Drawing myself as characters skinnier than me is like ✨internalized fatphobia✨

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Drawing myself as characters skinnier than me is like ✨internalized fatphobia✨
New Character: Hi! I’m a new character you just thought up! You’ve already got my look in mind, my personality, and a few cool/thrilling/silly scenes for me to act out! I can’t wait to engage in a full fleshed out narrative for you! What do you want me to do, boss?
me: Get in the pile
New Character: Sorry?
me: The pile
New Character: I’m not sure what,
me, raising New Character over head: The.
me, slam-dunking New Character into the mountainous hoard of unused characters that exists in the unlit backroom of my brain: Pile.
Im done. I am so fucking done with talking to my parents about things they are obviously uncomfortable and cringy with. I try to tell them about spectrum and how Finland uses gender neutral words, and it turns into my mother telling me that my identity is bullshit. That is bizarre and weird that I'm not A FUCKING GIRL. Im aloud to question my gender, apparently, as long as I stay her little fucking angel. I swear I'm not going to be able to handle the next 4 years with them. Like i notice when you mispronoun me all the time you asshole, i don't say anything because you'll get embarrassed and angry, and suddenly it's my fault that YOU mispronouned me you nasty pieces of shit. I hate my parents and all of my relatives and their shitty conservative close-minded biased minds