Aug 16, 2015
Cam & I got into a fight today & it makes my heart sad😔💔
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Cam & I got into a fight today & it makes my heart sad😔💔
The right thing doesn't always seem so right.
What I sent Marco...
I'm sorry:( I love you so much. And I just never want to lose you. I know one reason I've been like this, this week. It's because I'm so scared I'm going to lose you when you leave. Or that we're going to grow apart and you'll not want to be with me anymore. That I was trying to distance myself. So that maybe it wouldn't hurt as bad when you leave... I know I shouldn't do that now because it's just hurting the both of us. I'm sorry I'm just scared to lose the best thing that's ever happened to me just like I lose everyone else I care about in my life.. They just usually leave me because they get tired of me. And I'm so used to that, that I just try to distance myself so I don't get hurt again. I know you wouldn't do that to me though. So I'm sorry that's just how I am. I'm trying to break that habit. I really am because it's hurting both of us. I'm just sorry for everything:( I really do love you so much more than you will ever know.. I hope that when you read this you'll forgive me.. I love you.
this is like our first fight, and we're not on talking terms. it's killing me. i don't like when you're like this. maybe we both overreacted just a little bit, but i don't want this to ruin what we have going on. i'm usually way too stubborn to fix things first, but maybe i should start changing that now, and do something about it before i lose something great.
What are we doing?
Why do we fight the way we do? Why do we waste our time screaming and yelling at each other...when...we're not even together anymore? I don't understand it. I really don't. Sometimes, I shouldn't even bother to tell you my feelings. Because I don't think you give a shit.
My stupid mouth...
has got me in trouble...
I'd do anything to get on with my mum again..