all this effort for nothing i might be fucked in the head. someone hit me please. my brain is sick and useless i dont want it anymore

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all this effort for nothing i might be fucked in the head. someone hit me please. my brain is sick and useless i dont want it anymore
can't stop crying can't get out of bed can't do anything right
it would b nice not to feel so ""in tune"" w other peoples emotions bc like half the time im picking up on my own bullshit that im projecting OR its me being hypersensitive to the slightest switch in mood and thats essentially just me being pathetic
Im a pos wow
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had a major freak out today bc I'm so behind in everything. it's barely three weeks in and I'm already so screwed. I hate myself so much for this. plus my anxiety is off the charts. and I'm having financial troubles. and I literally don't think there's anything else life could throw at me right now. I'm completely spent. I'm done. my energy levels are zero. I don't know how I'm going to get up tomorrow morning.