#hate hospitals

[poisonousdaisylady]

‎I hate hospitals, the smell of that buildings feels like scent of grief,

‎The people in white feels more like bearer of death rather than god.

[icarusfellintomyarms]

I used to, like, support the idea that nurses and doctors could be rude, but now I’m just like... Eat a dick.

Retail is a constant barrage of verbal abuse from the moment you step into the parking lot. Before your shift even starts. Standing on your feet, lifting heavy objects as people scream at you, talk down to you, and say any horrible thing they can think of to degrade you.

And we have to take it with a smile, and thank them for it, and reward them for it. I used to admire nurses, and doctors for being able to “talk back” to rude people, even when I was on the receiving end of rude nurses and doctors.

But now that I’m out of retail, now that I understand the nuances of racial, and transphobic biases and how systems of oppression work, and now especially that I understand the lack of value of a human life in a hospital under capitalism, I’m absolutely floored with how nurses and doctors are allowed to treat their patients.

Retail almost killed me, I had no social life because my whole life was dedicated to working for corporations, who did not care if I had a “good” schedule, I’d be scheduled to work until midnight, and then scheduled for 8am the next day.

The lack of sleep destabilized my mental health, I literally began to lose it, I could barely tell what was real, or not, and then being forced to bear verbal abuse for hours on end, literally, and I don’t know how I can stress this enough to make you understand that l i t e r a l l y every second of retail was spent being verbally abused.

It was hell on earth.

And now I look back on nurses and doctors rolling their eyes, laughing at, judging, straight up denying people their causes of pain, being rude, racist, sexist, homophobic, and transphobic.

Like, we’re putting our lives into your hands, and you can’t even afford to give us the simple dignity of being treated with respect?

Lose the god complex.

[askmadampresident]

I hate hospitals they said I could go back in the morning, it's not morning anymore.

[lunalowell]

Hate being at the ER, especially for something so stupid as an infection.... only because my doctor called me too late and I had to go here instead of going to him....

[spideronyx]

Head hurting, tired and stressed

Need to be loved on and babied STAT

[spookytwilightmatrix]

Ugh got poked with needles at the hospital Wed like 4 times and my arm/hand is killing the fuck outta me🤧😭

Just tryna relax in bed and scroll through tumblr but my arm is like "fuck you"

[traveledlight]

For everyone who checked up on me, thank you. I made it, I survived! Happy to be going home 😁

[lostbehindthetrees]

Going to the doc to get some test done wish me luck