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Hello there! My name is Jodi and I'm 54 years old. I am disabled and live alone with my furry friends - a dog and a cat. They are my constant companions and help me stay grounded. Unfortunately, my car was wrecked in March 2019 while my neighbor was driving it to work. I let her borrow it before and I was just grateful that she wasn't hurt. I later found out, however, that she did not have her license nor did she have insurance. I only had liability insurance, and the loss of my car has made it hard for me to get to my medical appointments. I have to rely on insurance transportation, but sometimes they are late or don't show up, which causes me to miss my appointments. I also have to ask others for rides to the grocery store, church, family functions, or any other activity I would like to do. I feel isolated and restricted because of my lack of transportation.

While my neighbor did give me some money for a new ...to read full post click on the link

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t.i.m.e

6 seconds

to save

my soul

And time's running out

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beauty.and.grace

And with a chisel she will carve,

Slicing away her face,

Removing her beauty,

And her grace,

Will you love her still,

In all the manners you promised too?

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I’m afraid of being alone with my own thoughts

         Of the ominous black silence that seeps through the cracks in my mind                         when I’m alone

Of the voices that don’t belong to me, scattered across my bemused brain.                              Conspiring against me

Of the rabbit hole I’m lead down when idle pondering tempts me woozily across a twisted path and I find myself lost. Trapped.

Of my own creations seducing me. Torturing me.

Of the un imaginable depths of my own consciousness.

        A void I scream into, and it screams back.

                                                                      –pointless–poet–

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Truth. Side of 670 in Columbus. We were arguing. I was a lije fuck the shit he's actually saying to me! I literally had the confidence or conviction to slam on my brakes. Slammed on the brakes right there on the side of the highway. Started scream and to get the fuck out of my car! That's when I didn't see it coming and I normally so everything but not this. He punched me. Next thing I know, I'm being dragged from the driver's side of the car by my long brown hair through the passenger side door. I'm outside on the road, with a man enraged, yelling, screaming, hitting me, dragging me & kicking me. I see all the cars passing by. I'm SCREAMING HELP ME! HELP ME! The cars just whiz by...

The beating stopped. He grabbed the keys out the ignition. He started to walk back to his brother's house. I followed him. What choice did I have. He had the keys to my house and my car. He told me to stop following him. And I said when you give me my keys back I will. That's it but you're not just going to take off of my keys to my car in my house and expect me not to follow you. I don't care how bad you beat me.

Then that sociopath kicks in. Oh baby I'm so sorry blah blah blah blah blah. Gaslights you so bad. I was raised my narcissist but he was a step above him in the psychology warfare. Because I gave in and I told him I would take him where everyone to go but you know he had to go away from my house. So we're driving and he says come here and I said why he said he can take me to the police station and press charges against me. I'm young. Had a long been baptized. Already backslid because of him. Now this man says I can go basically put him in jail. I was like I can't do it. I know. I know. Sooo stupid. That was just the 1st time. The 1st time...

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