
Y/N bit her lip, her fingers nervously playing with the hem of her pajama top. âYou didnât have to leave your bed, Harry. Itâs your spot now. You shouldnât have toââ
âIâm not staying in a bed with someone I donât want to be with,â he interrupted firmly. His gaze softened as he looked at her. âIâm not giving her what she wants, Y/N. She can choose me, but she canât make me care.â
Her heart fluttered at his words, but she quickly pushed it aside, focusing instead on the overwhelming guilt and sadness she felt for him. Without thinking, she sat down on the edge of the couch beside him.
âYou didnât deserve any of this,â she murmured, her voice barely audible. âI hate that this is happening.â
Harry reached out, his hand brushing against hers. âYou think I care about any of it? The only thing I care about is you.â
Her breath hitched, and for a moment, neither of them spoke. The room felt heavy with unspoken words, but Y/N didnât want to ruin the moment by overthinking it.
âCome here,â Harry said softly, pulling her gently toward him.
His free hand came up to gently tuck a strand of hair behind her ear, his touch lingering as his fingers brushed against her cheek. âNothingâs going to go wrong,â he murmured. âNot with us.â
His words were simple, but the sincerity in his voice made her chest tighten. Y/N searched his face, looking for any trace of doubt, but all she found was a steady, unwavering gaze that seemed to anchor her in place.
âYou say that,â she whispered, her voice trembling slightly, âbut Iâm scared, Harry. What ifââ
Harry cut her off by leaning closer, his forehead resting against hers. âStop,â he said softly. âStop doubting this. Stop doubting me.â
Y/N closed her eyes, breathing in the familiar scent of himâfresh and warm, comforting in a way that made her feel safe.
âEvery time I look at you,â Harry continued, his voice a low rumble, âI know exactly what I want. You. Itâs always been you.â
Her eyes fluttered open, and before she could second-guess herself, she leaned in and pressed her lips to his. The kiss was soft at first, tentative, but it quickly deepened as Harryâs hand moved to the small of her back, pulling her closer.
Y/N melted into him, her fingers threading through his hair as their kiss grew more fervent, more desperate. It was as if all the tension and uncertainty of the day had boiled over, leaving nothing but raw emotion in its wake.
Harry's lips trailed down her neck, each kiss sending electric shivers down her spine. Y/N's fingers dug into his shoulders as he found that sensitive spot just below her ear, drawing a soft gasp from her lips. The world seemed to fade away until there was nothing but the heat between them, the way his hands traced fire across her skin, and the intoxicating rhythm of their hearts beating in sync.
"You drive me crazy," Harry whispered against her skin, his voice rough with desire. His hands tangled in her hair as he claimed her lips again in a kiss that made her toes curl and her mind go beautifully blank. In that moment, all the drama of the villa melted awayâthere was only this, only them, wrapped up in each other on the common room couch.
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Eli sighs contently as she strolls along the sidewalk. The leaves on the trees are transitioning from their summery green to the warm yellows, deep reds, and burnt oranges. The sun is shining yet the air is crisp, the perfect weather for a sweater because the academic buildings havenât yet turned on the heat.
Itâs a perfect fall day.
Only, she isnât wearing a sweater. Instead, she has on a fitted pink knit top that sheâs paired with straight light-washed jeans and her classic white sneakers. Her tote bag rests on her shoulder, a sweatshirt shoved in there that sheâll put on after her little rendezvous. And, speaking of which, sheâs approaching the designated spot and can already see her acquaintance waiting for her.
He greets Eli with a flirty grin that he seems to reserve only for her. He has plenty of other signature smirks and smiles, ones that he uses on other people, but only she receives this special grin, the âEli grinâ as he likes to call it. âHey, babygirl.â
She smiles back, for some reason feeling giddy. Actually, she knows the reason: itâs because heâs really fucking hot. he knows it. Everyone knows it. She canât help but get a little flustered every time someone as gorgeous as him gives her a sliver of his attention. âHey, Harry. How are you?â
His tone is way too suggestive to say to someone whoâs in a relationship, but Harryâs never been one to shy away from a challenge. âMuch better now.â He walks toward her, meeting Eli halfway and lifting his arms. She walks right into him, hugging him around his waist and resting her head on his shoulder. He gives great hugs; heâs firm yet gentle, and he always holds the embrace for a while. Sheâs pretty sure he only hugs her like this.
Eli inhales deeply, reveling in his signature scent of mary jane and Old Spice. Within the last couple of weeks, whenever she gets a whiff of that sweet scent, she thinks of him. Then the fluttery feeling usually (always) follows.
Heâs looking especially cozy today, decked in a pair of baggy grey sweatpants, the bottoms cuffed and revealing white Nike socks that are scrunched down. Heâs wearing a hot pink sweatshirt, the hood covering his curly brown hair, the words âGirly Girlâ printed underneath a rainbow on his chestâhe had found it at the thrift store, and when he discovered it was in his size, he claimed it was âfateââjust like meeting her was âfate.â It matches his shoes, a pair of light pink Reebok sneakers to which he never bothers tying the laces.
Harry squeezes Eli tightly, until a strained squeak leaves her lips. He hums, treasuring the last few moments before letting go and stepping back with a soft, cheeky smile on his face.
She cocks her head to the side. âYou seem tired.â
He nods, rubbing his eye with the knuckle of his index finger. âI am, baby. Spent all fucking night writing a stupid fucking paper for philosophy.â Then, he adds sheepishly (or, as sheepishly as Harry Styles can get), âI may have been really fucking high while writing it, but I already submitted it, so, fuck it.â He shrugs. âI feel like Iâm at my fucking best when Iâm high though.â He sets his hands on his waist and shifts his weight onto one foot. He nods at Eli with a serious expression on his face, letting her know that he meant what he said. âMy creative juices are flowing faster than the fucking speed of light, ya know?â
âNo.â She shakes her head, wrapping her arms around herself to avoid shivering. Before Harry opens his mouth, she says forcefully, âI donât want your sweatshirt,â which is a lie; she does want his sweatshirt, because she likes it and thinks itâs cute, but not in this situation where heâs asking only because he wants to be flirty with her.
He shakes his head. His backpack hangs in one shoulder, and he swings the pack around to the front of his chest to dig inside. âDonât know why you didnât bring a fucking sweatshirt. Itâs cold, baby, youâll get sick.â
He hands her the stash, and instead of saying thank you, Eli asks jokingly, âDo you know my name?â
He grins at her. âI donât need to when âbabyâ suits you just fine.â
She sighs, then slaps the cash into his open palm. He tries to close his fingers around her hand, but she wrangles it out with a sweet giggle that sounds like music to Harryâs ears.
âWell,â she stands tall, pushing her shoulders back and, consequently, her chest out. She can feel the soft fabric of her shirt shift against her nipples, the cold only making them more sensitive as they harden. She doesnât miss the way Harryâs eyes drift down; itâs why sheâs wearing this shirt in the middle of October. Harry gives her the âhot-girl discountâ (his words), and she gives him a nice, personal âhot-girl thank youâ (her words) in the form of her nipples peeking through her shirt. Itâs a win-win.
Her boyfriend hates it, despite the fact that she never wears a bra anyway. Yet he claims sheâs doing it for Harry whichâŚshe is, but itâs for the discount, and she doesnât ever hear him complaining about the discount.
The corners of Harryâs lips quirk up into a smirk. Then he bites into his bottom lip. âTry not to get through this shit too quickly this time, hot stuff, yeah? I worry about you and your pretty little fucking lungs.â
âYeah,â Eli says, deciding to play along. She pops a hip and plays with the hem of her shirt, pursing her lips. Her voice takes on an obviously forced tilt of innocence, laced heavily with flirty suggestion. âIâm not really sure Iâm doing it right.â
Harryâs voice drops, the deep baritone sending shivers through her body. Her nipples could cut through steel right now. âWell, you know youâre always welcome at my place. Iâll show you how to do it all right.â
She tries not to snort; she may have accidentally revealed to Harry that her boyfriend isnât exactly the king of the bed. He hasnât forgotten about itâin fact, heâs continuously reminded her that he remembers, even in front of her boyfriend, who, thankfully, hasnât realized. Heâs picking up on it though, because Harry isnât exactly subtle.
She sighs lightly, continuing the act of innocence. âYeah, maybe. Iâd really appreciate it.â Then her voice returns to normal, a genuine smile growing on her lips. Harry returns his own, and they take a moment to bask in each otherâs presence before she says, âBye, Harry.â
âBye, babygirl. Canât wait to see your pretty fucking face again.â
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soooo....what do we think? we like? bc personally, i love. i just need some more ideas....
Hey, y'all back with another part. This one is a bit sad so brace yourselves.
WARNINGS: talks of getting into a fight, smashed car, bruises on the face, violence, smut! if you blink, fingering, cursing, pet names, dirty talk, some couple's tension, I think there's one spank, drinking, being drunk, do not read if you are under 18! I think that's it
wc: 6,520
key: (y/b/m/n)= your brother's middle name
(y/l/n)= your last name
Read parts 1 to 14 before you read this!!
special shoutout to @allthelovehes for their continuous help, editing, and feedback before I publish. I should consider you a co-writer on here
You woke up late Sunday night with tear-stained cheeks. Harry gave you your space, being very cautious around you. He only gave you one little peck and asked if you were ok.
When you said you were, he left because he had to go to work the next day and pick up his car. Your relationship almost felt like you were walking on eggshells. Your dad had ruined everything.
You decided to drown your sorrows in a whole bottle of wine and binge-watched How I Met Your Mother until you passed out again on the couch.
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The next morning the faint sound of your phone alarm under the pillow woke you up. "Huh?" You asked as you startled yourself awake. "Shit. I'm going to be late."
You didn't even care about a shower. You just got changed, made your hair look presentable, and threw on some make-up in the car.
Of course, you were hitting every red light on the way there. "Come ON!"
Tears started to come out of your eyes again after the memories of last night came back to you. You finally got to work, 15 minutes late, and you ran to your desk.
You worked in customer service and your boss was a little nerving, but trying to get a job with your degree- in Social Media Management- hadn't been easy to get into right out of college, so you settled. Plus, it paid the bills and you very rarely had to work nights or weekends.
You took your headset out of your desk and clocked in, trying to log on as quickly as possible. You didn't have your coffee this morning and you already felt a headache forming.
You worked with Carly and Jade whereas you met Whitney in school. Carly leaned over to you and whispered. "Yo, are you ok? You're never late."
"Long story," you told her. But honestly, if you explained you would have cried and you had a call coming through. You took a deep breath and answered the call. "Hello. Thank you for calling (y/company/n). This is (Y/N). How can I help you?"
You answered a few more calls and then sat back on your chair and took a breather. Carly came over when she was taking her 15 minutes break and sat on your desk. "Spill."
"I told my dad about me and... Harry," you swallowed.
"Oh. How'd it go?"
"Not good," you said, rubbing your hands down your legs.
"Oh no!" Carly bit her lip. "What happened?"
"My dad yelled... loudly... and he threatened Harry with a knife. Threatened to send me, an adult, off to boarding school," you told her.
She chuckled quietly but then offered you a hug. "Sorry. I'm here if you need a girl's night or a hug or just to rant."
"Thanks, girl," you said.
Carly hugged you again and then went back to her desk. Just as you were about to get up and grab some coffee from the break room, your boss called you over.
You bit your lip and then stood in his office. "Yes sir?"
"You were late today."
"Yes, but I can explain," you said.
"Ok," he put his paperwork down. "Please do."
"I-."
He stared at you and raised his eyebrows.
"I got into a fight with my dad about my boyfriend and it was a whole thing," you explained.
"(Y/N), if I let a fight with my wife get into my head, I'd be late every day. You have to separate personal from business," he said.
"I know but-"
"No buts, (Y/N)," he rubbed his temple.
"I'm never late sir. And I always make the coffee for everyone here. And I was only 15 minutes late because there was traffic and I never take off and-."
"You just took off for a week two months ago," he pointed out.
"That was my first vacation request in two years, sir," you pleaded. "And it was technically 4 days with the weekend."
"Irrelevant (Y/N)," he stopped you. "Being late is unacceptable. Take the rest of the day without pay."
"But sir!"
"We can make it a week," he warned.
You shook your head. "I'll grab my purse and go."
You walked away from his office and held back a sob. You grabbed your purse. You told Carly you'd call her later, and walked out back to your car, where you cried more.
You drove home and threw your purse on the couch and got changed into your pajamas. You knew Harry was at work so you couldn't call him, but you texted him instead and asked him if he could talk.
When he texted you back not a minute later you thought it was weird, but you still answered him.
What's up, love? Need me to send some flowers to work? He texted
You bit your lip, smiling so big at his offer. No. I wish... but I'm not at work.
Oh?
They sent me home for the day without pay because I was late
You didn't get a text back, but Harry was calling you. "Har, aren't you at work?"
"Not important. What do yeh mean they sent yeh home?"
"I-I. I had a little wine after you left and I overslept. There was so much traffic because I was later that I wound up being 15 minutes late," you explained, your voice cracking.
"And he let yeh go home for 15 minutes?"
"That's what I said!" You almost yelled into the phone. "I told him that I've never been late before and that I never miss work."
"What did he say?" He asked with labored breath.
"Pointed out that I took a week off in September for our getaway and I told him that it was only a few days due to the weekend."
"And he didn't care?" Harry asked with a sad tone in his voice.
"No," you broke down. "Told me I was pushing a week with no pay. So I just agreed and left."
Harry sighed. He couldn't help but think this was his fault. He stayed late. He didn't check on you in the morning. "'M sorry."
"It's not your fault, H."
"I know, but it just sucks. Men suck," he said.
"Yeah," you chuckled. "Sometimes they do."
He chuckled too and then a silence fell over the phone. "Well, I should let you go before they take away your phone."
Harry chuckled again. "Yeah... ok. If yeh need me again, just text me, ok?"
"Ok..."
"Hey (Y/N)?" Harry asked.
"Yes, H?" You bit your lip.
"I-I love yeh. Don't forget that," he said with a smile in his voice.
You practically let out a sob. "I love you too, Har."
"Talk later, hun."
"Bye."
You hung up the phone and sighed, wondering what to do with the rest of your day.
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When it was almost time for Harry to be done with work, you texted him to come over whenever he had time. Despite the crazy day you had, you missed him.
Usually, Harry was done around 5, got home around 5:20, showered, fed his cat, changed, and was at your place by 6:30, 7, at the latest. It was nearly 8 and the last text he sent you was at 5:01 saying he would come later.
Finally, at 8:15, his keys jangled in your door and you breathed out a sigh of relief. However, the man walking through your door didn't look like your boyfriend. He had a baseball cap on, something you never saw Harry wear, sunglasses, and a scarf wrapped around his head. It was November but it wasn't that cold.
"Harry! Finally," you ran over to him. "I was worried about you."
"Sorry," he said, closing the door. "I- got distracted."
You chuckled. "That's ok. What's with the get-up though?"
"Uh. 'M cold... and I don't want yer dad to see me coming in here," he quickly said.
You raised an eyebrow. "It's 50 degrees (F) and my dad is not here." You cringed at the mention of him.
"Oh, well... better to be safe than sorry, right?" He said.
Another thing that was weird was that he hadn't kissed you yet. He always gave you a peck as soon as he came in the door. "Well, can I get my kiss at least?"
"Uh... maybe later," he said, going to sit on your couch.
"You know you're inside now. You don't have to hide. I can turn the heat up too if you're cold," you said.
"'M fine," he said coldly. You folded your arms at him and pouted.
"H, Please tell me what's wrong. Why are you wearing this ridiculous get-up? " you said, sitting down on the couch next to him.
Harry sighed. "I guess it'd be easier to just show yeh."
You bit your lip and sat back on your feet as he sat up and took the accessories off of him. He started with the hat and his messy curls brought a smile to your face. But that soon faded when he unwrapped the scarf and then took off the sunglasses.
Harry's lip was bloody and swollen. Cuts were in it like someone took a fist to it. His eye was black and blue, bloodshot, and swollen. He looked like he just got into a fight. A strangled scream wanted to come out of your throat.
"Oh my God! What happened?" You asked, scooting over closer to him.
"I got jumped after I got fired."
Your dad was number two at the company right under the CEO. Harry was number 5, but your dad never acted like his boss... well until today. But you were more concerned about someone attacking him.
"YOU GOT WHAT?" you asked.
"Yeah. I didn't want to tell yeh because I didn't yeh to worry," he said quietly.
"Baby," you sighed. "Oh, I wish you would have told me sooner. We could have called the cops or got you medical help!"
He frowned but then winced because it hurt to frown. "'M fine."
"No. You're not!" You got up to go get him ice for his lips and a bag of corn for his eye. When you came back, you put the compresses on his face and he groaned. "Sorry baby."
"S' fine. Thank yeh."
"Do you want to go to the emergency room?" You asked. "I really think you should."
"No," he reached out and grabbed your thigh. "I want to stay here with m' girl, who is the best nurse ever, and just try to forget this whole thing ever happened. Plus all they're gonna give me is ice anyway," he closed his eyes.
"Ok. If you have any pain or blurry vision, you need to tell me, ok?" You sniffled.
He nodded. "Promise, darling. Right now, 'm ok."
Harry frowned and placed the ice back on him. His hands remained on your sides as you sat on his lap. You rested your hands on his chest, pouting at his bruised face. "Do you want to tell me what happened? You don't have to. I'm just... curious."
He sighed and adjusted the ice on his face. You moved to sit on the couch and he laid his head on your lap. "Well, after I got the news that I was fired, yeh called. So I went into the bathroom to talk to yeh. I didn't want to tell yeh over the phone."
"I took m' small box of stuff and walked to m' car. I noticed it already had the tail lights beaten in, so I put the box in the backseat and went to go check it out. Well, that was a bad idea."
"When I walked to the back of the car, someone pushed me to the ground. All I knew next was that m' eye was bruised, only able to see out of the other one. Then the other guy..."
"THERE WERE TWO GUYS?" you asked.
"Yeah," he adjusted the ice on his face. "There weren't too big though. I could've taken them if I saw them comin'."
You ran your hands through his hair. "I know you could've, H."
He continued: "The other guy punched me straight in the lip at least five times. I couldn't get up. I couldn't see. But I could hear... I heard the one guy mumble something. And I heard yer name. Then the other guy said, 'Finish him, Ryan.' And he kicked me in the stomach."
You gasped after hearing the whole story. "Harry..."
"I just laid thereâa ringing in my ears and my face in pain. Luckily, one of my coworkers came out 10 minutes later for their lunch break and saw me lying there. They wanted to drive me to the hospital but I said no. I came home and I meant to answer yeh, but I couldn't face yeh. And now we're here."
"Honey, I'm so sorry. Wait... did you say Ryan?" you asked, sitting up a bit.
"Yeah."
"Like Ryan Ryan?" You asked nervously.
"I think so, (Y/N). Him and his friend," Harry closed his eyes as he laid on your lap.
He didn't stay down for long though, as you got up in anger and paced around the room. "So Ryan knows. Dad must have told him. This is great," you chuckled. "He seems more pissed than dad."
Harry sat up. "I think yer dad convinced Ryan and his mate to do this so he wouldn't get in trouble or get fired."
"Yeah. Not like Ryan has a job to worry about," you rolled your eyes.
Harry chuckled, as he laid down on your couch with his eyes closed.
You paced back and forth, a disgusting feeling in your stomach. You literally felt nauseous. Your boyfriend was all beat up and bruised and your brother did it because your dad probably paid him to. Why couldn't they handle this like adults?
You started to hyperventilate and Harry opened his eyes and sat up quickly. "Oh, darling. 'S ok. 'S fine. 'M fine. C'mere."
You sat on his lap, looking down at the button on his shirt because if you looked at his face again you would probably burst out crying. "I'm sorry this happened to you," you whispered.
He shrugged. "Better me than yeh."
"No," you sat up straighter. "It's not. It shouldn't have happened at all. We're fucking adults. If people don't like that THEN OH WELL! But to go to extremes like this just makes me so mad."
"Calm down, baby. Calm down. Shh," he pushed your hair behind your ear. "I know. It sucks. I know. But yeh can't stress over this. It's just going to make it worse."
"THEY BEAT YOU UP HARRY!"
"We can't do anything 'bout it now. It happened," he shrugged.
"Stop being so nonchalant about this, H!" You said, getting up and grabbing your purse. "I'm going to talk to them. So we can solve this like adults."
Despite being in pain, Harry got up and grabbed your arm. "(Y/N), yeh aren't going anywhere near that place. If they do something like this to you, there's no telling what I'll do back to them. And then we'll only see each other through the glass because I'll be in jail. Please. Let them cool down a bit. And then we can talk 'bout it."
"Fine," you sighed and went to sit back down. "And why did they fire you? Was it because of my dad?" You asked.
Harry chuckled. "Technically Rich (the CEO) did the firing but yer dad stood right there and smirked the entire time. Said... they wanted someone younger," he shrugged.
"They just can't do that," you said. "You know this was all my dad's doing, right?"
"Well they did," Harry shrugged again. "And I know. Of course, I know it was. 'S fine. I'll be fine."
You sighed. "I can move back home if you need me to. Don't worry about paying for this."
"No no. 'M fine. Got enough money saved up. Yeh are not going home to that mess (Y/N). Yeh can bet on that," he said.
You touched your neck. "Well, what about my necklace? We can sell it and get the money back."
"Uh no. That was a gift. Thank yeh very much," he said. "We're not returning it."
You sighed and Harry flinched from pain.
You got up. "Wait right there. I'll get you some Tylenol and a wet towel to clean up your lip. Just stay here and rest please," you said, leaning over and kissing him on his exposed cheek.
You went to the kitchen to get a warm towel and rung it out and a glass of water. Then you scurried to the bathroom to get the medicine. But before you exited, you put your hand over your mouth and let out a sob. You couldn't let Harry know you were terrified. You cried a heavy cry, the warm towel turning cold.
After calming down and taking a few heavy breaths, you wiped your eyes, picked up the supplies, and went out to Harry. He groaned but half smiled when you came back. You gave him a half smile, trying to hide your puffy eyes. "Here you go, baby."
Harry sat up and took the medicine down with the water. He removed the ice for a second and sat up, so you could wipe his lip off. "This might sting a little, babe. Just tell me if it does, ok?"
He nodded. You lightly pressed the towel to his lips, wiping off the blood and cleaning the cuts. Harry winced, but it felt good at the same time. He looked into your eyes with his bruised ones and looked so sad.
When you were done cleaning up his lip, you put the towel on the other cuts along his face. Your heart was beating a mile a minute. "There we go. All better."
He pouted.
"What?" You asked.
"A kiss would make it all better," he tried to smirk, but quickly stopped as it hurt.
"Oh, now you want a kiss?" You joked.
He nodded. "Please."
"I don't want to hurt you."
"Yeh won't," he said, grabbing your hips. "Need yer kisses for a full recovery."
You shook your head and chuckled. "That's how it works, huh?"
"'S what I heard," he shrugged, with a small smirk.
You leaned forward and placed a small peck on his lips. Harry hummed. "More."
He pulled your chin close and kissed your lips a few times. His hands ran up your sides and tried to sneak his tongue in, but when he opened his mouth more, he grimaced in pain.
You pulled back not wanting to hurt him. "Ok. I think that's enough for now."
You continued to sit on his lap, with your hands on his shoulders until you realized you wanted answers.
"If I can't confront my dad, can I at least call my mom and see if she knows anything?" You asked.
"Be my guest," he said, tired of arguing with you.
You climbed off Harry and grabbed your phone from the table. You hit your mom's contact on your phone and waited for her to pick up. It went to the third ring and then you heard her say "hello?"
"Mom."
"Hey (Y/N). What's up?" She asked.
"Did dad... or Ryan say anything to you today?" You asked.
"No. About what? Ryan's been out all day with one of his friends and your dad just got home from work. Should they have said anything?"
You sighed. "Mom. I don't know how to say this but Harry got up beat up today... and he thinks Ryan and a friend did it."
"WHAT!?!? Is he ok?" She asked, her voice panicky.
"He's fine. Icing his face as we speak. He won't go to the emergency room," you said, looking over at him, who just waved you off. "But he'll be ok."
"Oh that's good to hear.... But why does he think Ryan did it?" She asked.
"Well... when he was lying on the ground practically unconscious, he heard someone say 'Finish him Ryan' and then they stepped on his stomach," you explained.
"(Y/N) I had no idea. I'm so sorry," she said.
"Yeah... well, it's not your fault," you said.
Then you heard a commotion coming over the phone as you heard other voices. It sounded like your brother's. "Honey. He's here now. Want me to ask him?"
"No! It's ok."
You heard your brother speak. "Who's that, mom?"
"Mom, don't tell him-."
"It's (Y/N)," she said before you could stop her.
You sighed. Then you heard him laugh and talk to someone else. "Is she with that old man? Tell her if he comes near her again, he'll have more than just bruises."
You gasped and so did your mom. "RYAN (Y/B/M/N) (Y/L/N). What did you do?!!"
He gulped. "Oops."
Your mouth hung open at your brother's confession.
Back at your old house, your dad clapped your brother on the back with a slight smirk on his face. Score one for them and he was in the clear.
Meanwhile, you hung up the phone and you couldn't resist the lump in your throat and the choked sob that came out.
You sighed heavily. "What did she say?" Harry asked.
On a shaky breath, you said, "He-he confessed."
"What do yeh mean?"
"I heard him when he came inside. He said," you swallowed. "'Is she with that old man again? Tell her if he comes near her again,' he'll have more than br-bruises.'"
Harry just laughed. "Old man."
"That's what you got out of that, Harry!?! He's saying he could break a bone or... worse," you swallowed.
"'M not scared of a 24-year-old boy who had his daddy pay him off, (Y/N). I can handle him," he said, moving the ice in his face.
You didn't answer him, just sat there, crying and thinking. When you didn't answer, Harry took the ice off his face and looked at you. "I can practically hear yeh thinking. What's up?"
You put a hand over your mouth and let out a cry. "Harry...."
"Baby?"
You moved over to sit next to him on the couch and grabbed his hand. You let out a big sigh. "How much do you love me?"
"With m' whole being. Yeh know that, love," he said.
"Then, I need you to- to do something for me."
"What's that?" He asked, rubbing his thumb over your hand.
"I think... well, maybe it might be good if...," you sighed. You let out a shaky breath. Tears were falling out of your eyes as you looked up at his bruised face.
Harry just stared back at you with a loving look, but also one that was in pain. "I-I can't let you go through something like this or worse again... I love you so much and it pains me that this is what it has come to. We were so happy in our bubble and I should have kept it this way, but my stupid family, your best friend decided to be dickwads and do this. I'm sorry H, but.... maybe we should..."
He shifted uncomfortably.
"It might be best," you said in a strained voice as you cried. "If we... took a break."
Harry held his head back and laughed. HE LAUGHED. "Is this because 'm ugly now?" Referencing his beat-up face.
You chuckled through your tears. He always knew how to cheer you up when you were at your lowest. That's what you loved about him. "You're not ugly."
Harry hummed. "We're not breaking up."
"Not breaking up.... Just a break... like Ross and Rachel. And when this all calms down, we can come back to each other," you practically whispered.
"No."
"What?"
"I said 'no.' We're not 'taking a break'," he told you, using air quotes for the last part.
You let out a shaky breath. "But we have to."
"Why? Because I got a bruised face? (Y/N), Love. M' love for yeh is greater than any pain or injury those assholes can give to me. If I lose yeh..." he sucked in a sharp breath. "God, I'd probably fall into a deep depression. M' life has changed fer the better since yeh became mine. And I don't ever want to lose that. Even for a little bit," he explained.
This time you couldn't hold back the sobs that were coming out of you. You were going through such mixed emotions. You tried to talk, but it just came out as a disgusting, spit-filled mess with tears staining your face.
"What?" Harry chuckled at you, wiping a tear off your face.
"You-you shouldn't have to choose between me and your best-best friend, so I'm making that decision," you sobbed.
"(Y/N)...(Y/N) look at me," he said sternly. You looked up at him. "I choose yeh. Every time. A thousand times over. I will choose yeh. Please don't do this."
A tear was starting to fall out of his non-bruised eye. "He's no friend o' mine if he can't cope with us being happy, with us being together. I love yeh so much." He wiped your tears.
You squeezed his hand. "Do you want to watch a movie?"
The side of his face that wasn't beat-up turned up in a smile. "Sure."
And he knew then that you were good.
~~~~~~~~~~~
About a week had gone by and you and Harry were still together, but you hadn't had sex since the whole blow-up, just not in the mood lately. You had some steamy makeout sessions, but then Harry's face hurt, and when it went further you almost felt... guilty. So it just didn't go any further.
His face was healing. He told you were the best nurse and since he didn't have to work, he stayed at your place, so you could baby him and take care of him. You didn't mind though. He even brought his cat and her supplies over.
You came home from work one day and gave Harry a big kiss when you walked into your bedroom. He was lying under your covers, coming out of a sleepy haze from your nap. "How are you feeling?"
"Much better now that yer here," he smiled.
You smiled back as you changed out of your work clothes and into your pajamas. "Listen, my boss put a job offer out. You have a job if you want it. You don't have to stay forever, but it's something for now if you want."
"Oh. Thank yeh baby. I... don't think I want to start anything new until m' face heals. But I will check it out," he said.
"Ok," you smiled. "That's fine."
You sat down on the bed and your whole body just tensed.
"Baby," Harry pulled you closer to him.
"Mmm. Sorry. I'm not really in the mood..."
"No no. Just wanna cuddle yeh. Yeh seem tense. That's all," he shrugged.
"Oh. Ok," you sat back, your back to his chest. You hummed as he pulled up your shirt and ran a hand over your tummy.
"Yer so beautiful," he whispered in your ear. "I don't tell yeh that enough."
"You tell me all the time," you chuckled and blushed.
"Mmm. But I should tell yeh more," he said. You had been stress eating lately and your stomach felt it was so bloated, but Harry thought you never looked sexier.
You had opted to wear an oversized shirt and panties. He lifted your shirt up and massaged your legs, eventually moving his hands to your hips. Out of all of your body parts, for some reason, your hips drove him the wildest... besides, well you know.
He growled a little in your ear as he snapped the thin string of your panties near your hips. "So sexy."
You bit your lip. "Stooop, H." Even though you didn't want him to.
"We don't have to have sex. I just want to admire m' girlfriend's gorgeous body," he said.
"But you're turning me on," you said.
"Aww," he kissed under your ear. "Yer pretty pussy getting wet?"
You nodded, swallowing thickly. "Sorry. I'll stop." He took his hands out of your panties and you whined. He just rubbed over your thighs.
You sighed. "Sorry."
"Don't be sorry," he said. "I get it."
"You do?"
"Yeah," he continued to massage your legs. "Sex would just make yeh feel... almost guilty. Like we'd be thinkin' of yer dad the entire time. Like we shouldn't be doing... it."
"YES!" you said, turning to look up at him. "Oh my God. You do get it. You get me."
"'Course I do, baby."
You sighed. "Will we ever get back to normal?" You played with his fingers. "Cause I miss you."
"'M right here, darling," he kissed your pulse point.
"I know. I mean... being intimate with you."
"Oh.... I miss it too. And I'll be here whenever yer ready," he let you know.
"Well.... Maybe we could do something." You were feeling horny even though your mind was trying to reject it.
"Like what?"
"Well, what you were doing before felt nice.. and... you know, I wouldn't stop you if you put your fingers in my panties," you said. "We can at least try it and see..."
"Yeah?"
"Mmhmm," your mouth dry. "I think I could use... a stress relief."
"Ok baby," he said, moving his hands back up to your hips. "If yeh want me to stop, yeh need to tell me."
You nodded.
Harry continued to slip his hands into your panties. "So sexy," he growled. He could feel how warm your core was already and it made him moan low.
His hands moved in front of your pussy and your breath picked up a bit. He took both hands and separated your lips, running a finger up and down your center slowly. You gasped. Your clit hadn't been touched since your birthday so it was super sensitive. "Ahh. God."
"This ok still? I can stop," he said.
"No. Don't stop," you said low.
Harry smiled and took his rough thumb and rubbed your clit slowly. You grabbed onto his arm. "Mmm. Mmm."
"My beautiful baby," he cooed in your ear. "Being so good."
Your stomach clenched at his words and you gasped. "Harry."
"I know baby. Yeh still ok?"
You nodded. "Gr-Great."
"Good... can I put a finger in yeh?"
You moaned. "Please."
"Maybe two?" He asked.
"Put all of them in me," you said breathlessly. "Just don't stop."
Harry chuckled and slipped two fingers into your slick hole. "Oh. Look at that. Went right in. So wet fer me, baby."
You bit your lip and turned your head towards Harry. "Fuck," you whispered.
"Feel good?"
Your mouth hung open and you nodded. "So good."
"Want yeh to cum on m' fingers, ok? Whenever yer ready," Harry pecked your lips.
You nodded again. "I need you to keep going."
"I'll do this all night if yeh need, m'kay? As long as yer feeling good."
You were panting as he sped up his fingers a little bit more. "More."
"Want another one?"
"Please."
Harry opened you up more and stuck a third finger in and you gasped. "So tight, baby."
You clenched around his fingers and Harry moaned. He curled his fingers up to reach your spongy spot and your thighs started to tremble.
"Mmm," you moaned.
"Need yeh to cum, love. Let all that stress out," he said in your ear.
His words sent you over the edge and you came on his fingers. You kept clenching until your orgasm subsided and you caught your breath. Harry moaned behind you. "Good girl," he said.
When you stopped clenching and shaking, Harry pulled his fingers out of you. He put them in his mouth and sucked, missing the taste of your sweet core.
"Shit," you panted.
"Was that ok?" He asked after he took his fingers out of his mouth.
"Thank you, H," you said. Harry kissed your ear. "I think I needed that."
"Me too... and no thoughts of yer dad, right?" Harry asked.
"No," you chuckled. "Definitely not."
"Good. Now, come cuddle," he said, pulling you close to him.
"I have to change my underwear now, but as soon as I do, I'm all yours," you said, getting up and going into your drawer to get a pair of boy shorts.
You climbed back onto the bed and pecked Harry's lips. "Want me to make you cum now?"
"No," Harry said, wrapping his arms around you. "I want to cuddle."
He put the blanket over you and pulled you close, rubbing your stomach gently. You stayed wrapped up and made small talk until you got hungry and had some dinner.
At dinner, Harry encouraged you to go out this weekend with your friends and have fun. "Dance, drink, get a little crazy. Yeh deserve it. Yeh work so hard."
You giggled. "I think I will. But I'm not inviting Jade. She's getting on my nerves."
"I think I just fell in love with yeh even more," Harry said, putting his fisted hands under his chin.
You giggled again. "Ok. I'll text them when we're done eating."
"Good girl," he said, kissing your forehead.
~~~~~~~
You curled your hair for the night out and then put on a long-sleeved maroon crop top, high-rise skinny jeans, and knee boots.
Things seemed to be getting back to normal between you and Harry. Although you still hadn't had sex yet, but you did make out and did a little hand action.
Harry was still staying over at your place, his face healing beautifully now. He leaned against your bedroom door in a t-shirt and sweats and smiled.
As you put your earrings in and applied some make-up, you caught his eyes in the mirror. "Hi," you blushed.
"Hey. Are yeh single? Because," he whistled low. "I wanna take yeh out," he joked.
You giggled. "Mmm. Sorry. I have a very protective, hot, strong, older boyfriend, who gets very jealous and territorial over me, but I'm flattered."
He walked behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist. "I don't get jealous."
"No?" You raised an eyebrow. "Do you remember Kyle?"
"Kyle was a nimwit," he said, kissing your neck. You giggled. "Yeh look so hot. 'M tempted to just keep yeh here."
"See? Territorial," you joked.
He lightly swatted your butt. "Finish getting ready, brat."
His pet name set your tummy turning. You applied the rest of your make-up and grabbed your clutch. Harry offered to drive you because he knew you would be drinking. You told him you could take an Uber, but he insisted.
You got into his car and he drove you to the dance club, just 15 minutes away. "And call me when yer done. I'll be at m' place with Honey (his cat). So, I'll be on m' cell, ok?"
You nodded and pecked his lips. "Ok. Love you."
You were about to grab the door handle when he grabbed your arm. "I love yeh. Not 'love yeh'."
"I love you, H," you smiled.
"Good girl. I love yeh too. Now, have fun, be careful, and if any boy hits on yeh make sure to show them a picture of me," he said.
You chuckled. "Pretty sure any guy here couldn't make a girl cum, so we're good."
Harry chuckled. "Have fun, baby."
"Thanks!"
You got out of the car and met up with Carly and Whitney, who hugged you. You needed this night out with your friends. You were planning on getting a bit drunk, not passed out drunk, but just enough to take the edge off.
You entered the club and got some drinks. You made sure to hold onto them as you danced because no one can be trusted here.
After dancing for what felt like an hour, you all sat down and talked a bit and then drank a little more than you should have.
The night went on and you danced, ate, talked, drank, and mingled. Carly, in her drunken haze, came up with a crazy idea. "What if we got tattoos?"
"YES!" you said, slamming your drink down. "Let's go!"
You all got into an Uber and headed to the tattoo shop in town. Carly got a flower on her ankle, and Whitney got a cat on her shoulder. You didn't even hesitate to think about what you were going to get. You hopped up on the table and sucked in a breath as the needle poked your skin.
After the tattoos were done, you all got into an Uber again and it dropped you off at Harry's house. After your vision came back into focus, you put your key in his door and opened it. You stumbled in and hiccuped.
Harry came running out of his bedroom. "DARLING! I told yeh to call m' when yeh wanted to come home."
"Mmm. We took an Uber," you said, your eyes half closed.
"I know," he rubbed your back. "That's why I said to call m'."
"I'm fine," you hiccuped and gestured to your body. "See?"
He shook his head. "Did yeh have fun?"
"So much fun," you hummed. "We got wasteddd."
"Yeah? I would have never of known," Harry chuckled.
"Needed to forget my dad," you said, lifting your arm and gesturing, pretending to push him away. "Fuck him. I hate him."
"Yeh don't hate him," Harry said.
"Yes, I do. He hasn't talked to me in weeks and tried to tear us apart. I hate him and you should too," you booped his nose.
"Sure. Ok, baby. Let's get yeh to bed," Harry said, taking off your boots.
"Mmm. So we can have sex?" You asked.
"No. So, yeh can sleep this off."
You pouted. "Mmm. But I want to have sex."
Now, now she wants to have sex after weeks and she's stone cold drunk, Harry thought. But he knew better than to give in to you when you were like this.
"NO (Y/N)!" he scolded.
You got down on your knees, right in front of him, and looked up at him with doe eyes. "Please. Let me just... give you a little blowie."
Harry cupped your chin and rubbed his thumb over your lips, letting you suck on the digit when it entered your mouth. "Mmm."
"Come on. Let's go to bed," he said, popping his thumb out of your mouth.
You got up and followed him, as he took your hand and dragged you to his room. He placed you on the bed and went to his drawers to get a change of clothes for you. When he turned around, Harry saw you struggling to take your shirt off. He chuckled and helped you and then unclasped your bra.
"Arms up," he said, as he put a sleep shirt on you.
You groaned. "Mmm. I thought we were having sex."
"I already told yeh no (Y/N). Lay back."
Your eyes lit up as he took off your pants and underwear. But they fell once he put a pair of shorts on. "You're mean!" You pouted.
He ignored your attempt at trying to get him riled up and climbed into bed. "Come on. Nighty night," he pulled the covers up. "I love yeh."
"Mmm. I love you too," you said.
When he turned off the light, he turned back to you and pulled you in close. It was quiet for a minute before you whispered. "Harry."
a/n: Hi, this chapter was a little emotional to write and I just couldn't go through with the breakup, so you're welcome. Please be sure to re blog and leave feedback.
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"Are you going to actually help me get ready love? Or are you just going to keep taking pictures?"
I look down at the picture I just took and can only come to one conclusion - he's a rockstar. Not that we didn't know it before, but there's something about him today. All clad in leather sans a relatively important clothing article. His hair artfully disheveled, expression tense and chest bare all the way down to the ferns I love to scratch at (he loves it just as much, encourages it even).Â
It's funny how quickly that expression melts into an indulgent, slightly chastising smile, when he hears the shutter of my film camera click.
The arch in his brow is accentuated by a faint glow. It's nothing really added onto him, he's just so ethereal, innately, he glows.
My very own encapsulation of warmth, my sunshine.
I hold his gaze defiantly tonight. not slipping up as easily as I usually would, letting a cheeky "I'm sorry, H" fall from my pouted lips, without an ounce of regret in my words.
Shaking his head he laughs to himself as he paces slowly over to me "no you're not, minx"
His hands skim over my similar outfit, the beauty of it, etched in its simplicity. It's a structured, high-waisted leather miniskirt just about dusting my mid thigh coupled with a longline leather blazer and a white feathered boa, which is somewhere carelessly strewn across the hotel bed.
The cut was immaculate and coupled with my heels, I felt that my gangly legs had been transformed into stately model-esque ones which went on for miles.
Seeing as I don't have Harry's confidence, I have a tiny crystal studded bra on, just to protect my "modesty". The girls are tucked away behind nipple stickers so there's no room for slips here.
I honestly would have been content going there in a burlap sack so as not to take attention away from our rockstar here, but Alessandro insisted. "My muse's muse is my muse" he kept repeating. This has now become a bit of an inside joke and mantra between all three of us.
Besides, he's not doing the carpet in the leather so paling into insignificance will be easy for me.
Ring studded hands move back into my peripheral vision as he drags them down the lapels of my blazer, pulling them apart just a touch, to see one of his cross necklaces resting daintily between my clavicles and the glint of the crystals adorning my body. He flits over my waist, squeezing once before allowing his hands to settle delicately on my hips, pulling me into his hold.
Looking up at his face I see the mischief poorly concealed in his eyes, knowing that if I didn't act quickly, shit would get real chaotic, real fast.
"Okay fine, you caught me ... I'm not." I retort with a gentle shrug.
My resulting grin, kicks his smile up a notch as he leans down to press a kiss to my nose.
"I know."
I would do the same but I don't want to leave a red outline on his nose, seeing as I know he'll be flushed as hell in a few moments.
I pull back a little and do his zipper up, fastening the closure; before reaching up, rearranging his necklaces and pressing a small kiss to his chest, hidden by his blazer. His heart is hammering behind his ribcage as I expected.
You'd never know because of the amazing way in which he carries himself. He's laughing with everyone - making them feel at ease, telling jokes, calming Jeff down; but I see it in the twitch of his brows, the periodical playing with his hands - whether that be clenching his fists or tapping his fingers and twisting his rings; and in his complete forgetfulness.
All this morning it's been an echo of "darling, have you seen my ... ?" And then shortly after, like a mole popping up from the ground again, I'm met with a "nevermind! Just seen it"
I don't mind any of it. I'm just ridiculously proud of him and grateful I can take part in his whole process.
His eyes search mine and through the mix of disbelief, excitement and gratefulness, I can see him yearning for the tiniest bit of reassurance, so I open my mouth and allow a portion of the constant thoughts that swim in my head and flood my brain to pour out.
"We're all beyond excited to see you perform and you have nothing to be worried about my love. But if you do get worried, I'll be right there cheering so loud Trevor Noah'll have to kick me out." I run my fingers over his cheekbones, cupping the side of his face as he leans into my palm, "You're going to be electric up there, you always are."
No one can ever take their eyes off him when he's up there on that stage. He's just so enthralling.
He breathes out a tuft of air through his lips. Sounds like a little seed of relief being planted. He brings my palm round to his lips with one hand still situated at my waist, and presses several kisses into it. "Thank you bubba. I love you most"
"Impossible" I laugh, finally pulling away from him as people start streaming into the room again. Touch ups to our faces are handled and I quickly blot at the lipstick pout on his chest, he watches me in an eagle-eyed manner and stops me when the mark becomes faint but not invisible. "Want a little piece of you on me for good luck"
I'm so overcome with emotion when he says that, I completely blank and swat at his arm. Hearing him yelp and retract it from me, "what the hell was that for?" His brows furrowed and cherry lips all pouty.
"Don't say things like that when I'm not allowed to kiss you, H" I retort, donning a slight pout of my own.
We settle for a long hug filled with meaning and reassurance, murmuring the depth of my love for him into his ears as I slink away from him, allowing people to do their jobs.
He puckers his lips at me right before he's whisked off to the stage to prepare and I return the gesture before hanging back to chat with Alessandro and Lambert.
The Gucci mogul wraps his arm round me and reassures me softly as I rest my head on his shoulder "starĂ bene, mia musa. AndrĂ tutto bene "
I take his words to heart as I try to calm my raging nerves about Harry. I know he'll be just fine.
*
Magnetic.
He was way more than fine. He owned that stage. No one could take their eyes off him for a moment. His passion for his craft so clearly shone through his voice, his smile, his personality, and yes, especially when he broke off for a short little dance number with Alayna and India.
He looked so good matching me, a small but loud voice in my head kept voicing thoughts to "lick him right up."
To be honest, they're not wrong.
I had run into the crew in the halls prior to the performance, and given them massive hugs for good luck, especially Alayna and India - we'd kept in pretty good touch after the jingle ball performance and India's music is, for want of a more expressive word, blessed.
Mitch and Sarah smashed it as usual but this time Sarah did her job heavily pregnant and so her performance was even more insane to watch than usual.
His eyes scan the crowd halfway through like he's lost me so I intensify my dancing a little and focus on his face so he finds me again. Once our eyes lock, his lips tug up into a half smile and he shoots me a wink almost too fast to catch before taking a deep breath for his "oowwww!" And singing "I just want to taste it". He's now full on grinning to himself and I shake my head at his inappropriate behaviour almost mirroring our interaction this morning. I blow him a kiss as I revel in how proud I am of him and he ends the set on a high.
Mesmerising.
*
He's changed into his second outfit, and done the red carpet before coming to find Jeff and I on his table. He laces his fingers through mine and squeezes my hand as hard as he can, as soon as it comes into reach. I hold it up to my lips for a kiss through my mask and murmur a "you were amazing baby" into his ears. The nerves are eating at both of us right now as we anxiously wait for his category. He squeezes periodically and I squeeze back, letting him know I'm right there.
His name is called and we're both stunned into a state of shock and Jeff has to shake us out of it quickly. He saunters up to the stage and collects his award giving an emotional impromptu speech before leaving the fucking Grammy up there.
This man, I swear.
I'm practically bouncing in my seat and beaming beneath my mask. I can't wait for this session to end so I can shower him in kisses, not caring if they leave marks or not.
We get through a couple more categories before the shuffle and we head on back to the hotel. As soon as we get into the car he pulls me into his lap holding me close and murmuring in my ear in unbelief "we did it, I can't believe we fuckin' did it"
"You did it. We were just there for moral support baby. I love you so much, you deserve every single accolade and I'm so proud of you." I smother him in kisses like I'd been wanting to all evening and he takes them graciously. Murmuring a soft "thank you darlin'" for each one.
His phone is buzzing off the hook so we turn it off for now, knowing that the people he really wants to speak to, will only hear about the news in the morning - since it's almost 2am their time.
We know we have to be back in a couple of hours for the second award but we couldn't care less, wrapped up in our little bubble, giggling to ourselves when we remember the whole ordeal.
My baby has a Grammy?
Of course he does, it feels so natural to say.
Both H and Alessandro beg me to change into something else for when he does his second change of the night, so I switch my blazer out for the clueless-esque one he had just taken off and told them to take it or leave it.
Luckily for them, they loved it and Harry took to whispering in my ear just how much he loved it, making my face flush with heat.
"I couldn't do this without you, you know. My muse" he recounts as we head back to the venue, placing a kiss to my wrist.
"I love you so much, I need you to know that."
"I love you most" I whisper back, lightly pressing my lips against his.
"Win or lose, I don't care. I'm just so glad I have all of you. From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you all. You've been exceptional, and you have all my love."
He speaks up in the car letting everyone hear his heartfelt words to which they respond with various degrees of "love you Harry!"
He leans down again, speaking into my ear "especially you." I smile into his neck, assured he can feel it when he presses a kiss to the top of my head.
*
We bop around saying hello to old friends and getting tipsy as the night goes on. We dance to the high energy performances, catch up with Lizzo - stopping for multiple pictures, and I almost tear up at the interactions Meg has with BeyoncĂŠ and Billie Eilish. She's had such a crazy year, and I'm just so happy for her.
"It's fuckin' BeyoncĂŠ" I hear Harry murmur to me for the third time tonight. I stifle a giggle at his statement, knowing that he's sufficiently tipsy and even though I am too, I'm also needing to keep an eye on him so we both don't end up dancing on the tables.
He gets pulled away from me a couple times, but I don't mind, he always comes back to find me - wrapping his arms round my waist and tucking his head into my neck in greeting.
I know it's time to get us home when he tries to pull me into his lap at the table. As much as he loves me, sober Harry would not do that in such a public space so I only allow him to slink his arm around me, despite the pout on his lips and lean over to tell Jeff that we were heading home.
Luckily for me, Harry behaves himself all the way to the car, dropping his head into my lap as soon as we get in.
The fast paced, high energy environment of today is getting to both of us tremendously but he deserves all the attention, love and devotion right now.
I comb my fingers through his short curls, as he practically purrs, loving the way they glide so easily through my fingers. We zip through the city, lights blurring into streaks around us and I marvel over the absurdity of this day. I've been walking through it on a high, not being able to process the enormity of it all.
I look down at the 27 year old man resting peacefully on my thighs, recounting his career and all his momentous firsts.
Words fail me as I try to express my love for him, how proud I am of him, how deserving he is of this and so much more.
It sounded boring, but Molly revelled in the days when nothing extraordinary happened. When she could get out of bed in the morning, tick the things off her to do list that needed doing, have dinner, and get back into bed without anything taking her breath away, or taking her by surprise, or shaking her upside down. She didnât take anything for granted, even a subpar cup of tea in the morning, and she found joy in every tiny thing she could, every perfect stitch, and even the ones that were a little off. Molly had always strived for perfection in every little detail of her life, but nothing was perfect, and perfection was overrated.
Steadily she was getting things back to normal, it was taking its time, and she was continually reminding herself that it was going to be a marathon not a sprint, but everyday that passed she felt a little more like herself. A changed version of herself, slightly altered for the hits sheâd taken, but herself nonetheless. It felt good to be getting back into the swing of things. University was taking priority, the way it always had, and the way Molly knew it should. She hadnât put in all the work and time to let a good grade slip out of her clutches at the last minute. And things with Harry were going slowly, but steadily, the way she wanted them to.
They were taking it the way they should have done originally, at a pace that truly suited them. It was only when they started to truly take things slowly, day by day, one step at a time, that they realised quite how much theyâd rushed through. They werenât living in each others pockets only messaging through the day as and when they could, calling in the evening after dinner for a chat, and seeing each other a couple of times a week. It felt right to take a step back and ease back into one another, picking themselves back up from the wreckage and trying to figure out how theyâd fitted together, slowly. Molly knew she wanted to be with Harry, but she wanted to take her time with him this time, and if Harry wanted it any other way, he was at least doing a good job of pretending he didnât and letting Molly go at her pace.
Outside looking in, it probably seemed like a strange time to want to take it slow, now they knew so much, now the walls had crashed down so hard and left them so bare and exposed. Inside, between them, it made perfect sense. So much had happened in the past months that it had left them struggling for air, drowning under it all, and though she knew she wanted to be with Harry, and wanted him back, she still had to wade through everything that had happened and make sense of it. It was a lot easier to do it with him, than without him, and apart from that, she wanted to do it with him, despite what certain people had said.
Jimmy hadnât been favourable of Harry walking back through the door with Molly at first. Heâd sat by her side, held her hand, tried to make her feel better and more like herself because of him. Heâd been the one sheâd collapsed into after she left Harryâs flat, a mess of tears and anger and hurt. And the person that had caused it just walked back through his front door. Heâd fumed, shouted, and Molly had to calm him down, remind him it was her choice, and sheâd chosen to give Harry a second chance. She could understand the reaction, and Harry said he did too, and Molly was sure Jimmy would come round.
She was still sure he would, but everytime Harry came round Jimmy rolled his eyes and disappeared out or to his bedroom. It wasnât just her Harry had to prove himself to, but it was only her who seemed sure that he would.
âWhat you thinking about?â Harry asked, as they sat at another set of traffic lights. Molly was pulling at a thread hanging from her denim shorts. They were the same pair sheâd been given when she got the job at Coyote. There was a small pink stain on the pocket from a drink that had spilled on her at some point, but she had no intention of getting another pair.
âJust Jim,â Molly admitted quietly, twisting to look at Harry, his own eyes fully focused on the traffic lights, waiting for them to change from red to green.
âLol, if this is causing issues with you and you friends, maybe-â
âNo, itâs only him, everyone else is fine, so he can learn to be fine,â Molly cut in. It was beginning to frustrate her how adamant Jimmy was being with his distaste for Harry, he wasnât even being civil and that wasnât like Jimmy. Molly could understand it wasnât easy to watch your friend let someone who had hurt them so much back in, she could bet sheâd find it hard if it was the other way round. But Molly knew what she wanted, and knew what was best for her own happiness, and Jimmy had to realise that. âI want to be with you, itâs got nothing to do with him,â Molly told Harry as they pulled away from the lights.
âMaybe I should try talking to him, I donât know, I like him, Iâd like him to like me,â Harry sighed heavily with that. The repercussions of him lying were still reverberating around him. Shane was still being frosty, though he was talking to Harry again so that was something. But Harryâs regret wasnât thawing quite so easily.
âYou can try,â Molly shrugged. âIâd like it if you could get on again,â Molly admitted with half a smile. âHe will come round, heâll see it was all just a stupid mistake and youâre not a bad person,â Molly assured, and she believed it. For all Harry had done, she knew none of it came from a place of malice. That didnât make it ok, but at least it meant she could believe Harry when he said he was sorry.
Harry turned down the alleyway beside Coyote and Molly looked out of her window at it. In a weird way sheâd missed the place. It had been a while since her last shift, and she could feel another little bit of her normal slotting into place.
âSo youâll text me when youâre leaving and Iâll see you at mine yeah?â Harry asked again, for about the fifth time. Molly could bet he was waiting for her to give in and say he could pick her up after her shift, but she wasnât going to. Until Harry sheâd walked home from every shift sheâd ever done, it was part of her normal and she liked it. The calm after the storm. The start of winding down after work. Theyâd compromised, he dropped her off, and he let her walk home. Sheâd text to say she was leaving, and that was it. Heâd see her when she got to his for dinner and a movie. Molly could tell Harry wasnât sure, it made him anxious, and she didnât hold that against him, but she couldnât keep giving into him and all the little habits heâd learned that kept him living in that dark place. If she let him pick her up, it fed the part of his mind that worried something would happen if he didnât.
âYep,â Molly smiled, trying to keep it light. âHave a nice evening,â She grinned, leaning over the centre of the car and kissing his lips. His hand quickly moved to hold her face though, deepening the kiss just a little.
âBe careful,â Harry warned quietly, and Molly just nodded, looking into his worried eyes.
âIâll be fine,â Molly pointed out, still grinning wildly. âAlways am,â She added, and even Harryâs lips twitched a little at that, before she slid out of the car and headed for the door, not hearing how Harry mumbled that, that was what worried him.
When Molly had called Liam to tell her sheâd need to cancel her next few shifts, sheâd explained why, not able to keep it back. It had been fresh. The morning after Clive had died, the wound still very much raw and untreated, so it spilled out of her quite easily, nothing in place to stem the flow of grief at that point. Liam had understood, told her to take as long as she needed, and sheâd taken two weeks. Probably just one would have been enough, but she decided to take a week to focus on getting back into uni work, catch up on anything sheâd missed and make sure she was nothing but prepared for the final month of her second year.
Heading back into the bar though, it felt good to be back, the sound of her heels clipping on the plastic floor, the music from the jukebox blaring, and the lights already dimmed despite the fact it was only four thirty. It was a Saturday, the one day a week the bar opened at lunchtime, and stayed open until gone midnight. Liam had offered Molly the shift affectionately known as the friendly one. Four thirty through til nine. The quiet hours. People shuffled out to prepare for the evening around four, and the busy period didnât really kick in until gone nine on a Saturday. It was the perfect shift to ease her back into Coyote after two weeks away.
There were a few tables being used, a bunch of people occupying a booth, but other than that no one. Molly would occupy her time cleaning up, making sure as many glasses as possible were clean and the fridges were well stocked prior to people beginning to flood back in. It wasnât the most fun shift in the world, and it tended to drag, but Molly was just glad to be back. It was the final thing in her repertoire.
âExcuse me love.â Molly glanced over her shoulder, trying to ignore the shiver up her back at the over friendly pet name. No one had called her that in a long time, and she wished no one would. At least people she didnât know. Molly just smiled at the man on the other side of the bar, jet black hair slicked back and piercing blue eyes that even under the dim lights seemed almost bleached of colour. One side of his mouth lifted, showing off a few bright white sparkling teeth as Molly wiped her hands on her shorts, damp from the condensation of the cold bottles sheâd been stacking into the fridge.
âWhat can I get you?â Molly asked, when the man said nothing. She hadnât noticed him when sheâd walked through to the bar from the back, and she was sure she would have done considering how empty it was. A quick glance around the room confirmed she remembered seeing everyone else dotted around the place when sheâd arrived.
âWhat would you suggest?â The man asked, and it took Molly a little by surprise. There was something about the way he looked at Molly that made her skin feel like it was crawling, like little spiders were creeping up her spine and over her arms, making the hair there stand on end. It was like he was looking right through her, or at least right through her clothes. She never really felt exposed, even in the short, shorts and tied up top she wore on a Saturday, but under his eyes she felt like everything was on show.
âErm,â Molly started, stumbling a little. She swallowed on nothing, twisting her head to look at the neatly stocked fridge. âYou drink beer?â She asked, not looking back at him, only because she swore she felt his eyes stuck to the back of her, piercing into her neck.
âAm I making you nervous?â He asked, under his breath, as if there was anyone to overhear.
âIâm sorry?â Molly sneered, looking back then. The man just chuckled, darkly, threateningly. If the bar wasnât between them, Molly would have been frightened, as it were, she tried to carry on convincing herself she was in control. The bar was her ground and she held it.
âThat would be a yes then, or,â He stopped then, looked at Molly, up and down, slowly, smirking evilly once he had her eyes again. âDo I scare you?â
âNo, you donât, now what can I get you?â Molly asked with a sigh. âA one way ticket to the door is free of charge? Or a beer is three fifty,â Molly told him and she watched his nostrils flare, fists curling until his knuckles turned white. âYou need to relax sir,â Molly advised strongly, trying to ignore the hammering of her heart inside her ribs.
âJust a beer,â The man told her, and Molly nodded, turning to the fridge. âI want your name,â Molly heard him say.
âYou arenât getting it,â Molly called back as she pulled the bottle top off with the opener on the side. âThree fifty,â Molly told him, extending one hand towards him once the bottle was on the side, the other resting on her hip. Molly watched as he reached into his pocket for money, waiting patiently and tilting her head a little. Difficult customers were regular, and she was telling herself that was all he was, just a difficult customer that had probably had one too many somewhere else and didnât know how to bite his tongue. She felt the way she did, not because of him, or the way he looked at her, or the sandpapery sound of his voice, of the stench of cigarettes and cannabis on him, or just the general vibe he was giving off, but because sheâd forgotten the way some people sometimes spoke to bar staff when beer had given them a confidence they didnât know how to handle.
The man pulled his hand out of his pocket, and Molly stretched hers forward a little for him. Very quickly she wished she hadnât though, as he slapped a note into her hand so hard her knuckles rapped against the wood of the bar, before she had a second to react his hand was around her wrist and pulling her fiercely towards him. Her hip hit one of the beer trays, and her ribs jammed into the bar, almost knocking the wind out of her. He leered across the bar at her, Molly wanted to look away, look for Liam who she hoped was around somewhere. Kacey was outback, doing a stock take, tidying the staff room, keeping herself busy while Molly manned the bar, until the six o clock shift clocked in and Kacey could leave. Molly was alone, and she really felt it as his icy blue eyes stared into hers.
âDonât need your name love, that pretty red hair is name tag enough, talk to me like that again and Iâll rip it from your head,â He sneered, Mollyâs nostrils twitched and she was biting her jaw tight, teeth crunching into one another as she fought the need to cry.
âI ca-â
âGet me kicked out, thatâs fine, go ahead, I think youâd rather know exactly where I am though.â His eyes narrowed with that, and slowly his mouth cracked into a smile, before he was laughing. âIâm joking love donât look so worried,â He chuckled, letting go of her hand, but Molly felt the way her ribs were already bruising and the way her knuckles stung. âKeep the change, spend it on yourself, buy something pretty to go with that pretty hair, or maybe just a sense of humour.â Molly didnât say anything, just took the note and put all ten pounds of it in the til, not taking anything out for herself before she slipped out the back door, and called for Kacey to take the bar for a minute, practically skipping to the toilet, less anyone see the amount of colour that had drained from her cheeks.
There was no windows in the bathroom, and Molly was breathing heavily against the feeling of being trapped. Quickly Molly locked herself in one of the cubicles as nausea rose up inside her. Her stomach hurt as it tensed and she emptied her stomach of everything sheâd ingested that day, doubled over the toilet, hands gripping the seat. Tears streamed down her face, but only from how much she was retching on nothing, her stomach empty, but the disgust inside her still drowning everything else out. Finally the vomiting stopped, and she caught her breath, noticing the red of her knuckles and the discolouration of her wrist. Molly swallowed back and slowly stood straight, wiping her mouth with her other hand, still staring at the skin that was beginning to bruise. That couldnât be hidden. Molly glanced down to her ribs, the way her t-shirt was tied made it easy to see and she let out a long and shaky breath she didnât realise sheâd been holding. Quickly she untied it, tucked it into her shorts and covered the redness underneath. After a quick check in the bathroom mirror, Molly headed back out to the bar head high, and a smile on her face, trying to ignore the pang in her wrist or the ache in her stomach.
Nothing was going to spoil her normality. Later sheâd tell Liam about it, get him to check the CCTV, make sure the guys ID and photo was kept on file so he wasn't allowed back in. In that moment, she wasnât going to give him the satisfaction of being politely asked to leave. Instead sheâd give him the embarrassment and shame when he turned up next, hopefully with a clutch of friends who would all hear exactly why he wasnât allowed in when he would undoubtedly ask and whoever was working the door would remind him how heâd grabbed one of the barmaids across the bar and was lucky not to be, being done for assault.
Molly headed back out to the bar, and continued through her shift as if nothing had happened. It was hard though, when her wrist twinged everytime she picked something up, and everytime she bent she felt like the air was being punched out of her all over again. It hadnât felt that bad at first, but the more time that passed the more she ached. The man sat at the end of the bar, and didnât move all night, eyes fixed on Molly, trying to keep herself busy at the opposite end of the bar from him.
Molly did everything to ignore him, and the busier the bar got, the easier it was. However, he had been right about one thing. She liked knowing where he was. There was a certain reassurance in looking down the bar and seeing him still sat there, away from her. At least whilst he was there, he wasnât coming near her. Everytime she looked, he caught her eye and smirked tauntingly. Molly looked away without reacting at all. She wanted to see the back of him, watch him leave the bar. Sheâd assumed he was waiting for friends, but the more time that passed, the more evident it became that, that wasnât the case, and the more Molly got the feeling that whoever he was, he was there specifically for her.
It wasnât busy enough to keep Mollyâs mind off the strange man at the end of the bar, however her shift did seem to pass quickly, at least for the friendly shift, one that normally dragged through and ended just as things were getting good. Molly had about fifteen minutes left when out of the corner of her eye she saw him get to his feet, just as she was pouring a gin and tonic. She couldnât help herself, she watched him leave the bar, put his wallet and phone in his pocket and walk away. Her heart was thumping in her chest, and her eyes followed him through the bar and to the door. She watched the door close behind him and it was only then she noticed the tears in her eyes and the shake in her hand that was holding onto a nearly empty bottle of gin. She swallowed the lump in her throat, blinked back the tears quickly, and got on with her job, something she was good at, and tried to forget about how piercing and threatening his icy blue eyes had been from across the bar.
When it came to the end of her shift, for the first time since sheâd had the job, Molly was fully glad it was over, she wanted out of there. Not just because she was hungry, or her legs were tired, or eyes needed to shut, but because she wanted to wash it all off her skin. Her wrist was red, starting to purple just a little, but her knuckles were still just flaming red. Under her shirt she could feel her ribs were doing the same, but she was scared to look. Molly just pulled her hoodie on over her t-shirt and swapped her boots out for her tatty black vans and her shorts for baggy jeans. There was no way Harry would miss the marks, he never missed any changes about her, physical or otherwise. She knew she had to tell him the truth, but that was already making her throat tighten, the thought of explaining to anyone else after sheâd told Liam, how a stranger had grabbed her in her workplace and made her feel as weak and useless as he had, made her feel sick and scared in a way that for some reason she didnât want to admit to.
The thought of telling Harry though was even worse, but then the idea of trying to keep it from him was even worse than that. She didnât want to keep anything from him, the same way she didnât want him keeping things from her. As she stood at the small table she took her break at, putting her normal jewellery back on, Molly began to think about how she was going to explain what had happened to Harry, how she was going to assure him it was ok, it was being dealt with.
Because it was, Liam already had one of the doormen searching for the guys ID to make a note not to let him back in. Liam had asked if she wanted to report it, she didnât. Liam had looked at her like that wasnât the right answer, Harry would undoubtedly do the same, but it was up to her, and she didnât want to. The thought of going through it again was terrifying, being asked detailed questions about it that made her question herself, innocent until proven guilty, wondering why she felt like the guilty one, why she felt she had to say sorry when she was explaining it to Liam. That was enough, let alone doing the same with someone she didnât know, and who didnât know her from anyone else making accusations about a stranger in a bar. As if that was good enough reason not to take it seriously.
Molly took her phone from her bag, 2 messages both from Harry. She smiled to herself, sometimes he just couldnât help himself despite their agreements and compromises. And even though inside she felt grimey and disgusting, he still made her smile simply by his name being on her phone. That told her all she really needed to know.
Think things are sorted with Jimmy as much as I can for now, he listened to me at least and he seemed more understanding. He just wants you to be happy so think weâve found some common ground again x
Sorry Iâve made such a mess of things, Iâm going to make all this right, see you later love x
Molly found herself just staring at his words. It made her uneasy that she could still read guilt between every line. It was hard to move past it when he was still so wrapped up in saying sorry and making things better. It was hard to tell him not to though, it didnât make any odds, he still did it, no matter how many times Molly asked him to stop. It did make her happy that something had been sorted with Jimmy, something was better than nothing, even if it was just the smallest piece of common ground. It was better than having Jimmy unable to be in the same room as Harry. She could hear all the things Jimmy would have fired at Harry, how it wasnât a mistake, mistakes were accidents and lying was purposeful, how he didnât like how easily Molly had taken him back no matter how much Molly assured that Harry made her happy, and that was all that mattered. All Jimmy saw was the nearly broken girl that heâd held tight until she finally fell asleep and stopped thinking about all the signposts sheâd walked straight past without a second glance.
There was no way Molly could even guess what Harry might have said to begin to change Jimmyâs mind, but if it had worked enough to at least get him to listen it was a start Molly was happy to accept.
Thatâs good, Iâm just leaving work now, Iâll see you in a sec x
Molly shoved her phone back in her pocket, before heading out of the door and trotting down the steps into the alleyway. There air was thick, hot and sticky, but still Molly was glad for her hoodie, folding her arms over herself and heading towards the road. The sun hadnât yet set, it was nearly there, the navy night melting into bright tangerine, as the sun lingered on the horizon.
It was the footsteps Molly noticed first. Behind her and heavy, not trying to hide themselves. It set her on an edge straight away, because she knew she hadnât seen anyone lingering as she left through the side door. Molly thought about just moving faster towards the road, she was nearly there already, but before her legs could actually do anything, instinct told her to look over her shoulder. And perhaps that was her mistake, because her feet seemed to get clumsy without her eyes looking where she was going, and she found herself tripping on something, but before she could fall, someone had her by the shoulders pushing into her until her back crashed against the wall, the clothes in her backpack luckily acting as a cushion. It all happened so fast and it took Molly longer than sheâd have liked to workout who was leering over her, but the piercing blue eyes, the colour of ice more than the sky or the sea, were quickly recognisable. She doubted sheâd ever have forgotten them anyway, but as they seemed to hold her against the wall as tight as his arms, she knew she never would.
âYou took your sweet time didnât you love,â He sneered, his face far too close to hers for Mollyâs liking. She twisted her neck to look away and closed her eyes against him, she could feel herself shaking, her breath vibrating in and out sharply through her nose as she pinched her lips together to keep from whimpering. He just grabbed her jaw though and pulled her face back to him. She wanted to squeeze her eyes shut tight, but she opened them instead and her vision was blurred by the tears welling along her lash line. âKept me waiting,â He snarled and Molly just swallowed on nothing staring back at him. She swore she could still feel the burn of his hand on her arm, and she didnât want his hands anywhere else, let alone any other part of him, but she knew what was coming, she didnât need to ask what he wanted with her. Molly just looked to the sky and waited to feel his fingers working at her jeans. The part of her that wanted to fight him away died, sheâd never win, and she just wanted it over, she just wanted it to end.
There was a taste of blood as she bit her mouth tighter together, refusing to cry, refusing to give him that at least. Her head quickly dropped though when she felt something slam into her thigh, her muscle hitting the bone underneath, she cussed as it tore and looked down to watch his knee push further into her already dead leg. It ached like nothing sheâd ever known and she winced, a bitten back squeal passing through her tight lips as her leg squeezed into the wall under the pressure of his knee. It left one of his hands free though. With his leg in hers, he only needed one hand to hold one of her hips to keep her in place, the other one was free to roam, and it roamed to the space where sheâd cut the neck of her hoodie and the skin there was exposed. His fingers tickled over it, tracing patterns that made her prickle. Her throat was tight and dry and she tried to swallow down but it was a struggle.
âSuch a pretty thing,â He whispered, his breath, stinking of beer and smoke, washing over Mollyâs face. Mollyâs jaw quaked, weakening her. She tried to fight back then, to push away but it only resulted in him pushing harder into her, unaffected by her attempts, almost acting as if it hadnât even happened, just continuing with what he was doing. For a second his fingers trailed down her jumper and Molly held her breath tight against them. âWhat on earth does a thing like you, see in a waste of space like Harry Styles?â Mollyâs snapped then, her eyes shooting towards him, nostrils flaring as she shook under his constraints. âWhoa, whoa, whoa,â He hushed through a threatening chuckle. âYouâre not going anywhere love, not yet, your face is still far too pretty, he wonât know Iâve touched you yet.â Molly let out her breath then, and it came out as a sob, she tried to lift her hands to his chest but he just pushed them away. It didnât stop her, she kept trying, to scratch at his face, claw out his eyes, push him and knock the wind out of him. She couldnât though, he was vastly stronger than her and he overpowered her like she was a baby bird with a broken wing.
âKnow who I am yet?â Molly didnât answer, just tried to avoid his eyes. âGave him that lovely scar,â He added, pushing his leg into her thigh as if telling her exactly what scar it was that heâd given Harry. Molly felt herself stiffen as she stared at his shoulder, her jaw tight, trying to blank his voice out but it was hard when he let his mouth linger so close to ear, whispering quietly into it. âDonât worry baby, Iâm not going to cut you, that would be too obvious,â He told her and Molly cried then, pushing against him again, but still he just held her tight, never weakening. Molly felt his fingers rise up from her collarbones to her neck, tickling the skin and moving slowly around it until his palm was pressed against her throat. Molly whimpered as his fingers tightened just a little so she could feel the pressure of him, but he wasnât choking her. âYou tell Harry it was Aaron who did this to you, every bruise, every mark,â He started slowly, fingers running up the side of her neck to lift her head so she was forced to look in his eyes as he spoke. Molly shook her head. âOh yes, you tell him, and remind him he owes me a fight, and I will kill him either way, but heâd rather die in the ring than what Iâve got planned for him trust me.â Molly felt herself shiver with that, and her nostrils flared.
âHeâll never fight you,â Molly sneered, eyes raking over his face like he was nothing, like he didnât have her by the throat against a wall.
âHe will, cause otherwise Iâll kill him, and if thatâs not enough, and if this isnât enough, you can remind him heâs a father now, and youâre not the only thing of his I can get to,â He smiled, and Molly kissed her teeth.
âYou dare-â
âDonât test me,â He seethed, his fingers tightening for a second, nails digging into her skin harshly. âSo youâll tell him wonât you?â He asked, but Molly said nothing, just hold herself tight. She didnât know what she thought she was doing, or what game she was playing but sheâd surely never win. âWonât you?â He asked again, fingers tightening once more, waiting for Molly to agree, which she did eventually, with a small nod. âGood girlâ He smiled. âNow you can tell me, what youâre doing with a worthless piece of shit like-â Molly lifted her free leg suddenly, sharply, into his crotch, it cut him short and it almost took Molly by surprise how much of a reflex it seemed to be. She hadnât thought about it at all, she just did it, and now Aaron was crouched to the floor holding himself as pain seared through him. Molly didnât think as she stepped aside and ran, and ran, and just kept running. Her head was blank apart from the need to just keep moving. There were no thoughts, nothing sensible, no other plan coming to her apart from to just keep running hard and fast far away from that alleyway, and from him.
For all Molly knew he was following, two steps behind, but she didnât glance to look. That had been her mistake before, and she wouldnât do it again. If she hadnât looked before she might have gotten out of that alleyway, but then what. Would he always be waiting for her until heâd said what he had to say? Waiting for Harry? Or would he have gotten to Lola? No, Molly decided, it was a good thing it was her that night. It was better it was her that night because it was over and done with, and it meant Harry wasnât bleeding out somewhere, and it meant Lola hadnât been touched.
Mollyâs lungs were burning as she eventually slowed, her legs unable to carry her at the same speed for so long. She didnât need to look behind her, she swore she could feel him lingering, though that could have just been the memory of the way he leered over her, and sheâd felt his breath on her and his hands holding her. Even so she kept her eyes on Harryâs building, she could see it now. It was part of the reason theyâd agreed sheâd go back to his rather than him meeting her at her place, it was closer. Not so far for her to walk. Earlier sheâd nearly argued  it, heâd have to let her walk alone to her place at some point, but sheâd decided to let him have that at least for now, and she was glad she had. Sheâd have never made it back to hers so quickly.
Her mind was still reeling, only thinking about getting away from Aaron, only thinking about getting behind a locked door. Adrenaline was still feeding her and she couldnât feel any of her injuries, not a single one. She felt normal physically, but mentally it was a mess. All her head was doing was telling her to keep moving, she was nearly there, just keep going. Her legs carried her but she didnât feel like she was attached to them. In fact she felt completely detached from everything, like she was hovering over her body looking down at herself as she rounded into the parking lot, and everything began to sink in.
It was only as she pulled the heavy front door open that she glance over her shoulder and caught him standing there, by the entrance of the car park, staring after her, smirking, far too close to her for Mollyâs liking. It felt like he was just letting her know heâd always be there, he wasnât going anywhere, always lingering, never too far away and always with a threat. Molly rushed inside pulling the door closed quickly as if that made any difference, before racing up the steps to Harryâs door. She knocked at it frantically, simultaneously kicking at the mat for the spare key. It just moved through and she heard the key move with it. Down stairs Molly heard the door open slowly.
âShit,â She hissed, bending to the mat, still knocking on the door. Tears began to drip from her eyes as she began to panic all the things that had happened were about to get ten times worse. Her hand was beginning to hurt from the knocking, and her fingers trying to pick the key up from the floor were clumsy and useless. She heard feet taking the stairs, heavy, and she managed to convince herself they sounded just like Aaronâs had in the alleyway. She stood with the key, but continued to knock as she fought to get the key in the lock. âFuck,â She blubbed as it dropped from her fingers back to the floor and Molly quickly followed it, just as the door opened.
âWhat the fu-â Harry began but quickly cut himself off as Molly rose quickly to her feet and pushed him into the flat closing the door behind them.
âLock it,â She told him, she saw him begin to ask what was going on, but then his eyes saw her neck, and very suddenly she felt the bruising and the pinches on her skin, raw and stinging. âLock the door Harry,â She sobbed.
âWho did this?â Harry seethed through clenched teeth.
âHarry please lock the-â
âWHO DID THIS?â He bellowed, and Molly just whimpered. Harryâs eyes fluttered shut for a second, as he composed himself. He wasnât angry at Molly, but she was frantic with panic and he needed an answer âPlease tell me who did this baby,â Harry begged still holding the door handle firm, holding the door closed, but Molly knew it wasnât enough, and if Aaron was the one coming up the stairs heâd be nearly there by now.
âPlease donât go,â She sobbed.
âIâm not, Iâm not going anywhere Lolly, tell me who did this to you please?â Molly swallowed then and looked at Harry through flooded eyes.
âAaron,â She whispered, and watched it seep into Harry. His nostrils flared, and he sucked his cheeks in tight, wrenching the door handle, seeing red and moving to leave.âDonât you dare,â Molly shouted after him. âDonât you dare leave me alone like this,â She added quickly and Harry froze. âWhatâs more important to you?â Molly challenged, âHurting him, or being with me?â Harry instantly softened, Molly saw it, the way his shoulders lowered and his head dropped, curls falling around him. He bent to the floor, grabbing the key from outside, straightened the mat, closed the door, double locked it, put the key on the side and turned for Molly.
âIâm so sorry,â He whispered, stepping close to her and pulling her into him. Heâd never held her tighter. It wasnât squeezing or painful, but his hands were strong where they landed, as if he was holding her together as much as he was holding her to him, and maybe he was. One hand moved to her head, holding it against his chest where Molly rested, and she felt safe, secure, in his arms. His head lowered onto hers, and his lips moved against her hair as he spoke, tickling her scalp. âIâm so sorry I couldnât keep you safe, Iâm so sorry baby, Iâm so sorry.â Harry just continued to repeat over and over, holding her tighter and tighter. She winced as his arm squeezed against her ribs, and he obviously felt her. âDid I hurt you?â He asked unwinding from around her quickly and stepping back to look at her face, but he didnât give Molly a second to actually answer. Â âIâm sorry, fuck Iâm sorry,â Harry breathed, hands moving to his hair, scraping through it. Molly just shook her head and rolled her lips together, sniffing as she stared up at Harry, not entirely sure what to say or do. âLet me see?â Harry asked, again Molly didnât answer, but she didnât stop him as his fingers moved to her hoodie, lifting it over her head, eyes always on her even as he began reaching for the hem of her t-shirt. Neither said anything, but Molly could tell Harry was waiting for her, so she just nodded once and Harry began to lift her shirt.
Molly closed her eyes. She hadnât seen what was underneath, but she could bet it was ugly. It meant she didnât see the way Harry held his breath at the sight of the purpleing mass on her skin, or the way he had to blink away tears, or the way his fist curled at his side. She didnât see the way he wished heâd erased every compromise heâd made, how he wished heâd been unreasonable, and had told her heâd be there when she finished. She didnât know how he wished he hadnât ignored the feeling inside him that he should drive to Coyote when she text to say she was leaving.
âCome here,â Harry offered, taking Mollyâs hand and turning them, leading Molly to the bathroom. Molly was quiet. Now she felt a little shell shocked, a little emotionally numb as everything sunk in. Physically she could feel each wound, everywhere heâd touched her, even the spit that had dried on the side of her face as heâd hissed words at her. Her ribs hurt when she breathed, her leg was still tingling, her throat felt sore and her neck felt like it had been wrenched at, her hand was sore and her wrist ached. But somehow all she wanted was for Harry to put his arms back around her, where she felt safe. âWhat did he do Lol?â Harry asked her calmly. Molly just stared at him, everything about her feeling smaller, swallowed by what had happened and less because of it. âItâs ok, nothing, no one, is ever going to hurt you again, no oneâs going to touch you, I swear it,â Harry vowed taking her hands gently. Heâd already noticed her red knuckles, but he didnât guess that was something Aaron had done, assuming it was from an attempt to fight back instead. âCan you tell me what he did please?â Harry asked, still soft and gentle, unreasonably calm as he spoke.
âDonât be angry,â Molly sort of asked, slipping her hands out of Harryâs. âPlease.â
âMolly, you have nothing to be scared of, Iâm not angry, I just need to know, thatâs all, if you can, I need you tell me what happened.â Molly nodded then, and swallowed.
âHe came into the bar, I didnât know it was him,â Molly started, and lifted her hand as she explained what had happened there. She motioned to her ribs and Harry seemed to just be taking it all in, nodding as she spoke, not really reacting. âOutside, he was in the alley, I donât know, I canât remember, but he had me against a wall and he was holding me with his hands first, then my leg,â Molly brushed her fingers over her thigh. Even that was enough though, the skin tender underneath.
âCan I see?â Harry asked tenderly. Mollyâs eyes were on her thigh, fingers lingering over her jeans where the bruising lay underneath. She nodded, and moved her fingers to the button of her jeans. Harry took a step back then, just a small one, putting a little distance between them, as Molly pulled the zipper of her jeans down. Molly didnât look up as she pushed her jeans over her hips, but she found herself sniffing as tears began to fill her eyes again. She didnât want to see what was underneath, she could feel it just fine. The way the flesh was moulding and festering, the way the muscle was quaking from the pressure heâd exerted with his knee and the way blood was rushing to the surface. So Molly closed her eyes as she pushed her jeans down her legs, bending at the hips, flinching as the fabric scraped over her thigh. Eventually she stood again, and stared at Harry as she kicked her jeans away and he stared at her leg. She watched his nostrils flare and the way his jaw moved slowly, before he sighed.
âMolly,â He whispered, hand moving to his face, leaning his mouth into it. Molly watched him quake, a shudder of breath leaking out of his nose as he stared at her thigh. Molly was chewing her cheeks, watching him think, she knew he was thinking, probably kicking himself for something that wasnât his fault. Eventually he let his hand dropped and looked up to her face again. âAnd I take it he grabbed your throat?â Harry asked, and Molly nodded.
âIs it obvious?â She asked, but Harry just swallowed, and that was answer enough. She moved her hand to her neck tears in her eyes as lace like fingers made her sore skin tingle. Harry moved closer and took her hand away gently, hooking one of her fingers with his, and leaving it like that as he moved his face closer to her neck to inspect it.
âThis is disgusting, Iâm gonna fucking kill him,â Harry seethed.
âYou said you wouldnât get angry,â Molly reminded him quietly, sinking back.
âItâs kinda hard when heâs left his nail marks in your neck Lol,â Harry told her. Molly just took a deep breath, lifting her fingers to her skin again, feeling for said marks. âLet me clean this, thereâs a littleâŚâ Harry trailed off to move for the sink.
âThereâs blood!?â Molly shrieked forgetting about the pain in her neck as she twisted it to look at Harry, but quickly remembering as it seared through and she winced, holding her neck and moving it back to centre.
âA little, yes,â Harry told her, moving back with a damp flannel. Steadily he wiped at her neck, gently dabbing the skin to loosen the drops of blood that had leaked from where Aaron had pinched at her throat.
âYou know why donât you?â Molly asked, as Harry worked. He nodded, not saying a word. âYouâre going to have to fight arenât you?â Harry shook his head at that.
âNo, I made you a promise,â Harry reminded her, but Molly just rolled her lips together, pinching them between her teeth gently. âYou donât need to worry, heâs not gonna hurt you again, no one is ever going to hurt you again,â Harry promised her. âWhatever he said to you, whatever threats he made-â
âHe said heâd kill you,â Molly interrupted, âAnd he said you should remember your a father, and Iâm not the only thing of yours he can get to,â Molly added, and Harry froze. Slowly she turned to look at him watching as it registered over his face.
âI need you to report this Lolly,â Harry told her carefully but almost without room for argument. Molly shook her head, softly at first, barely a movement at all, but it quickly got more frantic.
âNo,â Molly told him, stepping back out of his way, back towards the wall.
âWhoa Lol,â Harry tried to hush her, reaching out for her, but she was too busy shaking her head, getting herself worked up, frantically running through the possibilities of what could happen.
âI donât want to, please donât make me, please Harry.â She was beginning to cry, tears falling from her eyes, hands shaking as she held her chest, as if her holding it meant no one else could get close to her again. Her back hit the wall and Harry watched her jump, looking over her shoulder for something that wasnât there. She looked back to Harry, fear drowning her out, hollowing her out.
âMolly, itâs ok, you donât have to, Iâm not going to make you do anything, ever,â Harry told her, carefully stepping closer, extending his hand and slowly taking her arm, easing her towards him. âYou donât need to be scared baby, itâs ok,â Harry told her softly, it wasnât a whisper, his voice was just gentle. âIâm going to make it ok,â He added, his arms wrapping around her holding her close again, kissing her head.
âWill you have to fight?â Molly asked again.
âI donât know,â Harry admitted. They didnât say anything for a while, just stood there, until Molly started to settle, until her breathing evened, and her fingers only twitched every now and again rather than shook constantly, and her eyes had mostly dried. âSit down,â Harry encouraged, moving back and edging Molly towards the closed toilet seat. Molly sat down and Harry looked over her, âIâve got some cream for those,â He told her motioning towards her bruises with his head, and moving for the cabinet under the sink, opening it and rifling around.
âIf you have to Harry I get it, itâs ok, if thatâs what it takes to get rid of him, itâs ok,â Molly sighed, and Harry glanced over to her from the cabinet, narrowing his eyes. âIâm serious, just donât let him win, and donât let him kill you,â Molly told him.
âI wonât,â Harry told her, crawling back over to her, a small tube of cream in his hands. It wasnât confirmation of anything, or what would happen, and in an hours time Molly would probably take back her words, but Harry wouldnât still be adamant Aaron would never win, and heâd never let him kill him.
Harry sat on his feet, squeezing some of the cream out onto the pads of his fingers. With a delicate touch he moved her t-shirt aside and began rubbing the cream into her ribs. Molly hissed as he touched the sensitive skin, and Harry froze for a second looking up to her. He could tell she was biting her teeth together, nostrils spread wide, eyes narrowed, but he continued. It stung, but she let him carry on. Once her ribs were dealt with he moved to her wrist, and hand, and then lastly her thigh. His hair fell over his face as he moved three fingers around in a circle over the skin, she looked at it the for the first time. The inflicted area was huge, a great mass of discoloured skin that was shining under the cream. Molly moved her eyes to Harry, preferring to look at him than what had been done to her. She tucked his hair back behind his ears, and she saw a small smile pulling at his lips. She felt herself doing the same, her lips twitching as he twisted his face to kiss her palm.
âThere,â He finished, mumbling into her hand before screwing the lid back onto the tube. Molly just continued to stare at him. Harry groaned a little as he moved, but Molly watched as he got onto his knees, twisting at the gold signet ring he always wore. Molly narrowed her eyes, and they were still narrowed when Harry looked up at her from his hand, holding the ring between his thumb and two fingers.
âHarry, what the fuck are you doing?â Molly asked, panic in her voice, though an entirely different panic to what had washed through her earlier. Harry just chuckled and shook his head.
âDonât freak out,â He smiled. âNot that, though I expect, no, I know, one day it will be that, but not today,â He grinned. âIâm just promising you, with everything that I am, that I am yours, and I will never lie to you, or hide anything from you ever again, I want to be yours, completely, Iâm not ever going to take you for granted and Iâm never going to let anything happen to you, or anyone hurt you again,â Harry vowed, his hands falling to her knees as he scooted a little closer, staring up at her from where he knelt. âYouâre everything, you, and Lola, are all that matter to me, Iâm never going to let anything or anyone get in the way of me showing you that,â He told her. Molly could feel a lump in her throat forming, eyes stinging as Harry spoke. âI need you, and Iâm ready to commit one hundred percent of myself to you, I want to, Iâm not scared of it anymore, I want to be vulnerable for you, I trust you, and I need you to trust me.â Molly nodded then, telling him silently she did trust him. âI want you to be mine, once this is done, I want to be able to tell everyone youâre mine, I know I donât deserve a second chance but I really fucking want one, Iâm ready this time, Iâm not gonna fuck it up,â Harry promised her, and Molly, again, just nodded, a little lost for words, a lot overwhelmed. âI want you to wear this, and I never want you to take it off, if you donât mind?â Harry asked, handing her the ring.
âOk,â Molly blubbed, and Harry chuckled before sliding his ring onto the only finger it would fit, her second finger on her right hand. It was only then Molly noticed the âHâ engraved into the metal. Molly took a shaky breath staring at the ring, before bending and catching Harryâs lips with hers. They didnât need to say anything else, it was all lingering in everything else, in Harryâs ring on her finger, in his other words, in Mollyâs tears and her simple ok, and in the sweet kiss that made Molly feel as far from the fear sheâd felt earlier as she possibly could. He was her safe place, and the edge, and everything in between. They werenât hiding how they felt, they didnât need to when everything else spoke so loudly for them.
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The villa buzzed with quiet chatter and occasional laughter as the Islanders scattered across the garden and lounge areas, enjoying the calm of the evening. The stars above twinkled faintly, casting a serene glow over the scene. But inside, away from the easy conversation and playful banter, Harry sat alone on his bed.
The door was cracked open, letting in a faint murmur of voices and the distant clinking of glasses. He stared at the floor, his elbows resting on his knees, the weight of the day pressing down on him like a heavy blanket. His head throbbed slightlyânot from any physical ailment, but from the emotional exhaustion that came with living in a villa where every word, every action, every glance was scrutinized.
His gaze flicked to the bedside table where a photo of his family sat. It was his anchor, his reminder of life outside this bubble. But even that felt distant now.
He sighed, running a hand through his hair, tugging slightly as if that would somehow untangle the mess in his mind. Sophiaâs laugh from the garden echoed faintly through the villa, and his stomach churned. He liked her energy, her confidence. But the guilt that came with thinking about her when Y/Nâs face kept flashing in his mind was unbearable.
And Y/N⌠She was everything he wanted. Except he didnât know if she wanted him in the same way. Not really. Her guardedness, her hesitance in showing her feelings publicly, gnawed at him. It felt like she was holding back, and it made him question everything. Was she scared? Or just not as into him as he was into her?
He leaned back against the headboard, eyes closing briefly as he exhaled deeply. It was strangeâhe felt drained in a way he couldnât fully explain. Being in this villa, surrounded by people constantly, was supposed to be exciting, fun, and carefree. Instead, it felt like he was carrying the weight of two different versions of himself: the one who wanted to let go and the one who couldnât stop thinking about what he might lose if he did.
The door creaked open softly, and Harry glanced up to see Sophia stepping in. Her small smile was warm but carried a hint of curiosity. She walked toward him slowly, hands clasped behind her back.
âThought Iâd find you in here,â she said, her voice light but purposeful. âEveryoneâs outside. Itâs a bit of a vibe.â
Harry forced a smile. âNeeded some space.â
Sophia tilted her head, her eyes scanning his face. âHeavy day?â
âYou could say that,â he replied, leaning back against the headboard.
Sophia took a step closer, perching on the bed opposite him. âWell, if youâre looking for something to take your mind off it, I was thinking⌠maybe youâd want to sleep outside with me tonight?â
Her tone was casual, but her intent was clear. The corners of her mouth lifted in an inviting smile as she waited for his response.
Harryâs heart skipped a beat. He knew this moment was coming; heâd felt it brewing all day. And yet, faced with it, the words caught in his throat. Finally, he managed a smile, soft but apologetic, and shook his head.
âI appreciate the offer,â he started, his tone careful. âBut I think Iâm going to stay in here tonight. â
The change in Sophiaâs expression was subtle but sharp. Her smile faltered, her eyes narrowing just slightly. âWith Y/N?â she repeated, her voice tinged with disbelief.
Harry nodded, feeling the weight of his decision in the air between them. âYeah. I just⌠I need to sort things out with her.â
Sophiaâs posture stiffened, and she let out a dry laugh. âWow. So, after everything today, youâre still chasing her?â
âItâs not about chasing,â Harry said quickly, his voice firm but not unkind. âItâs about what feels right. And I owe it to herâto usâto figure that out.â
Sophia crossed her arms, her frustration bubbling to the surface. âYou know what, Harry? Maybe you should figure it out. Because right now, it feels like youâre just stringing people along.â
Harry flinched at her words but didnât argue. Instead, he exhaled deeply. âIâm sorry if it feels that way. Thatâs not my intention, Sophia. I think youâre amazing. But my headâs a mess, and I canât give you what you deserve while Iâm still working out what I want.â
Sophia stood, her movements sharp. âRight. Well, good luck figuring it out. Hope sheâs worth it.â
Without another word, she turned and walked out, leaving Harry alone once again. He leaned forward, running his hands through his hair and letting out a long, frustrated sigh.
âGreat job, Harry,â he muttered to himself. âOne more bridge burned.â
âAh, poor Harry. Torn between two beauties and about as decisive as a toddler choosing an ice cream flavour. Donât worry, mate, Iâm sure this will definitely work out well for you. Or not.â
Y/N stepped in softly, already dressed in her pyjamas: an oversized shirt and comfortable shorts. Her face was bare, her hair tied loosely back, and a slight crease of uncertainty lined her brow. She wasnât sure how to approach Harry, especially after the game earlier and everything that followed.
Harry was lying on his back, staring up at the ceiling, though his gaze flickered toward her briefly as she entered. He didnât say anything, and neither did she. The lights were still on, casting a warm glow across the room, highlighting the neatly made beds of those who hadnât yet retired for the night.
Y/N moved to her side of the bed, placing her water bottle on the nightstand before sitting down. The mattress dipped slightly under her weight as she uncapped the bottle and took one last sip. For a moment, she simply sat there, her fingers nervously playing with the hem of her shirt.
Then, without a word, she slid under the covers, turning onto her side to face the wall. She curled up slightly, pulling the duvet up to her shoulders, her breathing slow and steady as she stared into the soft light of the room.
Harry shifted, lying on his side but with his back to her. He had hoped she might say something, even something smallâan olive branch, a sign that she wanted to bridge the gap between them. But her quiet, distant demeanor said otherwise.
He exhaled silently, the weight of the day pressing heavier on him now that they were so close yet felt so far apart.
The unspoken tension hung between them like a thread stretched taut, fragile and fraying at the edges.
The tension in the room shifted suddenly as Harry felt her arms wrap around his torso from behind. The warmth of her embrace caught him off guard, making him still for a moment. Her cold feet brushed against his thigh, sending a sharp contrast through his skin, and he shivered involuntarily.
Her breath, soft and warm, tickled the nape of his neck, and before he could even process what was happening, she pressed a gentle kiss just under his ear. The sensation sent a jolt through him, her touch tender yet charged with unspoken emotion. Her arms tightened around him as if she didnât want him slipping awayânot tonight.
Harryâs heart raced, his mind struggling to catch up with his bodyâs reaction. It was intimate, more than he expected, and far more than he thought sheâd allow herself to give after the events of the day.
His hand instinctively moved to hers, resting over the warmth of her grip. His fingers intertwined with hers for a brief moment, grounding him in the moment.
He turned his head slightly, his voice soft. âY/N?â
She didnât answer, only pressing closer, her face near his shoulder.
Harry exhaled, letting himself relax into the moment before gently shifting. Slowly, he turned around to face her, their eyes meeting in the dimly lit room. Her face was close, her expression vulnerable, a mix of hesitation and longing.
For a moment, they simply looked at each other, no words exchanged but everything they needed to say hanging in the space between them. Harryâs hand moved up to brush a strand of hair from her face, his touch lingering against her cheek.
âIs this real?â he asked softly, his voice barely above a whisper.
Y/N didnât answer with words. Instead, she leaned in, her forehead resting lightly against his, her breaths mingling with his. It was intimate, unguarded, and for the first time in days, it felt like they were finally on the same pageâeven if they hadnât spoken a word.
Y/Nâs voice was barely audible as she whispered, her lips close to his ear. âI donât want to argue or fight anymore.â
Harry felt his chest tighten at the vulnerability in her tone. He nodded, his own voice soft but firm. âNeither do I. I hate conflict. Especially with you.â
She hesitated, her fingers brushing against his chest as if gathering courage. Her heartbeat seemed to echo in her ears, but she pressed on. âI like you, Harry. Too much to let anyone snatch you away in three daysânot when we havenât even given ourselves a proper chance.â
Her words hung in the air, raw and unfiltered. Harryâs lips curved into a smile, small but genuine, as he searched her eyes for any trace of doubt. âDo you really feel something for me?â he asked, his voice tinged with hope.
Y/N raised an eyebrow, a faint smile playing on her lips despite her nerves. âDo you seriously doubt it?â
Harry didnât respond immediately, his silence speaking volumes. Y/Nâs gaze softened as she scooted closer, the space between them disappearing. Her hand rested lightly against his cheek, grounding him in the moment.
âI donât ever want you to hesitate, Harry,â she murmured, her tone gentle but resolute. âNot about me. Not about us.â
Her words hit him like a wave, washing away the doubts and confusion heâd been wrestling with. Harryâs hand covered hers, pressing it against his cheek as he leaned into her touch. His eyes searched hers, seeing nothing but sincerity and determination.
âI wonât,â he promised quietly, the weight of her words settling in his chest. âNot anymore.â
Y/Nâs lips curved into a soft smile, and for the first time in what felt like days, the tension between them seemed to dissolve. She rested her forehead against his, their breaths mingling in the shared quiet of the room.
The sound of laughter and footsteps signaled the return of the other Islanders, their chatter filling the shared bedroom as they trickled in to wind down for the night. Harry glanced toward the door, his eyes darting back to Y/Nâs as a cheeky grin tugged at his lips. Without a word, he grabbed the edge of the duvet and pulled it up over both their heads, creating a cocoon of privacy amidst the chaos.
âReal subtle, Harry,â Y/N whispered, her voice laced with amusement as she stifled a giggle.
âJust trying to save us from the peanut gallery,â Harry muttered, though there was a playful twinkle in his eyes.
The muffled voices of the Islanders grew louder, and it didnât take long before Lucas clocked the huddle under the duvet.
âOh, whatâs all this then?â Lucas called out, his tone dripping with mischief. He let out a loud wolf whistle, drawing attention from the rest of the room. âHarry and Y/N, hiding away like two lovebirds under there!â
Before either of them could respond, Lucas threw himself dramatically onto the lump beneath the duvet. The impact caused Harry to groan in mock annoyance, and Y/N couldnât hold back her laughter.
âGet off, you prat!â Harry protested, his voice muffled by the blanket as he shoved at Lucasâs weight.
âOi, donât mind me!â Lucas teased, sprawling over them with exaggerated effort. âJust making sure youâre not sneaking off to the Hideaway without telling us.â
The room erupted into laughter, and Amber chimed in, âLucas, leave âem alone! Let them have their moment, for Godâs sake.â
âMoment? Theyâre about to suffocate under there!â Lucas quipped, finally rolling off and collapsing onto his own bed with a cheeky grin.
Harry threw back the duvet just enough to glare at Lucas. âYouâre lucky I donât kick you out of this room, mate.â
âLove you too, pal,â Lucas replied with a wink, settling in and pulling his own duvet over himself.
Y/N shook her head, still giggling as she turned back to Harry. âYouâre surrounded by absolute children.â
Harry sighed dramatically but smiled. âTell me about it.â
Underneath the playful banter and teasing, there was a sense of ease that hadnât been there earlier. Even in the chaos of the shared room, Harry and Y/N felt like theyâd carved out a little space for themselves.
The morning sun poured into the villa, bathing the kitchen in a golden glow. The smell of sizzling eggs and toast wafted through the air as Islanders milled about, still in their pyjamas and nursing mugs of tea. Y/N was leaning against the counter, a relaxed smile on her face as she watched Harry flip a pancake with surprising precision.
âYouâre getting the hang of it,â she teased, nudging him lightly with her elbow.
âHang of it? Iâm basically a Michelin-star chef,â Harry quipped, sliding the pancake onto a plate and passing it to her. âThere you go, princess.â
The others in the kitchen exchanged knowing looks, their grins growing as Harry reached to brush flour off Y/Nâs cheek.
âOh, theyâre insufferable,â Amber groaned, though she couldnât hide her amusement.
âLeave them alone,â Lucas chimed in, pouring milk into his tea. âTheyâre in their honeymoon phase.â
Chloe smirked as she leaned against the counter next to Y/N. âAlright, lovebirds, enough showing off. Y/N, come have a chat with me.â
Y/N raised a brow, momentarily hesitant to leave Harryâs side, but Chloe was already pulling her by the arm toward the seating area. She shot Harry a look over her shoulder, and he gave her a playful wink before turning back to the stove.
âAlright,â Y/N said as they sat down, âwhatâs all this about?â
Chloeâs eyes sparkled with excitement, leaning in conspiratorially. âOkay, so⌠Lucas.â
Y/Nâs brows shot up. âLucas?â
âLucas,â Chloe repeated, her voice dropping to a whisper even though the kitchen wasnât far. âWe had a bit of a moment last night. Well, not just a momentâa proper chat. He was sweet, funny⌠cheeky as always, but he said some things that had me thinking.â
Y/N leaned forward, intrigued. âGo on.â
Chloe grinned. âHe said heâd been watching me in the challenges, and he thinks Iâm the âdark horseâ of the villa. Can you believe that? And thenâget thisâhe said he couldnât stop looking at me during that Pilates session yesterday.â
Y/Nâs eyes widened, and she clapped a hand over her mouth to stifle a laugh. âNo way! What did you say?â
âI told him to behave himself, obviously,â Chloe said with a dramatic eye roll, though her cheeks flushed. âBut⌠it felt good, you know? Like, maybe he actually sees me. Not just as the âfun one,â but as someone heâd be serious about.â
Y/N smiled warmly, placing a hand on Chloeâs arm. âYou deserve that, Chlo. If heâs making you feel good and treating you right, then I say go for it.â
Chloe bit her lip, a flicker of uncertainty crossing her face. âYeah, but you know me. I donât want to get carried away and end up hurt.â
âTake your time,â Y/N advised. âFeel it out, but donât let fear stop you. Youâre amazing, and if Lucas doesnât realise that, heâs not worth your energy.â
Chloe smiled, squeezing Y/Nâs hand. âThanks, babe. Youâre a good egg, you know that?â
Y/N chuckled. âI try.â
Harry carried a tray of scrambled eggs, toast, and a couple of plates over to where Y/N was lounging by the outdoor table. Her legs were tucked underneath her, the morning sun making her skin glow. He set the tray down with a flourish.
âBreakfast, madam,â he said with a cheeky grin.
Y/N smiled, sitting up. âThanks, chef. You didnât spit in it, did you?â
âOnly a little,â he teased, grabbing a slice of toast for himself before retreating to sit on the bean bag beside Lucas.
As Lucas muttered something about the game last night and nudged Harry, he suddenly froze. âAh, crap,â Harry muttered, slapping his hand against his forehead.
âWhat now?â Lucas asked, raising a brow.
âLeft the smoothies on the counter,â Harry groaned, already pushing himself up. âBe back in a sec.â
As Harry disappeared into the villa, Sophia sauntered across the garden and, with all the grace of a lion claiming its territory, plopped herself onto the bean bag Harry had just vacated.
âMorning,â she said with a saccharine smile, turning her attention directly to Y/N.
Y/N glanced up from her plate, her smile fading slightly. âMorning.â
Sophia leaned back, playing with her hair as she tilted her head. âSo⌠I have to ask,â she started, her tone light but her eyes sharp. âWhat did you say to Harry last night to make him change his mind?â
Y/N paused mid-chew, swallowing before setting her fork down deliberately. âNot sure what you mean,â she said calmly.
Sophia smirked. âOh, come on. You mustâve said something. I mean, he was all over me one second, then suddenly heâs acting like Iâve got the plague. Gotta give you credit, thoughâyou work fast.â
Y/N leaned back in her seat, her gaze steady. âI donât need to convince anyone to do anything, Sophia. If Harry made a choice, itâs because itâs what he wanted. Maybe thatâs something you should think about.â
Sophia laughed lightly, brushing imaginary lint off her shorts. âOh, Iâm not mad. Iâm actually amused. Just watching you claw to keep him when youâre usually so⌠whatâs the word? Aloof?â
Y/Nâs jaw tightened, but her voice remained calm. âItâs not about clawing. When youâre confident in a connection, you donât have to fight for it. Guess thatâs why youâre so interested in whatâs going on.â
The subtle jab didnât go unnoticed. Sophiaâs smile faltered for a moment before she leaned forward, her tone dropping. âYouâre cute when youâre defensive. But letâs not pretend, yeah? Harryâs got options. And three days isnât a lot of time to lock anything down. Iâd be careful if I were you.â
Y/N stared at her for a moment, then smiled sweetly. âThanks for the advice, but I think Iâll be fine. And by the way, if Harry has options, so do I.â
Before Sophia could retort, Harry returned, holding two smoothies in his hands. He stopped short, glancing between the two of them, sensing the tension. âWhatâs going on here?â
Sophia stood, her grin back in place as she brushed past him. âNothing at all. Just girl talk.â
Harry frowned, watching her walk away before turning to Y/N. âEverything alright?â
Y/N smiled, taking one of the smoothies from him. âPerfect. Thanks for breakfast.â
Harry hesitated, glancing back toward Sophia before sitting beside Y/N. âShe didnât say anything, did she?â
Y/N shook her head, sipping her smoothie. âNothing I couldnât handle.â
Harryâs lips quirked into a small smile as he watched her. âYouâre something else, you know that?â
âAnd donât you forget it,â she said, nudging him with her shoulder.
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The beauty room was quiet, the hum of fluorescent lights the only sound accompanying Y/N as she wiped away the remnants of her make-up. The day had been long and emotionally draining, her mind replaying every interaction, every glance, every word. Harryâs behaviour, or rather lack thereof, gnawed at her. Sheâd seen him laughing with Sophia earlier, their heads bent close as if sharing a secret, and the sight had felt like a knife twisting in her chest.
The door creaked open, and Y/Nâs eyes flicked up to the mirror. Harry stood there, his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his shorts, his usual confident demeanour replaced by something hesitant. She turned back to the mirror, focusing on her reflection as she continued wiping off her make-up.
âY/N,â he started, his voice soft but steady. âCan we talk?â
Ah, Harry. The king of timing. Nothing like waiting until the absolute worst moment to finally address the elephant in the villa
She didnât respond immediately, finishing with her make-up wipe before tossing it into the bin. Finally, she turned to face him, arms crossed. âTalk about what, Harry?â
He took a tentative step forward. âAbout today. About⌠everything.â
Y/N raised an eyebrow, her expression guarded. âNow you want to talk? After ignoring me all day?â
Harry winced, running a hand through his hair. âI wasnât ignoring you. I just⌠I didnât know how to approach you.â
âApproach me?â she repeated, her tone sharp. âHarry, youâre my partner. Weâre supposed to be in this together. And yet, youâre off entertaining Sophia while Iâm left wondering where we stand.â
âIt wasnât like that,â he said quickly, his voice rising slightly. âShe asked me to go on the date. I didnât have a choice.â
âAnd after the date?â Y/N shot back. âDid you have a choice then? Because you chose not to come talk to me. You chose to avoid me, Harry.â
He sighed, his shoulders sagging. âYouâre right. I shouldâve come to you. I shouldâve explained everything, but I was⌠scared.â
âScared of what?â
âOf making things worse,â he admitted. âI knew you were upset, and I thought if I gave you space, it might help. Clearly, I was wrong.â
Y/Nâs gaze softened slightly, though her stance remained firm. âYou canât just shut me out, Harry. Thatâs not how this works. If weâre going to survive in here, we need to communicate. Otherwise, whatâs the point?â
He nodded, stepping closer until there was barely any space between them. âYouâre right. I messed up, and Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to make you feel ignored or unimportant because youâre not. Youâre the only one I care about in here, Y/N.â
Her eyes searched his, looking for any sign of insincerity but finding none. Slowly, her arms uncrossed, and she let out a sigh. âDo you like her, Harry?â she asked suddenly, her tone firm. âAnd I mean be straight with me. No bullshit.â
Harry froze, his eyes darting away as he hesitated. âI⌠I donât know,â he admitted after a long pause. âI like spending time with you, Y/N. But I⌠I guess I just want to keep my options open for now.â
âAh, the classic âkeep my options open.â Translation: I like you but not enough to close the shop.â
Her expression faltered for a moment, the bluntness of his words cutting deeper than she expected. She straightened, her walls going up again. âRight. Well, thanks for being honest, I suppose,â she said, her voice quieter but edged with hurt. âBut donât expect me to wait around while you figure out your options, Harry. Iâm not a backup plan.â
âBackup plan? Y/N isnât even the planâsheâs the main event, Harry!â
Harryâs face fell. âY/N, itâs not like thatââ
âThen what is it like?â she interrupted, meeting his gaze with a steely resolve. âBecause right now, it feels like Iâm the one doing all the work to keep this going. And if youâre not all in, maybe weâre wasting our time.â
Harry opened his mouth to respond but faltered, unable to find the right words. Y/N shook her head, turning back to the mirror. âYou know where I stand. Prove to me that Iâm wrong about you, Harry. Otherwise, donât bother.â
For the first time that day, Harry didnât know what to say.
The next morning, Y/N and Chloe were sprawled out on yoga mats on the villa terrace, catching their breath after finishing a Pilates YouTube video. The sun bathed the terrace in a warm glow, and the faint sound of birds chirping added to the calmness of the scene. Y/N wiped her forehead with a towel, her expression distant.
âNothing like a bit of Pilates to stretch the legs and spill the tea.â
Chloe noticed immediately. âAlright, spill. Youâve been quiet all morning. Whatâs going on?â
Y/N sighed, sitting up and crossing her legs. âItâs Harry,â she admitted, her voice tinged with frustration. âLast night, we had a chat. I asked him straight up if he liked Sophia, and do you know what he said?â
Chloe raised an eyebrow. âWhat?â
âHe said he wants to keep his options open,â Y/N said, her voice cracking slightly. âI mean, what am I supposed to do with that? I feel like an idiot for even caring at this point.â
Chloe sat up, her face serious. âY/N, listen to me. You cannot let him see you sweat. If he wants to keep his options open, fine. Let him. But you need to act like you couldnât care less about him or Sophia.â
Y/N frowned. âEasier said than done. I donât know if I can just switch off how I feel.â
âYou donât have to switch it off,â Chloe said, her tone firm but encouraging. âYou just have to fake it for now. Trust me, guys like Harry hate feeling like they donât have control. If you act unbothered, itâll throw him off completely. And in the meantime, youâll give yourself space to figure out what you actually want.â
âChloe, handing out advice like smoothies. And sheâs not wrong. Nothing shakes a lad like a girl whoâs unbothered.â
Y/N bit her lip, considering Chloeâs words. âSo, what? Just pretend like I donât care?â
Chloe nodded. âExactly. Smile, laugh, chat with everyone else, and donât give him the satisfaction of seeing you upset. Time will do the rest.â
A small smile broke through Y/Nâs conflicted expression. âYou make it sound so easy.â
âItâs not,â Chloe admitted with a grin. âYouâve got this.â
Y/N took a deep breath, the weight on her chest feeling slightly lighter. âAlright. Letâs see how unbothered I can be.â
Chloe laughed, nudging her playfully. âThatâs the spirit. Now, how about we reward ourselves with a smoothie?â
Harry stood at the kitchen counter, his hands wrapped around a steaming mug of tea. The morning sun streamed through the villaâs glass doors, casting a warm glow over the open-plan space. Lucas joined him, rubbing sleep from his eyes and grabbing a mug from the cupboard.
âNothing like a cuppa first thing,â Lucas muttered, pouring hot water into his mug. He turned, leaning against the counter, and nodded toward the terrace where Y/N and Chloe were mid-stretch, their workout mats rolled out on the tiled floor. âWell, theyâre looking pretty good this morning, arenât they?â
Harry chuckled, taking a sip of his tea. âYeah, theyâre putting in the work, thatâs for sure.â
Lucas tilted his head, watching Chloe as she effortlessly moved through a set of lunges. âChloeâs got some legs on her, mate. Proper strong. Bet she could kick a ball further than me.â
Harry snorted. âWouldnât be hard. Your kickâs shocking.â
Lucas smirked but didnât argue, his eyes still on Chloe. âFair play, though. Sheâs got this, like, natural confidence about her. Proper attractive, you know?â
Harry raised an eyebrow, hiding a grin behind his mug. âYouâve got it bad, havenât you?â
âWhat can I say?â Lucas replied with a shrug, setting his mug down. âAnyway, enough about me. Did you sort things out with Y/N last night?â
Harryâs smile faltered, and he stared into his tea as if the answers might be swirling in the cup. âWe talked,â he said slowly.
Lucasâs eyebrows shot up. âAnd? What happened?â
âSheâs not happy, mate,â Harry admitted, leaning against the counter. âAsked me straight up if I liked Sophia. Told her I wanted to keep my options open.â
Lucas groaned, dragging a hand down his face. âOh, Harry. Why would you say that?â
âBecause itâs the truth,â Harry said defensively. âI donât want to lead her on if Iâm not sure.â
âRight, but youâre not exactly making it easy for yourself, are you?â Lucas countered. âY/Nâs not the type to just sit around and wait for you to make up your mind. If anything, sheâll use this as fuel to move on.â
Harry sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI know. Chloeâs probably in her ear right now, telling her to forget about me.â
Lucas glanced back at the terrace, where Chloe and Y/N were laughing between stretches. âIf sheâs smart, sheâll listen. Chloe doesnât mess about.â
Harryâs jaw tightened as he looked out at Y/N. She was glowing in the morning light, her hair pulled back and her smile wide as she joked with Chloe. âI just⌠I donât know what to do, mate. I like her, but Sophia⌠sheâs got this vibe, you know? Makes me wonder what else is out there.â
Lucas shook his head. âYouâre playing with fire. If youâre not careful, youâre going to lose Y/N and not even get a chance with Sophia. Girls talk, mate. And no one likes a bloke who canât make up his mind.â
Harry didnât respond, his eyes fixed on Y/N as she stretched her arms above her head. The thought of her pulling away, of her laughter directed at someone else, left a sour taste in his mouth. He took another sip of tea, trying to shake the feeling.
âYouâve got to figure it out, Harry,â Lucas said, his tone serious. âBecause right now, youâre playing a game you might not win.â
The sun blazed down on the villa as the Islanders gathered on the lawn, coffee cups in hand and nerves bubbling under the surface. In the center of the garden stood a brightly colored spinning wheel, its glossy paint glinting in the sunlight like a harbinger of chaos. The air hummed with a mix of anticipation and dread.
Y/N adjusted her sunglasses, leaning back lazily as Chloe leaned closer.
âIâm telling you now, this game is going to start World War Three,â Chloe muttered, her tone low but laced with amusement.
Y/N let out a small laugh, though her stomach was already knotting. Across the lawn, Harry was lounging on the beanbags, his body sprawled out casually as Sophia leaned in close, whispering something in his ear that made him grin.
âItâs 10 a.m., and the Islanders are already sweating. Not from the heat, thoughâoh no. This morning, weâve gifted them a little something we like to call Lips Donât Lie. Because nothing says âgood morningâ like breaking hearts before brunch!â
âHereâs the deal: spin the wheel, land on âSnog,â âSpill,â or âSteal.â Kiss someone, confess your darkest secret, or swipe a kiss from another Islanderâs partner. Oh, and thereâs a lovely stack of truths in those envelopes, just in case things werenât messy enough.â
âAlright, Y/N,â Lucas called out with a cheeky grin. âYouâre up first!â
The group erupted into chants, and Y/N stood, her shoulders squared as she approached the wheel. The handle felt cold under her fingertips as she spun it sharply, the clattering sound making her heart race.
It landed on âSpill.â
âEasy one to start with,â Chloe teased.
Lucas, practically vibrating with excitement, grabbed an envelope. âAlright, Y/N,â he said, his grin devilish. âIf you had to recouple with someone other than Harry, who would it be?â
The crowd fell silent, all eyes on Y/N. She felt Harryâs gaze burning into her, but she kept her expression cool.
She tapped her chin thoughtfully, dragging it out. âHmm⌠Lucas,â she said finally, turning to him with a sly smile. âYou always know how to make me laugh.â
Laughter rippled through the group as Lucas dramatically clutched his chest. âMy dream finally comes true.â
âY/N keeping it light and breezy. But donât worry, HarryâLucas is just here for the bants. Or is he?â
Harryâs jaw clenched, his mug of tea now forgotten on the table beside him.
âYour turn, mate!â Callum called, his grin wide.
Harry stood, brushing off invisible lint from his shorts before giving the wheel a forceful spin. When it landed on âSnog,â the group erupted with cheers and whistles.
Sophiaâs eyes lit up before Harry even moved. Without a momentâs hesitation, he crossed the garden and kissed her, slow enough to make the others holler in delight.
Y/N felt Chloe nudge her hard. âDonât react,â Chloe hissed. âHeâs doing it to get a rise out of you.â
Y/N tilted her head, feigning indifference. âCouldnât care less,â she said smoothly, though her nails dug into her palms.
âOh, Harry. If this were chess, youâd be playing checkers. Y/N? Ice cold.â
Sophiaâs turn was next, and the wheel landed on âSpill.â She sauntered over to the stack of envelopes, picking one like it held her winning lottery numbers.
Tom read aloud, âSophia, who do you think is your biggest competition in the villa?â
Sophia smirked, her gaze drifting lazily over the girls before landing squarely on Y/N.
âY/N,â she said confidently. âSheâs stunning, and, letâs face it, everyone seems to fancy her.â
The group erupted with laughter and gasps, while Y/N shot Sophia a sweet, unfazed smile. âAw, thanks, babe,â she said lightly.
âSophia, dishing out backhanded compliments like cocktails. But letâs be honest, sheâs right. Y/Nâs still the main event.â
Max spun the wheel next, landing on âSnog.â Without missing a beat, he turned to Y/N. âSorry, Harry,â he said with a mischievous grin before kissing her, lingering just long enough to turn the group rowdy.
When Y/N sat back down, Chloe clapped her on the back. âLegend.â
Harryâs expression didnât flinch, but his eyes burned into Y/Nâs as she casually sipped her water.
Finally, Tom pulled an envelope from the truth pile, holding it up dramatically. âTime for a big one!â he announced.
The group quieted as Tom read aloud, âOne Islander confessed: âI still think about kissing Y/N.ââ
The garden froze.
Amberâs mouth dropped. âWho said that?!â
The boys erupted into teasing accusations, whistles flying as Lucas turned to Harry with a smirk. âCâmon, mate. Youâve got guilty written all over your face.â
Harryâs jaw tightened as he glared at Lucas. âDidnât hear my name, did you?â
âOh, Harry. Denial isnât just a river in Egypt, and your face says it all.â
Chloe leaned into Y/Nâs ear, whispering, âYouâve got him rattled.â
Y/N shrugged, her voice loud enough for everyone to hear. âNot my problem.â
âWhew, what a morning! Secrets revealed, kisses stolen, and Harryâs mood hitting boiling point. And we havenât even had lunch yet. Buckle up, folksâthis villaâs about to erupt.â
The villa was quiet after the chaos of the game, with most of the Islanders scattered in their own corners, trying to digest the truths and dares that had been laid bare. Y/N was perched on the edge of the terrace, her foot tapping against the ground as her mind replayed every moment of the gameâHarryâs snog with Sophia, the truth bomb about someone still thinking of kissing her, and the way Harryâs eyes had burned into her the entire time.
She heard footsteps approaching and sighed. She didnât need to turn around to know who it was.
âNot now, Harry,â she muttered, her tone tired but edged with annoyance.
âYeah, well, I think nowâs the perfect time,â Harry said, his voice low but charged. He moved closer, stopping just a step behind her.
Y/N whipped around, her frustration spilling over. âWhat do you want, Harry? Havenât you had enough fun for one day?â
His jaw tensed. âI came to talk because clearly, we need to. But if youâre going to start throwing digs, I can walk right back out.â
âOh, how generous of you,â she shot back, crossing her arms. âDo you want a medal for gracing me with your presence after ignoring me all day? Or is this just damage control because you know how bad you looked out there?â
Harryâs brows knitted together, his frustration bubbling to the surface. âYouâre acting like Iâm the only one who played the game! What about you? Max kissed you, and you didnât seem too bothered about that.â
âDonât you dare,â Y/N said, stepping closer as her voice dropped dangerously. âMax kissed me because you made it very clear where you stand today. I didnât ask for it, but I wasnât about to stop him just to protect your fragile ego.â
âFragile ego?â Harry repeated, his voice rising. âDo you even hear yourself right now? Youâre the one whoâs been sulking and throwing me daggers all day, acting like Iâve done something unforgivable when all I did was follow the rules of a stupid game!â
âStupid game?â she fired back, her tone cutting. âSo kissing Sophiaâgrabbing her like you couldnât wait to get your hands on herâthat was just for the rules? Funny how you didnât hesitate even for a second.â
Harry took a step closer, their faces now inches apart. âAnd what about you, huh? Smiling and laughing with Max like you were enjoying every second of it? Donât act like youâre above playing games, Y/N.â
Her heart was pounding, her anger mixing with something else entirelyâsomething she didnât want to name. âYou donât get it, do you?â she said, her voice breaking slightly. âI didnât want to play any games. I just wanted to feel like you cared. Like I wasnât just⌠replaceable.â
Harryâs expression softened for a moment, but the tension between them was still thick. âYouâre not replaceable,â he said, his voice quieter but no less intense. âYou think I donât care about you? I canât even look at you without losing my head, Y/N. And yeah, I messed up today, but donât for a second think that means I donât want you.â
She blinked, caught off guard by the rawness in his voice. âThen whyââ
Before she could finish, Harry reached out, cupping her face in his hands and pulling her into a kiss. It wasnât soft or tentativeâit was full of all the anger, frustration, and desire that had been constructing between them.
For a second, she resisted, her hands pushing lightly against his chest, but then she gave in, gripping his shirt as she kissed him back with equal intensity.
The world seemed to blur around them, the only sounds their ragged breaths and the faint hum of the villa in the distance. When they finally broke apart, both were breathing hard, their foreheads resting against each other.
âThatâs why,â Harry said, his voice rough.
Y/N swallowed, her emotions a whirlwind. âThis doesnât fix anything,â she whispered, though her hands were still clutching his shirt.
âI know,â he replied, his thumb brushing against her cheek. âBut itâs the truth.â
She pulled back slightly, her eyes searching his. âThen prove it, Harry. Because Iâm not doing this halfway.â
He nodded, his gaze steady. âI will.â
As the distant chatter of the other Islanders drifted toward them, Y/N stepped back, her walls slowly rebuilding. âGood,â she said quietly before turning and walking back inside, leaving Harry standing there, watching her go.
âWell, if we were playing âLips Donât Lie,â those two just failed spectacularly. But will Harry make good on his promise, or is Y/N setting herself up for more heartbreak? Stay tuned, folks. Itâs about to get messy.â
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Sunlight filtered into the villa, casting a soft glow over the mess of pillows and blankets on the common room couch where Harry and Y/N had spent the night.
Y/N stirred first, blinking against the morning light, only to realize she was still wrapped in Harryâs arms. His hand was resting on her waist, holding her close like he was afraid sheâd disappear if he let go. His slow, steady breathing tickled the back of her neck.
For the first time in days, she felt⌠calm.
She carefully turned in his embrace, taking in his sleep-softened featuresâthe tousled hair, the faint crease between his brows, the slight part in his lips. He looked peaceful, like none of the drama from last night had reached him in his dreams.
She reached up, brushing a stray curl from his forehead, and that was all it took. His eyes fluttered open, hazy with sleep but locking onto her immediately. A slow, lazy smile spread across his face.
âMorninâ,â he murmured, voice thick and gravelly.
Y/N felt her heart stutter in her chest. âMorning.â
Harry exhaled deeply, stretching slightly but keeping her close. âYou stayed.â
Her lips twitched. âYou think I was gonna leave you after everything?â
His hand slid up her back, fingertips tracing light patterns against her skin. âWouldâve chased after you if you did.â
She laughed softly, but there was something deeper behind her smileâsomething warm and real.
The moment was too perfect to ruin with words, so she didnât say anything, just nestled closer, pressing her cheek to his chest as his arms tightened around her.
For a while, they just lay there, wrapped up in the quiet of the morning, pretending the rest of the villa didnât exist.
But, of course, the villa always found a way to interrupt.
âOh, for fuckâs sake,â Lucas muttered as he sat up on the other couch, rubbing his face. âSome of us were tryna sleep without being blinded by all this romance, yeah?â
Y/N let out a small laugh, burying her face in Harryâs chest as he threw a pillow at Lucas. âYouâre just bitter âcause no one wants to cuddle you, mate.â
Lucas smirked. âOh, donât worry about me, bro. I was plenty warm last night.â
Before anyone could question him, another phone buzzed, followed by a loud, high-pitched gasp.
All heads turned toward the villa entrance, where Sophia stood, holding her phone in both hands. A smug smile played on her lips as she looked around at the Islanders, letting the suspense build.
Then, in the most dramatic voice possible, she read aloud:
"Islanders, itâs time for a dumping. The girl with the most votes at the end of today⌠will be leaving the villa immediately."
The room went silent.
Y/Nâs stomach clenched.
Harryâs grip on her tightened.
Ianâs voice, as always, broke the tension:
"Welp, looks like somebodyâs about to get their suitcase packed. But the real question is⌠will they be walking out alone?"
The tension in the villa was unbearable. Even as the sun shone brightly over the terrace, an ominous weight lingered in the air, pressing down on all of them. Conversations were quieter, laughter forced. No one wanted to say it out loud, but they were all thinking the same thingâsomeone was leaving today.
And it could be Y/N.
She sat on the sun lounger, legs curled up beneath her, staring at the infinity pool without really seeing it. Her stomach churned with nerves, a mixture of dread and helplessness settling deep in her bones.
Harry sat beside her, knee bouncing restlessly. He hadnât let her out of his sight all morning, his protective energy tangible, even in the silence.
âTalk to me,â he finally said, voice low. âWhatâs going on in that head of yours?â
Y/N exhaled, rubbing her arms. âI donât know. Just⌠thinking.â
âAbout what?â
âAbout how quickly everything can change,â she admitted. âYesterday, we were happy. And nowââ She swallowed hard. âI might be leaving.â
Harryâs jaw clenched. âNo. Donât say that.â
She turned her head to him, giving a sad smile. âWe donât know whatâs going to happen, Harry. I have to be realistic.â
His brows furrowed, frustration flickering across his features. âRealistic?â He shook his head. âSod being realistic. Weâve got something real, donât we?â
âYeah,â she whispered. âWe do.â
âThen letâs focus on that.â His fingers brushed against hers, gentle but firm. âNo matter what happens, weâre in this together.â
Y/N wanted to believe him. She did believe him. But the fear was still there, gnawing at her, whispering worst-case scenarios in her ear.
Before she could say anything, Chloe appeared, marching towards them with determination. âRight, enough moping. Weâre not sitting around acting like sheâs already gone.â
Harry smirked slightly. âThat was dramatic.â
Chloe shot him a look. âNot as dramatic as you pouting like a lovesick puppy all morning.â
Y/N laughed under her breath, and Chloe grinned, pleased. âSee? Thatâs better. No more doom and gloom. Until we get a text, weâre carrying on as normal.â
Harry nodded, squeezing Y/Nâs hand. âSheâs right.â
Y/N took a deep breath, pushing away the nerves. Normal. Okay. I can do normal.
She wasnât going to let this day be ruined by fear. Not yet.
Because for now, she was still here. And she wasnât ready to say goodbye.
The villa was still buzzing with nervous energy, but that didnât stop production from throwing in another challengeâbecause why let them sit in peace when they could stir the pot instead?
The Islanders stood in their swimsuits by the pool, the sun beating down on them as the challenge setup was revealed. A giant inflatable heart sat in the middle of the garden, with a runway leading up to it. Next to it, a podium with a very smug-looking Callum, who cleared his throat before reading out the rules.
"Alright, Islanders, itâs time for a challenge thatâs guaranteed to get pulses racing. Welcome to⌠âThe Heat Is On!ââ
The group cheered, but Y/N could already sense the impending chaos.
"Hereâs how it works: Each of you will take turns pulling a card that gives you a steamy dare to complete. It could be a kiss, a sexy dance, or even revealing a juicy secret about someone in the villa. But be warnedâsome of these dares might land you in very hot water. Now, letâs get to it, shall we?â
Lucas immediately rubbed his hands together. âOh, this is gonna be a madness.â
The girls took their seats on the benches while the boys stood in front of them, ready for the first dare.
Callum reached into the bowl first and pulled out a card, chuckling before her read it out loud.
"Chloe, give a lap dance to the person you fancy the most in the villa."
Chloeâs face lit up, and she immediately turned to Lucas. âRight, sit down, you.â
The Islanders erupted into cheers as Lucas plopped onto the chair, spreading his arms out smugly. âGo on then, donât be shy.â
Chloe strutted toward him, rolling her shoulders back as she flicked her hair dramatically. The second the music kicked in, she moved, swaying her hips before dropping low between his legs. Lucasâ mouth fell open, his hands gripping his knees as Chloe ran her hands over his chest before whispering something in his ear that made his jaw go slack.
âOi, thatâs enough of that,â Callum laughed. âGet a room, you two!â
Lucas, clearly flustered, stood up, grabbed Chloeâs face, and kissed her full on the lips, pulling her close as the villa erupted in cheers.
Ianâs voice boomed through the speakers. âWell, well, well! Didnât need a dare for that, did ya, Lucas?â
Chloe grinned as she walked back to the bench, and Y/N nudged her. âThat was something.â
âBabe, I donât do things by halves.â
Next up Callum, pulled a card and smirked before reading it aloud.
"Harry â Kiss the last person you had a dirty dream about."
The boys started hollering immediately, and Y/N felt her stomach drop as Callum handed the card to Harry.
âOh, this is easy,â Lucas teased. âWe all know who heâs picking.â
Harry shot him a warning look before turning toward Y/N. His eyes met hers, and her breath hitched.
Before she could react, Harry stepped forward, closing the distance between them. He reached for her waist, his fingers curling against her skin as he leaned in. The world blurred around her as his lips met hersâsoft at first, almost teasing, before he deepened it, making her head spin.
Y/N melted into him, her hands sliding up to his shoulders as the cheers around them turned into a distant hum.
âOkay, okay, we get it, you fancy each other!â Amber laughed, clapping her hands.
Harry pulled away slowly, his forehead resting against Y/Nâs for just a second before he stepped back. His hand lingered at her waist, his thumb brushing over her skin, and she shivered at the feeling.
Ian's voice cut in: âAnd here I was thinking he might pick Callum. Shocked, really.â
Callum turned to the group, barely able to contain his excitement. âAlright. The next dare is⌠Sophia, give the steamiest lap dance to the Islander you fancy the most.â
The villa exploded with shouts and laughter.
The reaction was instant.
âOh, this is mad,â Callum wheezed.
Lucas howled with laughter. âThis is about to be painful.â
All eyes flickered to Sophia, who plastered on a smug expression, even though everyone could see the wheels turning in her head.
For a second, she hesitatedâbecause this was risky.
But then she flipped her hair over her shoulder, squared her shoulders, and strutted over to Harry.
Y/N, sitting cross-legged on the daybed, tensed, but she didnât react. She didnât need to. Because as soon as Sophia got close, Harry leaned back slightly, arms crossing over his chest.
When Sophia placed her hands on his shoulders, Harry let out a sharp laugh.
âNah,â he said flatly, shaking his head. âIâm good, babe.â
The atmosphere shifted instantly.
Sophia froze.
The reaction from the villa was immediateâLucas literally choked on his drink, Callum smacked his own forehead, and Amber was laughing.
Y/N felt her stomach flip at the sheer rejection on Sophiaâs face.
But to her credit, Sophia recovered quickly, forcing a tight smile. âAlright,â she said breezily, flicking her hair back. âNo worries.â
Then, in an attempt to save face, she turned to Callum instead.
The moment she moved towards him, Callumâs hands shot up defensively. âNope! Keep me out of this.â
Ianâs voice cut through the villa speakers.
"Well, well, well⌠talk about a lap dance going horribly wrong. Thatâs two strikes, Sophia. Might want to cut your losses before you get a third."
Sophia forced a laugh, waving it off like she wasnât absolutely mortified, before settling for Tomâwho, to his credit, let it happen, but not without pulling the most awkward, stiff-body reaction ever.
The moment the dare was over, Sophia practically ran back to her seat.
The villa was still losing it, but Y/N couldnât even enjoy it because all she could think about was the way Harry had shut it down instantly.
And when her eyes flickered to him, he was already looking at her.
His gaze was steady, like he wanted her to knowâ
There was never a choice.
It was always her.
Callum, still laughing from the madness of the game, held up his hands. âRight, rightâthatâs it, game over!â he announced, still grinning. âYou lot need to start getting ready for tonight, and something tells me this is gonna be a big one.â
The energy shifted instantly. The challenge had been fun, full of shocking kisses, brutal rejections, and wild dares, but now? Now, the reality of the night ahead settled in.
Y/N barely heard the chatter around her as everyone began moving toward the villa. She felt the warmth of Harryâs hand brush against hers, lingering for just a second longer than necessary before he pulled away.
âBuzzing for the ceremony?â Lucas teased, slinging an arm around Chloe as they made their way inside.
Chloe rolled her eyes. âBuzzing? I feel ill, mate.â
Amber groaned. âI hate the waiting. Why do they always drag it out? Just tell us whoâs getting dumped and put us out of our misery.â
âNo oneâs getting dumped yet,â Tom said, adjusting his mic pack. âVotingâs still gotta happen.â
Y/N swallowed hard, but Chloe, ever in tune with her emotions, gave her a reassuring nudge. âCome on, babe,â she murmured. âLetâs get ready.â
As they stepped into the dressing room, the villaâs buzzing energy dulled into something heavier, something more uncertain.
The fun was over.
Tonight, everything was about to change.
The villa was alive with the sounds of everyone getting readyâhairdryers whirring, perfume being spritzed, the occasional burst of laughter or nervous chatterâbut somehow, Y/N and Harry had managed to steal a moment away from it all.
She stood on the balcony just outside the dressing room, the warm evening air brushing against her skin as she stared out at the softly lit garden. Everything felt different tonight.
She didnât hear Harry approach until his arms wrapped around her waist from behind, pulling her back against his chest. âYou alright?â he murmured, his lips brushing lightly against the shell of her ear.
Y/N exhaled, her hands instinctively resting over his. âI donât know,â she admitted. âI feel⌠uneasy and I donât know if Iâm ready for it.â
Harry turned her gently so she was facing him. He tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear, his touch lingering. âI know what you mean,â he said, searching her eyes. âBut I donât want you overthinking tonight, alright? No matter what happens, Iâve got you.â
She let out a small, almost disbelieving laugh. âYou say that, butââ
Harry cut her off by cupping her face, his thumb tracing softly along her jaw. âI mean it,â he said firmly. âIâm done letting things come between us. No games, no doubts. Just you and me, yeah?â
Y/N felt her heart squeeze, overwhelmed by the intensity in his gaze. The way he looked at herâas if she was the only thing that mattered in the worldâmade her chest ache.
She nodded, barely able to find her voice. âYeah,â she whispered.
Harry smiled, slow and warm, before leaning down to press a gentle kiss to her lips. It wasnât rushed or desperate like beforeâthis was something deeper, something that felt like a promise.
Y/N melted into him, fingers curling into the fabric of his shirt as he deepened the kiss, his hands sliding down to rest on her hips. For a moment, the tension of the night ahead didnât existâthere was only this, only them.
When they finally pulled apart, Harry rested his forehead against hers, exhaling softly. âLetâs go knock âem dead, yeah?â
Y/N smiled, feeling lighter than she had in days. âYeah.â
Hand in hand, they stepped back inside, ready to face whatever came next.
The Islanders gathered around the firepit, the usual playful atmosphere nowhere to be found. Tension crackled in the air, heavy and suffocating. Everyone was on edge, shifting uncomfortably in their seats as they exchanged glances.
Y/N sat beside Chloe, her fingers laced tightly in her lap to keep from fidgeting. Harry stood behind her, his arms crossed, his jaw set as he scanned the group. Something felt off tonight.
The firelight flickered across their faces as the familiar voice of Ian Sterling broke through the silence, addressing the viewers at home.
"Tonight, our Islanders are about to learn their fate. The public has been voting, and let me tell ya⌠itâs about to get spicy. Some will be safe, but for one unlucky soul, their time in the villa is up. Letâs see whoâs about to get a one-way ticket back to reality, shall we?"
The Islanders barely had a second to process that before a phone dinged.
The group froze.
Sophia, sitting with her legs crossed confidently, reached for her phone. She smirked as she read aloud:
"Islanders, the public has been voting for the most compatible couple. The results are in. The couples with the fewest votes are now vulnerable. The least compatible individual will be dumped from the villa tonight."
Gasps rippled through the group, and Y/N felt her stomach drop.
Lucas raked a hand through his hair. âBloody hellâŚâ
Another phone dinged.
This time, it was Amberâs. She inhaled sharply before reading:
"The following couples are safe and will remain in the villa:"
Everyone held their breath.
"Chloe and Lucas."
A wave of relief passed over them as Chloe clutched Lucasâs arm. He kissed her cheek, and they both exhaled.
"Max and Amber."
Amber clapped a hand over her heart, while Max let out a breathy laugh, shaking his head.
"Tom and Georgia."
Tom squeezed Georgiaâs leg, while she simply smirked, looking entirely too self-satisfied.
The silence stretched unbearably before Amber continued.
"That means the remaining Islanders are at risk of being dumped."
Harry, Y/N, Sophia, and Callum.
Y/Nâs ears rang as the reality of the situation crashed down on her. She felt Chloe grip her hand tightly.
Another phone dinged.
This time, it was in Y/Nâs lap. Her stomach turned to stone.
Her fingers trembled as she picked it up, swallowing past the lump in her throat before reading the words aloud.
"The individual with the least amount of votes and therefore the next Islander to be dumped from the villa isâŚ"
The pause was excruciating.
She forced herself to look up, meeting Harryâs intense gaze. His green eyes burned into hers, filled with something between desperation and defiance.
She inhaled sharply, then read the name.
The moment Y/N read the text, it was as if the world around her had gone silent. The words hung in the air like a death sentence.
"The individual with the least amount of votes and therefore the next Islander to be dumped from the villa is⌠Y/N."
For a second, no one moved. No one breathed.
Thenâ
"What?!" Chloeâs voice rang out, breaking the stillness like glass shattering.
The firepit erupted into chaos.
Chloe was on her feet instantly, eyes wide with disbelief. "Are you having a laugh?!"
Lucas swore under his breath. "Nah, this is bollocks."
Amber blinked rapidly, as if trying to process what sheâd just heard. Even Callum, who had been sitting stiffly, let out a breath of frustration. "This donât make any sense."
But Y/N barely heard them. Her vision blurred.
Her stomach twisted painfully as the realization hit her like a freight train.
This was it. Her time was up.
Harry was already looking at her. His jaw was clenched, his hands in fists at his sides, as though he was physically restraining himself from doing something reckless.
She exhaled shakily, gripping onto his shirt.
âI donât want to leave you alone,â she admitted quietly, her voice barely above a whisper.
It was the first thing sheâd said since the text.
Harry turned to face her, his movements sharp, deliberate. He cupped her face between his hands like he needed to anchor her, to make sure she heard him properly.
"Then donât."
Her eyes flickered up to his, wide with confusion. âWhat?â
His expression softened, but his voice was firm, unwavering.
"If you go, I go."
The words hit her like lightning to the chest.
The group erupted around themâgasps, exclamations, Chloe muttering, "Oh my God," under her breath. Lucas dragged a hand over his face, looking like he was witnessing actual madness.
"But youâ" Y/N started, but he cut her off.
"Iâm leaving with you," Harry said, as if it were the simplest decision in the world.
Sophia scoffed, folding her arms. âOh, give me a break.â
Amber turned to her with a withering look. "Sophia, do us all a favor and shut up for once."
Harry didnât even acknowledge them. His eyes never left Y/Nâs.
âTell me Iâm wrong,â he said softly, challenging her. âTell me Iâm making a mistake, and Iâll stay.â
Y/N stared at him, stunned. Her heart was slamming against her ribs, her thoughts a mess.
This wasnât how she thought things would go. She was meant to leave alone.
Not with him.
Her throat tightened. Everything in her was screaming at her to take his hand and just run.
Chloe let out a short, breathless laugh, shaking her head in disbelief. âOh, this is proper Love Island history, this.â
And thenâ
Ianâs voice, as smug as ever, echoed through the speakers:
"Well, well, well⌠Looks like someoneâs about to leave this villa, but they sure as hell wonât be walking out alone."
A shrill ping rang through the tense air, pulling everyoneâs attention back to Y/Nâs phone.
Her hands trembled as she unlocked it, the final blow already expected.
She swallowed hard before reading aloud, her voice barely steady:
"Y/N, pack your bags, say your goodbyes and leave the villa . #EndOfTheRoad #GoodbyesAreHard"
A fresh wave of emotions crashed over her.
This was it.
The villa was silent except for the sound of a few sniffles. The girls looked devastated, Chloe shaking her head like she still couldnât believe this was happening. The boys looked pissed off, like they were seconds away from flipping the firepit over.
But it was Harryâs reaction that hit her the most.
His grip tightened around her handâfirm, certain. Like there was no force on this Earth that could pull him away from her.
She exhaled, nodding. "Letâs go."
And so they did.
The walk back to the villa was heavy, silent. Everyone trailed behind them, watching as Y/N led the way into the bedroom.
Chloe was the first to throw her arms around her. "I can't believe this," she murmured into her hair, her voice thick with emotion.
Y/N held on tight, soaking in every last second. "I love you."
Chloe let out a watery laugh. "Not me cryin' like a little bitch."
The other girls followed suit. But Y/N wasnât paying them any mind.
Because when she turned around, Harry was packing.
His suitcase was open, his clothes being thrown in haphazardly.
It took a moment for her to process. And then it hit her.
She stepped toward him, eyes wide. "Harry, are youâ"
He didnât even look up. "Course I am."
Before she could react, another voice cut through the room.
"Are you actually serious?"
Sophia.
Y/N tensed as she turned, watching as Sophia pushed through the doorway. The rest of the group instinctively moved aside, giving her space.
Harry finally looked up, unimpressed. âWhat do you want?â
Sophia folded her arms tightly, her expression unreadable. But the way her fingers dug into her own skin gave her awayâshe was desperate.
"You leaving puts me in danger," she blurted out. "I could get dumped next!"
Harry let out a bitter laugh. "That's not my problem."
Sophia stepped closer, lowering her voice like she thought it would make a difference. "You never even gave me a chance, Harry. Not a real one. And now you're justâjust throwing away everything we could've had for her?" She threw a sharp glare toward Y/N.
Harry stilled.
And then, he looked her straight in the eyes. Cold, unwavering.
"I never wanted to know you, Sophia," he said simply. "There was no need."
Sophia sucked in a sharp breath, as if he had physically hit her.
"And before you start blaming everyone else," he continued, stepping around her, "just rememberâthis is all on you."
He slung his bag over his shoulder and reached for Y/Nâs suitcase, pulling it up as well before looking back at her.
"Ready?"
Y/N nodded, her chest tight, emotions threatening to overwhelm her.
Harry took her hand again, leading her through the villa one last time.
By the front door of the villa, the Islanders gathered, forming a tight circle around Y/N and Harry.
It was bittersweetâevery tear, every whispered goodbye.
Chloe was the first to wrap her arms around Y/N again, holding on like she never wanted to let go. âThese are happy tears,â she sniffled, pulling back just enough to look Y/N in the eyes. âBecause you found what you came here for, babe. And thatâs love.â
Y/N smiled, eyes glossy. âI really did.â
Lucas turned to Harry, gripping his shoulders before pulling him into a proper hug. âYouâre doinâ the right thing, mate,â he murmured, patting his back. âProud of you.â
Harry nodded, swallowing thickly. No words were needed.
One by one, they hugged, laughed softly through the tears, whispered their last words to Y/N and Harry before pulling back.
All except for Sophia and Georgia.
They stood off to the side, watching with unreadable expressions, but neither said a word.
Harry didnât spare them a glance.
With one final deep breath, he turned to Y/N and offered his hand.
She took it without hesitation.
And togetherâwith smiles on their faces, hands intertwined, and hearts steadyâthey walked out of the villa.